WOW!

The trip which we have been working on so hard is finally over! :)

I'm totally happy of the success of the trip which myself and a group of 2 others had put our hearts and effort in it.

Even though my temperature's high and cough starts to attack my lungs, that didn't hinder me from having a blast while coaching and playing floorball with students for the last time (at least for now). I'm so gonna miss them very much!

The first BBQ ever for my Form Class. I'm glad they loved it! I really don't mind putting another one for them if they behave. Great bunch of people. Never thought that I would be this close to them. I love them all! :)

Now, course starts tomorrow! WHEEE! Can't wait! :)

It's almost 11pm. I think I should gobble down a pill and sleep off.

-Loving my deary Mr Blondie Moments-

HAHA!

-NuTTyNaDya--

It's already the middle of February and this is my first ever post for the month. That probably explain my absence in writing any entries lately. As usual, I'm preoccupied with the things that made my life more interesting and probably things which added a little bit more colours to my life. In school, I've been taking some PE lessons and Floorball coaching by myself. Although I had advise and were guided by my fellow colleagues, it's always easier said than done, but I'm glad I have colleagues who are there whenever I needed them to. I love all the lessons conducted out of classrooms more than those in the classrooms. Probably that explains why I am an outdoor person. :) This is also where I feel that I can build up my platform of building up my confidence in public speaking. I still do utter wrong pronunciation at times when I speak too fast and I still do become blank/speechless at times too. But I felt that I've improved from the first time I spoke before a crowd. :))

Anyways, I just had a cross country day with my school the other day. It really brings back memories of my secondary school days when I was a student. That was the time where I do participated with all my might to make sure that my house won. Oh well, we won again this time round! :)

Last weekend, finally I met up with my old colleagues and we trekked up Pelepah Waterfalls at Kota Tinggi. I have to say that it is my first ever water trekking I've done in my whole life. It was a damn good experience. The only thing which I was taken aback was the going down part where suddenly I had a attack for fear of falling. It was a steep hill. I am not sure why came over me. Probably the long waiting time to go down made me analyse the situation too much. This is where the "Overanalysis leads to Paralysis" occurred.

Other than that, I really enjoyed my time with them. Playing monopoly deal with friends while watching others get hynotised by their "anti-social" device called iPHONE. LOL! I would really love more of this happening. Of course, the whole group of friends were sick and they are recovering from flu, cough and fever. Well, guess what I'm having now too?

Haha. I'm not blaming them for getting sick. Bottom line is that, I really enjoyed myself with them!

Last Monday, I had a "Hot Date" with Stinky at Hyatt Hotel with 38.4 deg. I really enjoyed the food but due to the fever, I am not able to eat as much as I usually can. But it's ok. I enjoyed having a taste of every single thing over there! Thank you Stinky for making this Valentine a wonderful one! I'm sorry that I've yet to give you anything due to the fever and the upcoming MAJOR event I'm going to have this coming Friday. I owe you a treat. :D

Anyways, tomorrow is my surgery day and I'm STARTING TO CHICKEN OUT. :/

What if something bad were to happen to me?

I'm scared I'm scared I'm scared!

--NuTTyNaDya--

Finally.. Tomorrow is a breather for me. OFF-IN-LIEU!!!
The past few weeks passed really fast and I'm exhausted. It's not that I'm complaining. Honestly, it's kind of fulfilling. Despite having a lot of diamond hard headed kids in class, some really know when to chill my heart when the time's right. I really feel like pinching the cheeks of some kiddos. Innocently CUTE. :)

I have learnt something very important these past few weeks. To instill punishment and discipline, going hard all the time isn't the way to do it. Some will just be ticked off and become even rebellious and rowdy. I've learnt that I need to be friends with them first, get to know them and win their heart, to earn a kind of common understanding in return.

It'll make both parties' life simpler. Tried and tested. That's why I rarely raise my voice that much anymore. I'll just need to pull out the main ones, pass my message and they'll inform the rest. :)

People would say that those level of kiddos will go over my head very easily in just a short period of time. Honestly, I was almost drowned. Luckily, I was saved after seeking advise from various peoples and tadaa.. Thank you so much to Stinky and my colleagues. At least now, I don't need to worry so much about having these kids climbing over my head.

Anyways.. Kayaking expedition this weekend, Trekking in two weeks time and then, comes the pain period. I'm totally scared! Feels like chickening out!

As for now, I'm starting to love my job! :)
Let's see how far it can take me...
I know it's not enough...
But hey.. I'm human like you too..
What's enough?
:)

Things to achieve.
- to be more confident when speaking in a crowd ( I've been through camps which really brings the juice out of me at times. I think that I'm now kinda good with kids below 12 years old. But now, I'll have to switch to teenagers and those older than me. Time for a leveling up! )

- to be assertive with my decisions ( I think it led me to being stubborn at times. haha. I must learn to control it. Am still learning I guess. ;p )

- to be spontaneous ( One thing about being spontaneous, I'll forget to weigh and balance my priorities. I really hope I can work more on this. Must learn to sharpen my mind so that I don't have to make stupid decisions again... )

- to convert to be a full time Apple user =) ( Not yet, but I'm sure, it'll be very very soon! haha! )

Unexpectedly, I bought a couple of things for my family members. I'm glad I did as those are the things I've always wanted to buy for them. I am fully indebted to my parents for bringing me up to where I am today. Now that I'm working full-time, even though how small my salary might be, I'll contribute as much as I can for the family. :)

Ok. Now that I've reviewed 2010. Here comes my new list for 2011!

Things to get.
- Band Hero! Just for my sisters! I owe them this Big Time!
- Macbook Pro. Either 13 inch or 15 inch. I'm still deciding which model to get.
- A small side drawer for my desk! Things are literally piling up here.
- Get over and done with the surgery. Cold sweats.. :x
- Braces for myself!

Things to achieve.
- Visit Roger at New Zealand. Probably with my sister and a few friends!
- Climb a snowy mountain. Mount K? :)
- Represent Sg for Floorball. I'm working on it! Not putting high hopes though.
- Taking public speaking into another level. This time round, I'll have to dare to speak up for my rights too and not suffer in silence.
- Set up the online business for dad by July. At least the logo and items to sell must be up on the websites/blog!
- Enroll in an NIE recognised degreee! :)
- Spend another set of holidays with Stinky and friends!

I hope with the full-time job I have now, I can manage my finance and things I want to get and achieve well. Insyallah! Lastly but not the least, spending quality time with Family and Stinky! You guys are the reason to where I am now. Thank you for the support you have been giving me. :))

This year, I had the best birthday celebration ever. Even though it wasn't as big as my 21st birthday last year, I had four waves of birthday cakes. That shows how many people still remember me. I feel like I'm on top of the world when these people, some of whom I least expected to remember, actually remembered and celebrated it for me. Thank you very much. I love you guys! I really reallly really appreciate it. =) Thinking about the friendships made and the number of relationships that last till today, I feel extremely lucky to be in the circle of a lovable family members and friends. Thank you.

Just a week ago, I had my visit to Saigon City. It was AWESOME. Of course, I was crazy of the Northface and Deuter products hanging almost at every corner of the streets. It was manufactured there, so I'm not surprised that it's like 70% cheaper there than buying at the authentic shops here. Of course, we have to watch out for those fake ones. This Recce trip is so called like my year-end getaway trip. HEHE. I kinda loved it! The people that I went with was a bunch of outgoing people who knows when and where to have fun. Although the trip was short, it felt quite long for me. Moreover, if I had stayed there longer, I would had spent all of my money. HEHEHE. But I didn't. Phewww.. haha.

Anyways, the highlight of going there in the first place was visiting the schools there, so that we have a fresh idea on what to expect when we bring students over in March later on.. It was my first time visiting a disabled orphanage. I've seen disabled children but never disabled orphanage. Imagine yourself being disabled and abandoned at an orphanage. It almost made me cry seeing these orphans being taken care of by their caretakers. Knowing that they came from a country which is still making its way to a modernized society, the special milk products needed and also the napkins they use. They simply can't afford to use disposable diapers due to their limited budget.

I really hope that by bringing those students whom have been highlighted, the impact on them will be great as how much I felt and hopefully even more. I want them to see the world and know that whatever problems they have at home, they are not the worst yet as there are others who are even far off worst than them. So, they'll need to work hard now in their studies so that they'll have a better future.

Being part of the first language department too, I realised that there are a lot of students who have problem reading. For goodness sake, they are in secondary school already. I want to minimise this problem. I want to help them. How? I really don't know. I guess I have to wait till school starts and test which way works for me.

I don't know what's got into me but I think that I'm really into this job. At least for now, at this moment. There's a huge plan I have for the few years to come. But I'm really not too sure about my financial state for the future though. I'm scared. I guess everyone's scared about their future eh? I can only prepare and pray for the best and overcome each obstacles calmly.. =)

--NuttyNadya--

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