to those who still read this, just wanted to say thank you for being such great readers. it's time for a change, a new start. as much as I love this blog url, i have to let go most of my posts that are oh so full of anger and depressing stuff. if you're ever interested to read my blog posts, head on to http://anadollies.tumblr.com - i know you might think it's a promo thing, but no i'm just too busy to keep many blog accounts so I will blog alongside posting my new products as well.

see you there:) don't forget this place too. i love reading my old posts.

you know as time passes by you know who are your real friends and who aren't. i've had the unfortunate luck in making friends with people who doesn't know what it's like to be a friend.


I'm sorry blog, for abandoning you! Actually I've been abandoning alot of things except for well, facebook. I also have a twitter now, but i have to keep it clean of profanities and insults because it's related to my business and little kids read them.

Let's see... updates hmmm. I had a job at ica (horrible btw. i will not complain about it here, i think the world has heard enough,) I quit after six months. I'm surviving on my savings, and paying for my own driving lessons. It's such a pain in the ass really, because I'm enrolled in driving school and it's EXPENSIVE. Lucky I have a boyfriend (yes yes I'm quite a big head about this, i love him much and will be mushy in public and proclaim my love every now and then, so please, build up some tolerance for this. I am just so happy. Bitter people go away.) who pays for my food sometimes and taxi fare because he is such a taxi whore. what a girl, like a princess always take taxi. tsk.

I know I'm such a bore on facebook so you probably haven't read my status updates. In february i've been working my ass off making dolls to sell at MAAD, and I made money, enough to eat rice this month. Alot of people asked for my card and website so I shan't be selfish and link this sad little website of mine: ANADOLLIES. Big things are happening to me. I'm quite stressed out actually lol.




Here are the pictures of my booth. I will be there every month so yay. I make bags too so please, if you want to get a wholesale purchase from me i will give discount lol.

Labels: business, updates

I finally figured out my password! lol i bet no one reads this anymore.


I feel like crap.

I'm lovesick. I miss kelvin loh like hell.

Fuck i hate ns. I didn't get much of him for weeks already. Always book out late and book in early. And this is my last weekend of no work and he's stuck in there. field camp again for 3 days, fuck. i hope i can see him next week. we'll make it work, despite my stupid shifts.

fuck this fuck everything.


Birthday and last saturday.






Parents got me my samsung as an early present. (: Puppy hasn't gotten me anything yet because we didn't see each other for two weeks before last saturday. He booked out at 5.30pm on saturday and booked in at 3.45 pm on sunday. Nahbeh.

Today he has field training till Saturday. My phone will not ring for 6 days. Sigh, I have no one to complain to. 6 more weeks to POP. This weekend will be my last weekend till the crazy shifts start. I'm praying to god that Kelkel and I will have the willpower to go through this for 2 years.

I'm so tired of work. Why do I have to work? Money is a hard thing to earn. I have to slog and sacrifice my time and sleep just to get a little income to pay for food, bills, stuff... ugh. Ahhhh I cannot wait for ORD.

I passed my basic firearms! Wheeee.

Labels: birthday, kelvin, work

I am so fucking pissed off.

Why the fuck is there h1n1. It's fucking donkey's ass.

I just want to vomit because I'm just so fucking sad and angry.


While waiting for kel to call, I'll update this forsaken blog.

Work has been tiring. I have no energy or interest to switch on my laptop to see the what's happening to the world, my friends and what not. Wake up, go work, go home, eat, wait for boyfriend to call, then sleep. I've turned into my parents haha. At least my colleagues are funny and I get to laugh alot at work. All the combat training is over, now it's back to boring lectures in the classroom. 4 more weeks at hta. Sigh, boring.

I'll take leave during kel's POP. We'll go bintan and glaze under the hot sun. Eh no luck with not working on hari raya. Which is good because it means I can't go to my grandparents house and can avoid all the questioning from relatives and blabla.

Kel squandered all his pay on me so now I'm bringing bread from home so I'll have money on weekends to pay for his ravenous eating habits. It's scary when I see him spewing bones and ribs onto the table.

Gosh I love my puppy. He said we can get a beagle hehehehe.

Labels: bored, loveee