Today I felt kinda depress, no reason... or may be there is...
Yesterday, I have no idea why I nearly started a quarrel with one of my friends. Perhaps I'm reaching my EQ's limits. Perhaps I am too harsh to my friend? but I think most probably not.
Since long time ago, I've already promised myself not to angry, quarrel or throw tantrum on other people except my family members.(but it doesn't mean I don't love my family, just because my family knew how my style is.)
This time for real, I might gonna be angry, because I'm not the one who started it first. If let say I am offended to my friend, why can't just tell me what I need to do or what's the problem. WHY THE F*** have to show me that kind of expression if I did nothing wrong. When I treat people like real friends, I am totally willing to share what I'm able to share. Sharing is caring, true, and I like the concept, but it's not like everything can be share. Showing sour face is not my strength or strong point, because I like smiling and laughing no matter how bad is the thing going on.
Well, what I can say is, if I apologize to you first even it's not my fault doesn't mean that you win or I lose from the fight. It means that either I really care bout our relationship or I'm bored of acting like a kindergarten kid and TOTALLY disappointed on YOU.
Yes, I'm bitchy!
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