Today is the last day of 2018. Thinking back, it feels like a year where i hit the plateau! But when i start looking back month by month, I realised this year was full of happenings too.
For a start, we moved into our love nest in Jan 2018! Although cpf accounts were low but our hearts are full ❤️ The months after had us inviting friends and colleagues over to host them and it felt so great!
Then, CNY came and it is the first cny without mama. I still miss her loads till date and i doubt time will heal the longing but I know shes watching over the family for sure :)
We were also lucky to be able to travel to Kyoto and Osaka in May this year. It was our first time travelling to both cities and we were glad to go on that trip.
In the second part of the year, I had to make some tough decisions and it seems like the 2nd lowest point in my life apart from losing mama last year. Im hoping I had made the right decision. I was also hit by a scare but thankfully it ends well.
This year is also the year I hit the Big 3. It doesnt feel that big of a celebration and milestone as I was bogged down by some stuffs which I hope I will never have to deal with again. For a period, it felt like I was sinking and spiraling down to the darkest pits of my life but i am really grateful for the husband and family’s love and support for seeing me through those darkest times.
And unexpectedly, 2018 ended on a fairly good and joyous note.
2018 was not easy but it left me stronger and more resilient. I hope to leave the negativity behind and look forward to 2019 with a positive and welcome embrace!
2019, i hope you treat me and my loved ones well and I cant wait to see what you will bring us! I hope for the same as this year, for me and my loved ones to be healthy and well, hit new heights with my career and life! :)
I hope 2018 treats you well and 2019 will be better for you too!
