LOL.. what a great topic to start with. What are friends? Tell me what are friends for? Have you ever imagine friends can be a heap of trash, a precious gift or something where you buy and throw away after use?
As days goes by. Do you consider friends around you as really friends. AND I MEAN REAL FRIENDS, as in really labelled as the word "Friends". It feels so degrading day by day for me to label my friends as "friends" except for the exceptional few which I feel are really my friends. How do you define your friends? Well, I judge my own friends by character, attitude, responsibility & etc.. Theres too many ways and own options to judge someone. There are friends who treat others like a heap of junk. There are friends who treat others like a precious gift. Lastly, there are friends who treat others like something where you buy and throw away after use. Well, I have come across with friends or people who are like this. Man... this doesnt apply to me only and I believe others also have come across the same situation. Personally, as a Aquarius, I choose my friends wisely. Well, sadly Aquarians are like this due to a fact to certain extent. Learn to accept people is the most important thing in life, if you cant means you are not fit to label yourself as who you are as you are not even ready for changes to come by anytime and anywhere. Never think too highly of yourself & think more before you speak, it will never portray a good image of oneself. Most important of all, always do self reflection or soul searching whenever anything goes wrong. Well, this is what I believe as in a friend. Dont ever treat a friend for granted or give up on them unless he/she is really of no hope or useless. Well, apparently & sadly, I do have friends who are like this. Seriously, I feel sad for them. But hell, Why must i be? Im not them as thats their own life, they are for who they are, I am for who I am. Everyone i believe need a goal and need to plan a path in life. People without one will definitely lead themselves to a bottomless pit. A neverending pit where you will fall continously without reaching the ground, its equal to someone wandering so freely with so much freedom. Not knowing where to go, going in circles and back to square one. Its just plain stupid. If friends are worth helping or can be helped, Ill definitely offer a helping hand without a doubt.
Well, sometimes i really wonder, does really helping someone gain anything good in return?? Do people or friends appreciate it? Do people or friends know the value in helping? Or just a "Thank You" is just more than enough to satisfy one for giving a helping hand. Maybe it really does because humans find it really satisfied being thanked for something being done.I'm beginning to have doubts of being a too kind person. It seems it doesnt benefit much, neither do i want to benefit from anyone. It just doesnt show the returns that one would get for being too kind or helpful.
Lastly, would words of advise from someone really help someone else? Or we human beings are really just stubborn or too stubborn to get it into our own brains to listen?Are we just pretending we are doing it the right way although die die we know it is still wrong? As for me i would evaluate the advise given and think whether my own way is right or wrong, or it is alright for me to follow the advise. Human mind is just somehow too complicated to understand. Is best leave it to oneself to put it into good use & in the right way.
Sunday, November 26, 2006
Back to blog.. Went drinking last night at Bernie's BFD with yaohui,kartik and sharik.Ordered 1 jug of beer and large fries.Yaohui ordered some fried chicken platter lol.. Not bad la the place, at least more happening than other pubs.Too bad kartik gotta go home early or else ordered 1 more jug of beer to enjoy and slack.
Today, whole morning and afternoon slack at home play comp till evening den go out meet yaohui go airport eat.Always head down to airport recreation club for the food there.Not bad I must say.Standard, I always order pineapple fried rice.The chilli rocks la, always scoop kao kao(alot) and eat lol... After that, yaohui smoke 2 sticks den went off to parkway meet the skater group.Sat down slack awhile at Starbucks den went to McCafe to slack.9.15pm or so kelvin,jimmy & nick went off.Left Nicholas,Beng jie & Yaohui, we sat down slack.After awhile, Alton came down slack with us.Was like damn bored lol.. den Alton thought of a funny thing to do.We called McDelivery and ordered 1 large fries.But we were sitting at McCafe dere lol..McDonalds was like infront of us la.. lol..Waited for 30mins or so for the fries lol.. Paid $4.60 inclusive of the charges.. The delivery was made from kallang Macs.. Lmao..Beng Jie took video of the whole process lmao.. Was damn funny la. Ate the fries already den all went home as it was damn late liao.
Ok... signing off..
Friday, November 17, 2006
Wahahahaha... Back to blog after 1 month... lmao. Lazy sia.. blogging is just to past time that are not put to good use, lmao. YES! Os finish on monday 20th nov Sci Paper 1! Gonna rot like a fungus for another 6 months.haha.Next friday most probably going drinking to celebrate.
Recently, been playing Dota lmao.. Pick up the game for quite long liao.. nvr bother to play so much, just for fun.Thanks to ron for lending me the game can play with Yaohui and Trev and all others lmao.Im not a pro ><" Im only picking up tips and learning from my bro, Hes TEH PRO!Currently, in GXL UT Tourney.Kinda busy, due to the fixtures so far kena trash like shit by Team Titans & Team Forsaken.This coming sunday, playing against Team ForFun.. lol, cool team name.
Today no paper, rot at home play BF2142 .Evening go meet darling,Yu Zhen,Xin Yan & John go Taka.They wanted to see christmas decorations to decorate Gelare Shop.Went Wisma Atria first to collect Yu Zhen phone. Was like damn long la.. waited 1hr or so to collect phone. cock up service. Bought 1 cup of toffee nut frappe to drink,$7.90 ok! Xin Yan and John head to Taka 1st and by the time me, darling and Yu Zhen head over all the shops doing closing and stuff.Was ;ole sian 1/2.Ate Pepper Lunch for dinner, ordered Curry Beef Rice.Taste of it not bad, average.After that, decided to head to Far East Plaza because they wanted to see Far East Gelare Outlet X'mas decorations.To me, quite ok la. Nothing really spectacular, always see same thing every year. Orchard Road decorations sucks this year lol.Looks like crap to me.Yu Zhen felt uncomfortable, then they head to toilet.Come out of toilet, suddenly Yu Zhen seems like crying lol.. ask her, she said cough until eyes swell lol. darling decided to go meet Hanifah meimei after that, me,darling and Yu Zhen took cab.Me and darling drop off at Parkway then Yu Zhen went home.Played pool & talk cock sing song.1.05am or so den left the place.Father drove me,darling and Hanifah home.
Kk.. Signing off..
Tuesday, October 17, 2006
Back to blog after 1 week.Os are coming in 3 weeks time & practical test is 2 days away.. im still not doing anything.. lol.. maybe ill do some last minute reading and stuff.Well, who cares.. Im prepared for anything along the way.Cause it is my life. Damn bored. After having close to 1 year of hols it hell of a bored to stay at home.Now i rather choose to study at least will somehow balance out gaming and studies lol...Man.. im rotting everyday.Hopefully, tomorrow is the release of Battlefield 2142!!! Woots!! Haha. Haiz.. play until sian also... no mood for chionging any games nowadays. Currently only thinking of doing some business to make some money for myself but cant decide on what i wanna do yet lol.. Also dont have the capital to buy what i need.What a joke.. lol.. Anyway.. have been selling whatever stuff i find at home which is redundant.This will help me get some cash but still spend so fast.Everything has a price and the price doesnt come cheap, so well it sucks too.
The Haze has been shit this few days and i guess it will last for another week lol.. well who cares. still have to go out.Cant possibly stay at home whole day.It sucks somehow.Recently, last few days go out slack at siglap with yh, kel & etc.. was funny la so many crap talk and dumb shit.. haha.. kk.. Stop here for today.
Signing off...
Haha.. Lazy to blog. Now gonna blog every 1 week once or so.Os coming so fast, yet im still slacking not studying.Well who cares, is me and im only me.Im like this, no one can change me easily.Although theres hope, hope is not there if one doesnt help themselves.Downloading Battlefield 2142 since last night.. Darn bro off the comp this morning, scared me to hell was downloading half way kena off. i quickly on the comp to continue the download.Lucky, it continue from where it stopped. If download from all over again, ill go mad. Is 1.08 GB bloody hell!! Hahaha.. doing nothing now.. so bored.
Oh ya.. Listening to my dad talk recently. It is so interesting.Never realised the justice statue was actually blind folded.Well, it just means justice is blind.So true.. Always certain things that are right will somehow be wrong & always certain things that are hell wrong will somehow be right.No wonder life is so unfair at times.Looking at people nowadays with all kinds of character and attitude makes life full of shit.Well, so true again. People arent used to be groomed like last time.So yeah..
Signing off...
Tuesday, October 03, 2006
Back to blog.Did not blog for the past 1 week lol.. Lazy to blog.O's are coming again soon. 1 month away and im still not studying.I'll never be able to overcome my laziness to study.Lack of motivation also.Darn.. I'll scrap thru if I have to.Anyway, I dont really have any goals.Next year, any course I can get into in poly ill just go for it.It totally sucks having without a goal.Seem so aimless... No sense of direction.Well... looking at people with goals keep them on track on where they are going with direction.I believe thats how they succeed in life.That is why goals are important.
As usual, Im always into gaming.. guess im just an addict.Is just like taking drugs.Everyone gets hook on gaming.It seems so hard to get out of it.Without will power nothing will be able to help you get the hell out.I seem to be good at games but at the same time it seems im not really good either, well maybe because it is just my point of view.Now hooked on Unreal Tournament 2004 training for GXL most likely.Im still damn noob anyway.Versus bots are kinda hard.They do have retarded movements sometimes but it is programmed to have a god-like accuracy.Maybe im just noob. =P
Alright.. Signing off.
Tuesday, September 26, 2006
Haha.. Didnt blog for the last 2 days nothing much to blog anyway. Monday always damn sian. Woke up early suppose to go darling's house but too tired and went back to sleep.Woke up at 11am & used the comp till evening, then go meet darling eat dinner at bedok interchange hawker centre.Skipped tuition for the 3rd week in a row & went to Gelare to slacked till 10pm. LOL.. so much time to waste.Gelare was like damn empty till close. Had to go home so that parents wont get suspicious of me. Haha.... Bus ride was very smooth. It didnt stop at any bus stop from where I got on till I got off. How lucky. Alright.. stopping here for today.
Signing off...
