Munirah

Friday, August 28, 2009

i am not updating this blog again.

okay. dah.

Monday, August 24, 2009

i have been so tired with school. its draining all my energy. seriously, the three hour seminar is enough to make me tired for the whole day. i am THAT old.

on the other, bright news, i bought a new camera! yes, the realisation that the old camera have been faithfully with me for at least 3 years means that the investment is way worth it. i specifically ask for one that can have a unblurry night pictures. i love, love, love it. but i think it takes sucky indoor pictures. haiz.

now, all i need to buy is the casing then i can take underwater pictures!

okay, back to the reading that seems to take for-ever to understand.

Thursday, August 06, 2009

ZOMG.

i am soo unsure of my feelings these days. i think i need to have less of that and more of this.

but anyway, company or company-less, i am going to drag myself to jurong point for notebook shopping tomorrow.

Wednesday, August 05, 2009

i am going sarawak for hari raya. yippee to that.

on the other hand, i am truly disappointed at certain things that i cannot control. i hate the expectations on me. i really dont think its fair. i thought i have done the best given the situation but apparently, more is expected. and i thought the very least that can be presented is not granted.

i know they are proud of me, alhamdulilah. but i want to be proud of myself.

there is so much left unsaid. i want to shout it out loud.

Sunday, August 02, 2009

This sem module is killing me. The fieldtrip clashes lah. And, i truly am looking forward to a module until i realise that the fieldtrip to sarawak clashes with hari raya. and mind you, its the first week of hari raya somemore.

so now, im back to the ultimate dilemma, hari raya or fieldtrip?

Thursday, July 30, 2009

1) Blogger is pms-ing again. Maybe its time to switch eh.

2) I finally, FI-NA-LLY, went cycling! I really dont mind staying at one of the fancy condos along east coast park cause then, i can cycle anytime i want. (the hdb estate around the area seems a tad tooo quiet for me.)

3) it is soo hard to find a (cheap) present for a guy. especially if he wears zara / topman shirts. my dad suggested going to johor. i really think that we only need to have a house there, and we can be like certified msian or rather, johor bahruian.

4) i feel that, maintaining friendship / relationship seriously requires work. you know, like meet ups and smses. before long, the friend may just be like a stranger whom you are struggling to create conversations with or end up with an awkward "hi". and then, you wonder, how come you are able to spend hours talking to this friend-turn-stranger just months ago. and then, you shrug it off and say, people change. when its actually, the lack of communication. get it?

5) i watched a documentary about a trend of guys purchasing "love dolls" because of the isolation factor in the cities, particularly in japan. Thus, the above mentioned point. But then again, there is actually a japanese drama centered around this girl who purchased a robot that promised to be the perfect boyfriend for her. And this robot ended up to have real feelings. But the point here is, if we were to analyse the drama, that must say alot about the society that it is portraying. If only JS1101 is about contemporary Japan, i would love it to the max.

6) i still havent finish reading a article. i am such a procastinator.

7) one of my modules stated that there is a fieldtrip to sarawak for one week and i cannot wait. theres really nothing like applying whatever you studied to the real world. plus, fieldtrip! sarawak!

8) watching online movies are soo addictive. i should stop. i must. i simply love "the proposal" and i cried when i watched "ps: i love you" and "the break up".

9) It is seriously too early to say this but i cant wait for my graduation trips! I dont know which one i am excited for more, the cambodia-laos-vietnam trip or the australia trip. But both of them are like polar opposite of another so, its super duper interesting and exciting!

10) i want to decorate the room, bake (grocery shopping!), notebook shopping, science centre. oh, i also want to learn to roller blade-ing.

another random 10 points.

Wednesday, July 29, 2009

i wish i dont care so much.