Hello! 2012! This post is evidence that I'm still alive. It been a long while since I've blogged. It all feels so foreign to me. At the point of signing in I actually forgot what was my username. HAh!
Anyway the reason I'm blogging is just to get that feeling of de javu which is coming back to me right now. Somehow when I'm typing this.... I feel young again. Like I'm 19.. Back in those days where I could spare the time to type gibberish on my computer.
Those were the days when I was still part of the government's education system. Well not anymore. No more dreaming and goofing around with no reponsibilities. Its the real world now. Just work and thats it...
Is life meant to be that mundane???? I question my very existence... With no acheivements to my name and nothing really much to expect for the future. Some would say that we should live with an aim.. with a clear goal in mind. Its not as if I don't know that but... ITS JUST NOT THAT EASY....
Dun get me wrong I'm not suicidal but at times I think perhaps being dead is better off than living a meaningless existence.
Shit, I should go do some charity work. How did my rant get so sombre??
