12th day....

Today is supposed to be Lya Qaisara's due date... huhu.. tapi dia dah 12 hari keluar..... alhamdulillah, everything went well. although being a mommy is a very challenging task, tapi Lya budak baik... tak meragam... She'll just cry when she's hungry.. and goes back to sleep when she's full...

The first week was quite tough... since I was still weak.. with the pain from the stitches.. ( 7 stitches tau..! iskk.... sakitt... ) and Lya still didnt know how to properly latch on my breast... Or I am the one who do not know how to breastfeed her... end up, my breast swollen.. Sakit gile...! even sentuh pun sakit... Not to mention pusing kiri kanan masa tido, pun sakit gile.. coz, susu byk, but they just couldnt come out... huhu.... Last2 kena bagi susu botol.... with hubby jadik tukang bancuh susu malam2....

Luckily the 3rd day, midwives from DEMC came to see the me and the baby.... so, Kak Seri tolong urut... and tuam... and managed to squeeze 1 Oz of milk out of my breast.... lega sket aje.. sakit nye masa dia massage, tuhan aje yg tau.... until I cried..! huhu... but she adviced to continuously massage and tuam, whenever I felt my breast full with milk.. and I did...

Today, it has been 4 days I managed to breastfeed Lya fully.. (yeayy....!!)

Ni muka lambat bagi susu...

Ni muka baru lepas mandi.. gggg.....

The arrival of Lya Qaisara....

It has been more than 1 week since I last blogged... So bz, okeh... Bz with year end shopping spree for all da baby stuffs...

And finally.. 16 December 2006.. I have safely delivered our lil princess... exactly one year after our marriage.. hehe.. dia nak jugak keluar time our very 1st anniversary... Anyhow... here's the chronology... hehe..

16 December 2007

6:15 a.m- First contraction... Ghee.. I didnt even know that it was the contraction pain.. sakit sikit2 aje... macam period pain tu....

7:00 a.m - another contraction..

7:30 a.m - and another... and they became closer until it was 15 minutes apart between 2 contractions...

8:00 a.m - Went downstairs for breakfast.. and told MIL that I'm feelin quite uncomfortable with "period pain" every 15 minutes.... sempat la makan mee goreng and karipap sikit...

9:00 a.m - Hubby kata, jom aje lah gi DEMC.. in case it's time..

10:00 a.m - Arrive DEMC... waited for the nurse and doctors punye la lama.. since they are attending another patient who was at that time "screaming" in the labour room... ishkk.. really scares me off, okeh...

about 10:30 a.m - Doctor attended me.. and said that I've already 3 cm dilated.. (erk... really? thot of going for final shopping at One Utama tadi.. kalau takde ape2... haha... tak sempat dah...)

11:00 a.m - Transferred the labour room.... and the nurse broke my water bag... huk.. panas je air keluar....and the struggling began... the duration between 2 contractions became closer, and the pain became stronger... sakit sangat... sempat nurse tanye.. nak epidural tak... err... I think I can handle the pain, okeh... but it was far far worse than I ever thought it could be.... and I never wanted hubby to let go off my hand.. not even one second... sian dia... nak pegi pee pun I didnt let him go...

1:00 p.m - already 9cm dilated... the contractions getting stronger... sakit sangat, okeh.. huk. tak penah rasa sakit cemni... I dont think I can go thru without hubby beside me.... Thank you soooo much dear for being there.... and sorry for marah2 masa sakit.. and squeezing your hand soooo hard masa tahan sakit contraction...

1:15 p.m - Lya Qaisara finally delivered... weighed 3.1kg... exactly masa azan zohor from masjid shah alam berkumandang... Alhamdulillah....

Lya Qaisara ... few minutes after delivered... sejuk sangat dia...

Us... just b4 going home from DEMC.. daddy with his new specs.. hehe.. and mommy with the tired look.. huhu... penat gile..

Lya Qaisara - 4 days old.. hihi... sedap je dia tido...

36 weeks....

Had another checkup today @ DEMC... Baby already grew to 3kg..! Anyhow, doctor said that her position now is face-up or "mendongak", or in medical term, it is called "Occiput Posterior".... not a very good position for easy labour.... but the doctor did advice not to worry, becoz she can still rotate.... but frankly speaking, I'm still worried... isk... even normal labour scares me off.. ni kan pulak position pelik2 cemni.... no wonder I felt that the shape of my belly a lil bit "weird" these few days....

Nway, did some reasearch on it, and tried to better understand it, and found out that normal labour can still happen.. and the doctor was right.... baby CAN still rotate maybe during labour, or earlier... see what happens on next week checkup... just pray for me that everything will go smoothly.... hopefully............

36 weeks... she's already 3.1kg...!

Anyways, went to Plaza Masalam after the checkup to meet Ina.... she wanted to passed her wedding invitation... but I really regret that I might not make it coz the timing is too close to my due date... .... (dah la dia jadik my pengapit masa my wedding dulu ... isk.. rasa guilty sgt...) Nhow.. I do hope that she'll have a wonderful nikah ceremony and kenduri... and wish her a beautiful life ahead...

Afer that, pergi survey baby cot/playpen and cot bedding for the baby... end up, terbeli bedding set for the mommy pulak... kekeke.... but they were sooo sweet.. ada flower2.. keke.. (Dear hubby mesti tak suke.. sbb bunga2.. haha.. ) I just cant resist when it comes to home deco or bedding set... Sorry, baby.. we'll shop till drop for your stuffs when daddy's back, okeh...

Mommy's new comforter set...! keke...

9 months..

Me with my 9 months belly.... :))

Letter to my lil princess..

Gambar sekadar hiasan.. hehe

My dearest baby..

This morning i felt you gracefully move again.. and you made Mommy smile.. like u always do... I just want you to know that I enjoyed every single second of your movement and just wished that your daddy is here to touch and feel you... I know you miss him a lot.. coz I miss him too....
This evening when daddy told mommy he's gonna come back a lil bit late, I tried not to cry.. but tonite, I cant stop cryin... :(
But pls dont tell daddy I cried...

Mommy and Daddy just cant wait to see you... and I know that we're gonna have so much fun together... coz you're the perfect gift ever..



Love you always,
Mommy

Durian...

Since I came back from Japan, I've been craving for durian, but since now is not durian season, carik kat mana2 pun tak dapat... but just now, at pasar malam here, at last, jumpe la jugak.... after about 3 weeks baru dapat..! I ate, but not too much coz takut my fever and cough come back.. (huhu... tak sanggup....) So sedap okeh, but its not the same as when i enjoyed a 3000 yen durian when I was back in Nagasaki.... The sweetest memory ever..! dapat makan durian nearly rm100 sebijik @ Japan with dear hubby... masa makan kat sini, sayu je rasa... bile teringat.. @ dis hour he's still @ kapal... makan ke.. tak makan ke...

This few days, baby tendang kuat sangat... mebi dia pun miss her daddy too much.. dulu dia slalu dengar suara daddy as he always talks to my belly... iskk... cepat le balik.. :((

1st gift...

Got this first gift from my sis in law for my little princess... comei... A baby blanket from Guess and baju with lil booties and bib from oshkosh... comei2...

Hihi...

Bought this cute lil dress for my baby last week... after checkup at DEMC, pegi sbelah tu ade Anakku shop... Well guess dis is the 1st time beli yg "girlie-girlie" punye baju... yg lain beli natural colour je.. coz i dun really like sume baju pink kare je sume... pening tengok... but this newborn baby girl baju ni comei sgt... hehe.. "kena" beli jugak...

Boney & Waty's Wedding

Went to Boney & Waty's wedding @ Kg Pengantin Jalan Ampang last week... though I was not that well.. dragged my feet to drive to KL and went there with Ati & Nazrol with si tecik.. Qistina... Owner of Spa Q la kononnye.. haha..

The atmosphere was nice.. the deco was superb..! (iskk.. rasa nak curik je fresh flowers tu..) and the bride & groom look sooo happy.... Nway.. glad i made it there.. Hoping that u both will have a sweet & wonderful life ahead... haha.. adiah tak beli lagi laa.. tak sempat....

Unwell... still

it has been more than one week I'm back here in Malaysia.. and the weather doesnt seem to suit me at all... last night I managed to get only a couple of hours asleep.. i had this fever... again... and my whole body was aching... not to mention my back was in pain... plus I had to get up every hour to empty my bladder... everytime i had to get up, requires extra effort... it was the longest night i ever had.. and every hour when i woke up.. i was like.."laaaaa... bila nak siang nih...?" i just cant get myself comfortable ~ at all... the extra portable fan that i used (hala direct to me - with full speed) doesnt seem to help bring my body temperature down.... isk...

Hopefully, esok sihat balik... i just cant stand just lying on bed all day long... the moment I'm writing this entry, the baby inside was kicking. maybe dia pun rasa panas kot.. since mommy dia demam.. well at least she's moving, and everytime i felt her movement, i was relieved - the only thing that lits up my day and makes me smile alhtough i'm not well... .... as long as she's healthy inside me...

Counting the days till dear Deboo comes back here in Malaysia... Everything seems much much easier to go thru if u r around... :(

33 weeks...

This week is my 33rd week of my pregnancy.. So far, everything went smoothly.. Yesterday, went for checkup here @ demc.. in Shah Alam... 1st time checkup kat Malaysia... Alhamdullillah... everything looks okay... although I'm having flu, cough and fever, my baby inside doesnt seem to stop kicking and "siku ing"...

Baby dah 2.2kg...and few things I realized during this 33rd week :

~ fatigue - I easily get tired... (kejap2 nak duduk....)and solat is getting difficult to perform - sometimes I just perform solat with only sitting position... the frequent sitting, and standing gives physical strain especially on my lower back and knees...

~ restless nights - with frequent pee breaks.. (issk.. 4-5 kali bangun tu...) and turning, and tossing while trying to get the most comfortable position to get my sleep...

~ swollen feet and hands when I stand or sit too long...

~ Out of breath if I eat too much at one particular time... Kalau makan byk2 skali, alamatnye, tak senang duduk, bediri pun tak kena.. baring lagi laa tak kena.. so, i normally eat small amount of meal at one time, but frequently.. isk... baru laa tak mengah2...

~ easily sweat - and I do sweat a lot.. especially here in Malaysia.. gee. how I miss Japan weather.. Malaysia panas gilee....!! gile pun tak panas cemni....

Here's the scaned image while I was in 31st and 33rd week of pregnancy...

Home from Home

It has been 1 week since I arrived here, back in Malaysia... Home.. away from my home in Nagasaki...

Gee.. I didnt know that I miss our little apartment in Nagasaki until I arrived here... I really do! Miss everything that I left there.. including my anak2 ikan.. not to mention "Deboo..." hehe... Really hope that I'll be there again someday.. haha.. tu pun if dear hubby tak kena anta balik ke sini lah....

Journey from Nagasaki to Kuala Lumpur was exhausting.. Nway, everything went well... though there were hiccups here and there while at the airport..(excess baggage punye pasal laa nih...)I managed to get all the assistance that I can get from Kansai Airport and KLIA... with my big belly, (berat lak tu...) all the luggage carried by ground assistance at the airport... hehe.. sebaik laaa.. kalau tak, sakit2 pinggang gak angkat beg... sampai gi shopping for perfume at the airport pun assistance tu ikut.... the MAS steward siap tanye.. "Puan nak pakai wheelchair tak...?" err... do I really look that helpless sampai berjalan pun tak larat? ishh... takyah le... bukan takleh jalan...

3 days after I arrived, we had open house here in Saujana Utama on the last day of Syawal... tiring...! penat gile sampai demam2 nih.. til today, I'm still having this flu, cough, and fever.... complete package.. anyway.. thanx to all my frens who made it ~ Ajaie , Izani & Kamila, Ati & Nazrol with their sweet Qistina.. Dodi and Damia the Menace with little Danish, and my family... mama, babah, along family and angah...

Mount Aso...

One place that i really wanted to go before I go back to Malaysia is here... Looking at the view of the largest active volcano in Japan is one of the list of things that I longed for while I was here... Ingatkan dah tak sempat pegi dah.. but last week, dear hubby ajak la jugak.. (Yeay...!!) Thank you dear... though it was his 2nd trip to Mount Aso. tapi coz I've never been there, dia kena la jugak bawak.. hihi...

After nearly 3 hours journey... (including naik ferry) to Kumamoto... we finally reached there... although the Gas Regulations forbid us to go to the top to see the crater (isskkk...), I enjoyed the beautiful view, anyway... and the cool breeze of angin gunung.. hehe.... to sum up.. here are the photos....

Counting the days....

14 more days to go before I leave Japan... huhu.. the thought bout it just stressed me out.. and I'm in no mood at all to cook, or buat kuih.. or kemas rumah.. or anything that I used to love doing, before... but have too lah kan.. if not, just laying on the couch will make me more depress or sakit belakang...

It's just like there's nothing that I look forward to do in KL anymore.. I actually hate emotional posts like this but I really do have to let it out somewhere or it will bottle up in me.. guess pregnant lady memang emotional kot.. huhu..

ok2.. let's list out what can cheer me up when I'm in KL again nanti.. :

1. Shopping for baby's stuff... tak sabar nak buat ni.... although I really dont know what to buy.. keke..guess I have to make the shopping list la skarang...
2. Jumpe anak2 buah... whom I missed so much.. especially the 2 youngest ones... Jema - the one yg tak benti2 membebel macam mak nenek unless something spoilt her mood.. and Ajik.. the cutest little creature.. he was 9 months old when I left for Japan.. skang dah besar la kot...
3. Kenduri Boney.. I really look forward of his kenduri with Waty.. hehe.. Really hope that he'll have a beautiful life with waty after all that he went thru... jalan idup macam industan daaa....)
4. Waiting for dear hubby to come back after the 2nd vessel delivery.. hmm.. dekat sebulan gak after I reach KL tuu...
5. Finally - to have the first look of our baby.. although the thought of "bersalin" really scares me off.. iskk.. takut wooo...Guess this is what every mother-to-be felt before going thru the delivery.. but hopefully everything will go really2 well... 3 things I wish for at the end of my prayer everyday :

- A cute little baby - sempurna sifat.. great health.. Soleh/Solehah with melodious voice to recite Quran & hadis....
- Strength for me to go through whatever a woman supposed to experience throughout pregnancy... and during labor and delivery of the baby...
- And... Guidance for us to be good parents after the baby is borned...

Amin..

Selamat Ari Raye....

Hari ni dah 4 Syawal... kejap je dah abih posa. Tak penah2 dapat posa penuh, alhamdulillah.. dis year aku posa penuh wooo...even though there're times that i felt sooo lembik.. tak larat nak posa... but sayang nak bebuke.. berjaye jugak le posa penuh..

First time raya posa kat Nagasaki.. tak terasa sgt pun raye.. since masa bulan posa, every week ada makan2.... so considered this was another makan2 aje... menu pun lebih kurang sama jek ngan masa bebuke bulan posa. ade nasik tomato.. nasi beriani daging... laksa.. nasi impit.. kuah kacang... ketupat pulut... rendang.. pulut kuning.. bihun goreng.. roti jala.. plus kuih2 raya and kerepek import dari mesia...

Pagi, cam biase pegi smayang raye kat ngan unibesiti.. schedule 7:30 stat smayang (mak aii.. punye le awall.. org kat mesia pun tak bangun lagik...) sampai2 dah 7:35 rerupenye diorg dah abih smayang.... adehh.. memang punctual mak datok.. ikut time jepun betul... at last, kitorg org2 mesia nih smayang sendiri lepas abih khutbah... Pastu pegi beraye umah en jun.... Malam lak, si haris and azuan dtg dpd ariake beraye.. so, masak le sket2 utk diorg... makan lagii... xtvt makan je ari nih...

2nd Syawal.. dah tak rasa raye dah... since dear hubby dah gi keja dah pun.. (iskk.. ari ahad pun keja).. 3rd Syawal.. lagi laa.. dia dah gi naik kapal... hmm.. lagi laa tak rasa raye.. bezanye aku spend the whole day tgk tv citer2 raye.. hehe.. kalau balik kampung tak dapek dok depan tv nih.. mesti kena bejalan raya.. paling tak pun, jiran2 keliling rumah.... kes kena paksa ngan mama le nih...

Anyhow.. raya kali ni cukup sederhana jek... 1st time beraya berdua.. seronot aje... bezanye takde isu balik kampung mana.. keke.. kena raye kat jepun... bab mintak maaf ngan hubby je tak pass lagik.. isk.. camno nih...isk.. tak reti weh..

so, to all.... slamat ari raye yek.. maaf zahir batin..

Bebuke posa...

Kejap je rasa dah 18 ramadhan ari ni.... last Saturday turn kat umah aku buat majlis bebuke... adeh.. dekat patah pinggang gak masak... nasik putih, ayam masak lemak, kerabu togeh ngan kerang.. nasik impit ngan kuah kacang, mee kari, kuih serimuka.. jiran kat atas, si azy tolong masak ikan sweet sour ngan sotong goreng...

sebaik dear hubby jadik assistant chef... takde la penat sgt.. tapi the day after tu tido jugak la satu hari.. penat mengemas... but all in all, everything went alrite...byk kuih2 member2 bawak... mcm biase kalau jadik tuan rumah, mesti tak lalu makan, menda2 yg dimasak sendiri... ringan la sket perut.. hehe

tak sampai 2 minggu lagi nak raya dah... kalau pasang radio sume dah stat main lagu raya dah... baru ade mood buat kuih... ari ni jek aku berjaya buat peyek ikan bilis ngan quaker oat.. hehe.. bukan ade sapa nak dtg beraya pun.. tapi syok utk makan sendiri jek... esok nak masak kuih ape ek?

26 weeks

This week dah masuk 26th week my pregnancy... Well, my belly already grew big.. (of course la kan.. kalau kecik jugak, lagi la tak normal..) and I really look like a pregnant lady now.... cant hide my belly dah..

I guess my babymoon phase is going to end.. and while I'm going into this 3rd trimester stage of pregnancy these are a few things I noticed:

1. I can't get comfortable - any position makes me feel uncomfortable.. baring lama2 tak boleh.. duduk lama2 pun penat... berdiri lama2, lagi laaa... getting asleep at night is quite difficult, with this big belly.. hehe.. kejap pusing kiri.. kejap pusing kanan.. plus my baby inside seems cant stop moving especially when I'm trying to sleep..
2. My bladder is under pressure - again... dulu masa 1st trimester slalu pegi toilet.. now, it's coming back again.. skarang lagi la penat, especially if tgh baring, tetibe rasa nak gi toilet.. adehh.. everytime I need to get up daripada baring, nak berdiri, requires extra effort..
3. Backache - Deboo kata, I really look like orang pregnant skarang.. since I always walk with my hand pegang pinggang.. sakit laaa.. my extra 6kg now really puts pressure on my back... patut la org pregnant selalu pegang2 pinggang time berjalan.. baru la tau rasa dia..

Last Saturday, we went for checkup again. Ni gambar scan masa 25 weeks... everything seems okay.. Alhamdulillah.. best tgk visual scan.. but now it's getting difficult to identify which one is her feet, which are her hands.. becoz she's already grew big. nearly 1kg berat dia.. so bile tgk scan, kena tanye doktor, barula paham... yg ni ape, yg tu ape.. macam biase everytime scan, baby bukak2 mulut.. maybe tgh minum kot... from this photo dah boleh nampak features kat muka dia... nampak mata (dia tgh tutup mata), nampak idung, mulut..

Pasir putih tepi pantai.. ombak saling berkejaran.. kuang kuang..

Ari nih 1st day posa tapi ari ni bukan nak citer pasal posa.. ni xtvt yg kitorg buat sbelum sampainye bulan ramadhan.. hobi, asik gi mandi laut jek..3-4 kali jugak lah kitorg pegi bejalan ke pantai sini.. Yg lainnye pantai kat sini, tak semeriah pantai kat Malaysia.. walaupun sini lautnye bersih, tapi tak sama atmospherenye dgn pantai kat mesia.. sini, kalau n ak makan, terpaksa la bawak bekal siap2 dari rumah.. kat mesia ade je org jual2 mee udang ke.. rojak ke.. air ke.. ais krim ke.. kat tepi pantai.. sini.. huhu. langsung tadak.. yg ade vending machine aje... cukup tak meriah.. pantai pun lengang aje.. tahla.. org jepun tak suke mandi laut kot.. tapi tak kisah la kan.. yg penting dapat berendam.. air pun sejuk je.. plus takde gatal2 badan kena air masin sini.. Ni antara pantai yg sempat kitorg angkut fotografer roslan tuh.. hehee.. kitorg jadik model2 je...

Ramadhan..

Esok 1 Ramadhan 1428... Ni 3rd time aku sambut 1st day posa kat jepun nih tapi raya tak penah lagik sini.. tapi, insya allah tahun ni aku akan beraya kat bumi Nagasaki nih for for the 1st time.. huhu.. raya haji dah selalu dah kat negara orang.. tapi raya posa, ni la 1st time aku tak balik Tepeng....

dulu masa zaman bujang, kul 4 ptg dah cabut.. company bagi balik awal.. sempat le masak simple2 @ paling tak, melilau carik makanan kat pasar ramadhan.. masa dok rumah along, sempat jugak aku hangkut anak2 buah kat pasar ramadhan.. seronot layan selera diorg makan nih... especially yg baru 1st year or 2nd year posa.. yg tak posa pun aku angkut gak bersoping kat pasar ramadhan.... kat sini.. dah takde le ptg2 nak gi bersoping kat pasar ramadhan.. tahun nih, sume kena buat sendirik.. menu2 wajib bulan posa - ayam percik, murtabak, ikan bakar ngan kuah asam, cencaru sumbat belakang, soto, roti jala, buah melaka... huhu.. air soya, air bandung. sirap selasih.. isskk air tebu.. (fevret nih tebu nih.. yg ni je payah nak dapat kat sini nih...) Insya Alah..dis year, aku dah bleh buat sendiri dah sume tuh.. (isk... except air tebu... ) kalau kat mesia, tak kuasa le nak buat.. baik beli kat pasar ramadhan jek.. (walaupun rega melampau2..) tapi sini. insya allah, tiap2 minggu ade open house.. hehe.. blum raya dah ade open house tuu... siap kena booking minggu bila nak buat open house.. huhu.. penuh schedule, sbb sume nak buat time weekend.. ni untung dok negara org... jemput sume org mesia yg dok nagasaki...

So, to all.. selamat menyambut posa.. yg bleh posa penuh tuh, bawak2 le posa penuh2.. tahun ni aku bleh posa penuh kot... (hehe... larat ke..) Selamat berterawih.. selamat bermoreh... sempena bulan mulia nih.. meh la kite memperbanyakkan amal.. improvekan solat.. and kumpul pahala byk2.. sbb kite tak tau kan.. ramadhan tahun depan, kompem ke kite ade lagi utk menyambutnye..

Doa..

Someone sent me forwarded email of this doa.. Blessed the person who cares to share it with me and all her frens.. Love it... I hav to save it somewhere.. so here it is, for all wives, or wives to be.. here's something beautiful to end your prayers everyday....

Doa seorang isteri

Ya Allah Ya Rahman Ya Rahim
Kau ampunilah dosaku yg telah ku perbuat
Kau limpahkanlah aku dgn kesabaran yg tiada terbatas
Kau berikanlah aku kekuatan mental dan fizikal
Kau kurniakanlah aku dgn sifat keredhaanKau peliharalah lidahku dari kata-kata nista
Kau kuatkanlah semangatku menempuhi segala cabaranMu
Kau berikanlah aku sifat kasih sesama insan

Ya Allah
Sekiranya suamiku ini adalah pilihan Mu diArash
Berilah aku kekuatan dan keyakinan untuk terus bersamanya
Sekiranya suamiku ini adalah suami yg membimbing tanganku dititianMu
Kurniakanlah aku sifat kasih dan redha atas segala perbuatanNya
Sekiranya suamiku ini adalah bidadara untukku di Jannah Mu
Limpahkanlah aku dgn sifat tunduk dan tawadduk akan segala perintahnya
Sekiranya suamiku ini adalah yg terbaik untukku di duniaMu
Peliharalah tingkah laku serta kata-kataku dari menyakiti perasaannya
Sekiranya suamiku ini jodoh yg dirahmati olehMuBerilah aku kesabaran untuk menghadapi segala kerenah dan ragamnya

Tetapi Ya Allah
Sekiranya suamiku ini ditakdirkan bukan untuk diriku seorang
Kau tunjukkanlah aku jalan yg terbaik untuk aku harungi segala dugaanMu
Sekiranya suamiku tergoda dengan keindahan duniaMu
Limpahkanlah aku kesabaran untuk terus membimbingnya
Sekiranya suamiku tunduk terhadap nafsu yg melalaikan
Kurniakanlah aku kekuatan untuk memperbetulkan keadaannya
Sekiranya suamiku mencintai kesesatan
kau pandulah aku untuk menarik dirinya keluar dari terus terlena

Ya Allah
Kau yg Maha Mengetahui apa yg terbaik untuk ku
kau juga yg Maha Mangampuni segala kesilapan dan keterlanjuranku
Sekiranya aku tersilap berbuat keputusan
Bimbinglah aku ke jalan yg Engkau redhai
Sekiranya aku lalai dlm tanggungjawabku sebagai isteri
Kau hukumlah aku di dunia tetapi bukan di akhiratMu
Sekiranya aku engkar dan derhaka
Berikanlah aku petunjuk kearah rahmatMu

Ya Allah
SesungguhnyaAku lemah tanpa petunjukMu
Aku buta tanpa bimbinganMu
Aku cacat tanpa hidayahMu
Aku hina tanpa hidayahMu

Ya Allah
Kuatkan hati dan semangatku
Tabahkan aku menghadapi segala cubaanMu
Jadikanlah aku isteri yg disenangi suami
Bukakanlah hatiku untuk menghayati agamaMu
Bimbinglah aku menjadi isteri solehah
Hanya padaMu Ya Allah ku pohon segala harapan
Kerana aku pasrah denagn dugaanMu
Kerana aku sedar hinanya aku
Kerana aku insan lemah yg kerap keliru
Kerana aku leka dgn keindahan duniaMu
Kerana kurang kesabaran ku menghadapi cabaranMu
Kerana pendek akalku mengharungi ujian MuYa Allah Ya Tuhanku...
Aku hanya ingin menjadi isteri yg dirahmati
Isteri yg dikasihi
Isteri yg solehah
Isteri yg sentiasa di hati
Kau bantulah hambaMu ini Ya Allah
Amin,amin Ya Rabbal Allamin....

Home Alone...

I'm all alone again... since dear Deboo went to Trieste, Italy (betulke spelling nih..?) for about one week.. 3 more days to go... Gile boring dok rumah sensorang.. dah 3 ari aku tak masak nasik.. end up makan benjo ngan maggi goreng aje.. oh..and soto yg jiran kat atas bagi.. hehehe... biase.. time husband takde, jiran mesti bagi lauk or mknn since dia tau, dok sensorg malas masak.. vice versa.. kalau hubby dia takde, aku lak pass mknn kat dia..

Huhu.. rindu gile nak makan maggi goreng mamak... So, kena buat sendiri je.. ni yang boring mengidam kat sini..nak makan ape sume kena buat sendiri je...

Anyway..this week dah masuk 24th week my pregnancy.. kejap je rasa dah 6 months.. well, for the 1st 4 months memang rasa lama gile..(with the nausea and vomitting..) but when I became more energetic, rasa kejap pulak..btul le kan... time flies soo fast when we really enjoy it.. It's just that it's hard to get to sleep at night when you actually started dozing off, tetibe terkujat ada menda begerak dalam perut.. She just cant stop moving and kicking, that sometimes it gives me a tickling sensation.. geli2 gitu.. time orang nak tido tu la she started kicking left and right (I wonder how she can be at so many places at one time.. tgh kungfu kot...) that makes me change my positions every 5 minutes... Well I rather feel the kickings daripada scares me off bila dia tak begerak langsung like the other day...

Gotta go now.. have to force myself to clean the house.. haha dah 3 hari tak kemas rumah.. hihi...

Happy 50th Merdeka Day...

Tomorrow is Malaysia's 50th Merdeka Celebration.. for us here, tak terasa sgt since jauh kan.. but we still watch Malaysian TV so, we know all the Merdeka advertisement shown kat tv... (love Petronas advert - the one which yg byk budak2 trying to figure out the name of their tiny country - KITA ).... cute!

...... and every morning I watched MHI @ TV3, so, I do know all the preparations and watched the rehearsal for the celebrations at Dataran Merdeka.. huhu.. cant imagine kalau kena drive pergi ofis at these times. sure jem gile since jalan2 tutup for Merdeka Celebration.. I remembered last year most of us arrived late kat ofis.. stucked in traffic jam for more than 1 hour... muka selamba je masuk ofis since ramai yg lambat gak..

Lat two years celebration I was in Japan, and that was the 1st time sambut Merdeka kat negara orang... buat bbq and @ 12:00 midnite we sang lagu Negaraku (not the Namewee version laah..).. suara mcm keluar tak keluar je nyanyi ramai2 with all Malaysian students and MI*C staffs since we didnt want to wake the Japanese up tgh2 malam buta tu....

This year.. takde ape2 plan pun.. hehe.. sebab hb tak cuti pun. but if I were in Malaysia, I;ll be kat kampung.. since all my other siblings balik kampung.. waaa.. waaa.. rasa nak balik je.. since mama ckp nak buat kenduri doa selamat sikit.. sure bising rumah ngan my anak2 buah.. windu rasa nak gaduh2 ngan diorg..

Anyhow.. Happy 50th Merdeka Day to all Malaysians....

22 minggu.....

Minggu ni dah masuk 5 bulan stengah baby dalam perut nih.. and aku dah mula ada energy balik bila masuk 4 bulan dulu...

Best nye tak terkata when all the nausea and vomitting has faded away and my appetite has came back.. but I'm still sensitive to awful smells (at least pada aku, busuk laa..) like bau2 ikan kering.. or rempah2 kayu manis or bunga lawang.. (huh.. busuk gile..) but at least no more vomitting when I smell those things...

Skang dah bole rasa baby gerak2 and sepak terajang.. kalau pegi scan, bleh nampak dia bejoget2 dalam perut... and she is most active time aku nak tido ptg2 or malam2.. time tu lah dia dok bejoget dlm perut... tapi smalam.. nearly 1 hari aku tak rasa obvious movement dia.. panic gile.. pagi nih.. aku pasang ear phone kat perut, bagi dia dengar radio.. (keke.. bagi dengar hot fm tu...) dia tak gerak2 gak, aku bagi dia dengar yasin kat earphone.. dia tak gerak gak, then aku baring rilek2 and borak2 ngan dia baru baru lah dia start gerak... phew.. lega.... selalunye my dear deboo yg selalu borak2 ngan dia.. and aku rasa dia lagi familiar ngan suara deboo dpd suara aku.. since deboo selalu talk to my belly direct... hehe..

So, kat bawah ni aku share gamba masa mula2 sekali scan.. masa umur dia baru 7 weeks.. masa panjang dia baru 15mm... still takde rupe baby..

and gambar scan dia masa 18 weeks.. masa ni dah clear dah nampak sifat2 dia.. kepala, tangan, kaki... and even masa scan, selain begerak2, aku dah nampak dia bukak mulut as if macam menguap.....

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Hey. aku tak penah share wedding photo aku kat sini.. Ari ni, genap 8 bulan 11 hari aku aku jadik isteri orang.... Alhamdulillah.... kejap sgt rasa...still in honeymoon mood.. ape tak nye.. hobi kitorg still tengok wedding album... and kengkadang run balik cd masa hari nikah and kenduri dulu... and this week, genap 22 minggu aku pregnant... anyway.. kalau nak share sume gamba, mmg byk gile.. so, kat sini.. aku post gambar fevret aku...

Sempena entry nih.. ni fevret song that I would like to dedicate to dear Deboo.... Sedey aa lagu nih.. I always cried kalau dengar lagu nih.. nnt bila org takde kat japan dah, hope that everytime you listen to this song, it'll remind you of me.. hehe.. just klik you tube bawah ni haa kalau nak dengar ~ one of avril's live performance...

When You're Gone ~ Avril Lavigne

I always needed time on my own
I never thought I'd need you there when I cry
And the days feel like years when I'm alone
And the bed where you lie
Is made up on your side

When you walk away
I count the steps that you take
Do you see how much I need you right now?

Chorus :
When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
When you're gone
The words I need to hear to always get me through the day
And make it OK
I miss you

I never felt this way before
Everything that I do
Reminds me of you
And the clothes you left
They lie on the floor
And they smell just like you
I love the things that you do

When you walk away
I count the steps that you take
Do you see how much I need you right now?

*Chorus*

We were made for each other
Out here forever
I know we were

All I ever wanted was for you to know
Everything I do I give my heart and soul
I can hardly breathe I need to feel you here with me

*Chorus*

I just realized that....

I dah lama tak borak ngan my father... I mean really borak2....

Well, maybe becoz Babah is not like Mama.. kalau borak ngan Mama ada je menda nak cakap... Borak pasal resepi lah... ngumpat2 Angah or Along or Rizal... Gosip artis pun termasuk dlm topik borak2 ngan Mama.. so, there's soo much for us to talk about.. but with Babah, it's like we only talk about important things aje.. pasal bil keta ke, bil rumah ke, schedule travel ke.. (in case I plan to go somewhere..) pasal weather kat japan ni ke... menda2 centu je, by which 5 minutes pun dah bleh abih...

Most of the time, when I call home, if in case Babah yg angkat, I'll just ask him "Tgh buat ape.?" Then dia jawab, but then dia akan tanye balik "Nak ckp ngan mama ke...?" and straight away pass the phone to Mama... Gee... Since when jadik cemni eh? Anyhow, here are few things bout my father that I would like to share...

• Babah suka masak lemak... especially masak lemak cili api ayam.. and ubi kentang.. (part ubi kentang ni aku rasa dah turun kat aku.. I just Love ubi kentang.. tak kira laa.. dlm masak lemak ke.. or stakat tumis ngan ikan bilis ke... or harsh potato.. or fun fries.. or mashed potato.. or ubi kentang letak dalam sup ayam.. sume2 lah...) In case there's only one ubi kentang left dalam mangkuk lauk, both of us will brerebut nak abihkan...

• Babah suka tengok berita and baca paper... in short, dia memang updated pasal general knowledge and berita terkini... I remembered kalau masa kecik.. even until now.. when he's watching berita, I will ask him this and that. becoz my general knowledge is very2 hampeh... So, while watching berita, I will ask him " Apsal diorang perang, Bah?" or "***** tu ape, Bah?" (in case i dont understand any economical term..) or "Ni sapa, Bah?" (in case I dont recognize Menteri2 kat Mesia ni..) and normally he'll be able to answer my questions.. dulu dia suka tengok berita RTM.. but I normally bising coz presentation berta RTM tak menarik.. prop tak lawa, pembaca berita pakai baju tak cun.. so now he turned to berita TV3.. hehe...

• Babah suka komputer and internet... I remembered when I was in Form 1 (i think) he's the one who introduced to me how to use email... I remembered the first question I asked
  

Me : Cemane kita nak tau kita dapat email?
Babah : Cemana kita tau kalau kita dapat surat? Surat yg posmen hantar selalu tu? (Babah selalu answer a question with a question to make me think...)
Me : kita cek peti surat la...
Babah : Haa.. sama laa... kita cek la inbox kat email.....
Me : Woooo....... (terlopong kejap...)

And that's how I was introduced to the so called email....

• Kalau makan kat kedai, Babah selalu simpan air yg dia oder sampai dia makan abis... normaly air kan sampai dulu, so as for me and mama, makanan belum sampai, air dah tinggal separuh.... then tgh makan, air dah abih.. then we all mintak air babah... hehe... That's one proof that Babah tu penyabar... dia bleh tunggu sampai makanan dia sampai, then simpan air sedap tu sampai dia abih makan...

• Babah drives very slow... slow sangat.. even kat hiway pun kengkadang dia drive 80km/jam aje... adehh.. if I was sitting beside him, (same goes with Mama) we will membebel, apesal slow sangatt?? Laju la sket... or tekan la minyak sket, Bah.... bukan ada kereta kat depan.. I guess that's the main reason that he never involved in any accident... He's really patience.. (Langsung tak samo cam aku... huk huk..)

• Masa muda2 Babah suka naik gunung... I guess I'm the only child yg ikut jejak dia.. my other sibblings tak suka pun pegi jungle trekking or mountain climbing... that's why when I was studying, then I asked for belanja nak gi naik gunung, he never failed to give me... although Mama bising la jugak.. " Buat hape laa gi panjat2 gunung tuh..." but Babah never membebel or discourage me... He'll just ask questions like brape org pegi.. gunung tu kat mana.. pegi ngan ape... brape hari.. al the soalan wajib yg dia kena tanye as a father lah... and kengkadang bagi pesanan2 keramat... I remembered when I went to Tahan, he said "Nnnt time turun jangan lari... nanti muscle koyak..." ( it's true.. masa turun gunung tahan we tend to lari la jugak.. since ada tempat yg clear and macam turun bukit...)

• Babah suka minum air bandung... kalau bulan posa, dia selalu bancuh air bandung dia sendiri... tetiba je time berbuka, dia bawak keluar air bandung dalam peti ais... air bandung dia bancuh best.....

• Lagi satu Babah suka makan - jagung kacau.... ala. macam puding jagung tu.. but takde letak2 tepung... just jagung kacau ngan santan and gula letak daun pandan sket... (resepi traditional takde tepung or custard tau...) Sometimes mama bising coz dia tak rajin nak duduk tepi periuk and kacau jagung tu sampai pekat.. (takes quite a long time kalau nak bagi jagung tu sedap.. api slow, kena kacau sentiasa..) So, babah buat sendiri.. dia beli jagung sendiri, and dia kacau sendiri.. tak payah mama or aku nak tolong dia... tapi bila dah siap, kitorg la jadik tukang sibuk nak makan.... sedap oo...

• Normally, sume baby suka kat Babah.. especially cucu2 dia.. kan some baby takes time nak kat orang... but kalau ngan Babah, kejap je, baby dah gelak2 ngan dia.. I duno why.. sometimes mama bengang jek.. coz cucu slalu nak ngan atuk... bukan ngan opah... penat mama umpan ngan gula2 la.. buah laa.. but ngan mama lambat sket baby nak warmup... kitorang slalu cakap muka babah macam clown kot.. muka pak lawak.. that's y baby suka... dari jauh kalau tengok muka babah, baby dah senyum2... Babah tak buat ape pun lagi... Dah 4 cucu babah centu.. sama jek sume... kalau baby tu dah pandai panjat2, dia suka panjat2 atas babah since perut babah mcm dunloppillow...

This list can go on and on.... nnt if aku teringat lagi menda lain pasal Babah yg aku rasa nak share, nanti aku share... maybe entry lain I'll talk about Mama pulak...

Macam2 ada...

Obong Celebration

last weekend sampai ari rabu dulu cuti obong kat jepun nih... Celebration Obong nih org2 jepun buat utk sambut hantu2 family diorang yg balik le konon2nye... maka, penuh la kubur2 jepun kat sini macam pagi raya kite la jugak.. diorg pegi ziarah kubur family.. siap pasang2 mercun kat kubur tuh.. aku pun tak tau ape motifnye.. rasa macam raya cina pun ada gak.. pasang mercun style yg bunyik kuat gile tuh.. (adeh.. tekejut beruk kalau tgh tido woo...)

Jalan2 kat Jusco

Arituh kitorg gi jalan2 kat Jusco kat2 ngan Omura.. kira 30-45 minit dari umah.. Ekceli motifnye nak carik suar plus baju aku.. suma style dah tak muat.. isk... suar je mesti fail tang perut.. nak butang pun takleh dah.. hua.. Ye laa. dah masuk 5 bulan dah baby dalam perut nih.. kalau perut tak besar2 tak normal la pulak... Sekali jenjalan, teringat nak carik durian.. (iskk. Lama dah aku tringin makan durian woo....) Mama kata, kalau masa pregnant menda yg ngidam tak dapat, nnt baby meleleh jek air liur dia.. hihi.. betul ke? ntah le.. kepercayaan org tua.. ada la logik di sebaliknye tuh.. padahal aku tengok tv, time musim durian, selalu sangat tv mesia tuh tunjuk durian.. kalau tak pregnant punye pasal pun mesti terasa nak makan gak.. Sekali jalan2 kat jusco, Alhamdulillah.. jumpe durian.. rasa nak borong je sume.. aku rasa durian siam tuh.. punye la besar... dgn diameter dekat 1 kaki.. hehe.. tapi disebabkan rega dia nak sampai 3000 yen (convert duit mesia dekat rm100 jugak sebijik tuuu....) jadik terpaksa la beli satu je.. Tapi puas hati gile makan.. isi kucing tido.. hehe.. punye la tebal, sampai keras2 perut makan berdua ngan dear hubby. huhu.. kalau orang tanye ape pengalaman manis dalam hidup, aku akan jawab, dapat makan durian kat jepun.. huhu... best gilee...

Todoroki Waterfall

The next day cuti, kitorg gi waterfall.. lama sangat dah nak rasa masuk hutan balik plus nak dengar bunyik air terjun.. Windu sangat zaman naik gunung dulu... dapat gi todoroki pun kire ok.. ade 5-6 bijik keta rombongan kitorg gi.. including student kat sini.. dapat le ber bbq ngan meal2 lain prepared by wives kat sini.. ade nasik impit ngan kuah kacang, capati ngan kuah dal, bihun goreng, nasik goreng, makaroni goreng (ni aku la yg buat) mee goreng, siap ade murtabak tuu.... ni yg best kalau ade makan2 kat sini... mesti ade variety of food sampai tak larat2 nak makan..
Ni kire 3rd time aku sampai kat todoroki.. dulu pegi masa zaman bujang dulu la... kali nih pegi ade baby dalam perut. tapi best gile berendam dlm air yg sojukk gile.. (gile pun tak sejuk cemnih).. Kali ni pegi, dah tak amik gamba langsung dah... kire nak berendam je la motifnye...

Fukuoka

Balik waterfall, esoknye pegi fukuoka lak.. huish.. byk gile aktiviti cuti kali ni.. motif nak carik car seat baby.. dapek la jugak dgn rega yg murah since kat Babies'R'us tuh tinggal sebijik je carseat baby yg kitorg carik (yg display unit punye) so, murah dia 5000 yen.. hehe.. diskaun rm 150 tuu... hehe.. rezeki baby.. pas gi Merinoa city, stop kat tosu.. kalau ikutkan kaki ngan badan (yg dah berat nih) mmg penat... tapi disebabkan summer sale kat sume outlet yg kitorg pegi, ilang trus penat... sebaik la aku tak leh bershopping baju time nih disebabkan badan tak stable lagik.. hehe.. kalau tidak, mau tak cukup duit bawak...


Okeh.. stakat ni dulu citer kali nih.. nnt sambung lagik..

Jalan2 carik mickey mouse...

Last week was a blast... 3 days trip to tokyo was sooo tiring... but fun..

1st day ok.. stamina byk lagi.. hehe.. just went to Akihabara the electrical and electronic city of Japan.. but actually.. the atmosphere is just like Low Yatt combined with Jalan Pasar.. Maybe a bit bigger la...

2nd day, we spent the whole day in Tokyo Disneyland from about 9:00am until 9:00 pm tuu.. adehh. punye la penat.. queue nak mengadap mickey mouse aje dah 1 hour.. pheww... this was my 2nd trip to TDL but the 1st for Fame.. TDL ni, kalau pergi sekali mmg tak abis pusing.. plus that day manusia was soooo ramai.. Summer holiday kan.. and the whether was soo hot.. they even have the summer splash event.. meaning byk show yg main sembur2 air... hehe.. best...

3rd day, dah pancit. so we just went to Roponggi... and had lunch at Hard Rock cafe Tokyo..

Overall... best, best.. thanx dear.. hehe.. next time kite gi USJ ehhh....

3 bulan 3 minggu..

Dis week masuk 3 months and 3 weeks I'm pragnant!.. pheww... this few months was soooooo tiring... All the nausea and vomitting really made me totally exhausted and flat on couch most of the time... huhu.. I didnt think I will be this lembik.. iskk.. However, feeling a baby growing inside me is the most wonderful experience that I've ever felt.. of course, despite all the weird and exhausting feelings that I hav to go thru becoz of the body changes such as :

1. First 2 months, loya and muntah2 time bangun pagi.. ergghh.. skarang.. muntah ptg2 pulak.. nearly everyday, muntah aje.. everything I eat leaves horrible taste in my mouth.. Btull.... I never thot that I will be this weak!I alwiz thot that I'm a tough girl.. hahaha.. skarang baru tau.. All the experience naik gunung korbu 3 kali, tahan skali, yong belar skali.. ledang 2 kali, nuang lagi, bintang lagi.. and ntah gunung hape2 lagi tah.. the experience is nothing compared to skarang nih! huhu....

2. I'm becoming super sensitive to smells.... Nak kata anak mat salleh, bukan.... but all the smell of ikan kering, belacan, bau tumis2 bunga lawang and all the rempah gile busukk! I even can't smell nasik beras biase.. I mean, I hav to eat either beras wangi or beras basmathi! hahaha.. ngengada betul.. tapi nak buat cemane.. dah memang busukk!

3. I feel sleepy all the time.. especially petang2... macam kena pil tido. arghh... rasa nak tido spanjang masa... sebaik laa tgh cuti.. cant imagine kalau pegi ofis mcm ni... sah2 tido depan pc... Buat keja sket aje dah letih.. especially cooking! Cooking is the biggest challenge...! Bau busuk sikit aje, I'll be vomitting.. and that'll make me flat on bed.. exhausted...!! Isk. kalau kat malaysia ni, komfem, taknak masuk dapur.. but here, I HAVE to... bukan ade kedai nak beli nasik bungkus...

4. Emotional tak tentu pasal... iskk.. everything seems to irritate me.. well maybe becoz I'm not comfortable with my own body... which make me easily irritated all the time.. salah sikit, mesti nak marah... or I'll cry myself over sampai tido.. but org kata.. jgn ikutkan sangat.. nnt baby ikut perangai kite. .iskk.. the one thing I can do nak sejukkan hati is reading the Quran everyday... Mama kata, baca la surah Yusof.. Surah Mariam.. Surah Luqman. and Yassin.. tu aje yg aku ulang2.... hehe.. dengan harapan.. jgn le anak aku ni ikut perangai emos tak tentu pasal nih.... Luckily my "Deboo" really2 penyabar... just like my father... no matter how I yelled at him, he never be mad at me.. altho dia slalu cakap "Patut la org kata, kalau wife pregnant.. kena byk besabar..." Isk.. sorry.. I really didnt mean nak marah2.... isskkk.. but you know.. sometimes you do irritate me.. kekeke

5. Asik nak pegi toilet aje.. especially malam.. Kalau ikutkan rasa nak pakai pampers aje... kan senang... Before tido, wajib sekali.. then, pukul 2 bangun.. pukul 5 bangun lagi.. then pukul 7 lagi.. adehh... I know it's all because my kidney is working extra hard processing extra fluid in my body.. and my uterus is getting bigger which gives extra pressure on my bladder that makes me want to pee nearly every hour... Oh well..

6. Bloating and gas inside my stomach all the time... tak bleh perut kosong sket.. I'll easily get perut kembung and angin.. makes me realllly uncomfortable and those wind will cause nausea and back to vomitting .. againn....

Well... I'm not writing this entry to complaint... no.... but just to share the experience.. since I know.. in the end.. it will all be worth it! Looking at the scanned visual of my baby moves inside me is the most wonderful feelings and hearing the heartbeats for the first time was the most beautiful sound that you would listen... And most of the time.. I would reach out to mama asking this and that... and now that I'm a mother to be... baru la tau all the trouble my mother had gone thru.. iskk...

Cuti2 Golden Week...

Wow... looks like it has been about 2 months since I've last updated my blog.. huhu.... lama giler.. guess sindrom malas really attacked me... well, it's not that I have nothing to write.. its just that tooo lazy.. plus my 'condition' now really made me exhausted and drained out my energy... finishing house chores is one thing, huhu..(mcm la byk sgt...!) but cooking really made me nauseated all the time.... will update more on 'this'.. hehe.. just to start, here are some photos of few places we went this few months...



Kat atas ni pictures of Nagasaki Tall Ship Festival... held kat Dejima Wharf aje.. so dekat aje.. at first we planned to just take a walk by the Dejima Wharf to observe the ships from all over the world parked there, but lucky us... One of MHI staff who owned a boat saw us and invited us to take a ride on his boat.. huhu.. best gile... out of thousands people there, he actually managed to see us.. tu la untung pakai tudung..! senang dia recognize.. haha... so, there we were.. naik bot free... and had a really nice views of the ships there.. tu boat Takane 'R' tu boat yg kitorg naik... hehe...


And yg kat atas nih, kat Yanagawa.. its like Venice in Japan!.. huhu.. we took boat ride kengkonon mcm kat venice italy tu le.. haha.. tak dapek gi sana, dapat boat ride kat sini pun ok.. not bad la jugak.. it was a very pleasant, calming and beautiful 45 minutes journey through the man-made canal...

Nano Speed

So, this is my latest racket.. hehe.. (Is it really mine..?) Guess kena share ngan dear hubby since he's alrady started to play badminton now.... ni sure berebut everytime nak main nih... anyhow, when it's time for me to get back to KL, I'll fight for it... Tak kire.. nak bawak balik gak...

Hora... Sakura

Few updates... Guess I'm too lazy to blog lately... last two weeks we went to Omura Park to shoot some model-like photo bawah pokok sakura... though it was raining, we patiently waited under a pondok nearby the park until the rain stopped....

Tenzan Lagi......

Last Sunday we went for skiing and snowboarding.... again..... This was the 2nd time we showed off our winter sport skill in Tenzan.. haha.. (macam la terer sangat....!) but okayla.. it was really fun.. well.. at least dah tak banyak tergolek macam masa first time dulu.... we went up pakai gondola tu, more than 10 times ( i think...!)....

However, the snow at Tenzan this year was sooo litle.. no more white view at the top of the mountains compared to last year... artificial snow was made just to cater for the skiing and snowboarding activities... other places, takde snow langsung...! Guess this year's winter was not that cold... but puas hati la jugak main ski... we spent about 4 hours there and until today, our whole body still aching...sakit2 badan... haha.... takde stamina langsung..! It was still great, tho'.... looking forward for skiing at Tenzan again.. next winter.. hopefully...

Sweet Home Nagasaki.. hehe

Today is the 11th day since I arrived in Nagasaki..... Just to share...this is where we live now... I just realized that this small apartment where we live in now is our own very first house.. So I hav to save the pictures somewehere, so that I can always look back to our very first house..... ada la jugak sentimental value nye...
It's quite small tho.. hehe.. Kiut aje... since Japanese people do not really into such big houses like in Malaysia.... for the ease of keeping the whole house warm during the winter season especially...
Anyhow, I love it... the smaller the house, the easier to manage.. i mean...takde la sakit2 pinggang vacuum 1 rumah.. I can complete vacuuming the whole house not more than 10 minutes time..
So these are the places where we sleep, watch tv and cds, where we eat and where I cook.... every day.... I've always dreamt of a 'Casa Impian' look house.. I just love going at show houses coz the way they decorate those houses are extremely gorgeous.. cantik sangat..! of course la kan... nak jual rumah, kena la decorate lawa2... anyhow.. back when I was working in KL, i can just spend my lunch time at SSF deco mart, instead of having lunch.... hehe.. Just dreaming how my house would look like when I finally own one.... hmmm....

The day I started blogging....

Gee.... Finally... I've decided to start blogging after all this while... Well, it's all started when I had sooooo much ( and i mean soooo much...! )of my spare times since the beginning of my long leave from work.. hehe. not that long tho.. it's only for one year.. anyhow, that is the longest leave i had since the begining of my working life in MISC since August 2002... chewwah.. macam la dah lama sgt keja... Like what my boss said on the last day before my leave." I wish I hav the opportunity like u... to hav such a loong leave...." Guess I am lucky, eh... Boss jeles la tu..

So, here I am.. After all, I have had this one hobby for such a long time.. that is, reading my firends' blog.. I could spend hours in front of my PC dropping by, from one blog to another, just to read others' stories... so today, I've decided.. what the heck.. I should write something too... for the sake of sharing my thots with others too... altho I'm not that good in writing.. (I hate writings actually..!) but oh well, if i hav somethin to write, i write lah. if not, let it be.. Like some people.. entry "Murtabak" dia je dah nearly 2 years not updated.... for that person... u know who u are lah kan.... hehe

Since my unpaid leave started nearly two weeks ago, my friends kept asking, how's life being a full time housewife..... Well, for all dear friends who asked, I would say that it is quite interesting... I mean, besides the house chores that I'm obliged to do ( and I just love doing it, surprisingly..!), I could spend hours of watching tv.. being a couch potato that is.. hehe... for the first week, I finished watching my favourite drama series "Desperate Housewives".... up to season 3...

The other thing, I had the chance to experiment my cooking skill (haha.. takde skill pun.. not a good cook after all..!) but okay la.. for a beginner.... The one thing I love during my holidays, is of course, I dont hav to think about work at all..! dont hav to rush early in the morning through traffics, altho I still hav to wake up early in the morning to prepare breakfast for my dear hubby.... But most of all, what I love about my life now, is simply just being here... with him... altho most of the time he could always find ways to "menyakat" me.. but I just love being here...