Quickie :)

Salam ~

Hampir seminggu tak ketemu kan? Pulang sebentar dari perantauan sekadar untuk mencoret ringkas.

Basically masuk hari ni, beberapa perkara telah berlaku which were:

1) 3 papers untuk this final exam dah lepas! Pheww...And two of them yg memang aku 'kurang' suka iaitu Computing and Econs. Law pun dah berlalu, Alhamdulillah.. Sekarang two more to go! 

2) Dah tak sampai sebulan je lagi aku akan terbang pulang ke tanah air! Can't wait!! Finally.. :)

3) Owh, cakap pasal nak balik Malaysia..aku dah pun beli satu lagi luggage besar. Abes je exam Accounting 3hb ni, aku terus nak kemas-kemas barang..yeay!

4) Juz find out yg Dibah used to stay kat Batu 3, which is kampung atuk aku! She also kenal kedai mamak yg aku and atuk selalu pegi mase aku kecik-kecik dulu..Tak sangka ok! Nanti nak tanye atuk, kenal tak Mak Chaq Dibah tu..hehe. Nape tak penah jumpe ye dulu? Hebat sungguh aturan Allah. Kat UK ni jugak la kami mula kenal sedangkan pernah duduk sekampung :)

5) Terjumpa trailer filem " Lagenda Budak Setan " kat YouTube. Aku pernah baca novel tu. Teringat lagi mase tu Form 1, first time aku kenal dan start baca novel. Semua gara-gara terjumpa novel tu dalam locker masa tengah kemas-kemas. Yang tak tahan, pakat berebut semua ahli bilik nak baca novel tu..hehe :P Tebal kot! Now, aku lebih suka novel thriller and novel sejarah Islam. Tak minat sangat dah yg cintan cintun tu. Layan sket2 je..

6) Dalam pada dok bergembira, ada juga mende yang tak best terjadi. Cris, sorg budak Hong Kong yang patutnye jadi our housemate next sem takkan kembali lagi ke UK. Akibatnya, kami kena cari tenant baru nak ganti dye. Kalau tak jumpe, abes la..kena tanggung sewa dye i.e kami kena bayar sewa mahal setiap bulan. Parah la kalau gitu..Adoii. Sedang mengusahakan sesuatu. Moga Allah permudahkan urusan kami. Mohon doa semua..

Ok, rasanya cukuplah tu. Lepas exam insyaAllah akan cuba update lagi. Rindu sangat ok! Nak pegi perantauan semula..tata! :)

Does God exist?

Salam~

Satu video menarik untuk dikongsi dan di renung-renungkan.

Mungkin boleh dijadikan hujah untuk menjawab persoalan mereka yang atheis.

Ada logiknya dan bila adanya analogi seperti ini, mereka akan lebih nampak apa yang cuba disampaikan.

Moga bermanfaat :)

Maklumat video:

New Moment New Ideas Company TV commercial for the Government of the Republic of Macedonia, Ministry of Education and Science. Social campaign (series of commercials) aimed at promoting education. 

Headline of commercial: Religion is knowledge, too. Bringing religion back to school. Headline of campaign: Knowledge is power.

Creative director: Dusan Drakalski; Art director: Nikola Vojnov.

Ciao!

Salam ~

Amboi-amboi, makin nak dekat exam aku makin galak berada di alam maya ni.

Ni yang buat aku takut. Bak kata Dila: " Aku takut sebab aku tak rasa takut nak exam ".

Duhhhh...parah ni! Semalam je aku boleh pegi tengok movie.

Tapi kat youtube arr, citer " Perempuan Berkalung Sorban ".

Sedap gak citernye. Pasal diskriminasi terhadap wanita.

Ade pihak yang kononnya ahli agama dan golongan kiyai-kiyai yang menjadi pemilik rumah pondok 

asyik menafikan hak wanita terutamanya hak kebebasan sedangkan Islam tak pernah menganjurkan sedemikian.

Bila dah terlalu obses, camtulah jadinya. Perkara yang bukan hukum pun dilabelkan sebagai hukum.

Pandai-pandai sendiri. Ish2.

Ok, cukup tu. Mungkin aku perlu ' lari ' buat beberapa ketika.

Lari dari ' alam ' ni, lari dari bilik ni. Pergi merantau, demi fokus! Yeah!

Aku pegi ni..tak usah cari. Mungkin jumpe lagi 2-3 hari.

( Heh. Tu pun kalau aku tahan :p )

Ciao!

P/s: Oh kamu dah makin hampir. Ahlan wasahlan. Jangan buat aku sweating ye! 

Biar aku cool, ok!

Belum cukup lagikah?

Salam ~

"Belum cukupkah lagi pemberian Tuhanmu Tuan?"

Aku merenung jauh. Di hujung sana ada kekaburan, gelap tanpa cahaya.

‘Entahlah. Aku merasakan belum. Tetapi aku tahu ia bukan jawapan hakikat. Aku diajar menjawab,

'(Sudah cukup).. Aku diajar menjawab, 'Sudah cukup pemberian Tuhanku.''

“Benarkah sudah cukup?”

Soalan yg mengetuk pintu hati.

Lamunanku jauh. Fana menelan.

Aku menjawab, ‘Sudah.’

“Bagaimana perasaanmu yg sebenarnya?”

‘Aku merasakan belum cukup. Belum puas.’

“Dan apa kau merasakan perasaan mu tadi benar?”

‘Tidak’ tentu sekali ini jawapanku.

“Jadi kau merasakan pemberian ke atas mu belum cukup. Padahal kau mengerti hakikat bahawa ia sudah cukup.”

‘Benar’

“And what does that makes you?”

‘I was told that, my condition is a condition of an ungrateful servant.’

“And do you agree with that statement?”

‘Ya.’ Jawapanku mudah.

‘Apa yang tak kena pada diriku?’ peluang aku bertanya kembali.

“Kepada siapa kau bertanya? Aku hanya nalurimu. Bukankah kau yg membuat keputusan.”

‘Benar.’

Kegelapan di hujung sana.

‘Adakah aku puas dengan dunia ini hai naluri, silakan jawab.’

“Kira aku menurut jawapan dari pemikiranmu, jawapan’mu’ adalah tidak.”

‘Mengapa begitu?’

“Kerana kau lebih menyukai tidur dari terjaga.”

‘Adakah aku belum terjaga? Maksudku, apakah aku tidur? Bukankah aku terjaga?’

“Ya, dahulu. Dahulu kau terjaga pernah. Baru-baru ini kau mengantuk dan kau buat-buat tidur.”

‘Aku buat-buat tidur?’

“Ya, kau buat-buat tidur.”

‘Mengapa aku buat-buat tidur?’

“Kerna kau sudah terjaga.”

‘Apakah aku tidak bisa kembali tidur?’

“Kira-kira engkau tidur, engkau akan tetap mengingati jagamu. Dan aku, nalurimu, tak lepas dari perasaan bersalah kepada Tuhan kita.”

‘Aduhai naluri.’

“Wahai tuan.”

‘Apa erti hidup?’

“Tuan pingin aku mengulang kembali tuan?”

‘Perdengarkan aku kembali naluriku. Aku lupa. Aku lupa.’

“Hidupmu tuan adalah tidak mati.”

‘Dan apakah caranya aku ‘tidak mati’. ’

“Melalui agamamu Tuan.”

Di saat ini mataku dipenuhi air jernih.

‘Perdengarkan aku perihal agamaku naluri.’

“Baik. Agama itu adalah cara engkau tidak mati Tuan. Atau cara hidupmu Tuan. Dan agamamu itu Islam Tuan, seperti yang mereka katakan.”

‘Benar. Benar. Islam.’

“Islam itu ‘jaga’ tuan.”

‘Duhai naluri, mengapa ‘jaga’ itu terasa pahit sekali.’

“Maksud Tuan Islam Tuan?”

‘Ya.’

“Kerana Tuan berjual beli Tuan. Dan kau harus mengerti kau tidak tercipta sendiri tuan. Kau punya Tuhan Tuan. Dia yang menciptamu. Dan dialah yang menurunkan Islam kepadamu Tuan. Dan kerana ianya jual beli, ia pahit tuan. Tuhanmu menciptamu, namun Dia pula berjual beli kepadamu Tuan. Padahal modal mu sifar. Percuma aja modal mu Tuan. Semuanya Tuhanmu kurniakan.”

‘Jadi Tuhanku berurus niaga denganku, tapi Dia yang kurnia aku modalnya?’

“Ya Tuan.”

Aku merenung kembali. Saat ini diriku masih di dalam khayalan. Namun hakikat menarikku perlahan. Benar, hakikat menarikku perlahan. Perlahan dan perlahan seolah-olah ianya tali yang menjulur untuk menggapai. Menggapai aku.

Aku bungkam seribu.

Hatiku pedih ngilu.

Fana menelanku. Kini tali menarikku.Lalu fana memuntahkanku.

Apa makna air mata ini? Antara dua erti, bersyukur atau derhaka.

Aku pingin memilih syukur, namun aku tidak pasti benarkah aku telah memilih syukur. Kerna dalam syukurku ada takut, ada bimbang. Dan aku bimbang dalam ‘syukurku’ ada penyesalan.

“Belum cukup lagikah pemberian Tuhanmu Tuan?”

Jawapannya aku simpan tak terluahkan. Sudah lah naluri. Persoalan selesai di sini. Angan menjauh. Fana sesekali menjengah. Tapi aku tahu aku akan tetap jaga. Tetap jaga. Walau tidur itu ‘dirasakan’ lebih enak.

Glosari :

*jaga di sini bermaksud, telah mendapat 'penglihatan hidayah' yg Allah kurniakan, dan nampak dunia dan kejelekannya, serta telah mengetahui hakikat melalui ilmu.

*tidur di sini bermaksud masih jahil dan belum nampak dunia yg sebenar.

*buat-buat tidur bermakna, melalaikan diri dan melupakan diri tentang agama, dan sengaja memilih lagho.

P/s: Artikel diambil drpd fb seorang sahabat. Aku merasakan persoalan-persoalan ini jugak selalu bermain di benakku. Dan jikalau naluriku bisa berbicara, pasti seperti inilah jawapannya. Wahai diriku, fikirkan persoalan nalurimu.." Belum cukup lagikah pemberian Tuhanmu? "

25 Rules of Being Close to Allah :)

Salam ~

Juz want to share this. It's a copy paste entry for us to read and ponder upon.

25 rules of being close to Allah (swt): 

As'salamu alaikum wa rahmatullahi wa barakatuh 

1. Start off each day with 'adhkaar al-istiyqaadh' (waking up Supplications), thanking Allah for waking up in good shape 

2. Put Allah first in your life. 

3. Broaden your horizons - learn 5 new verses from the Quran every day, travel to pray far in the mosque to brighten your day,take up a booklet having supplications and read them. 

4. Pray Salaat Al-dhuhaa (after sunrise). 

5. If someone says something mean; to you, just shrug it off and dismiss it in a friendly, laid back manner, and pray that Allah shall forgive them. 

6. When you get angry, remember Allah, and how short and worthless life is to waste in being Angry. 

7. Remember that you can never have too many friends, but you can have few quality friends that help you fulfill the purpose of your creation (i.e. live for Allah). 

8. When you're happy, try to share your happiness with others. Thank Allah for that, and pray its continuation. 

9. When something bad or embarrassing happens to you, just think that it could always be worse, remember the reward of patience,and thank Allah that it's not worse than it is. 

10. Do something extra of goodness once in a while, like feeding a poor person, or caressing an orphan's head. 

11. Never stop believing that you can win Allah's love and thus work For it. Then you can win the love of Allah's slaves. 

12. Spend some time thinking of Allah's amazing creation. 

13. Always love those who love Allah unconditionally. This way you will ensure that you live for Him, love for Him, and hate for Him (those who are enemies of Him). 

14. Find the righteous ways to express yourself, and if you think that what you are about to say shall cause no benefit, maintain silence (this is tough!!). 

15. Every now and then, give yourself a break. Play sports, give time to your family, friends, but always remember Allah and watch that He is watching you. 

16. Pray for blessing to come to those being lost, and pray to Allah to guide them to the right path. 

17. Hug your parents, kiss their hands and heads and always obey but stop at Allah's orders. 

18. Smile to everyone, for your smile makes a big difference to him or her and you are rewarded. 

19. Forgive, forget and smile. 

20. Tears are not for women only... tears are for all human beings with feelings remaining in them. Don't restrain your tears when remembering Allah. 

21. When people criticize your actions and effort, revise your actions and see if they please Allah or no. If they do; then ignore and remember how the Prophet (SAWW) and the Sahaba were criticized, made fun of and even physically harmed, so have patience. 

22. Read the Quran daily and try to have a schedule for completing it as much as you could. As you open the Quran daily, read with observing not just passing your eyes through the words. 

23. Don't let popularity go to your head, for it never lasts and you may lose from it more than gain. 

24. Never look down on anybody, for, to Allah, they may be better than you. 

25. Send this to all brothers with the intention of having a healthy society living for Allah and pray. "Invite all to the way of thy Lord with wisdom and beautiful preaching; And consult with them in ways that are best and most gracious." (Al Qur'an, 16:125) 


"Say: Verily, my Lord hath guided me to a Way that is straight - a religion of right - the Path (trod) by Abraham the true in faith, and he (certainly) joined not gods with Allah. Say: Truly, my prayer and my service of sacrifice, my life and my death, are (all) for Allah, the Cherisher of the Worlds." (Surah Al An 'am 6:161-163) 

P/s: Terdelete post ' pembukaan ' mse nak edit  - - "

Kelegaan~

Salam ~

Ada kelegaan dalam hati. Sebulan tak menjejakkan kaki ke laman uni, buat aku agak malas sebenarnya nak mulakan pendakian ke sana. Mujur still ade baki-baki semangat kesukanan. Term sepatutnya dah bermula sejak semalam. Memberi jalan kepada musim exam, kebanyakan kelas dah takde. Cuma ada kelas revision je.

Kerana kelas revision tu lah aku gagahkan diri bangun awal pagi. By this tyme, aku harus sedar..bukak mata luas-luas. Mungkin kini berpegang kepada motto work hard, play hard and pray hard. Namun saat-saat genting harus dilebihkan kepada work. Betul tak? Heh :P

Oh ye, hari ni aku langsaikan sume perkara yang berkecamuk kat pale otak ni. Mula-mula ke kelas selama 2 jam. Alhamdulillah, mujur aku datang. Dapat input berguna untuk diguna pakai masa exam. Rasa cerah sket otak nih. Tips-tips tu penting. Kalau baca banyak tapi masa exam takde strategi, tak guna. Makan habuk la jawabnya. Selesai kelas aku bergegas ke Business School. Nak settle pasal surat tangguh result exam. Tak ter settle. Kena gerak ke Marlowe Building sebab dorg je yg boleh produce the letter.

Ok, done with surat. Esok boleh amik and hantar kat JPA. Then, patah balik pegi library. Jangan salah paham. Bukan nak pegi belajar, hehe. Ramai giler org kat sana k! Dah tak aman, so baik study kat bilik je. Tujuan g library, nak print past year papers untuk computing and Quantitative Method. Yang lain dah settle. Dua ni je tak sempat coz dakwat printer dah abes. Ok, selesai lagi kerja. Lega ~

Balik umah. Suke tengok pemandangan kat bawah. Cantik sangat. Tenang dan damai. Ahh, rugi tak bawak kamera. Nak capture keindahan tu, walaupun yang realiti tu lagi cantik tak terbandingkan. Sampai umah, buat laundry n masak nasik goreng sardin. Owh, hari ni aku masak nasik goreng terlazat sejak dok cni, bangga :p

Alhamdulillah, hati rasa sangat senang. Moga Allah permudahkan hari esok dan seterusnya. Ameen.

P/s: Saje-saje bercerita hal biasa sebab rasa macam dah tak biasa kalau tak tulis ape-ape. Memang addicting rupenye :P

Hey you!

Salam ~

Ahaha..ape kes tajuk cam gangster tgh naik hangin daa..

Nasib baik tak lupe bagi salam :P

Drop by to tell you n me this :

Hah, ingat tu ye!!!

Tata ~

Selamat Hari Ibu, mak!

Salam ~

Terjumpe video nih..sweet giler...

Diorg buat projek ni sempena Mother's Day..

Huhu, aku yg tak berkesempatan nak buat camni, dgn ini cuma mampu menciloknye...

Tak mengapa. Along jugak ada sesuatu yang nak dikatakan kat mak yang tercinta:

Juga buat semua kaum ibu di mana jua anda berada! Anda adalah kurniaan yang teristimewa serta terindah yang Allah berikan buat kami :)

Say Alhamdulillah..thank you Allah for my mother..

Anime :)

Salam~

Ahh sudah budak ni da buat pasal g layan anime pulak. Bukan ke die nak pekse?

Hehe...Takde la, tadi mase break jap from ngadap buku, aku pegi la singgah kat youtube.

N guess what? I found satu citer anime yang menarik. Dan tambah menarik, ianya anime buatan Malaysia!

Bangge jap.. :P  Actually anime tu dah penah ditayangkan kat Astro Ria mase 2007.

Tapinye, kalau tak silap kami takde Astro tyme tu, sebab tu kot tak tau ( apepun mmg aku ni slalu ketinggalan sket -.-" ).

Korang da penah tengok? Tajuknye: 'Saladin the animated series'. Cerita yang diadaptasi daripada

kisah salah seorang pahlawan Islam yang terkenal iaitu Salahuddin Al-Ayubi. Beliau lah pahlawan Islam yang telah berjaya menawan dan membuka semula Palestin setelah Saidina Umar al-Khattab. Cerite ni gune nama Saladin since org Barat lebih mengenali beliau dengan nama tersebut. Kire boleh la dikormesialkan nanti anime ni kat peringkat international.

Tapi aku sedih sebab kat youtube cume ade dua episod je. Cari episod lain takde, huhu...

Tak tau sama ada tak kuar lagi or what..Ade jugak google and still tak jumpe. Difahamkan citer ni akan ditayangkan balik bermula September 2010 for Season 1 and Season 2 pada 2011. Katanya dalam English dan Arab. So, tak pasti camne kat Malaysia. Akan ditayangkan lagi kat Astro atau tak.

Nak katenye, citer ni agak menarik dan best. Skripnya agak bersahaja, ade sikit2 lawak dan jalan cerita yang mudah difahami. Plus, kelebihan cerita berbentuk anime ni, kanak-kanak akan lebih tertarik untuk menonton ( aku pun,hehe ). Inisiatif yang baik, cume tu la..tak faham kenapa ada 2 episod je.

Harap-harap dapat tonton balik bila citer ni dah kuar. Tak sabar!

Watak utama: Duncan, Saladin, Tarik dan Anisa

P/s: Katun yang hensem dan comey buat budak-budak lagi suke..aku pon suke, ngee :P

Syuhada' Flotilla

Assalamualaykum w.b.t.

Just something to share among us.

B i s m i l l a a h i r   R a h m a a n i r    R a h e e m

Gaza flotilla activists were shot in head at close range!!!

Mourners by the coffins of dead activists: Turkey is furious but 

has not risked a complete break with Israel Photo: REUTERS

     Nine Turkish men on board Mavi Marmara were shot 

a total of 30 times, autopsy results reveal.

 Israeli soldiers aiming a gun on the deck of a Turkish ship, after Israeli soldiers boarded

 the vessel in international waters off the Gaza coast on May 31, 2010. /AP

Israel was tonight under pressure to allow an independent inquiry into its assault on the Gaza aid flotilla after autopsy results on the bodies of those killed, obtained by the Guardian, revealed they were peppered with 9mm bullets, many fired at close range.

Haneen Zuabi (right), who represents the Arab nationalist party Balad in the Israeli Knesset, 

is heckled by Anastassia Michaeli, of the ultra-nationalistic Yisrael Beteinu party (centre). 

The results revealed that a 60-year-old man, Ibrahim Bilgen, 

was shot four times in the temple, chest, hip and back. 

The coffin of a Gaza aid flotilla volunteer killed in Israeli attack is carried by people

 at the end of the funeral religious service at the Fatih mosque in Istanbul.

A 19-year-old, named as Fulkan Dogan, who also has US citizenship, was shot five times from less that 45cm, in the face, in the back of the head, twice in the leg and once in the back.

 

Furkan Dogan, 19, student at Kayseri High School.

Two other men were shot four times, and five of the victims were shot either in the back of the head or in the back, said Yalcin Buyuk, vice-chairman of the council of forensic medicine.

Thousands of relatives and supporters greeted the 

Turkish activists at the airport. Photograph: Vadim Ghirda/AP

The findings emerged as more survivors gave their accounts of the raids. Ismail Patel, the chairman of Leicester-based pro-Palestinian group Friends of al-Aqsa, who returned to Britain today, told how he witnessed some of the fatal shootings and claimed that Israel had operated a "shoot to kill policy".

Erdogan visited the people who were injured.

German activists who were on an aid ship bound for Gaza raided 

by Israeli commandos said that nobody on board was armed!! 

German activists :'We wanted to bring aid to Gaza'

Kutlu Tiryaki was a captain of another vessel in the flotilla. "We continuously told them we did not have weapons, we came here to bring humanitarian help and not to fight," he said.

Sheik Raed Salah, leader of the Islamic movement in Israel is escorted into court after

 being detained from one of the ships of the Gaza-bound Flotilla raided by Israel Monday.

Grigoropoulos, who insisted the ship was full of humanitarian aid bound for Gaza "and nothing more", said that, once detained, the human rights activists were not allowed to contact a lawyer or the Greek embassy in Tel Aviv. 

An activist who was seized during the aid-convoy raid bound for Gaza gestures upon his arrival in Jordan on June 2.

Grigoropoulos added: "They didn't let us go to the toilet, eat or drink water and throughout they videoed us. They confiscated everything, mobile phones, laptops, cameras and personal effects. They only allowed us to keep our papers."

Gaza aid flotilla activists arrive at the Jordanian border bridge

 with the West Bank yesterday after being deported from Israel

The UN Human Rights Council passed a resolution setting up an independent fact-finding mission to investigate the incident. The resolution condemned what it called the "outrageous attack" on the flotilla and called for the lifting of the blockade on Gaza.

Think not of those who are killed in the Way of Allâh as dead. 

Nay, they are alive, with their Lord, and they have provision.They rejoice in what Allâh has bestowed upon them of His Bounty and rejoice for the sake of those who have not yet joined them, but are left behind (not yet martyred) that on them no fear shall come, nor shall they grieve.They rejoice in a Grace and a Bounty from Allâh, and that Allâh will not waste the reward of the believers.

Quran 3:169-171

A brief introduction to the nine Turkish Martyrs killed on 31 May 2010, by Israeli soldiers who attacked the Turkish vessel M.V. Mavi Marmara, as it attempted to transport humanitarian aid to the people of the Gaza Strip. 

1. Ibrahim Bilgen, 61, an electrical engineer from Siirt. 

Member of the Chamber of Electrical Engineers of Turkey. Married with 6 children. 

2. Ali Haydar Bengi, 39, from Diyarbakir. Graduate of Al-Azhar University, 

Cairo (Department of Arabic literature). Married with 4 children.

3. Cevdet Kiliçlar, 38, a journalist from Kayseri. 

Married with two children. 

4. Çetin Topçuoglu, 54, from Adana. Former amateur soccer player and taekwondo champion, 

who coached Turkey's national taekwondo team. Married with one son. 

5. Necdet Yildirim, 32, from Malatya. 

Married with a three-year-old daughter.

 (Dogan News Agency)

6. Fahri Yaldiz, 43, a firefighter who worked for the Municipality of Adiyaman. 

Married with four children.

 

7. Cengiz Songür, 47, from Izmir. 

Married with seven children.

8. Cengiz Akyüz, 41, from Iskenderun. 

Married with children aged 14, 12 and nine. 

9. Furkan Dogan, 19, student at Kayseri High School. Son of Dr. Ahmet Dogan, 

Assoc Prof at Erciyes University. A Turkish-American dual national,

 with two siblings.

British Survivor tells of Israeli 

assault on Gaza aid ship!

 

Click!

http://www.guardian .co.uk/world/ video/2010/

An activist, arrested aboard a Gaza-bound ship, places his hands against the window of 

a bus as it leaves Ella prison in the southern Israeli city of Beersheba, June 2, 2010.