aku rindukan saat-saat itu..

Dah genap sebulan aku tinggalkan blog nih.. ramai yang dah komplen kenapa aku tak update. Actually bukannya aku dah hilang skill nak menulis, cuma kebelakangan ini aku agak sibuk yang membuatkan aku tidak ada masa. Walaupun kerja aku ni hari2 almost all time aku akan mengadap PC, tapi I understand it will take some time to update my blog..

Semalam aku ke Konsert Penghargaan SEARCH 'di awan biru' di Bukit Kiara. Umat manusia terlalu ramai sampai takdek tempat nak parking. Mujurlah opis aku berdekatan jadi aku gunalah kemudahan sebagai staf untuk meletak kete aku he he~.. habis tegang urat kaki aku nih berdiri 4 jam pastu panjat Bukit Kiara nak amik kete. Harini pun aku ponteng kelas tekwondo sebab letih belum hilang.. Rock punya pasal..

Anyway, bukanlah konsert yang aku nak ceritakan di sini. Sebenarnya aku nak bercerita mengenai zaman aku kanak-kanak dulu. Aku, epit dan anua memang rapat.. yelah.. kitorang ni bukannya suka main kat luar rumah mak, pergi sekolah, balik sekolah, kitorang akan dok kat umah. Masa dok kat Kem Penrissen dulu, umah kat tingkat 3, so most of the time kitorang spend dalam umah ajela.. menyanyi sama-sama, tengok TV, main tulis2, gaduh.. he he.. masa tu manalah ada PSP atau Internet..

well, tak banyak yang aku masih ingat .. maklumlah dah tua.. tapi yang aku tau masa tu, pergi sekolah naik trak askar. Pernah aku tersalah naik trak, then bila aku tengok dia lalu route lain, aku dah panic, dan nangis,, nasib baik aku ingat jalan balik umah so pakcik trak tu hantar.. isk isk serik...

Epit masa kecik memang garang, tapi one thing about her, she is very protactive.. sampai aku pergi tadika pun ikut aku he he.. dalam trak kalau ada orang kacau, mesti dia akan marah.. he he.. I love U sis..sebab tu sampai skang ni dia protect anak dia habis2 an.. he he..

Anua pulak suka main pretend jadi askar dengan senapang mainan dia.. 'orang BAKAT naik, orang BAKAT naik, orang BAKAT turun.. he he sebab depan umah kami masa tu ada BAKAT. Satu lagi kalau mak dan abah nak pergi menghadiri apa-apa function, mesti mak ngan abah akan pretend kata nak pergi melawat orang sakit. he he..aku pun heran.. kenapa pi melawat orang eksiden tapi mak ngan abah pakai cantik2?? Skang ni barulah aku faham.. taknak kasik kitorang ikut la tuh..

So tinggalla kitorang 3 beradik kat umah dengan kak miah.. masa tu mana ada bibik macam skang nih.. bila pindah Selayang, keluarga kami bertambah lagi.. menjadikan jumlah adik aku ada 6 orang hehe.. macam-macam peel.. tapi semuanya meninggalkan kenangan manis dalam hidup aku..

ish apa yang aku tulis ni.. dah merapu.. hanya taip apa yang terlintas di kepala aku jer..

Sekarang ni, semua adik2 aku dah besar panjang.. semua dah habis belajar.. semua dah bergelar graduan.. yang dah kawin of course la bawa diri masing2.. sesekali bila jumpa, walaupun tak terucap dengan kata2.. dapat jugak melepaskan rindu aku dengan adik2 aku .. maklumlah, kami 7 beradik bukan senang nak berjumpa.. hari raya yang bakal menjelang ni pun, belum tentu lagi kami dapat bersama.. gurau senda, gelak ketawa..

owh.. aku rindukan saat-saat itu..

kenapa susah sangat nak makan bawang?

bawang merah
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Pengasingan bawang

Teringat aku semasa kecil dulu kalau makan masakan emak yang paling aku letih sekali kalau dalam lauk tu ada bawang. Jenuhla aku mengasingkan bawang tu dari nasik goreng ke mee goreng ke sebab rasa bawang memang tak sedap. Sampai mak selalu cakap.. 'alah.. bukannya mati pun kalau makan bawang tu..'

Sampai aku dah besar panjang masuk Universiti pun aku masih lagi tak suka bawang. Aku masih ingat ada kawan aku sorang ni pergi kedai tomyam siap pesan lagi kat waiter tu.. 'kasi saya tomyam udang yer bukan tomyam bawang' he he.. punyalah tak sukanya dengan bawang.

Masa berlalu begitu pantas.. sekarang ni anak aku pulak yang anti bawang. Apa saja yang aku masak, kalau ada bawang mesti kerja-kerja pengasingan perlu dilakukan terlebih dulu. Letih aku. Jangan kata bawang, sayur keret yang dah dimayang halus pun kena reject tepi pinggan.

Sekarang ni giliran aku pulak yang cakap.. 'apa salahnya makan bawang.'. 'bukannya ada rasa apa2 pun'..'bawang and carrot kan healthy food'.. 'bawang and bayam give us energy.'. dan macam2 lagilah untuk convince anak2 aku supaya telan aje bawang dan sayur tu.

p/s: Sebenarnya peel kita manusia ni sama aje masa kita kecik.

what would this world be without friends?

Sebenarnya 2-3 hari ni aku tak berapa sihat, tekak pun sakit then ada headache. Tapi sebab aku teramatlah bosan menyebabkan aku mengambil keputusan untuk apdet blog aku yang dah lama sangat bersawang.

This morning I got an email from a friend. She told me it was raining so heavily in her country lately and that makes her remember her childhood time. She said rainy days always remembering her of all earlier days where she used to go out walking under the rain and play with some friends regardless of all those flu, and fever that might caught her later. She loves to smell the grassland and wet soil after the rainy days. Making stuff with lego, playing at backyards, climbing trees to pluck fruits, walking at the parks and all those childhood activities.

Reading her email made my mind flew back when I was little, playing teng teng, main getah, konda kondi, batu seremban (especially during fasting month). Those are Malaysian origin childhood-playtime activities. I have also very fond memories of us riding bicycle together with close friends. We laughed, shared happy moments and sad time not to mentioned those bad times when we had fight.

Well... what would this world be without friends?

Felicitaciones Hannah!

It is nearly 2 months after the surgery. Hannah is presuming to be recovering each day.
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.Yesterday was the Hannah Parents Teachers Day in School. As earlier as 8.30 am I was already in the school discussing with the class teacher about her performance during the preceding mid year exam.

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Alhamdulillah, Hannah is showing improvement in her study. Not to say that examination is the measurement of the achievement, but the overall the result is quite ok. I am happy and I hope this will be a new start. I am so thankful as I could see positively progression of Hannah learning and examination performance. Hannah scored A in her English and Science, B in her Mathematics and Islamic Studies and unfortunately C in Bahasa Melayu. The teacher provides a few recommendations such as to expose her to read more newspaper articles or storybooks in order to improve her skill in sentences construction in Bahasa Melayu.

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Well.. I never hope or dream Hannah could be a Prime Minister or to achieve any higher level position in the country. I only want my girl to get the best for her. As a mother, providing the children with whatever gadgets and materials they want is not obligatory. But how I can help GUIDING them to obtain the best education in their life is my priority. Helping them to discover this world and also providing them with advises as they need along the way is much more important rather then forcing them to do things that they don't like.

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I will do whatever it takes to ensure the betterment of my children. I want them to be proud of their mom.

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Mother's Day hand made card from Hazeqah

Mother's Day hand made card from Hannah

Previous related posts:

http://mywfshima.blogspot.com/2009/04/mi-amor-mi-vida-mi-corazon.html
http://mywfshima.blogspot.com/2009/04/me-hannah-and-tawakal-hospital-day-1.html
http://mywfshima.blogspot.com/2009/04/hannah-tawakal-hospital-and-me-day-2.html
http://mywfshima.blogspot.com/2009/05/hannah-and-her-courage.html

Awie Wings memang power!

Sebenarnya dah lama aku tak pergi layan konsert terbuka kat Dataran Merdeka. Seingat aku kali terakhir masa tu aku masih undergrads which means it was more than 10 years ago. So, last Saturday, lepas layan movie Angel vs Demon at KLCC, together with my hubby, we went to Dataran Merdeka for 25th Aniversary Concert of TV3.

Macam-macam orang ada.. ramainya lautan manusia tak terkira.. Kami sampai pun dah dekat jam 9.30 malam. Awal2 tu bosanla artis2nya.. But my hubby insisted to wait till very last moment to see the performance of his favourite Awie and Wings.

Aku pun agak teruja dengan kemunculan Faizal Tahir Superman.. memang best.. Tapi sebab dia tak nyanyi lagu Sampai Syurga so aku ada rasa sikit frust. Anyway, semasa kemunculan Awie dan Wings di penghujung konsert, aku tengok ramai juga mak budak+bapak budak bangun menuju ke arah stage layan Awie yang menyanyikan lagu SEJATI. Teringat zaman sekolah dulu.. Lagu SEJATI was famous when I was in form 4 he he.. so nearly 18 years.. he he.. yelah.. rockers yang dulu rambut panjang sekarang semuanya dah jadi mat skema rambut pendek.

Anyway, seronok juga layan konsert ni sekali sekala. Rugi rasanya anak2 tak ikut sama menyaksikan kemeriahan manusia di Dataran Merdeka..

Kalau anak2 ada lagi best..

Penonton Malaysia yang berhemah..

Betulke tulisan doktor tak cantik?

I do not know why but it seems that people tend to have the assumption that doctor's handwriting is not nice. Ever since I was in school, when anyone of us has bad handwriting, other people would say that.. well, itu tulisan doktor..

But when I visited Tawakal Hospital a few weeks ago, I realize that it's kind of true when sometimes Doctors handwritten are not easy to understand. I tried to read and interpret the meaning but I just couldn't he he..

Would there be any mislead to different prescriptions given by doctors to patients? Hopefully no. Cause every single patient depends their life on the doctors. Or maybe its so classified that only certain parties could read the words?

Well.. perhaps the doctors out there could help resolving my curiosity!

Nasik Lemak Antarabangsa.. memang internasional!

Nasik Lemak lauk paru goreng (my feveret), pegedil (also my feveret) makan ngan sambal dan kacang + bilis goreng garing.. pehh... pastu layan dengan air kopi O kurang manis.. fuhh.. terangkat

Seingat aku dulu masa bujang dulu adalah beberapa kali boyren ajak bukak poser kat Nasik Lemak Antarabangsa kat Kampong Baru. Gerai sempoi aje masa tu. Pinggan pun melamin oren macam kat kantin sekolah aje. Orang beratur toksah cakaplah memang panjang giler sampai aku pun heran apalah sedap sangat nasik lemak ni sampai orang sanggup tengah2 malam buta penuh kat area tu.. Tapi bila dah rasa, pehh... sambal dia memang kaww... makan sepinggan memang tak cukup he he.. Tapi masa tu time dating ngan boyfren so makan sepinggan pun tak habis he he..kontrol..

Sampai dah kawin pun ada lah beberapa kali we all lalu area Kampung Baru tu sebab nak pekena nasik lemak punya pasal tapi hampeh sebab parking takdek jem giler kawasan tu.

But it was 10 years back. Skang ni nasik lemak antarabangsa ni boleh jumpa kat mana2 lokasi stratergik kat KL ni. Aku pun dah bawak anak2 aku pekena nasik lemak ni he he.. Kat area Melati santai sikit tapi nak parking susah so aku pergi kat Jusko AU2 pun baru bukak..

wah lepas ni takdek la pening kepala aku nak carik makanan ala2 Malaysia lagi.. Kawan aku Erica datang dari Brazil dulu pening kepala aku nak carik Malaysia food, last2 aku bawaklah pergi mamak pelita sebelah KLCC tu.

At least skang ni aku ada la opsyen lain. Layan~

Selamat Pengantin Baru Haswan-Izatul

Congratulation to my brother in law; Syed Haswan bin Syed Abu Hassan Basri and his wife Sharifah Izatul Itri bt Syed Fauzan on their wedding ceremony last Sunday.

Adat membatal air sembahyang

Adat penyerahan mas kahwin kepada pengantin perempuan~

Sesi pertukaran hantaran pengantin

Hannah and Hazeqah stand still behind the groom

Persandingan di pelamin

Semoga berbahagia ke akhir hayat!

Malacca Family Day

Pada hujung minggu yang lalu, abah telah sponsor (he he time kasih abah) percutian kami sekeluarga ke Mahkota Hotel, Melaka. Semua ahli keluarga kami 7 beradik termasuk menantu dan semua cucu-cucu mak abah berkumpul di sini. Ini adalah gathering kali pertama yang mengumpulkan kami semua dengan kehadiran ahli keluarga baru iaitu adik ipar aku yang ke-3; Fahmi.

So, malam kedua kami semua telah ke Perkampungan Ikan Bakar Terapung, Umbai, Melaka lagi sekali abah yang belanja.. (adehhh..abah lagi) Tempat ni memang best sebab dah cantik dan moden. Kawasannya luasa dan selesa. Especially dengan kewujudan taman pemainan kanak2 yang sunguh mengujakan. Hazeqah dah patploh lima kali tanya aku bila nak pergi Melaka sebab dia nak main kete ni lagi..

Bab makan tak boleh dipertikaikan sebab keluarga Anisma memang hebat bab-bab nih. Maklumlah, ada yang dah diet berminggu2 sebab nak makan ikan bakar kat Melaka ni. Moh kita tengok aksi2 menarik sepanjang weekend tu.

Wah.. milyn belum sampai lagi.. nasib baik tak sampai Muar..

Best Friends forever!

Arman sambut besday kali ke-2

Nanti masak kurangkan minyak ye.. kami mengamalkan pemakanan seimbang. mywanfai dah tak sabar nak bukak poser

Baiknya anak mama tuangkan air untuk semua orang.

From left : Goreng pun sodap; boleh bagi diskaun dik?; ish dah pukul berapa nih bila nak makan?; masyukkk..

Aik.. sedar-sedar dah habis..

Gambar kenang-kenangan di Backrop

Thanks again to abah for sponsoring our vacation. We will surely miss these best moments!

Gambatte Kudasai Hannah Chan!

Hannah is learning Nihongo!


Seeing is believeing. Trust me!

Its already 11.30 pm but my children are still writing in their books!

You will never believe as you see Hannah gets so excited in learning language. And you know what? She is learning Nihongo.

Everyday she will ask me a question:

Mom, is mata ne means see you soon?
Is kirei means beautiful?
Kore wa itta nani ga mean what is this?

Hazeqah gets excited also but her inclination is more towards e-go.

Now she is reading my Nihon-go book the one that I used when I was attending the Japanese Language class in Okinawa. And to tell you the truth, its all because of the TV program of NARUTO. She watches naruto everyday in Japanese version with English subtitles.


Its enevitable that nowdays TV programs influence us a lot in our daily lives. For me, its kinda a good sign cause I can see both of my children started to find more information about Japan, including Tokyo, Shinjuku, and also started to have curiosity on Japanese character such as Kanji, Katakana and also Hiragana.



Gambatte Kudasai Hannah Chan!

Yasumimasho!

Harini secara rasmi aku START!

Hari ini tepat 1 Jun 2009 dengan rasminya aku START!

Soto Ayam Berempah Kak Mah pembuka selera sarapan pagi

Lontong Kak Mah taruh sambal tumis pedas ngam dengan kuah soup lemak yellow sesedap rasa.. pergh.. terlioq wa cakap lu..siap ada telur mata goreng bawah sambal tu..

Sebenarnya dah lama aku plan nak START, tapi banyak sangat obstaclesnya, maklumlah Hannah pun baru sembuh, dengan kenduri yang non-stop, majlis reunion family dan kemalasan yang agak melampau membuatkan aku menangguhkan seketika hasrat aku untuk START. Tapi bersempena tarikh 1 Jun, dah berlalu setengah tahun 2009, aku mengambil keputusan untuk START. Ini perlu aku lakukan memandangkan 5 bulan telah berlalu dan setelah mengambilkira beberapa pertimbangan dari sudut faktor masa dan situasi, aku perlu START. Aku tak boleh tunggu lagi.. Aku dah tak sanggup!



Ha ha bloggers Anisma pasti terkejut sampai terkedu membaca entri aku kali ni. Jangan terkejut kerana memang mulai hai ini aku dah START! Terkejut juga? Sabarrrrrrrrrrr....


Sebenarnya hari ini aku START ke library. Masa tinggal sebulan lagi sebelum aku bergelut semula dengan lecture notes, projects dan assignments yang tak kenal erti belas kasihan. This is the best time for me to START and make a quick move to read previous senior theses, journals, academic magazines for my dissertation soon. For the upcoming semester, I am taking the research paper and I have to START collecting data, instruments, information that can support my dissertation. Sooner or later the job has to be done.



So today, I was with Nantha and Tee visiting the library. Thank you Tee for showing both of us the Theses room, Journals and Magazine racks location otherwise it would be hazardous for us to find ourselves. Prior to the visit, we spent nearly 3 hours discussing some uncertainties and questions that we have regarding PHP and MySQL lead by Mahathir, Tee's classmate. Thanks to you also Mahathir cause if we were to learn ourselves, it takes more than days to understand ourselves all the coding and commands.


Anyway, officially, I am STARTing my academic job by today. Surely, my life will be more busy, more space is needed for me to expand my books and notes.. he he..


In this entry I am taking the opportunity also to give appreciation for those who have been supporting and helping me out in order to make all my 3A's come true. Special Thank You to my beloved supportive husband and daughters for their patience and encouragement throughout the semester especially during the last critical period of my final exam. he he.. Also to all my lecturers, colleagues and sensei for their help and cooperation.

Definately, no pain, no gain.


I hope next semester swifting with full flying colors!

Jangan kata Hannah, ayah pun kagum dengan mama

Last week:
Mama, I think you are a smart woman.
What make you say that?
Because everyday I see you do Mathematics. And when I ask you Mathematics questions, you always have the answer.

Last Sunday:
Mama, why do you like to eat cereal?
Cereal provides a lot of vitamins for our body especially to our brain. So, we can score high in our subject.
Wah.. is that why you are so good in Mathematics?
Umm yes..
Oh well.. can I have cereal everyday?
Yes of course.
I have Mathematics for exam this Thursday. And I want to be good in Mathematics.

Today (Wednesday):
Mama, can I have cereal for my tea time? I have Mathematics exam tomorrow.
Can you wake me up at 6.15 am tomorrow?
Why so early?
I want to have cereal before Mathematics exam. I want to be good like you so I can answer my Mathematics well.

During dinner, Hannah told her father,
Daddy do you know that mom is really good in Mathematics? Mom can do addition, multiplication, and division. I think its because because she loves to eat cereal everyday.

The father told Hannah,
Hannah, your mom must be good in the subject, because she was teaching Mathematics, Additional Mathematics and Physics before.

Jangan kata Hannah, ayah pun kagum dengan mama!

p/s: Actually last week I've been busy editing my Mathematics book. Everyday almost everytime I was attached to the book. That is the reason why. he he.. Well, Kepimpinan Melalui Teladan..

Akmar Reception Ceremony~

Last Saturday we went for the groom side Reception Ceremony of my sister, Akmar at Kangar Perlis.

Picture taken with my in law family. Sian Hazeqah dah terlelap. Penat bangun kol 4 pagi.

Gambar kami sekeluarga kecuali Penulis Resah yang sibuk mengkaver election manik urai. Eh saper lak budak 2 orang sebelah eimran dan milyn tu? Bila pulak aku tambah anak sedara? Misteri betul..

Haa makan cepat-cepat nanti kena tinggal kapal terbang.. hu hu.. kan dah kena tinggal betul..

Wah meriahnya rombongan cek kiah ke Kangaq..

Ok... jangan berebut.. Captain nanti dapat jalan depan pengantin ok..

Ambil berkat.. sabar ye cik permata.. nanti giliran cik permata akan sampai.. tak dapat pegang bunga, pegang gelas air sirap pun ok jugak buat sementara.. hu hu..

Alamak mama.. Eimran dah cuba-cuba ni.. Baik mama check kat Adni tu.. kot-kot Eimran dah ada ya habibi..

Tinggal kami ajelah yang masih bujang dalam keluarga Anisma. Yang lain tu semuanya dah kawin.. hu hu.. Except Arman ajela.. Eh cuba tengok.. Arman datang ke tu?

Jemput jemput makan..

Pengantin bersama mak dan abah.. cantikla baju keman.. harap2 raya tahun depan muat lagi..

Hazeqah Sports Day 2009

Hazeqah was very proud marching during the event day

This is one of the best song that I love. I have been listening to this song for the past 7 years ever since Hannah was 3 years old. I'm gonna miss these best moments.

Keep growing girls!!

Antara hari-hari bahagia dalam hidup aku

Sekiranya aku ditanya apa istimewa dan meriahnya majlis perkahwinan adik aku pada minggu yang lepas, jawapan aku adalah mudah.. reunion!

Pada 2 hari tersebut, pelbagai peristiwa menarik berlaku, antaranya, majlis doa selamat aqiqah anak aku, Hazeqah, Sports Day Hazeqah, Majlis pernikahan dan persandingan Akmar dan harijadi anak buah aku yang paling kecik, Arman pada usia 1 tahun. Kesemua ahli keluarga aku iaitu kedua ibubapa, adik beradik, keluarga mertua semuanya ada bersama-sama meraikan majlis ini. Hari raya pun rasanya tak semeriah ini. Maklumlah hari raya ni kan ada sistem giliran jadi tak semua dapat berkumpul bersama-sama.

On the event day, everywhere we can see happy faces. People smiling, shaking hands, hugging each other, talking and spending time chatting as most of them have not seen each other for a long time. I would say that wedding ceremony is more than celebrating the bride and the groom, but it is the time to be together with the family members and friends.

Aku rasa lebih gembira as I can spend time with my sisters and brother. Kesemua adik beradik aku dari Utara, Selatan, Timur dan Barat berkumpul sama memeriahkan majlis ini. Kami adik beradik memang bersatu hati.. yelah.. sikit2 tu biasala.. nama pun adik beradik kami pun bukan budak kecil lagi, semuanya dah bergelar mak bapak dan bakal mak bapak budak.

Anak-anak aku pun semakin rapat dengan sepupu2 mereka. Anak saudara sebelah suami, Zarith pun ada semakin comel. Hazeqah sekarang pun asyik2 tanya Eimran. Hannah pun selalu bercerita pasal Arman dan kek Donal Duck..

Apapun, reunion kali ini sangat menyentuh hati aku. Bila majlis berakhir, aku pun rasa sedih, menghitung hari bila agaknya kami dapat berkumpul lagi.. Bercerita tentang diri masing-masing, kerjaya, politik, isu semasa. tak ketinggalan juga imbauan zaman anak2 kecil dulu.. memang kelakar.

Inilah antara hari-hari bahagia dalam hidup aku..

Acun selaku akauntan rasmi Anisma - pegang beg kuat sikit cun!

opsss nasib baik tak roboh pelamin. aku awal-awal dah cop belakang pengantin.. baik punya port..

Arman sungguh teruja (eksaited) melihat kek Donald Duck lilin sebatang. Nanti malong beli presen yer.. ayah ko bagi short notice malong pun luper.

Geng-geng abah semua D'Otai Veteran Club turut memeriahkan majlis. (Ni abah kena masuk blog abah ni)

Mak dan abah sedondon biru sedang menyediakan skrip untuk ucapan alu-aluan kepada para tetamu.

Eimran, Hannah dan Hazeqah pun sama mendoakan kesejahteraan pengantin di samping mohon cepat dapat cousin baru.

Bilik pengantin dihias sempurna oleh Wedding Planner, Pn Hajah Sharifah (boleh call untuk tempahan-waktu pejabat sahaja)

My classmates of MIT UM (Tee and Nantha) are also part of the guests.

Ahli kumpulan Ya Marhaban bersama pengantin lama.

Selamat Pengantin Baru Akmar-Fahmi semoga berbahagia forever and ever.



eh eh silat dengan kompang pun ada... meriahnya..
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err... nasib baik cuaca cerah sepanjang hari takdek hujan.

Wah makanan! Sedapnya.. Cik Amir dengan Babah antara perasmi utama. Eh siapa pulak tu berbaju biru? Adakah sang kelembai? Sungguh misteri nusantara..