Addictive is precisely the adjective I would have chosen to describe Blogspot. Thanks Chey.
Carmelle is gone for the weekend and although I love her to death, its nice to get the room to myself for a bit. Especially with my personality, I can never get enough alone time.
I had a lovely conversation with my mom this morning, which completely put me in a different mood for the day. Shes always treated me like an adult but since iv been in college I find us having meaningful conversations regarding real problems. It was always me coming to lay in her lap so she could fufill her job description of being my listener but now, I find myself giving just as much advice as she does to me. Its really nice to have reached a different level with her but it also makes me pause, and realize that I am in fact growing up. Although I claimed to hate her for so many years, she is by far the most amazing woman I know. Maybe one day ill be able to look her in the eye and tell her.... your my hero.
What do you do when you have someone in your life who cares for you more than you can imagine? Someone cares for you in ways that as much as you attempt, you will never be able to return those same feelings. You say your friends. You say your best friends. You say anything that will keep him around because deep down you know hes one of the best things thathas happened to you. How do you tell someone that you love them, but your not in love with them? You cant, because in the end you will find yourself screaming on the phone, fighting about something that in any other situation you know they could care less about. How do you sit on the phone and witness someone coming to the realization that their ideal companion will never say I love you the way its ment to be said?
maybe I should call...
but what if he hates me?
what if he voids my call?'
what if he acts differently?
what if he tries to put on a front?
well... WHAT IF?
But is that anyway to treat your best friend ?
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