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Wednesday, June 10, 2009

I'm Back To Malacca For The Last Time....!!!

I already come back to Malacca at last...
But i think this will be my last month in Malacca...
Don't know when i will be here again...
I already send my resignation letter to my boss...
They try to ask me not to leave...
It is also hard for me to leave actually...
After 1 year working with them, they treat me good...
Even my boss just like my best friend...

I know this day will come but until now...
I still can't find how to say goodbye...
There are some reason that make me have to go...
My mum still warded and need to be care of...
My dad also not in the pink of health...
So, i need to take care both of them...
And also there are no more reason for me to stay here...
I love to stay but i have to go...
Bringing back sweet and bad memories of my life...
Have to start a new life of myself...
So, i will enjoy this last month to the fullest...
Even my brain like want to blow...
Take all the tension all by myself...

During my leave for almost 3 weeks to Penang...
I take care my mum in the hospital...
My mum keep pushing me to come back...
She said if she sick, nobody can take care of my dad...
As for my dad, he also want me to come back...
He said he is sick, can't handle his business anymore...
My uncle and aunty also want me to come back...
They said, my parents are sick, i am responsible to take care both of them...
So, i've been thinking about my life...
I am not the one whose controlling it...
But my family does...

So that is why i have to go back...
To take care of my parents...
And also to handle my dad's business...
2 things that i never done before...
I really2 want to apologize to my boss...
I know when i quit, it will give her headache...
Not enough people in the department...
And also nobody that can really work at night...
My big apologize also to all my friends in malacca...
Hope they will understand...
Sorry also to all people around me...
That involve in my life...
Maybe we will never see each other anymore...
But remember one thing, i will never put you all out from my thought...

So, i need to prepare all my things...
Still got a lot of time to do it...
Already post my bike to Penang by train...
Maybe my uncle already took it at the train station...
I don't have so many things to bring back...
Just my cloths and my PC...
Don't forget my fishing bait...
So, goodbye Malacca and all the memories...
I will never forget 4 years of staying here...
If i have long life, i will pay my visit...
InsyaAllah.......!!!!!!!

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