I'm Back To Malacca For The Last Time....!!!

I already come back to Malacca at last...
But i think this will be my last month in Malacca...
Don't know when i will be here again...
I already send my resignation letter to my boss...
They try to ask me not to leave...
It is also hard for me to leave actually...
After 1 year working with them, they treat me good...
Even my boss just like my best friend...

I know this day will come but until now...
I still can't find how to say goodbye...
There are some reason that make me have to go...
My mum still warded and need to be care of...
My dad also not in the pink of health...
So, i need to take care both of them...
And also there are no more reason for me to stay here...
I love to stay but i have to go...
Bringing back sweet and bad memories of my life...
Have to start a new life of myself...
So, i will enjoy this last month to the fullest...
Even my brain like want to blow...
Take all the tension all by myself...

During my leave for almost 3 weeks to Penang...
I take care my mum in the hospital...
My mum keep pushing me to come back...
She said if she sick, nobody can take care of my dad...
As for my dad, he also want me to come back...
He said he is sick, can't handle his business anymore...
My uncle and aunty also want me to come back...
They said, my parents are sick, i am responsible to take care both of them...
So, i've been thinking about my life...
I am not the one whose controlling it...
But my family does...

So that is why i have to go back...
To take care of my parents...
And also to handle my dad's business...
2 things that i never done before...
I really2 want to apologize to my boss...
I know when i quit, it will give her headache...
Not enough people in the department...
And also nobody that can really work at night...
My big apologize also to all my friends in malacca...
Hope they will understand...
Sorry also to all people around me...
That involve in my life...
Maybe we will never see each other anymore...
But remember one thing, i will never put you all out from my thought...

So, i need to prepare all my things...
Still got a lot of time to do it...
Already post my bike to Penang by train...
Maybe my uncle already took it at the train station...
I don't have so many things to bring back...
Just my cloths and my PC...
Don't forget my fishing bait...
So, goodbye Malacca and all the memories...
I will never forget 4 years of staying here...
If i have long life, i will pay my visit...
InsyaAllah.......!!!!!!!

Bad News...!!!

last night i received call from my uncle...
i was shocked by the news...
my mom already warded again...
after 1 week then i know...
and now my mom's condition are bad...
this eve, i received another call...
my uncle said my mom already in ICU...!!!!
need to go back to Penang tomorrow...
i don't know what to think right now....
still searching for new job vacancy and now...
my head feels like wanna blow...
too much pain inside of my head right now...
so, please pray for my mom...
hope she will be ok soon...
i am bored with my life already...

PRESSURE....!!!!!!!

i just don't know what to say....
but this month really hurts me....
i am really getting pressured by my life...

firstly, last week i go back to Penang....
not for fun or hangout....
my mom having a surgery....
removing her cancer....
so, i need to take care of her all the time....
but it is ok la....we only got 1 mom right...
but i don't have time for myself to enjoy....
cuti tapi tak macam cuti....

secondly, after coming back from holidays....
i heard the news that i will be permenantly work night shift....
crazy or what????
i can't go out with my friend...
can't do things that people usually do...
what is the meaning of my life like that???
so, immediate action needed....
i will resign next month....
already submit the letter to my manager...
so i need to find any job right now....
my family keep pushing me to go back to my hometown...
but i refuse...i still want to make friends as much as i can...
so, i think i will be staying in Malacca...
until when??? i also don't know....

lastly, my best friend wedding will be held end of this month...
until now i can't think what gift should i gave him....
he is my friend from childhood until now....
i think from the age 3, we already be friend....
now he's going to married someone he love the most....
hopefully they will be happy forever....
back to the gift....what should i give????
if got any ideas, please help me....
budget is around RM300.00 please....

so, this MAY 2009 are just not right for me....
i am really3 pressured with my life....
thanks to all my friends, i can still stand up...
if not, i don't think that i can live right now....
hope i can have happy moment sooner or later...hope so...
really meant it....i feel pain inside.......

The Things That I Promise Before

here are the picture that i promise before....
i promise to post the picture of fish that i already caught...
now, here it is....got also some picture me at the hotel's room...

tengah usha 'pot ikan'

(muka seyes jer....tgh baca jampi tue...)

bersantai di bilik hotel sebelum memancing
(cantik tak bilik hotel nie?)

Pari 5.4kg berjaya dinaikkan

Pari seberat12.3kg
(tangkapan terbesar di melaka setakat ini)


muka pelik dapat ikan Yu

anak Jenahak atau lebih dikenali sebagai Tanda
(baju keje pun tak sempat tukar)

so, if anyone wanna come to Malacca stay here,
u can stay here....but must make reservation first la...
this hotel always busy with people...
if wanna join me fishing, call me....
if i have free time, we can fish together...

Next Month Plan (May 2009)

i take a long time to post anything here...
keep busy with my work until don't have time for my own...
this May i think got to have some holiday.....
so many things need to be done also....
hope my application for annual leave will be approve....

1. going back to my hometown.... (Penang, here i come)
2. my bestfriend will married... (wedding reception)
3. fishing and more fishing... (fishing freek)
4. last but not least, work and work some more... (tired already)

still forgot to post about the pictures of fish that i caught....
maybe next time....
till now, quite a lot i had caught....
later i will post it....
please don't be amaze.....hehehehe....

SITUATION

Situation 1 : At my workplace (Everly Resort Hotel)

At the reception counter, 1 chinese guy come to check in.....

me : Hi, good evening....
guest : Hi, check in ya....chong cheng chong cheng chong cheng.....
me : I'm sorry sir....I can't understand chinese...
guest : Oh, sorry...I thought u are chinese....
me : It's ok sir....

Situation 2 : At shopping mall....(anywhere i go)

When i go for window shopping or just hangout at shopping mall, got some chinese salesperson come to me....

salesperson : chong cheng chong cheng chong cheng......
me : Sorry, i'm malay....I don't understand chinese.....
salesperson : Oh, sorry....do you want to try this product???

Situation 3 : At fishing equipment shop (Sport Fishing Tackle's)

Masuk jer kedai nampak la tauke tue....1st time datang situ....

tauke : chong cheng chong cheng chong cheng....
me : Sorry tauke, wa melayu la...
tauke : Yeke??? Ingat u chinese....Ada mix ke???
me : Takde mix pun....
tauke : U baba ke??
me : Takde jugak...My dad jawa and my mum banjar...
tauke : Tapi u macam chinese la....Hurm...Nak cari apa???

Situation 4 : At the beach (fishing)

Ada sorang pakcik melayu come to fish also....dia lepak kat sebelah....

pakcik : Ala lapat ka bos??? (dialek ala2 cina la)
me : Ada la sikit...
pakcik : Lu talak penah telai lekat pantai puteli ka?? (u tak penah try dekat pantai puteri ker???
me : Ada jugak try aritu...Tapi macam takde sangat....Kat sini jugak ok...
pakcik : Oooo....Lu baba ke cina???
me : Saya melayu....
pakcik : Ooooo....Ingat cina....Muka nampak macam cina....

do i look like chinese?????
quite a lot number of people who thought me chinese....
mana2 pegi pun sama....
nak kata ada mix, my mum and dad memang takde mix pun....
takde langsung keturunan cina....
entah la camne bole jadi muka cam cina plak....
nak kata anak angkat, surat beranak ada....
hurm, dah nasib badan....
tapi sometimes cam annoying jugak la....
dulu masa jarang maen panas, lagi la....
putih melepak cam cina....
sekarang dah gelap sikit ok la....hahaha...
dah jadi biasa dah telinga nie dengar orang cakap cina...
ada gak la belajar dulu mandarin....
tapi just nak abehkan degree jer...
if i learn and can speak chinese, sure lagi la orang ingat cina....
hope lepas nie takde la sangat org nak cakap cina with me....
letih nak melayan...hahahahaha....

p/s : kalau belajar betol2 dulu, sure bole cakap cina...bole speaking balik....

STUCK..!!!!!!

We all selalu dengar about lift yang stuck...
Kalau ada orang kat dalam, sure panic....
Tak tau apa nak buat....
Now i know the feel of people that stuck in lift.....
Because......me, myself and i STUCK IN LIFT....
Yes, its true....for about 30 minutes waited to be save...
It happen after i send the night audit report....
It is around 7.30 in the morning....
I go to admin office to open the door also....
When i go up, nothing happen...
But, when i go down, SUDDENLY THE LIFT STOP....!!!!
Memang agak panic at that time....
Mana ada orang lagi at admin office pepagi buta....
At least must wait until 9 am baru ada orang....
Luckily my handphone got batt and kredit....
So, i manage to call to the operator....
And also lucky because inside the lift still got connection....
And then, 3 maintainence guy come with 2 security...
They try to force open the lift but could not open....
Then they go pump up from the store room....
When the lift open, i jump out from the lift...
Panas giler dalam tue sampai kena bukak baju....
Nasib baek la pakai singlet....hahahahaha.....
So, to everybody, please becareful when using lift...
Maybe 1 day u will be the victim of stuck lift....
But, if it happen, please don't panic....
Enjoy yourself in the lift and try to call anyone....
If available or u can use up your phone....hahahaha....

p/s: heboh satu hotel about me stuck in the lift....
kena gelak plak tue...tensen lagi kena gelak dari stuck...

New Hobby

actually, this is not a new hobby for me la.....
it is about fishing....
i do enjoy fishing back in my place but only for "ikan air tawar"...
kekadang ader jugak pergi laut dalam....
cari ikan KERAPU, JENAHAK and SIAKAP....
kalau kat kampung, memang macam2 pasal ikan...
ape aje yang aku tak buat....???
memancing, tahan bubu, tahan taut, tahan pukat, menjala,
menimba and bermacam jenis cara lagi nak cari ikan...
kalau pergi laut dalam, bawak la joran....
7 kaki panjang dengan enjin TICA 13 ball bearing...
memang layan kalau kerapu 3-4 kilo.....
tali sure la benang kurang2 pun 50 paun....
kalau tangsi, melopong la jawabnyer....hahahaha...
mau putus disentap sang penghuni laut....
penah jugak mendaratkan PARI seberat 42kilogram...
tapi memang lama la nak melayan....
dekat2 2 jam baru la selamat PARI tu dinaekkan...
memang la sangat best and bangga pun ada jugak....
tapi sekarang nie dah giler surf tepi pantai....
tempat aku keje nie belakang dier memang pantai....
ramai jugak org yang memancing dekat sini....
so, aku amek keputusan beli joran surf....
kalau nak layan surf, joran at least pun kena 9 kaki ke atas...
kalau pendek2, gelama atau buntal la yang dapat....
aritu, dapat gaji, terus ajak member aku teman beli....
dapat la SPIN SURF 14 kaki panjang....
yang bestnyer, model2 baru nie semua pakai carbon....
so, takde la berat sangat nak pegang....
enjin memang still pakai yang lama la.....
tali jer kena tukar sebab dah lama sgt....
dah reput pun.....kalau pakai, surer tak lama....
ada jugak tgk aritu enjin SHIMANO 5 ball bearing....
tapi mahal sangat la pulak....
dekat rm700...tak mampu den....huhuhuhu....
then, 2 minggu lepas layan la dgn kawan aku tue....
nak mancing pantai nie kena tau pasang surut air....
bukan bole maen terjah jer....
jadi la macam 2 minggu lepas tue....
ikan pelik2 jer yang naek.....
ikan YU dengan SIRAT....so, catch and release...
hahahahaha...dah macam maen LAYARAN la plak...
hari selasa malam aritu pun layan jugak....
sebab air pasang besar....senang jer nak tau....
kalau tengah2 atau ujung2 bulan Islam, memang air pasang besar....
paling senang nak tau, kalau time bulan mengambang,
or time bulan takde langsung....tapi bukan sebab kena lindung awan la....
time tue memang air best....ikan paling banyak nak makan,
time air tengah pasang and tengah surut....
kalau air dah penuh, ikan tak makan sgt dah...
kalau surut lagi la, pasir jer nampak....huhuhuhu....
baru2 nie memang best....siap dapat GELAMA and SEMBILANG...
ingat nak cari PARI sebab kat sini memang banyak....
tapi maybe belum ada rezeki lagi kot.....
bersyukur la dengan apa yang dapat...hehehehe....
so, this is my new hobby.....if got anyone yang layan surf,
join me....bole buat kelab sendiri nanti....
dah tue bole la masuk GP JORAN.....hahahahaha....
ok la, later i will post da picture of fish that i got....
kalau dah transfer nanti la....
ada ja dalam phone...malas nak transfer lagi....

p/s:kepada sesiapa yang nak surf, jgn lupa ajak....
tapi hari selasa malam jela.....

My Life Schedule...!!!!

For now, i already working...

So, not so much time to have fun...huhuhuhu....
Here is my schedule for a day.....
If can find suitable time to go out with me, please tell me...
Really want to go out and have fun with others....

8:00 am - Punch out from tiring night work....
- Go back home straight away

9:00 am - Reach my house
- Wash my uniform and cleaning the house

10:00 am - Go to bed

3:00 pm - Wake up for Zohor prayer
- If i still sleepy, i will continue sleeping
- If not, i will play computer games or read some comic's

5:00 pm - Done my Asar prayer
- After that go to jog (only if i feel so boring and nothing to do)

6:30 pm - Get ready to go for Masjid (Maghrib and Isyak)

9:00 pm - Iron my uniform and get ready to go to work

9:30 pm - Riding my bike to Everly Resort Hotel (my work place)

11:00 pm - Punch in and off to work

2:00 am - Doing night audit after running the system

4:00 am - Finish the night audit
- Surf internet or watch TV at back office
- Sometimes i do sleep when i got so boring or tired (hahahaha)

5:30 am - Go to SVC (cafe) for breakfast
- Usually i eat toast bread with strawberry jam

7:00 am - Send the night audit report to accounts department

8:00 am - Rotate back from above

I start working from Wednesday night until Tuesday morning.
So, i can go out and have fun during Tuesday night...
It's quite OK because not so much people at that time...
It is not weekend so not so many crowd if wanna go shopping or watch movies
Even the rate also quite cheap....
I'm happy for that but quite boring....
All my friend working and can't go out...
Or too tired to go out...
So, if i wanna go somewhere, just me alone...huhuhu....
So, if anybody are free on Tuesday night, text me or ask me out please....
Hahahahahaha.....

p/s : craving to have fun with my friends