Thursday, March 18, 2010
Basically, I wish that you loved me. I wish that you needed me. I wish that you knew when I said two sugars, actually I meant three. I wish that without me your heart would break. I wish that without me you’d be spending the rest of your nights awake. I wish that without me you couldn’t eat. I wish I was the last thing on your mind before you went to sleep.
We had said goodbye so many times before, but somehow our paths always managed to cross and we ended up in each other’s arms. But now when we said this goodbye. I have this feeling that I will never see you again. And that really hurts because I know that we are meant to lead our own separate lives. And I honestly don’t wanna cross your path in the future ‘cause I don’t want all these feelings to come back and have to try and get over you all over again.
Even i'm still not over you. Foolish me.
-Eletheowl
6:41 PM
Thursday, December 24, 2009
Major things happened to me in my life recently.
I find myself signing on. I have family problems. I'm single now. I got into OCS.
Should i be happy or heartbroken?
Life's gonna be exciting? I don't know.
Probably my last post here. I can't find any motivation to post anymore.
Take care everyone.
7:34 PM
Sunday, December 06, 2009
Going to POP LO!
Have been counting down since 2 weeks ago when all the key events were down.
Friday was the most embarrassing and glorious moment in Tekong.
I got platoon 2nd best >.< Totally didn't expect that.
And i FELL DOWN WHILE WAlKING TO BOARD THE FERRY.
Nuff' said.
So Wednesday is the parade, and well before that, the 24km route march.
Hope i survive in one piece. ha!
Ciao.
3:19 PM
Sunday, November 22, 2009
Yay! Counting down to POP. About 2 weeks more on 9th Dec.
Ahh man. I think fate is playing me.
On my enlistment day, duck can't come along as she has already started school.
Now she can't attend the graduation parade because HER LAST PAPER IS ON THE SAME DAY.
Am i suay or what.
But on a lighter note, i have 10 days of leave after POP.
Which means 10 days of fun!
And even better, gf has 1 month of holidays after her papers.
So our break kinda of coincides.
I think we are going to have a hell load of fun.
Looking forward!
2:39 PM
Sunday, November 15, 2009
Love is strong yet delicate.
It can be broken.
To truly love is to understand this.
To be in love is to respect this.
- Stephen Packer -
1:07 PM
Wednesday, November 11, 2009
“ When life gets hard, when things change, true love remains the same. I look at people in love, and some how I feel safer. I don’t know if I can explain that, but they give me hope. And I’m afraid to say it out loud because maybe if life finds out, it’ll try to beat it out of them and that would be a shame. Because, we can all use a little hope sometimes, you know. That feeling that everything’s gonna be okay, and that there’s going to be someone there to help make sure of that."
12:35 AM
Saturday, October 31, 2009
And so field camp has ended.
Felt like a really long 5 days 4 nights in the jungle.
The usual stuff. Shag, dirty and fucked up.
And i was the last person to get punished just moments before field camp ended.
How cool was that. LOL
SIT test coming up.
Have to do well if aiming for command school.
Hope i can do well :D
Physical trainings have been great.
Slowly improving for IPPT.
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Just a little thought about r/s when the guy is in army.
Is it normal to always wonder what your girl is doing when you're in camp?
Just having a nice convo for 10 minutes every night would be good enough.
The first person you want to spend your time with after booking out is your girl.
You feel that time pass faster when you are with your girl.
That is probably the norm.
But what if you feel that the r/s is not as strong as before?
You are afraid that your girl will just leave you someday.
You feel insecure of your girl's surrounding because simply there are so many external stuff.
Am i normal? :(
1:02 AM
