Life is GOOD

after my vacation with my best buddy
now i'm concentrating with my work
let just say, work loads doesn't treating me that well
lately i'm not looking forward to go to work
i don't know why, but it just happen
i feel guilty feeling this way

just to cheer me up
i went out with my girlfriends
and of course my boyfriend
i'm feeling okay right now but
a girl just want to be happy (for a long time)

i guess i want another vacation
a short one will do
but where should we go
for me, spending a whole night with my girlfriends
chit chat, play cards, and just "gaduh-gaduh manje"
will make my day
i know just spend 1 night with them
will last me at least 2 weeks.
hahahaha ok maybe 1 day only =)
but i seriously need them NOW!
i obsess with them

Harimau Malaya

Ok I met them personally
And wish them luck for todays game
And yes! I have a new crush on this team.

Jodoh!

what about "jodoh"
sometime that person is just near u
u didn't know about it until the right time come
most of my friends end up with the people near them

for me, i was hoping the same thing too
i hope it will, one day
right? no? =)

ada orang pernah kata
"mungkin mmg jodoh, tapi kalau x berusaha, janganlah salah pada jodoh itu"
i guess it is true

for me, let time decide about it.
i'm trying my best with it
praying hard about it

and YES! i'm happy for all my friends
really happy for them

Today I Am 25 Years Old and 1 Month

remember about the last post.
what did i get?

BlackBerry Bold 3

yes people at last i owned a BB
early this year, i wanted a BB so much
but then i bought Sony Ericsson instead

i could say this is my lucky year because:

1. i won the lucky draw
2. no more probation for me!
3. i'm seeing someone right now.
4. having a GREAT life with my family & friends



p/s: ok muke saye laen ker? i think my eyes small. mcm mane mahu besarkan itu mata. sepet sungguh.

Lucky ME !

later i will post the detail
i need to get ready for work right now
see u later beautiful people.
love you guys.

Wrong Moved

i hate it when i make a mistake
i hate it when i hear other people advice
not that i don't want to take those advice
but i hate experiance the pain in the heart
seriously i'm sucks at it
i don't know to tackle the moments
for me families are everything to me
eventho i have a love hate relationship with my dad =)
but yes, family are important to me
i never abandon them even sometime they drive me crazy

but yes! i couldn't stand the treatment
i'm in control in my life not you
dont make me feel miserable about it
don't make me hate of it even more
please

Updates.

ok minggu nih saham still menjadi pujaan hati orang ramai
tapi ape yang menjadi pujaan hati saya
ehem ehem
tapi penat jugak melayan kerenah dia nih
lebih2 lagi most of my family turun kl because my cousin was admitted
so macam susah sket nk bahagi my time but i'm trying my best here
hope smua orang paham my condition
i know i'm yapping around here tapi xde orang kisah pon
but just a journal of my life
but i think i'm opening my life to a new adventure
hahahah

I Can't Sleep

sudah 3malam berturut saya tidak boleh tidur
macam ne nih, badan rase penat tapi xboleh tido

weekend keje gi curve jer
sabtu tgk RIO ngan la
suke cite tuh, comel and warna-warni
ahad lepak ngan someone

saya malu ngan dat someone tuh
seyes malu cz xsangke macam tuh jadinya
but i think sweet~
x ku sangke ada org pikir saya mcm tuh
hahahahahaahah

Seek for forgiveness

mase balik tadi
tetibe terase pergaduhan ini mcm "so highschool"
so from here on, i just let it be je la
hope awak bahagia sepanjang hayat
ntah la, deep down in me mmg rase kurang berpuas hati
tapi yurp i need to learn to control my ego

kiter sesame mempunyai perangai yg sama
perangai yg xmahu mengalah and ego yg tinggi
i know that cz everyday kene tegur cz suke menjawab
saya la org yg suke menjawab even dgn customer juga
tapi dgn customer menjawab dgn bebaek jer la

p/s: orang kate budak taurus mmg degil and budak nombor "6" mmg suka menjawab

I Love Dessert

i have to admit that i love dessert
from the bottom of my heart
everytime i went to a hotel lunch buffet
i automatic will be directed to the dessert spread
i'm like a little kid seeing those colourful yet delicious food
too happy to explain the feeling inside me

if i'm upset or my mood just not right
i will think about chocolate
DARK CHOCOLATE especially
but i don't mind if it is just a cheap chocolate either
i will cool down when i indulge it
weird right but i don't know why i LOVE chocolate

i always wanting to bake something chocolaty but i'm to lazy
or maybe no one will be eating it up
here at home just me and my parents
my sisters and brothers will be during their school breaks only



each day i wanting to eat this sinful dessert
but it's only available in pavilion (kot)
i tried to buy at the bangsar outlet, but not available
this make me drooling all over my bed (now!)
serious i think it just monthly cycle



p/s: people who know me too well they know i seriously in love with dark chocolate

NEWS!

i'm craving of chocolate right now
why? i just don't know.
but right now i'm on a mission
i can not back off just yet
i must show that i'm able to do it

Duration: before struck midnight 13th May 2011

It's Complicated

i have a long list to impress the people in my life

but i, myself is not impressed at all

am i hard on myself? i don't know

but i feel like a complete moron and loser right now

::is it just the hormone, or am i already lost?::

Unspoken Action

i think i'm just a simple person
a small gesture could make me so HAPPY
i don't demand too much (or i think i don't..haha)
just what is your unforgettable unspoken action !

for me.hangout with my family + friends are the most precious moments
the time that we watched movie or even eating our meals
the moment u just sit next to each other
the present of others, brings comfort to me =)

i could sleep by my friend, without speaking to them
the way they celebrates your day with joyfulness & laughter
i will always miss those moments (they make you feel special)
most of the time they will be there standing next to you
you always know that you have a shoulder to cry onto

but the moment i appreciate most (maybe i wanting all along)
is the time i had the opportunity to see the skies at night
i really adore that moment (i wish i could go back again)
and i never had that-kind-of-conversation-before
with the peaceful-background sounds, it's really relaxing
hope to get that kind of feel again. really fall in love at that time

now i'm in my dreams once more,
i guess is better for me to get some sleep
(hope it appears in my dreams tonight)

goodnight people! love you!

A or B

i'm stuck in a situation where actually i don't need to decide (yet)
but hey i'm getting older each second
i don't want to live in "confusing' life
my life keeps pushing to certain limits until sometimes i lost my own balance

people are getting more eager to ask question(s)
question about life
question about work
question about my social life

for me, it is OKAY
not GREAT but still OK
i could say i'm leading my life forward
but lately, to many people are concern about me
just let say they are concern about my status

this funny because i know i make a big fuss of it
but am i totally ready for it..NO!!!
but thanks for all you LOVE PEOPLE
but now who is A or B
they are totally 2 different people
workaholic vs laser mouth
hurm skema vs maen taram jer
hahaha this is funny for me to consider both
FUNNY OKAY!

Commitment Freak

it is time of the year
where i think myself pathetic as usual
me and commitment is not a normal word to put it together
i'm scared of commitment
yes! i have to admit it myself

i freak out everytime i'm too near to it
i guess i'm thinking to much (sometimes)
or actually it runs in the family
marriage somehow is not a "great" success in my generation
or i'm only seeing the negative impact (ONLY!)

but yeah i do have someone in mind
someone i wanted to date with
wanted to end just like my two besties
but another part of me
am i kidding myself. will i end up my life that fast
will that person is the one.
many things is playing in my mind
i guess i do SCARED of COMMITMENT TOO MUCH

i am great in meeting new friends.
but to be more than a friends, i will think twice
i know i'm easily fallen for a guy
but i am not happy with myself cause i think it will backfired me later
too me, serious r/ship means big trouble
hahah like a kid. i know
just sometimes i need to take smaller steps before big ones
do pray for me. hehehe.

4jib 4jib 4jib

couldn't wait for it anymore.
a few days more.
yeha~



and it falls on the day itself =)

Learning to Let Go

i not being myself lately
actually i put those barriers
why? hard for me to explain
but i just did

i guess is about time to face the melody
i've been ignoring it for sometime now
i push you away without solid reasons
i don't know why i have those negative feelings

since that moment i know i am a selfish bitch
just i don't know how to react in such conditions
i know i give a hard time to you too
but my pride and ego are too big for that (at that time)
i'm scared of myself too (honestly)

i think i will let go the feeling
is not cool to have a grudge over someone's relationship
it's not healthy at all (i know that)
just somehow i know i will lose partly my best-friend
yes i have others too but..hard to explain
i miss you so much..i truly do

somehow i would like to apologize to you
for my weird behavior
i never acted this way before
im surprise too myself
just i hope we could be like before
but i guess it a bit hard right now
for some conditions and occasions

i hate losing you but i know you are happy right now
never mind if you don't have time for me later on
just be happy..okay?

hope to be like this again

missing those moments ::HAPPY MOMENTS::

A Dream Upon A Star

we never plan to visit i-city in shah alam this week
it is so happen after we sent amy to Uitm
the place is lighted with colorful neon lights
so beautiful and breath-taking

At Last...

yes people i just bought fragrance for my collection
i must consider lucky coz i've been wanting to buy it since..
since i was a student (perhaps 3 years back)
but i dont know why i keep postponing to buy it
until to night.
i managed the grab it only for the price of RM160
RM160 for 2 bottles 50ml.
i think it is a bless. patient do reward us back
just the time will tell later.

what did i bought (which i sound so-damn-happy)



i know i'm so out-dated but i still love the smell of it. before this i can't stop testing the perfume at the counter (yurp everytime i'm at the fragrance area) but hey guys, at last i bought it (2 bottle some more..haha)

Small Gesture really turn me on

kring kring (Mengenangmu - Kerispatih)





hello

i've been sitting in the car for 10 minutes,should i enter the office with my selipar

NO!!!u can't wear slipper to the office

i know right. i thought i have some shoes in the car

tukar kasut. still morning. if petang, i dont mind sangat

hurm should i go back then?

yes, u should.

thanks u really help me alot.



p/s: i felt happy today. small gesture from someone i care truly make my day better. really appreciate it even more. thank you very much.