Openness

         I feel too much I don't know if I can say anything, but I can say that I get scared sometimes.  I am learning to open up to people and be more vulnerable than I have ever been in my entire life. My walls are truly coming down, one at a time, slowly. 
   I think the thing that scares me the most is letting go of that control, control of my own image, control of what I allow people to see of me, and letting them truly see me. It scares me so much, but at the same time, its so worth the risk when it means better friendships and relationships.   

That is all. Supper short, I know. but wow!! Kind of overwhelmed tonight.  Thanks again for all my friends, I love you guys