I'm going away for a pretty long time on a pretty tiring journey but I know the path ahead is one replete with opportunities to learn and grow mentally. I'm going to shrink physically, I just know it but i Hope the change wont be drastic. Doesn't time fly when you have your hands full? 8 months of blood, sweat and tears seemed to have unravelled in a matter of weeks, days or hours even. ANd now I find myself staring squarely at what would probably be the most tiring event I'll ever face in my life.

I hope to return with my head held high. I know the times ahead are tough, but God will see me through like He always does. I fear not the heat, the mountains, the terrain, hunger, thirst, hardship, bugs (that include giant centipedes, scorpions, ants etc etc imba creepy crawlies ewww), because I have a God who is bigger than all of these.

I'm going to miss my mummy, daddy, meimei and many others. See you guys on the 31st of august.

This being my 4th month of NS, I think an army post is long overdue.
However, due to the sensitive nature of military stuff, I shall be limited to saying this:

Army is tough. Lol.

I think the process has been pretty fruitful so far. Thank God i gained more logic, more strength, more friends, more organisational and thinking skills. I lost my hair though and I still miss it.

danggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggg.

this is for YOU

I can't help but be bitter over a couple of things.
Matters like these sap the cheerfulness and joy out of me.
walaaoo.

Sprawled on the cold soil, my gaze wandered to the stars above.
Isn't our God a wonderful God? He who created the stars, the sun and the moon. From every infinitesimally small thing to things too big to conceive.
He's provided for me in so many ways. I am eternally grateful.

Time is a funny thing. It flies when I'm out of camp and crawls when I'm in. WHYYYY? It always seems like I have so little time to spend with the people who matter.

Book in in 15 hours or So.
DANGGGGGGGGGGGGG

Alex Tan
2nd Jan 90
HCJC; WRPF; SGC
Volleyball

JESUS!