Ku telah miliki Rasa indahnya perihku Rasa hancurnya harapku Kau lepas cintaku
Rasakan abadi Sekalipun kau mengerti Sekalipun kau pahami Ku pikir ku salah mengertimu
Aku hanya ingin kau tahu Besarnya cintaku Tingginya khayalku bersamamu
Tuk lalui waktu yang tersisa kini Di setiap hariku Di sisa akhir nafas hidupku
Walaupun semua hanya ada dalam mimpiku Hanya ada dalam anganku Melewati hidup
Rasakan abadi Sekalipun kau mengerti Sekalipun kau pahami Ku pikir ku salah mengertimu
Aku hanya ingin kau tahu Besarnya cintaku Tingginya khayalku bersamamu
Tuk lalui waktu yang tersisa kini Di setiap hariku Di sisa akhir nafas hidupku
Lots of love, F
/ 10:55 AM
Dearest F,
Biarkan waktu teruslah berputar Mencintai kamu penuh rasa sabar Meski sakit hati inin kau tinggalkan Ku ikhlas tuk bertahan
Cintaku padamu begitu besar Namun kau tak pernah bisa merasakan Meski sakit hati ini kau tinggalkan Ku ikhlas tuk bertahan
Meninggalkanku tanpa perasaan Hingga ku jatuhkan airmata Kekecewaan ku sungguh tak berarah Biarkan ku harus bertahan
Jangan pernah kau coba untuk berubah Tak relakan yang indah hilanglah sudah Jangan pernah kau coba untuk berubah Tak relakan yang indah hilanglah sudah
Jangan pernah kau coba untuk berubah Ku relakan yang indah dalam hatinya
Lots of love, M
Monday, May 11, 2009
/ 11:21 PM
Dearest F,
At the moment, I feel like I am on the peak of a mountain. Standing on my own feet, feeling as independant as can be, willing to embrace anything, just anything on my own. Well, I thought I was that capable. Sometimes I feel like I am beginning to get comfortable in my own skin. Most of the time, I tried to imagine the first thing that will happen when our eyes meet.
I have so much to tell you, F. So much. From where I thought I can make it through with your absence to the part where I feel that I am beginning to suffocate with everything thats surrounding me. I know keeping things to myself is bad. But I really cannot help it. Even though I have people whom I am comfortable sharing my true inner feelings with, at the end of the day, I just feel that its still you who I can confide in best.
Because when I am with you, I can be who I am and also who I am not.
p/s: 11 more days,baby!
Lots of love, M
Monday, May 04, 2009
/ 9:17 PM
Dearest F,
Like I mentioned in my previous parchment to you, my whole family made our way to the Singapore Flyer some time in the afternoon. By cab! Can you believe it? Papa took us there by cab! He is getting more and more generous day by day. Not that I am saying he has been stingy when it comes to money all this while. Thrifty would be a better word. Now, don't you give me that sinister smile. Spare my dad some compliment will you? After all, he sure deserves it for being very wise on spending money. What more with the recession period.
We had breakfast cum lunch at Popeye's Chicken. Finally, after so long of waiting (you and your promises, LOL) , I finally got my tastebuds on their food. Sorry that I tried it without you. Blame Fiqah! She was the one who was so keen on trying it out on that day itself. hahha
Forget it, alright! I promise I'll take you there when you are back.
Oh, F! Look at my hair! *jiggles and shakes butt* Is it getting longer or what? lol However, I have been having the urge to cut it. Rememeber the last time I cut my hair and I didn't like it? Wait, since when have I ever been satisfied right after going for a haircut. But anyways, I was so unhappy and I made you promise me that the next time I tell you I want to cut my hair, you'll make me resist the temptation. Now that you are not here, I'll just cut my hair short tomorrow! hahaah
I am sure you would say," I'll still think you look good even when you're bald, baby!" when you read this. hahaha Whats new? Guys will always be guys, even though I have to admit, I really like it when you say these kind of things every now and then. LOL
So back to the Singapore Flyer story. Unlike the time you and I board it, we didn't get the capsules for ourselves. We had to share it with a couple of tourists from India. I didn't really get the chance to be all emotional and such. Each time I gazed out the glass wall, Fiqah would pull me away and occupy my mind with taking pictures.
Trust me, F! That smile on my face does not actually express the pain I was bearing. Awin is heavy! hahaha But she have lost weight, you know baby. She often asked about you these days. Each time I mentioned your name, she'll be asking when you'll be back. Then I'll tell her, "When you see me smiling for no apparent reason for 24 hours, it means he is back." ):
And I must say we take one hell of pictures! Even after the ride was over. Fiqah and Awin have not stopped snapping here and there, pulling me to tag along from one end to the other. Its not surprising for Fiqah to be like that, of course. But Awin seh, babe! I didn't know she was that vain lar. lol
And F! They have more choices of background for their pictures now, you know! What a waste seh. I find this background nicer than ours.
Oh wells, the memory thats etched is all that counts.
(:
p/s: Its mothers' day this Friday. I think I'll make a card for our mums. Don't worry, I'll definitely include your name on it too. But I am not sure whether I'll be getting anything for them yet. I am a little financially unstable right now. Suggestions, F? Come into my dream and help me out, yeah? I miss you.
Lots of love, M
MASQUERADE.
Hello sunshines!(: My name is Nur Shahira Maya Frois Sahar.I am Malay Eurasian. I suggest you ignore those
words that have been striked out for the sake of not wanting to unfold my family history and make it less complicated.
For a moment i thought my dreams had crashed,but I am proud to say that I found the path right back in.
From there, I embarked on a new journey.Despite the fact that my aunty have been rambling on and on about the hardship of teaching,
my passion have been growing and growing and growing.Yes, thats how strong it is, no matter what it takes.
At the moment, I am pretty much happy with how things are.I realised that those who stick through your darkest and deepest moments
are the ones that should be kept and treasured.Sisters, boyfriends, bestfriends and friends.I love them for the very fact that they
never hesitate to be themselves around me.Flaws?Well,I like it like that.At the end of the day,
'Its not about what you got, its about what you make of what you got.
Oh, I wish I can fill my rooms with red all over - red walls. red bedsheets, red lamps.The thought of it just makes me salivate.
Beats me, but I am addicted to red nowadays. Wait, and those pretty girls who sizzles with hotness. *envies
READ: MY BLOG, MY SAY
Ku telah miliki Rasa indahnya perihku Rasa hancurnya harapku Kau lepas cintaku
Rasakan abadi Sekalipun kau mengerti Sekalipun kau pahami Ku pikir ku salah mengertimu
Aku hanya ingin kau tahu Besarnya cintaku Tingginya khayalku bersamamu
Tuk lalui waktu yang tersisa kini Di setiap hariku Di sisa akhir nafas hidupku
Walaupun semua hanya ada dalam mimpiku Hanya ada dalam anganku Melewati hidup
Rasakan abadi Sekalipun kau mengerti Sekalipun kau pahami Ku pikir ku salah mengertimu
Aku hanya ingin kau tahu Besarnya cintaku Tingginya khayalku bersamamu
Tuk lalui waktu yang tersisa kini Di setiap hariku Di sisa akhir nafas hidupku
Lots of love, F
/ 10:55 AM
Dearest F,
Biarkan waktu teruslah berputar Mencintai kamu penuh rasa sabar Meski sakit hati inin kau tinggalkan Ku ikhlas tuk bertahan
Cintaku padamu begitu besar Namun kau tak pernah bisa merasakan Meski sakit hati ini kau tinggalkan Ku ikhlas tuk bertahan
Meninggalkanku tanpa perasaan Hingga ku jatuhkan airmata Kekecewaan ku sungguh tak berarah Biarkan ku harus bertahan
Jangan pernah kau coba untuk berubah Tak relakan yang indah hilanglah sudah Jangan pernah kau coba untuk berubah Tak relakan yang indah hilanglah sudah
Jangan pernah kau coba untuk berubah Ku relakan yang indah dalam hatinya
Lots of love, M
Monday, May 11, 2009
/ 11:21 PM
Dearest F,
At the moment, I feel like I am on the peak of a mountain. Standing on my own feet, feeling as independant as can be, willing to embrace anything, just anything on my own. Well, I thought I was that capable. Sometimes I feel like I am beginning to get comfortable in my own skin. Most of the time, I tried to imagine the first thing that will happen when our eyes meet.
I have so much to tell you, F. So much. From where I thought I can make it through with your absence to the part where I feel that I am beginning to suffocate with everything thats surrounding me. I know keeping things to myself is bad. But I really cannot help it. Even though I have people whom I am comfortable sharing my true inner feelings with, at the end of the day, I just feel that its still you who I can confide in best.
Because when I am with you, I can be who I am and also who I am not.
p/s: 11 more days,baby!
Lots of love, M
Monday, May 04, 2009
/ 9:17 PM
Dearest F,
Like I mentioned in my previous parchment to you, my whole family made our way to the Singapore Flyer some time in the afternoon. By cab! Can you believe it? Papa took us there by cab! He is getting more and more generous day by day. Not that I am saying he has been stingy when it comes to money all this while. Thrifty would be a better word. Now, don't you give me that sinister smile. Spare my dad some compliment will you? After all, he sure deserves it for being very wise on spending money. What more with the recession period.
We had breakfast cum lunch at Popeye's Chicken. Finally, after so long of waiting (you and your promises, LOL) , I finally got my tastebuds on their food. Sorry that I tried it without you. Blame Fiqah! She was the one who was so keen on trying it out on that day itself. hahha
Forget it, alright! I promise I'll take you there when you are back.
Oh, F! Look at my hair! *jiggles and shakes butt* Is it getting longer or what? lol However, I have been having the urge to cut it. Rememeber the last time I cut my hair and I didn't like it? Wait, since when have I ever been satisfied right after going for a haircut. But anyways, I was so unhappy and I made you promise me that the next time I tell you I want to cut my hair, you'll make me resist the temptation. Now that you are not here, I'll just cut my hair short tomorrow! hahaah
I am sure you would say," I'll still think you look good even when you're bald, baby!" when you read this. hahaha Whats new? Guys will always be guys, even though I have to admit, I really like it when you say these kind of things every now and then. LOL
So back to the Singapore Flyer story. Unlike the time you and I board it, we didn't get the capsules for ourselves. We had to share it with a couple of tourists from India. I didn't really get the chance to be all emotional and such. Each time I gazed out the glass wall, Fiqah would pull me away and occupy my mind with taking pictures.
Trust me, F! That smile on my face does not actually express the pain I was bearing. Awin is heavy! hahaha But she have lost weight, you know baby. She often asked about you these days. Each time I mentioned your name, she'll be asking when you'll be back. Then I'll tell her, "When you see me smiling for no apparent reason for 24 hours, it means he is back." ):
And I must say we take one hell of pictures! Even after the ride was over. Fiqah and Awin have not stopped snapping here and there, pulling me to tag along from one end to the other. Its not surprising for Fiqah to be like that, of course. But Awin seh, babe! I didn't know she was that vain lar. lol
And F! They have more choices of background for their pictures now, you know! What a waste seh. I find this background nicer than ours.
Oh wells, the memory thats etched is all that counts.
(:
p/s: Its mothers' day this Friday. I think I'll make a card for our mums. Don't worry, I'll definitely include your name on it too. But I am not sure whether I'll be getting anything for them yet. I am a little financially unstable right now. Suggestions, F? Come into my dream and help me out, yeah? I miss you.
Lots of love, M
SPEAK OR FOREVER HOLD YOUR PEACE.
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At the moment, I feel like I am on the peak of a mountain. Standing on my own feet, feeling as independant as can be, willing to embrace anything, just anything on my own. Well, I thought I was that capable. Sometimes I feel like I am beginning to get comfortable in my own skin. Most of the time, I tried to imagine the first thing that will happen when our eyes meet.
Like I mentioned in my previous parchment to you, my whole family made our way to the Singapore Flyer some time in the afternoon. By cab! Can you believe it? Papa took us there by cab! He is getting more and more generous day by day. Not that I am saying he has been stingy when it comes to money all this while. Thrifty would be a better word. Now, don't you give me that sinister smile. Spare my dad some compliment will you? After all, he sure deserves it for being very wise on spending money. What more with the recession period.
We had breakfast cum lunch at Popeye's Chicken. Finally, after so long of waiting
So back to the Singapore Flyer story. Unlike the time you and I board it, we didn't get the capsules for ourselves. We had to share it with a couple of tourists from India. I didn't really get the chance to be all emotional and such. Each time I gazed out the glass wall, Fiqah would pull me away and occupy my mind with taking pictures.
Trust me, F! That smile on my face does not actually express the pain I was bearing. Awin is heavy! hahaha
And I must say we take one hell of pictures! Even after the ride was over. Fiqah and Awin have not stopped snapping here and there, pulling me to tag along from one end to the other. Its not surprising for Fiqah to be like that, of course. But Awin seh, babe! I didn't know she was that vain lar. lol
And F! They have more choices of background for their pictures now, you know! What a waste seh. I find this background nicer than ours.
(: