Th Secrets of my Soul

Sad moment/ Boring moment..

Friday, June 5, 2009

Im sorry Bacen.. I feel sorry for your grandparent passed away.
I hope u okay at home.
just stay at home and relax ur mind.
i think we dont mind for couples of days.
spend ur time with ur family n relatives kays.

now i at home, on my bed just wake up from sleep.
yest, i wanna update my blog but too lazy.
yest, just have takraw at skol and sad moment for my Bacen.

Today, i have no plan.
i just wait for Fahmi or Khai to ask me out or do our project.
i just miss my Bacen.
hope that i can meet her soon..

Ps: sayang.. i agak i da baik kot.. dah tk de pape je semalam satu hari.. mcm saex je? hahah

DiVa @10:07 PM -Leave th bullshit at th door-

Damn sick

Tuesday, June 2, 2009

Halo readers....
sorry for blogging past few days, coz was busy with soccer, takraw AND SICK!!!

nothing much to update today.
now im using my Bacen lappy, coz i wanna do my project for this month.

Bacen, i hope u okay at home.
eat panadol kays? tk mo pikir2 sgt.
kan dah pening2.
just relax ur mind and we will meet tmrw kays syg?

About today, emm...
i went to school late coz my Bacen wake up late.
my fever going off n on, the latest temp was 37.59.
i got a bad flu and cough.
at school, nothing much, just being bully by my friends esp. Aisah.
haha

just do wanna sleep late coz tmrw got school to catch.
see ya!!!
Ps: I love u Bacen!!

DiVa @7:16 AM -Leave th bullshit at th door-

Sweetest day of my life...

Tuesday, May 26, 2009

Hey, readers.. Today, is my happiest day.

we wait for saiful and farhan at Yew Tee platform

then, didi came by at Jurong mrt station.

we all joke around and saiful came up of " no link"

he use his to finger...(haha)

reach at dover, then my Bacen got problem with her stomach..

Reach school, we meet up with farouq and azrie at the canteen.

we got lunch together.

then, then, then..... ( so much then sia... )

then, we went seperate ways..

Ps: Bacen, remember.. i wont leave u kays.. dont worry kays.. i swear to u that.. hope u wont leave me kays.. remember that kays..

I love only u Bacen.. Muakz!!

DiVa @10:35 PM -Leave th bullshit at th door-

Problems, problems, problems...

Monday, May 25, 2009

Yesterday i cant update my blog coz of my school internet broke down.

Now im in school, just after settle some issue with maya.

Ps: maya, relax kay. there are better guys out there. just dont stress so much kay besties..

Jsut now, went to school with my dearest Bacen.

Got some fights with her yesterday. You know i know b..

i nothing much to post for today..

Ps: B.. im sorry about yesterday. i think becoz of THAT thing, i talk nonsense.

i hope we dont fight again n be like we use to be k syg? I love u more than i love myself.

Muaks!! Bucuk bacen.

DiVa @7:03 PM -Leave th bullshit at th door-

Sorry for the late post

Sunday, May 24, 2009

Now im use my Bacen lappy to post this blog, thanks cayang

22may, fri.
on that day morning around 8am, my Bacen wake me up for driving lesson

but i wake up around 8.30am, sorry Bacen..

Then my lesson done around 10.am, so i went to bukit gombak market to buy food for my mom.

when i reach home, i dont know wat to do till 9pm.. coz tat nite, me n my Baceb and her frens all will be overnite at sentosa.

so, i plan to sleep at 1pm..

then, something wake me up..

i got this bad dream about me n Bacen.

Its personal, only Bacen knows.
Then around 5pm, Bacen call me and said tat she cant go to sentosa tonight coz her grandmother is ill.

i cant do anything but to support her, although im mad, but i dont show to her.
she know im mad becoz of last min back out.

then, fir called me and force me to go sentosa with out Bacen.

i told him, i just dont have the mood to go.

But lucky, my Bacen can go.. yeah!

23may sat, 12am
we all at the palawan beach, the two tree house, i think.
there are fir, aishah, didi, azrie, ibrahim, me, Bacen, ary, yana, bob, qila, and some others..

we were seperate into 2 groups.. the kecoh, and non-kecoh...(haha)

then i all the way with my Bacen, spending the nite together
AND i got my first KISS with her. hahaah... Bluek!!

Bacen, i love u so many2.. i really enjoy with u n hope we can spend the nite together again k syg..

Sorry ah bangeh... hahah...

this are some pic i took at there... Scroll up!!!

Then i went back home around 3, so i went to pasar mlm near my house.

then, i saw this couple ring, cheap but nice.

so, i bought it with engrave my name n her name for 15 bucks..(cheap kan??)

sorry u i dont have the money to buy expensive stuff..

i hope u take that gift as my love for u..

hehe

24may sun, NOW!!

just now i wake up ard 12pm, and my Bacen is working.

so she ask me to use her laptop, to make my resume..

later i will meet her again ard 7 or 10om to return her lappy...

Bacen, i love u kays,,

DiVa @1:35 AM -Leave th bullshit at th door-

my Sweetest part of life

Wednesday, May 20, 2009

Yesterday i never update my blog coz i didnt go to class
Yesterday, i got takraw training n a tiring day.... bla bla bla

Today, i mean just now, around 12.30am

i was on the phone with my Bacen

then, something comes in my minds

i ask a lot of qns about love to her and she ans it like she really do serious in me

so, i msg fir for help whether i should just be together with her now.

i keep think for 30 mins

Then Bacen msg me this, "i just realised that i love u... so very much. N im soo afraid to lose u... i duno how cum i can feel love for sum1 that i have just met n know.."

Im speechless by that msg..

Then, 1am, i made up my mind and msg her this, "Walaupun kte da kenal baru 1 minggu plus plus, i mcm rase i da kenal u 1 tahun gitu.. i tahu kite otp tapi i malu la nk ckp ni.. sebenarnya i memang cinta kan u.. mula2, i minat pat u.. terus, i suka pat u.. tiba2, i syg u dan menyintai mu, maksud i msg panjang2 gini, ada sebab.. i tau i tk gentlemen sgt nk bobal face to face atau bobal pat phone.. u tau kan org i pemalu.. i tk tau kalo i mintak ni secepat sgt ke apa... i nk tanye u, sudi tk u jadi teman hidup i sebagai matair i?"

Then, she silent for awhile..

i was so scared to know what her ans is.

i will accept any ans she will give.

15mins later, she reply.."hehe the ans is yes... u ni buat i kekok lah.. haha"

i was damn happy, tapi i nvr show it to her..

Cayang, thanks for accepting me.

i will take care of u

this is my happiest day of life.

i love u, nur alifa umaina.....

DiVa @6:00 PM -Leave th bullshit at th door-

Today someone change me

Monday, May 18, 2009

Today i have nothing to say much..

Just to say that i went to school with Bacen as usually.

And guess what , she took my cigg.

Coz she wanna me to stop smoking.

Hahah..

Thanks Bacen for helping me all the way.

I waiting for her to get back to school from Pulau Semakau.

IMY!!!

DiVa @9:08 PM -Leave th bullshit at th door-