Am I depressed? I don't know...

But lately I just feel tired

I'm tired of everything

I just want to lay down in bed for hours and hours

I didn't want to do anything

I feel so sad

I can cry without any valid reason

And I'm tired

Nothing to look forward to...

No one knows my sorrow

and my sadness

I think I am burned out already

I almost puke seeing all the logbooks that I have to mark

I don't know what am I going after

It's just so blank and empty

My heart feel so numb

Everyday it's just a battle for me to finish a day