..:: Pretending ::..

When people innocently asking me 

 "Tak submit lagi thesis? Bila lagi?"

Then I sing this song

I’m pretending to be happy,
Like happier than before
I’m pretending to be happy,
Like happier than before

I have a secret that I couldn’t tell anyone
I’m smiling like this
Many people who look at me
Maybe they’ll see my smiling face

I leave you and go find a new person
I left with a hope
I didn’t know this would happen

I’m afraid they look at me
I’m afraid they talk about me
So I’m pretending to be happy again,
Like happier than before
I hate it

When I want to see you and when I miss you
When I want to lean back and when I want to go back
I do this
I’m pretending to be happy,
Like happier than before

It’s unreasonable to say
But I know now, there’s no one who like you
I left to find the real love which will fill me up
But there’s nothing like that love

Whenever this happens, the person who is beside you
I hate her, I hate myself more
I didn’t know this would happen

I’m afraid they look at me
I’m afraid they talk about me
So I’m pretending to be happy again,
Like happier than before
I hate it

When I want to see you and when I miss you
When I want to lean back and when I want to go back
I do this

I’m pretending to be happy,
Like happier than before
I’m pretending to be happy,
Like happier than before