18

eunice was blogging abt the fact tt we're alreadi 18... hmmx... wad does it signifies? is it just another number or is there hidden meanings behind it? wad wif responsibility and childishness and things like tt...

i guess people mature as time pass bahs... wad makes who we r now? it's our past, people ard us, our nature... ... school, cca, friends, family, etc... eunice blogged abt tripS class... blogged abt her focused mugging for god knows how many years... hmmx... perfect example of how ppl ard u shapes u... if ur class has lots of ppl wif no life, it's only natural tt u oso become a no lifer...

ppl come and go.. how mani ppl actualli become true friends? juz a few?? not those hypocrites or 'jus happen to be' sorta friends... i'm not saying it's not sth bad though.. just some thoughts... as we grow older, it's like becoming harder to make true friends... ppl tend to hv their own agenda, hv their doubts, etcetcetc... right?

now tt i've completed my a levels, i shall set myself into exploration mode... i've yet to find out for myself how this society actualli work... wad's politics in e office and such... but then, the question is, am i ready for tt? i wldnt want to tire myself out... =P

read this somewhere:
"i think I'm becoming a lonely city dweller. I think everyone is becoming lonely city dwellers. When did time change us from childish kids to gloomy irritable adults? kids find something to giggle about in just about everything. I realise that it's difficult to maintain a child-like heart, to be super content at something small and extremely happy at something big. Somewhere, along the years, i have started to grow up. I start to have troubles i dont want people to know.

Somebody, save me from myself."


this is what i think too... shd apply to some others oso... i just realised that all i want is to be alone... i realli mean, ALONE... it's funny, isnt it? mayb it's juz e exams... which isolated mi from the world... mayb it's jus e process of growing up... whichever the case, i shall live with it... afterall, humans need time to be alone...

omg... the child in me is gone... hmm... half gone?


AND i wish that A levels will end soon... pls save me from e books... dey're devouring mi... churning mi in their stomach... corroding mi with their gastric juices.. and who knows when i'll turn into facaes, that is, SHIT

haish... this is sick! i was sick ytd cuz of the sickening revision... rahhhh!~


anw, juz knew from MY abt the 'anonymous' stuff in friendster... lol... seriously, it's not so good to be anonymous... it's like spying on someone... yeap... MY, u're a spy.. lol...


btw, can anybody send mi pix? of the bbq and of any other things?

路


所谓的历史呀
是人类行为所创造出来的
象是[路]一样的东西
不管你怎样的[路]
只要你不畏惧、不退缩、不回头
一味地勇敢向前迈进
你就会发现你正走在属于自己最棒的[路]


life is a journey... no matter wad comes, we have to deal wif it... those who appear strong mite be vulnerable... those who appear vulnerable can be strong... it's all in the mind... those who are strong-willed succeed... those who arent fall prey to themselves... 人创路... we dictate our own lives...


saw this poem on bay's blog... not sure wad he was thinking... juz some random thoughts from me.. :)

ytd, when studying in e lib, a series of loud hammering sound was heard... when we looked down, 2 tables of ppl, we saw a crime in action... funni thing was, nobody did anything though i was obvious tt dey are trying to steal a bike... yes... in broad daylight, with ppl passing by... those notorious ppl... all malays... 2 in css uniform wearing shorts... >.< apparently, e hammer failed to work and dey got a "scissors" from e minivan.. i dunno wad tt's called... and cut e lock open... -.- made their escape, nv to be seen again...


i believe alot of ppl saw it... nobody did anything... nv take video of e act... nv make an account of the incident to e police after e police arrived... tt poor gal jus lost her bike lidat... zzz... Y are we so indifferent? where's our sense of righteousness? mayb, dey're jus gone ... ...