18

eunice was blogging abt the fact tt we're alreadi 18... hmmx... wad does it signifies? is it just another number or is there hidden meanings behind it? wad wif responsibility and childishness and things like tt...

i guess people mature as time pass bahs... wad makes who we r now? it's our past, people ard us, our nature... ... school, cca, friends, family, etc... eunice blogged abt tripS class... blogged abt her focused mugging for god knows how many years... hmmx... perfect example of how ppl ard u shapes u... if ur class has lots of ppl wif no life, it's only natural tt u oso become a no lifer...

ppl come and go.. how mani ppl actualli become true friends? juz a few?? not those hypocrites or 'jus happen to be' sorta friends... i'm not saying it's not sth bad though.. just some thoughts... as we grow older, it's like becoming harder to make true friends... ppl tend to hv their own agenda, hv their doubts, etcetcetc... right?

now tt i've completed my a levels, i shall set myself into exploration mode... i've yet to find out for myself how this society actualli work... wad's politics in e office and such... but then, the question is, am i ready for tt? i wldnt want to tire myself out... =P

happy days!

gone are those stress ffrom exams and stuffs...
wad awaits are exciting...
numerous shopping trips... iceskating... dvds... maybe zoo... escape... etcetcetc...
this is wad i call LIFE!

hahaz... hvn buy dress... leenaz!!! no more ps-ing, i promise ;) dun sound so depressed lahs... lolx... dun tok abt retribution! hahaz... i believe in it already... ;) and dun think too much! hahazz... this phrase sounds so damn familiar... tik i probably heard this a thousand times tis yr... lol..

wadever it is, this yr has been quite busy... eventful... fruitful... fun... depressed... happy... mixture of everything bahs... hmmss... guess we wun know the meaning of happiness when we nv experience sadness... wellwellwell, ironic? nahs... interesting :P

met up wif sec friends today... ;) felt good... good old days once again... sweet innocence... :P hahaz.. sorta sounds disgusting... hahazz... anw, went to tour ard css new campus... eunice screamed and bitched ard like she always do... thongs n eunice suan-ing each other... carol n i luffing and disgusted at the same time... LOL... hmmxx... time flies...

anw, went bugis after tt... walked ard edge den took some neoprints... LOL.. dere's one shot where eunice forcefully pulled thongs in while we 'bash' him up... now, i'm not exaggerating... his shirt almost tore! waha.. witness eunice's power .. lol.. dey walked ard while i tutor... dey've gd stamina... lol.. super hungry when i reached bugis again! dinner wif them and home sweet home... :)

Relax

went shopping ytd... some wierd gal says she's from some model agency and tik we've potential... zzz... anw, looked for dresses... din buy anything much... but went for a manicure! wahaha.... i love purple :) well, shall try nailart someday...

anw, went for rebonding n treatment n haircut juz now... =P hmmxxx... feels great... ;) hahaz... just tt i cant sweat alot for the nxt few days... and no sentosa for me!!~ :X

well... tutoring tmls... after 2 days' break... hahaz...

Holidays!

well... A level is officially over for me! hahazz...

i love this feeling... sleeping whenever i want... doing things that interest me... watching dvds... staying out late.. mahjong-ing... enjoying dinner... planning my programs... maybe go clubbing... woohooo~~ i'm loving it...

anws, after the paper on fri, went to bbdc wif vb ppl... dey went to register for driving courses... yupz... and i rotted dere... -.- den went pastamania for dinner! my love for cheese is still within me!! hahaz... shared spicy chicken penne wif monkey... turned out more like duper cheesy spicy chicken.. lol.. nice!!~ went mahjong-ing after tt... played till 2plus... won some $ and went home... xy's dad drove us home.. thanks... :)

saturday... i cleared my stuffs... wahahaha... it feels absolutely gd to juz throw everything away... knowing i wun ever nid to touch dem again... hahaz... shuang!

slacked at home today... watched harry potter for abt 4 hours... chatting wif friend on the phone for another one hour plus... nap for 2 hours... etcetctetc... hahaz... nid to nua abit first b4 gg out shop play and stuffs...

i can predict my expenditure for the next few weeks... haha... dere's juz so much things i wanna do... so much i wanna buy... so much i wanna enjoy... I NEED A JOB... hahaz ;)

yeah!!

it's ending soon!!~ onli one more paper left!! heehees.. :)

actually, i've been slacking lots alreadi... chatted for 3 whole hours ytd... den... soo dottss... my mum played with cosmetis... i'm her target... lol..

dere's juz so much i wan to do... basically, i wanna enjoy myself... and find work to pay for my expenses... haha...

sentosa, shopping, movies, sports, chill out etcetcetc... here i come!!~

anws, off for some mahjong.. hahaz...

Exams

wad can we say abt exams?

boring..
tiring...
etcetcetc

now i dun feel anything... lol... dere's a profound sense of serenity... although dere's still a lot of things i've not done... now, that's funni...

hmmXx.. dere's this one last stretch to go before all these is over... hope can breeze through it...

coffeebean... my study place... :) go dere almost every other day for the past few wks bahs... but still not sick of it... :) haha... looked through some photos ytd on monkey's laptop... guess there's bound to be changes bahs.. haha... sze n i look different... though monkey is still the same old face... lolXx... =P no offence gal... haha...

the past is soo beautiful... with the fun and laughter and wadeva else...why does life always become so dreadful during exams? haha... ok... not realli dreadful, just sian...

Personality Test (My state of mind)

You appear to others around you as a person who is simply 'laid back'. From time to time you shelve your ambitions and forgo the desire for prestige and recognition and you are often considered as mentally lazy.

You have the ability and you are the first to know this, but you prefer to take things easy and indulge your longing for comfort and security.You are working extremely hard trying to improve your image in the eyes of others. You are looking for acknowledgement from your peers and those who come into your sphere of influence. You want to be liked, not for what people think of you but for what you really are.

Matters are not progressing as well as you would have hoped and you are having to make concessions - but you still believe that your goals are realistic it's just that people can't seem to see your point of view. You know what you want but you'll only accept suggestions under duress.

You are very restless and inclined to be depressed - and try as you may you feel that you are unable to control the situation in which you now find yourself. You refuse point blank to relinquish control of your feelings and to place yourself in other people's hands. It would appear that there is a condition or a relationship on the horizon which you feel could cause you further unwarranted aggravation and stress. This is the last thing you need at this time. There must be more to life than the present situation.

You are not quite sure what you are looking for and so you tend to be impatient and irritable until what you seek presents itself to you. You need to get away from this unsatisfactory state of mind, especially now, as you find that your powers of concentration are suffering.

The fear that you may not be able to fulfil or realise all of your ambitions makes you work and play hard. The thought of being prevented from achieving the things you want leads you to play your part with frantic fervour.


hmmMx... dun realli understand some parts.. my english realli isnt good... lol

Cant wait!

tml is the first paper!! hooray~~!~~

as i'hv said, i'm getting quite sick for studying alreadii... it's all the same old stuff and nth new comes out of it... no innovation... sians...

anw, went for a jog ytd.. yeapp.. it's been a long time... din noe how long i jogged... but it's rejunvenating.. :) awakened my senses? haha.. wadever...

and as the title suggest, i cant wait for A levels to be over!! :PpP