== LosEr ==
looking at testimonials in friendster, i realise dey say mi optimistic, cheerful, etc... ... haiz..realli dunno laR..coz now i imagining e worst scenerio possible..

"e type that treat sky as blanket when it falls down " is not realli true.. though i jus smile smile n smile, it doesnt mean i happy.. oso dunno where i find e strength to smile when i'm down..haizZ..heart will ache, bleed den mayb i die of excessive loss of blood..haiz..trying to lame..SELF DENIAL..

... ... ...

haiz

== MY LIFE IS SCREWED UP!! ==
y? for a no. of reasons:
1) i'm gg into a class which deres NOBODY i noe!! damn cuckoo!!
2) i dunno wad to do bt my interest
3) i hv totalli no motivation to study..no motivation to even play!!
haiz..life is sad... ...:'(

esther kaiyan

Mass LectuRe

went for math n phy lecture..SIaN diAo coz dey repeat.. for phy, it took dem 30min for everybody to settle down.. esther n kaiyan can pei wo..YEA!!~ so glad man..if not i'll be soo lonely n pAThEtiC..lolxx

BruNcH +MoViE

we den went out to MAC for brunch..veri not healthy laR..heavy meals are BAD..haha..anw ate n tok tok tok..we are chatterboxes u noe..haha.. =P actualli not realli laR..

den all of us din feel like gg back for chem lecture laR..so we pon..TeRriBle SiA..esther propose e idea n we 2nd it..haha..anw I HATE MOSQUITOES!! we were at e bus stop for like 5mins n i got 3 mosquito biteS..grrRRrr.. scratch fr jurong to westmall sia..kana sai~~ kaiyan say i look like jieqi (daphne n rong oso said b4)..haha..NoT ReAllY laR...mayb jus a bit..coz "like ogl like og member" maH..wahaha

haha..watched ms congenality 2..beri nice..wahaha..she is cool..i like!! =P

huiling's msg to mi!!~ muackZz =) 

!! mamalulu's LoGo !! -by huiling 

++ fRi3nDs 4EvA ++ 

~~ act cute ~~ 

== act cool == 

++Bunk in++

Now at jiahui’s house..bunk in wif her..mt at 11pm b4 coming over..she works at breadtalk n brought mani buns home..we party wif tt..haha..dey are ALL ASLP now..I AM E NIAN QING REN HU TAHAN E WHOLE NIGHT!!~ buahaha,..victory~~

Went to causeway point ytd..ate spicy chicken pasta fr pasta mania..IT’S spicy lo..mayb coz I went to add more of e chilli sauce.. =P treated sutian n jiahui to e lunch coz its their bdaes!! Lolx..

Den went to play pool..oki oki lo..i’m certainly not veri gd at it..my 2nd time playing e game..but nevertheless, it was fun..played for one hour onli..haizhaiz..sat play comparitiveli more ex..haha..nvm laR hv fun can le.. =D

Of coz we took neoprints..!! wad to say?? I STILL LOOK AS SHUAI AS EVER!!~ (qianjun’s mother ask hu e person in e pic is!! Don’t recognize mi le) haha..i ACT TOO ZUAI LE!!

Jiahui brought her camera along..n needless to say, I used it to shoot myself..and e others laR of coz..shall post dem up when she sent dem to mi!! >.<>

with qianjun..one iDioT behinD!! 

og 19 rox!~ smile!!~ 

gals in costa sands chalet..we had fun!~ sobx..i onli stayed 4 first nite.. 

my primary skool playmates!!~ cool huh.. 

mass dance + cheers

++i loVe mass daNce n ChEeRs++

e 2 admin days were rather boring laR..towards e end it was FANTASTIC..lolx

first day talk talk talk..zzz..all same as las time de..zzz..lucki got yuko to tok to
mr leow scolded us ..but wad he said was true i guess..

so on e 2nd day, i cheered..affecting some others oso..=P gdgd..but i still tik i cheer too loud..considering i don hear much of ppl around mi =P

settled e subj combi thingy..
i chose: -chem -phy -math -CA (hope i made e rite choice..gave up Fmath lehX..)

den mass dance rox!.. mayb coz dance wif gal (grace)..not wooden block..=D i said she danced well but i danced better =P buahahaha..i'm evil!! plus childish!! hehe..

we learnt a nice dance..UPTOWN GALS~~ sooo nice lo..j2 ogls, dont b envious~

flirting

oh man..new pastime!!~

i jus rmb my new hobby is flirt..lolx..eunice started e BIG thing~~though i started wif erm..meijuan, kahhui n ah-hem,etc first.. don b surprised if we hv some public display of affection(PDA)..=P wahaha..=P

carol's logic: PDA= disgusting if near her
PDA= romantic if a distance away from her(but she can still c)
++ pyschotic carol ++ lolx..jus wanna c but cant b too obvious rite?? lolx..=P

movies..fun..

well well..i enjoyed myself these few days..super relax..haha..don b envious..e las few moments i can enjoy b4 REAL WORK begins..

watched BOOGEYMAN, HITCH n SON OF THE MASK!! haha..watched hitch twice sia..lolx..nice~ haha..4 times wif 4 dif ppl or grps of ppl..din realise i was such a social creature ..haha =P

finalli bought my shoes..YAY!..hope it is worth e price..muz b comfy enuff for running...had to pay myself laR...die le..no $$.. hu wanna b my ATM?? WHO?? lolx..still gotta buy bdae gift 4 jiahui..bought sth 4 huiling alreadi..=D haha..

got into JJC laR...like duh rite..hha..was at queensway again when e ogl called mi..(ytd went wif menghong todae go wif ys..too free huh)..haha..din even tell mi her name..too nervous le i tik =P breath in...out...in.. out..better? thank mi huh..lolx..og 24 i will b in..dun tik i can join in orientation2 leh..haha..jus as well..save $$ =D

haizz..tml will hv to register subj combi le..but i still dunno whether to take MTA or not...*fan ar* =S my life is full of regrets sometimes.. hm..

==HOLIDAYS==
oki..holidays is finalli fun.. one wk is enuff..e mths we had previousli was too long laR. >.<>
come to tik of it..it would b better if holidays is jus abit longer den a wk..gotta catch up on skoolwork oso..i still hvn do tt..haha

FUN is realli e word to describe tis wk..woke up fr a 16 hrs slp..lolx..tired sia..chalet on wed..din slp a wink..on tues wake up at 6am somemore(i slpt at 2plus am on mon) haha..

CHALET

b4 tt went to play mahjong wif friends den went cut hair..so i was late for e chalet..

went in wif gilbert coz he oso late..e others even later..ogls..arrive dere den c them play mahjong..=P lolx.. played a while b4 dey decide to go 4 dinner..we snacked on pringles..soo not hungry during dinnertime..shared soursop wif amanda..lolx..ltr at nite became hungry n ate cup noodles..

tok abt jc choices thru dinner..jjc oki wad..so i choose lo..near my house..i like e ppl n skool..no prob wif tt..haha..tok tok tok..lolx..andy so li hai..dunno how he noe my results..haha..psychic..
went back to chalet after walking around..coz dey wanna watch e er fen zhi yi yuan fen..haha..i got watch oso la..haha but not too engrossed lar..will miss e show sometimes n mostly i listen to tv serials..not watch..haha =Pplayed dai dee b4 e show..too bad nv play wif forfeit de..haha..coz i nv lose..=P

limin made sth 4 all of us..so sweet..tank you..

den watch tv..half aslp liao..soo tired..I WAS AMAZED TT I NV SLP TT NITE..e others slp at around 5am while we went out to watch sunrise..my contacts in my eyes so cant slp lar..hehe..azizah keep tikling mi la..so i tickle back..buahaha..

jieqi left after e show..soo sad man..go fr pasir ris to boon lay den back jus for 3+hrs den go home aga..but took some photos n tok to us oso la..well worth it??wad to say..

played dai dee, listen to music, play murderer, eat tidbits n cup noodles n went out for walk half dead thruout e nite..i'm so envious tt dey can bath la..i 4got to bring xtra clothes!! yuko was freezing so we went out wif her..vivien was abt to slp in e waiting area when we were driven away by security guard..haha..den she went back to join all e others slping..e whole floor filled wif ppl..limin n rongrong down dere so cosy slping..haha

azi, amanda n i walk to e beach for sunrise..but din get to c e sun rising..haha..nevertheless, had a gd time toking joking wif dem..time passes veri fast den..e air so fresh, e wind so cold, e kites all tangled up in trees..haha..den 7am went back to chalet rm..yuko still outside alone..den i went chat wif her while azi pack her stuff..poor yuko banged her head on e floor coz she dozed off n fell down..=(

amanda can onli eat pancakes fr mac for breakfast so we went dere..e shop still not open..suppoed to open at 7am rite?? we waited wif ronalds mcdonalds outside n den chiong in for our breakfast..haha..i eat slowly while amanda gobbled up her food ..dunno y she eat so fast..lolx =P

enjoyed e LAST MOMENTS looking at e positions of e others slping n amanda capturing dem on e phone..lolx..was so funny lo.. yuanjun n kailiang slping n dodging e camera at e same time..=D dey soo jealous we eat breakfast alreadi..ltr some others woke up oso..den we played dai dee AGAIN..lolx..chat wif vivien a little oso..

haiz..had to leave when all of dem woke up n went for breakfast..=(

hope tis isnt e las outing for og 19 though it seems like it..>.<
LUNCH, STUDY

went for lunch wif another grp of friends b4 gg to study wif dem at jrl..i'm so amazed by myself man..can actualli do math after so long nv slp..superpower!! buahaha..den went to mac..dey ate burger..teriyaki chicken one..dunno how it tasste like.. muz try someday..=P den dey tok abt relationship..bgr..sth i dun like to tok abt..lolx..target at mi somemore..anw dey went gaga jus toking abt the guys dey admire..haha..

MOVIE

somehow i still can watch movie..haha..wif yet another friend..HITCH..sooo nice lo..watch e 7plus show..haha..free movie n popcorn treat..gee..though slpy but i nv slp till i get home..dunno whether shd go out wif him aga tml not..=P most likely not bahX..

BEEN TIKING ABT SOMETHING THRU E WHOLE HOLIDAY..SO A BIT TROUBLED..IF I QUIET IF U PPL TOK TO ME, PAISEH..=P HOPE UR DON MIND

holidays

++HoLidaYs++
been a while since i las blog..reason: i was bz doing other things..lolx

holidays: a time to enjoy..i'm enjoying myself A LOT..buahaha..went out wif friends n all..did shopping n stuff..realli seems like i wanna buy lots of things..gonna b broke at tis rate ..=P

where my money will go to:
-shoes (tis is necessary! my shoes are worn out after one year..sobXx..will miss it de..=D)
-haircut ( my hair grow long quite fast..hm..)
-socks (bought ytd..yay)
-etc etc etc

dun seems like much but somehow i will finish using my $$ ..haha..btw, wad sports shoes shd i buy??

gg to kh's house ltr..fun time will den begin..nw slacking like nobody's business =P
chalet first nite muz b fun leh.coz i onli gg 4 first nite ..hehe =P

sleepy

==phew~==
soo tired now..din slp a lot ytd despite staying up to study 4 math 2 days b4.woke up at 6.50am todae sia..overslpt..bleaH~butnvm laR, since i late soo mani times le =P

gave jieqi her present..2pid daphne say surprise when jq alreadi noE long ago..haha..e gift is e one n onli one in tis world!!~ haha =D hope she likes it~ din reply my sms..bad bad..haha==HAPPY BIRTHDAY==

din hv much lessons todae thx to e angmoh speakers fr UK universities..WHEN I WANTED TO STUDY!! LOLX =D

yu-freako n yu-psycho came to my house AGAIN~ haha..dey cook their own maggie mee while i lazed around..gee i'm not too gd a host huh..haha..but at least i provide food laR..n entertainment too..time realli passes veri FAST loR..b4 we even play bb, dey gotta go le..c dem off n played myself..haha..

abit hungry nw..n sleepy..tik i jus go slp laR..don eat too much..if not become fatter =`( sobx..

!SLEEPTIME!

a new mi

==Goals==

i will try my veri VERI best..*determined*~

study days

==missing those days==

*this entry is long*
i am happi with my o lvl results..thinking back, i found myself missing those days of supposedly torrendous studying..especialli those group/pair studies..


special thanks to:

1)JRL(jurong regional library)


ha.. for those who also went there, i guess u know e meaning of "singh" n "white hair freak".. e security guards..haha..we went there almost everyday before n after e prelims tt they recognise our faces..thx for closing one eye huh.. e tables n air cons were great..though staying there fr 11am to 9pm with onli some time-out sessions in btn made me freeze..even with my windbreaker on..

hm..looking back, we crapped alot laR..sometimes had more fun den study..still rmb pizza hut, kfc, long john silver n hawker's food which accompanied us n made us feel sick..PLS DONT PUT CHILLI POWDER N CHEESE IN E PITCHER OF PEPSI N USE AS FORFEIT!
jinhong n i hit the toilet before e prelims physics prac coz of tt disgusting drink..i pity my stomach..

those who went there to study(i rmb) includes:
*e frequent 4*
-me
-benjamin
-jinhong
-eugenia
*others*
-eunice
-yingsan
-lyoe
-weiliang
-roslyn
-joanna


a lot huh.. no wonder i felt it was more play den study..lolx
well, at night we jus lazed around n do some discussions..our discussions sometimes sound more like quarrel laR..=P but nvm, not much ppl around oso..hehe


2)CSS(commonwealth sec school)


hm.. wad to say? i stayed in CSS more after prelims n b4 o lvls..

accompanied by benjamin,junguan,menghong,jinhong,etc..(alternatingly la)

now den i realise dey all guys..eh..dunno wad e teachers tik..wahaha..

by right, e skool supposed to be open till 9pm..but sometimes, onli a few ppl stay back n we were driven out..!


3)MAC(McDonalds)


then go mac(near skool de) (-.-)"" stay dere till around 10pm.. eating, studying, playing, talking, stoning,spacing out..wahaha..


sometimes during wkends, jinhong, eugenia(sometimes not dere) n i also go mac(BB de) to study..less play more work..coz ben not dere..lolx..but still fun laR..gossips spice things up a little =P


Messages to:

-Jinhong- i'm not abnormal..haha..u did well..good effort huh..
-eugenia- yesh..4get unhappiness n enjoy ur new found happiness..haha
-benjamin- had fuin studying wif u..i noe i got good fashion sense =P my opinions on ur dressing sought after..muz pay $$ de leh..haha..best wishes to u..
-eunice- cheer up..12 veri good liao lo..
-yingsan- good luck in poly..mass com 12 can enter rite??..happy studying wif u n ur brother =P
-lyoe&weiliang- i not tt pro laR..explanation not gd..=P
-joanna&roslyn- miss those m&m's ur buy..lolx..
-Junguan- wad subj combi u taking? u may not b reading tis..but nvm..thx 4 everything..hope u don tik i'm mean or wad..hehe..smile, k?
-menghong- backstabbed? dunno laR..forget it..haha


whoa..studying was fun..wonder how i'll prepare for A lvls..:) must study hard~ lolx.. BE A MUGGER LIKE JIEQI..wahaha..*wink*

payment

==PayMent==
If students do not want to make payments through the e-payment mode, they can still submit their course applications through the JAE internet system. They can make their payments to MOE later (by 15 April 2005), either:


by sending a cheque to MOE (make payable to ‘The Accountant General, Singapore”, indicating their name and NRIC), or


pay by cash/NETS/Cashcard in person at MOE Customer Service Centre (at 1 North Buona Vista Drive, Singapore 138675).


As the MOE Customer Service Centre is likely to be crowded during this period, we advise students who wish to make cash payments physically at MOE, to come between 7 March 2005 to 15 April 2005.


haiz..not tt i dun wan..e prob is I CANT..got error!!~ *grumpy*

4am

==making ch0ic3s==
well..it's super early..i'm crazy..but seriously..at tis hour e traffic online is LOW..u can easily access e moe server..whoa~

so, here's my pick(in order of my preference):

1.JJC science
2.AJC science
3.PJC science
4.biomedical science SP
5.chemical process technology SP
6.optometry SP
7.chemical engineering SP
8.biomedical sciencce/biomedical lab tech NGEE ANN
9.chemical n biomolecular engineering NGEE ANN
10.biotech NGEE ANN
11.biotech SP
12.NIL

hm...e poly courses i signed up for..dunno whether suits mi not...but nvm..shd b able to get my first choice ba..plS doN b3 cruel to mi..haha..

AJ or JJ? i chose JJ..i realli don like travelling jus to get to a place to study..TIME IS PRECIOUS u noe??..furthermore, i'm comfortable in JJ..wif e ppl around n e enviroment..=P though e facilities a bit old laR..AJ is oso old, i heard..haha..i loathe e idea of hving to make new friends..i will miss those in JJ..tts y..

haha..sooo..i'm not leaving dem..gonna stay in JJ for nxt 1plus yrs..hehe..not taking bio le..tik most likely taking chem phy math combi.. Shd i try ECONS?? dunno le..my language is no gd...i cant express myself well..sumone pls ans mi..

try le den if drop like not too gd leh..will change class de..*thinking*

i'm Fed up

==Pissed off==
TIS IS SO SO SO IRRITATI(NG..cant e moe find a channel more appropriate for e jae?? e server is all jam n slowwwwwwwwwwwww..wad e *******~


haizz..wasted half an hour trying but its still e same old thing..breath in n out ..in.. out..arghhh..feel damn bad nw..soo bored..


oki..so my patience is no gd..but realli..haizzz..wad if till tml oso cant register?? quit skool n go work???! :(

at my house..

==having fun==
daphne, huiling, shiyun n mi now in my house..haha..


2 jokers pillow fighting now..crazy liao..dunno whether to luff or to cry..my poor pillow..! :P


jus now went kfc for lunch..real funni n no face..was luffing fr start to end..stayed dere for one hour plus sia.. imagine how mani ppl stared at us..makes mi paiseh..but i realli luffed UNCONTROLLABLY.. :D i even spit ice cream out at daphne!! coz of excessive laugging..wahaha..


huiling burped so louydly sia...sooo funni...hope we nv get more stares...three times in one row...liike thunder lidat!!! buahhaha..


i luff till cough...wahaha..now hyper le..byeee!!~