Aiya chey its nothing after all. i'm fucking stupid
Sunday, September 26, 2010
oh dear oh dear. seems like all the bad karma all come at me at one go. too heavy for a hit but i think i deserve it.
ULTIMATE FML just now. seriously wtfbbqomg. bosheng ar bosheng, wads happening to you? landing urself in such a pathetic state,
i shldnt be like this right now.
I'm still deciding what to study, registration date closing for the Jan intake at RMIT. business like very general but i'm not sure if i have other options? lazy to think and stuffs. living is terrible. being a guy is shit. unable to study is worse. i guess i need that piece of paper after all. thats the minimum if not i aint sure what i can do if i dont have that.
Monday, September 13, 2010
fuckcare = fucking dont care i F dont care already haha. screw everything, gonna ORD. lead back my normal life. now super seriously lack of $$$
hope i strike 4D this week =) lol
Monday, September 06, 2010
i'm glad someone invented a mobile phone, so i can sms anyone when i'm bored i'm glad someone invented the internet, so i can have contact with the outside world. i'm glad i have a PSP and itouch to help me pass time.
withouth all this, i think i will have depression long time ago already. passing each second like a minute each minute like an hour, each hour like a day, each day like a month, each month like a year.
what does it mean to be truly happy? there are so many unanswered questions in my mind right now. so many doubts,
ppl like me are perhaps only passer-bys in your life.
Sunday, August 29, 2010
Step Up 3 in 3D was definitely awesome! If i was 10 years younger i'll definitely start learning dancing. lol. especially watching together with a bunch of close friends =)
had Astons before that, the queue is forever long i duno why, maybe because of the price ba haha. yup dont think u can get that kind of food with such an affordable price anywhere else in the heart of Singapore. well crap around as usuals, i feel at ease whenever i'm with the bunch.
i keep listening to SHINee - Lucifer. i duno why, the melody's so monotonous but i just like it. Seeing Sh's hair i'm so jealousssss coz i haven ORD yet..damn haven ORD = u cant do alot shit u cant really chase the one u like etc.
jiayou and tahan to myself. coz in the end there's only myself. FML
Sunday, August 22, 2010
was at Rebel last night as Brandon is going to UK to study right after he ord..so this may be the last time i'll see him in years. kinda sad as he really looked after me during my army days in my battlion. Super brother man him, even though i dont agree some of his actions sometimes. haha
there's 8 of us and it's kinda sad that he's going. or perhaps i'm abit emotional when quan han says he will miss all of us, (he just ORDed). miss those times during my UIP days, more memorable than my BMT imo.
doing 700+ jumping jacks together, getting pumped an average 200+ push-ups per day. always on the alert of activation, change to smart 4 at the speed of light. marching and singing from spot to spot, getting our faces thrown together, stink and sweat together, taking tests and fail together, and our timing for setting up the bus improves as weeks go past, and eventually we turn operational. if not for them i dont think i can make it too. well those were the dreadful days but i kinda miss it now. lol
alright no more emoness! met a new friend today, Miss Chua, before i went to meet brandon, and she's prettier than in pictures but she kinda reminded me of the "Gwen-days". lol! and went to k-box with her 2 other friends and the new interface so confusing lor, the top-hits list dont even look like top hits lor, never hear before one. kns, and so many singers dont have thier display pics. lol sucks.
and and, a few things happened in club, was totally shocked and no time to react. gosh. and and not i want to BHB but when i came out of club, a group of 3 girls that my friend knew inside, one of them came to get my number becoz her the other friend said that i'm "cute" (wah i type this out i also wanna puke already) basically she sabo-ed her friend because she has no intention of knowing me. it reminded me of "Gwen-days" becoz thats exactly how i knew Gwenn abt 3 years ago. lol
and and and, her name is taboo. she's the best amongst her peers imo. lol.
Monday, August 16, 2010
Was out with buddy. Caught Salt and its not that bad la, mai hiam buay pai.. it was a adhoc and last minute decision and so we kinda rushed. and who ask her so late!! we need to eat at a very fast speed for our dinner and we tried out the jap cuisine that we nv tried before at PS. the Ramen i ordered was nice =). and we got a free dish somehow becoz the person served wrongly. lol zuan dao man. luckily The Cathay have advertisements and so we're not late for the show.
after that, i thought she wanted to go home, but i think she's emo so we went selegie to buy tao huey zui. and we're hungry after that. After that we walked to bugis and chatted throughout. we wanted to quench our thirst with the soy bean drink but instead we got more thirsty and hungry after that. haha.
okie after that we kinda wasted 30 mins sitting at Bugis platform deciding where to go for our supper. damn stupid coz we're both super indecisive, well thats me luh =) she dont mind coming yishun but not so nice ask her to come all the way just to makan so i volunteered myself to go tampines instead..and we made another last min decision, went to GV and saw there's timing for another movie so we watched the LOUSIEST show ever. The Last Airbender. only graphics passable only, the story line is crap and so are the dialogues. like "cow head dont match horse mouth". i think i can do a better job in directing and scripting. wth is this show? totally waste money. the show ended at 2+am and we had mac for supper after that.
Found out that actually she's quite talkative also, not so quiet as she claimed to be =x so we're done, walked her back which is like 3 bustops away, and cabbed back after that. i was planning to slp as i have duty but in the end i doze off while playing SCII. gosh. plan failed. well duty@redhill sucks without staying out but its only 1 week + go. jyjy (to myself)
Tuesday, August 10, 2010
Came across this..meaningful.
Treasure what you have...
Time is too slow for those who wait;
Too swift for those who fear;
Too long for those who grief;
Too short for those who rejoice;
But for those who love... Time is Eternity
Monday, August 09, 2010
Sometimes, its really amazing to think about it, u can be the bestest of friends and the sweetest lovers, but both of u treated each other like complete strangers when u see each other on the streets sometime later, not even saying hi. I'm not saying anyone in particular or neither have i met someone like that (not yet).
but it really fascinates me that bonds like that can be broken easily, be it friendship or relationship. its because no one gives a shit about the past, u can be so nice and sweet to one another for years, but an ugly incident or quarrel that sparkles within minutes will lead the both of u to hate each other so much that u cant forgive him/her. amazing isnt it? humans.
today Lena and Sh Tay came to house visit me as they got nothing better to do on a public holiday. and so am i. watched The Crazies together on my com and its really not that scary compared to other zombie shows? lol. if i said its not scary means it really not scary. and we had chats to keep each other updated and seems like they're encountering "problems" now at this phase of life. Hope u guys will be fine =) especially my dearest pure and innocent Sh Tay. lol.
Happy N'day people! =) days like this dont really mean much as we get older isnt it? =) just another rest day for the working class
Sunday, July 18, 2010
My family usually is not really close with each other, As in we dont celebrate each other's bday. We seldom wish each other face to face either, no hugs or kisses
Only my mum makes the effort every year to bring us together on our birthdays.
We dont shake hands, we dont confide in each other.We dont go for family outings, at most we only have family dinner and i'm glad is getting more frequent. Now my sister is engaged, dont live in the house anymore.
Even though we're totally not expressive, i know they still care for me and vice versa via little actions.
But................we still make the effort to take pictures this time on my dad's bday =)
Friday, July 09, 2010
Just read this from my friend's twitter and it made sense. To all boyfriends in the world:
While you yell at your girl, there's a guy wishing he could whisper sweet things in her ear.
While you humiliate your girl,insult her, offend her, and degrade her, there's a guy who appreciates her and reminds her of what a great girl she is.
While you hit your girl, there's a guy wishing he could make love to her.
While you make your girl cry there's a guy that is always making her smile.
If you don't take care of your girl, someone else will take care of her for you,and there's nothing that you will be able to do if she ever decides to go with him and forget about you
Thursday, July 01, 2010
Anyway, speaking of Jay's new album: "Superman can't fly",
it totally sucks, i only liked 2 songs out of the many, kinda disappointing as though he didnt put much heart into this album or he has lost his music talent?
finally finished SAF day parade, its a new experience to see our DPM Mr Teo and our president Mr S.R. Nathan up front. woo u can say its like once in a life time experience.
well i got arrowed for the parade but at the last part i did felt a little sense of belonging even though i hated army so much. lol. and its been a while since i sang the National Anthem. lol nostalgic.
Celebrated Nigel's 21st at phuture + a night at holiday Inn that he booked. i think the hotel is kinda cool though it looked abit old. somemore can watch world cup! lol.
can say that we had quite an insane night =)
slept with my contact lens and woke up with ultra red eyes, as expected.
MOS's clam chowder is the sex.
i'm loving it even though i'm not a fan of clam chowders. as usual, i'm lazy to upload pics as i'm blogging in camp. wall of text ftw =x
About
Davien Soh
22.11.88
Simple
Hates to waste time
Dont like being unrealistic
Super hate ppl that waste my time too
Likes being direct and ppl being direct
