Good afternoon world. I kinda just woke up and intend to go back to sleep aft this. Sucha bummer!

Just have an urge to blog bout some things in life. In my opinion, there's no such things as A cant do without B and vice versa. It dwell on me today that its not totally true but still, that's my stand.

During this period of time of bumming around, the one who accompanied me the most is tw. Of coz it's not everyday. He has his programmes wif his friends too so do i. But u knw, w/o him my life will be so much worser. I wld be so much depressed. At least he brought some laughter and brightness into my life. Else, think i'll probably sink into depression already. Really thankful for this not blood related brother whom i treat like as though we are related.

He will be here, he knows me so well, he's big hearted and nice lah. Dun wad words to describe but at times, he is even better than my own brother. Really. Thats the irony of life i guess! Actually being buming ard for so long, wad i actually hope to do is to go overseas and work. But getting a job overseas is not as easy as abc. Well, let's see. I have no idea what i want too. So, i'll continue to bum ard and wait for money to fall from sky.. 2 mths of bumming ard and counting.. HAh!

When parents go overseas for 8 days, i will be so at peace coz nobody will kp me. HAha! Do anything i like! Already have some monkey business up my sleeve ;P Chey chey...

I will jia you to continue to bum ard for the time being. Bye cruel world!

A day with no plans ended with something. Well, morn acc th to ave 8 to visit the doc for the 2nd time. His fever is not subsiding and he isnt feeling any better. It has been 4 days alr, worrying. Hope the fever will subside by mon else the chances of him being down with dengue is pretty high. Dengue isnt fun at all, gotta be on drip and its gonna feel like shit. Had lunch tgt aft seeing doc. Porridge and barley water =)

Went tai seng area to get some aircraft paint with ting wei. Then down to amk to collect tw's medical report and send it to TP for him. A day of running errand? HAh.. Well, at least it isnt a boring day. There's people accompanying me. So ya... Not that lifeless.

Missing hk badly. Why? Here has just too much for me to bear =(

Anw, extra pair of hands/help/company is just a call away and you refuse to activate it so wad can i do? Sit one corner and LL lor. Family!? Do you knw wads the meaning of this word!? You call this kinda relation, this kind of treatment family. Totally wtf man! Disappointing max!

It's been really long since i last blog! First post for this year. HAh! I remember how i used to blog everyday in the past. Laziness has get into me real much ;P

Ytd i just came back from my HongKong trip with my secondary sch friends. Wenyi, Irene, Lynn, Leon, JinTai, Jackson and Ting Wei. It was a 4 days trip. My first time taking a budget airline, tiger airline and also my first time to go for an overseas trip with friends only. Its so much more fun to do without my parents. HAh! Really man! I enjoyed myself so much there. Good company and so much freedom. No parents to nag and all. Can do things the way i like it and otot.

If possible, never will i want to take tiger airline agn. 3 hours plus flight journey, not too long but yet i sit till my back and legs were aching badly and cramps. That really sucks. I love and enjoys airplane rides but definitely not in such uncomfortable manner. I recall how comfortable it was to be taking airlines such as SIA, cathay pacific etc.

One thing really amazing. Planes just does wonders. It never fails to put a smile on my face and deep down in my heart. There is this special feeling between me, airplane and the sky. One day, i would really hope that i can be the one piloting the plane! That's my dream, my goal, my aim! Sky's the limit! =)

So, hongkong 4 march to 7 march 2012. Its quite a nice place to be in. I adapted so quickly and well into their environment and everything that when i came back to singapore, it feels weird and everything seems new to me. The roads, roads sign etc. And i was actually feeling real sad and emo to be back, really. The moment i was back, i wasn't happy at all. I never expect myself to miss hongkong so much. Im surprised with myself. Here has too much for me to bear. I cant take it, truly. To be happy agn, i need to leave this place for good.

There's isnt a need to own a car there because their public transport is really convenient. Bus, ferry, tram, mtr and cab. Its really easy and quick to get around in hongkong via their public transport minus the part of squeezing in mtr which i dun really like. Hah. But on the whole i like their public transport. It's really efficient and cheap compared to singapore. I enjoyed the ferry ride the most. Its so colling and chillax. Sometimes at the end of a tiring day all u need is just a relaxing ride home which a ferry is just perfect!

This trip was really a fun one and good experience. Especially the guys, they were all so steady and on time. They look out for girls and i realize how much more matured we all are over these 4 days. Everyone was very on and ya lah, so many ppl sure got different point of views here and there but glad we all were understanding and try to make things work without any unhappiness.

We covered many places over the 4 days. My legs were so tired from all the walking. I've never walked so much in a day in my life before and this is like consecutive 4 days! Gosh! My legs were like almost gonna give way alr. Its really walk from morn till late nite when we get back to hostel. But it was a good experience ;) I truly enjoyed myself and i bet my legs have had a good workout over the 4 days. HAh! ;P

Quite disappointing that i didn get to go to some places which i wanna go and i didn manage to get a new pair of shoes and a pair of skates. Oh well... Hopefully there will still be chances to go back hongkong agn. Over there it feels like home lor, surprisingly. I dun knw why but it is really a nice place to live in in my opninion. Mayb i was there only 4 days, if long term i may not like it but i dun think so. I've always wanted to move to a new environment to start a new lease of life and hk is not one of the country that i expected that i wld like it. Life's like this, you never know until you been there n tried it.

Now that im back in sing, im not even happy though i knw i shd be contented and appreciate what i have here but i just dun feel happy to be here. And this trip to hk make me realize that though singapore is my country but it cannot be my home as it is not a place that i wld want to stay/live in. I am not happy over here. there's jus too much sadness for me to bear. But im really thankful for those bunch of good friends and brothers here. They walk through so much shits together with me. They made so much things possible and made me who i am today. We had so much moments, memories etc together be it happy or sad and all these are priceless.

These few peeps has a special place in my heart. Wld really wish to grow old with them as brothers as good friends be it we are living our life in the same place or not. Be there for them when they need. Though we are not related in any way but i really treat them like my own family. I can go all out to help them to be there for them. They are the ones who understands me the best too. My attitude, likes and dislikes. They are irreplaceable. The best thing that happened in my life. Without them, i dun knw wad i will be. In my heart, no one can be replaced but in others, you'll never know. You can just be replaced/left out/forgotten by that some one coz all they see and appreciate is another person who stepped into his/her life.

Oh well, it was a nice feeling to be blogging agn =) Hope to embark on another overseas trip agn SOON! ;) Need to work my ass off for $$$ first!

Howdy! Im starting attachment in abt a week time.. =(

Anw, last nite went msia wif imran and frens. Asked sis for permission to drive her car in and pump petrol. She allows but then i knw she bu fang xin. Still, i went ahead. Imran drove too. As usual we had our food then went to pump petrol. Lika cheap only lor compared to singapore. Some more i drive back home and also went other places the petrol still like full one sia. The needle also nv really moves. Think we really pump till max man! So with this i can conclude that shaking the car does allow us to pump more more petrol. HAHa. Even my bro also go msia so frequently to pump petrol. LOL

Well, msia is pump 97.. Can feel the difference. The car is more powerful as compared to pumping 95 petrol =) All the fun will soon come to an end soon. One more week to be playful and then its working my ass off for 6 freaking mths! >:( I dun knw how im gonna survive this 6 mths! __

Sianz... HAIZ!

Howdy..

Last post was 26 july.. More than 1 mth back. Well, its holiday for me now but it's coming to an end soon. Oh well. I'll just take a step at a time. Feels like i have tons of things to do before i start work. The list seems to be long but yet agn like nth. Shall find time and go do them on my own.. Or perhaps i'll just drag someone out wif me? Hah. But most prob i'll just settle stuffs myself.

Screw u big time! May karma find u soon! =)

Hi sucky world! School's a piece of shit that i must get it done and over with! I knw i have to but seems like its gonna be tough! Arghhh! Ytd and today i totally cldn get myself up at the usual timing whereby i get myself ready for sch. 7.20am the alarm goes off. Snooze and snooze for many times. Sigh!

Monday i was lucky to get up at 8.30am like finally and having dad to send me to sch which i eventually reach class just on time though there was jam on the BKE. Today i ain't that lucky. Yes, dad is home but he has to work at like 10 so he cldn send me to sch. So asked him to send me to amk mrt instead. Take mrt to sch is way faster. Reach amk mrt at like 9.05am. Coincidentally saw faci ong wan ying. HAha! So train tgt.. then also went to da pao mac bf tgt and walk to sch.

I have nv train to sch in my whole life in RP so far and still can go packed mac bf and walk to sch. Oh well, lucky me. Manage to reach sch just on time agn. Thks to dad else i will only reach at like 10.30am or so... Sigh! Still got 2 more weeks. How to continue like this. Aint always that lucky.

These 2 days has been coughing really hard! Is like coughing my lungs, heart, intestines, stomach everything inside my body out. The coughing was so bad that i cough till tears went down my cheek, almost vomitted and my spine was in pain. Screw this shit! I swear its damm terrible! =S

Idk wads wrong lah! Fuck the cough! Time to get on and do my fyp ppt alr. Bye fuck world!

Somehow, there's still this fine line that defines. Why?