Oh just radomness

Oh so many things going on and I am in a bad mood. I should be taking a nap so at least help a little bit of the grumpy..but I will later.

Dental Update:
I went to my consult w/Dr. Tillery yesterday afternoon and I need 4-5 hours of oral surgery. So that will be fun. Because of the rather extensive periodontal work I need done, I have to be under ansesthesia, but one thing I like about the dentist (and MDs don't do this) is that they like to THROW drugs at you. They told me I could have Valium before, morphine during, and percocet after. WHOA!! Lets have surgery tomorrow. But back up. Because there are only like 3 dentists who are also licensed anthestisiologists in the state of Indiana, I have to go have a consult w/him as well, and lucky (NOT) enough for me, this guy only does 1-2 procedures, A MONTH!! So, most likely, the earliest I will get in to have my procedure done is, JULY!! Let me break this down for you. I actaully have really pretty teeth, but I also haven't been to the dentist since i was 19, because the last time I went, the dentist tore part of my gums off, my face swelled, and I bled out of my mouth for days. So now I have 4 cavities (I've never had ONE in my life) and my gums have gingivitis. As for the periodontal work, I have to have my gums packed w/tetracyclic antibiotics to help them heal but before that, the dentist has to go in and clean them. So, yeah, Im gonna want to be asleep for that. And the longer I wait, the worse it will get. I stopped driking any type of caffinated beverage (except for the occasional iced tea) back in the beginning of March when I was sick and that has helped tremendously, but the longer I wait, the worse chance I have of loosing bone in my mouth. It's not good news. So Im going to call Dr. Tillery after my consultation w/Dr. Sexton (on 5-28) if they still say they can't see me til July and see if there is anything that can be done. I was hoping to have this done b/f we go to Arkansas, but Im not seeing that as happening. Ughh, so that was a LARGE part of my bad day.

PS 1250 Update
Today we had a new girl start, which in and of itself, is not a bad thing (well besides that the PS is growing too fast, but thats okay as well). The BAD thing is that she wasn't supposed to start for 2 weeks and I wasn't prepared for her to start today. Her mom says she is potty trained (NOT EVEN CLOSE) and that she speaks English (NOT ONE WORD). And that is also fine with me, but why do people feel the need to lie about that? We accept children that aren't potty trained, they don't have to be to come to our PS (unless they are like 5, and then thats a problem) but this little girl is 2. But the mom lied and so did another teacher. This same teacher is one I have had problems with before. She is crazazy and w/o going into too much detail, she just makes me feel worthless. And she does things, maybe kind of going into it like she is being helpful, but, um, ITS NOT!! I just can't stand her and thats all there is. It's like, I want to vent, but after awhile, it just gets tiring. It's the same shit, different day. I know how to deal with my kids. So let me.

School Update
BLOWS BLOWS BLOWS BLOWS BLOWS. TOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO MUCH WORK!!!! Is there any more to say?!?!?!

Okay, that is all for now. Im tired and need to take a nap so I don't tell off Ms. B tonight in class like I did last Thursday (that was neat).

PS: My parents are constantly at each other lately cause my dad is grumpy old man and my mom isn't taking it anymore, so it's kind of stressful at my house right now.
PPS: Evan planned our 1 year anniversary. We're going to Holiday World (I know, cheesy, but who cares) and he got us a room at a place called Santa's Lodge. It's a Christmas themed wood lodge like thing. Im really excited!!

Hmm...what to blog about?

Basically the weather here, as of late, has been, shitty. So lets start this entry talking about..weather.
The NWS has to be full the biggest bunch of bullsh*tters alive. Seriously. How can one group of people be so wrong all of the time? Except for summer, when they can say "it's gonna be hot & humid all damn day" they are NEVER right! Apparently, we had a "severe weather alert" on Thursday that was supposed to last 24hours..Umm then it was upgraded (if that is the correct weather wording) to a winter storm warning. Now we all know what that means..Nothing! Yay. So on Thursday it was cold, but nothing major, just an inch of snow. So I was hoping something major would start before classes, but no. So as Im driving to school, an ice storm breaks loose, it was tons of fun. It took me almost 60 minutes to make a 20 minute drive. Good times. I had been at school MAYBE 15 minutes when in comes the dean guy and tells us "if you take 65 or 70 to get home you need to leave now." WHAT!? I just got here. He said the traffic report was really bad and really crowded. And guess, what, it was. Not good news. Because it was after rush hour, traffic was light and people hadn't realized it was time to drive like an asshat yet. So the drive home only took 30 minute. By the time I went to bad, the winter warning was gone. Hmm..what?! It was icing and snowing etc, and no bad weather was reported. So Friday comes, and we don't have the day off (huge surprise) and the weather was getting progressively worse. One of our teachers left early and told us it was really bad. So we called parents to come try and get the kids early if they could, which they did with no problems. So right now we have a mixture of snow and ice on the ground. It's really great. Good lord Im long winded and this isn't over.

So Im stressing about wedding stuff. Such as the fact that my mom wants to make the centerpieces for the reception and thats fine with me. But the florist advised that we use roses from Costco or Sams Club to use w/the leaves/branches/candles because paying her would cost $15/table for labor ALONE, not including the cost of making the centerpieces...so I understand my mom wanting to make them..BUT..when you use real flowers, they shouldn't be set out more then 6 hours in advance! So when are we gonna do this? On the day of the wedding Im prob. gonna be pretty much freaking out (cause it's what I do) and I'll be busy getting ready as will all the bridesmaids and mothers..So who are we gonna have set out these flowers? My mom's suggestion was to do it a couple days in advance!?!?!?? Are you kidding me? Has she lost it? And anytime I would suggest something, she wouldn't shut down. Just stop talking. Thats been her newest thing..But anyway, Im gonna have to email Linds and ask her what we should do. Not to mention we still haven't settled on a DJ, a cake, invitations etc. So Im kind of stressing.

Okay..thats pretty much all for now. I owe school like $600 so thats good since I don't have that much and I got a bill today for monies that I paid back in DECEMBER and trust that I receipt from the f*cking SCHOOL and trust also that I will be in there bright and early on Monday to give them $300 for tuition and tell them that Im not paying the roughly $200 they say I still owe from last quarter. This school just loves to screw me, I would NEVER suggest it to anyone!!!! Im never gonna get my degree and when I do, Im gonna be in debt I feel like I'll never recover from.

Maybe thats not all. I just need to say that I feel angry/frustrated ALL THE TIME these days. I don't know if it's cause my hormones haven't regulated yet (from going off BC in December) or what the deal is. But I constantly feel like I want to scream at someone or punch something. I need to join like a kickboxing class or something. Im just constantly stressed. It's school, it's the wedding, it's sometimes Ev, it's just life I guess and right now, it's hard to juggle all of it. Ughh..get me a Valium.

Oh for goodness sakes

This isn't even wedding related but I feel the need to blog....
Last night there was a teacher's meeting at my preschool which I thought I had to miss because of school. Well I talked to my teacher and she said it was fine to leave so I called my mom (who is also my boss) and asked her if I needed to be at the meeting (we were reviewing in class & even though I COULD miss class I didn't WANT to) she discussed w/me what she was going to talk about and I asked her if anything was going to change invovling MY students or MY class (cause umm those are things I need to have a say in). She said no, nothing except what she talked about. Okay so Im feeling fine about missing the meeting..Until 5:20AM this morning. I am getting ready to leave & she is upstairs eating breakfast as Im getting ready to walk out. I ask about the meeting, she says it was good, lasted 2 hours (yikes!), and that the discussion went pretty well. As Im about to leave she says "we're moving Jasmine out of your class and you will start having naptime in Mrs. Tammy's room." ARE YOU FUCKING SERIOUS!??!!?!?!? Jasmine is not ready to move out of my class and having them nap in a different place will mess up their nap schedules. Jasmine needs to be with me until she gets potty trained, but of course my mom thinks she knows better. So Im so upset Im shaking & almost in tears because she LIED to me & just drops this bomb. She was about to say something else but I told her I had to go. She had the audacity to act suprised when I was upset and told me "Im sorry your so upset." And I said "It's fine I'll get over it just like every otehr decision thats been made." How much of a coincedence is it that at the exact meeting I can't go to she make changes to my class!? That was really neat. Then when I get to work my room is trashed because one of the other teachers couldn't do a couple of SIMPLE things I asked her to do. I was in a pissy mood pretty much all day & I just talked to her & of course SHE didn't do anything wrong and blah blah blah. Sometimes I get so sick of her stuff. Anyway, that was basically my day & I feel better having blogged about it.


Wedding Stuff Ahead
We've picked colors, I may have mentioned this before, but since my brain is , here we go. They will be Persimmon as the main color (a burnt orange kind of look) like here http://davidsbridal.com/bridesmaids_detail.jsp?stid=2967&prodgroup=110 and apple as one of the accent colors (but not bright more of a dark red) like herehttp://davidsbridal.com/bridesmaids_bycolor_detail.jsp?stid=2984&sid=15406&cfid=52 and a little bit of a green accent. It all looked really pretty when we looked at Davids last Saturday. I really don't like any of the dresses I see on the Davids website and I know they have more in the stores, but when we went to Posie Patch and I saw the Allure & Maggie Sottero etc dresses I LOVED every one of them. I just wanna skip Davids all together and head to Posie Patch but my mom says no. GRRR..I thought we weren't gonna be able to find a place to have the reception but so far I've received yes's from Jonathat Byrds, Primo West, Rathskellar, & IMCPL Downtown. Im excited to finally get a place reserved. Hopefully we'll go tour those facilities next weekend, since this weekend the goal is to find a dress. Im also planning on making sure I still like those colors together and in about 1-2 weeks sending out Bridesmaid Luncheon invitations. My idea is to have all the girls get together for lunch and then we'll head to (most likely) Davids and I'll tell them the main color and have them pick whatever dress they want as long as it is floor length. Maybe we'll do this over my birthday weekend because the holidays are coming up & they won't have time til January to get it done.

That is all for now..