My Goodness

To everyone that has commented.. I have never felt so loved in all my life. The support from women who don't even know me has be amazing. I literally was moved to tears by all of your comments. It is just really good to know that Im not alone in this and that other people are thinking of me. Can I just tell you something though? The worst pain & bleeding was today. I thought it would all be over by now (I don't remember how long my last one took) but this morning, I thought I was dying the pain was so bad. 3 vico*dins later, and it's still low-lying. Like pain that is there, but in the back of my head. Also, I am so scared that everyone I will never have faith that a postive pee-stick will ever equal a baby. Im terrified, and still so sad about loosing this baby. I had such a great plan to tell everyone, I was going to tell my husband tonight. I barely made it through the picture frame department at Kohls on Saturday, because that's how I was going to tell the would-have-been grandparents. Ugh. This is just sucks. But thank you for thinking of me. Hopefully soon, I will be back to posting about other things, but right now, it's hard. It's like Im in a cloud. And the physical pain is so much that Im just exhausted all the time. I miss you baby.