Sorry & Happy Birthday

hi my lovely baby,
Happy Birthday to U.. smoga awak makin kurus & dipermudahkan segala urusan dunia & akhirat.. lagi snang a awak nk kaya nt.. hee

hmmmmm.im sorry for last nite.. i totally ruined one year of waiting time in one nite. my deepest regret to let u alone on birthday nite.. i dunno how can i forgot the nite.. i always think that nite will be tomorrow. my silly mistake. maybe ade hikmah disebalik kejadian..
sy marahkat diri sy sendiri..sdih & rasa btul2 truk.. how stupid i am..
sy pon sdey sgt.. rs mcm i lost u for a long time..and very regretful...
if only i can turn back time just one hour for u.. sorry syg.. sy janji this wont happen again..sorry

lot of things i miss out in my life.. the only thing that caused this mess is myself
i share less thing with u.. im sorry because im very secretive..i want to learn to share with u every part of my life..

i never forget about you syg.. how can i live without u.. i never forget your birthday.. awal2 lg sy bli hadiah utk awak..

im very sorry.. i owe u 3 years of wonderful birthday nights.. how can i make u feel happiest girl ever in a nite.. please Allah show me the way..

 much love for u, luv u n always luv u

be STRONG

saya tahu mmg susah bila da slalu jumpa
slalu dok mkn ngn saya
slalu jln2 ngn sy
dlu time saya RA n awak dok kt umah pn sy rs cm2
mmg rs everything missing
everything is U
n i keep missing U

tp bila ada byk aktiviti kt lab
aktivit ngn mbe2 sy
tgk cita sama2 ngn mbe
klua mkn sama2
i keep myself bz
baru la rs ok sket

stiap kali tmenung sy pk psal awak
tiap kali sy tgk kt parking lot msti jd rindu btul kat awak
tp bila sy pk awak dok kt umah dok sronok mjuai
i feel happy

although i miss u much n u r not here
but when i know u r happy with family n fren
sy rs lega n happy for u too
jd terubat la sket rindu sy

be strong syg, make frens, keep urself bz working on future
one day everythin will settle down
we will claim the victory together
n stay with u forever

much love for u
luv u n always love u

hey2 baby

ni laptop nk wat hantaran x?
hua3

fback

first date 5/10/08.. hee

kn dah ada

da tulis
hua3

HEPI BESDAY MY LUV

epi besday bbear
surprise..hee
sy x on9 pon tp leh wat posting br spesel utk besday wak
asalnya sy nk wat blog ni adaih besday wak..
tp da kntoi plak
adush
tp still surprise.. tiba2 j ada post baru .. hee

wlaupon dok jauh ngn wak
x leh tgk wak tiap2 ari
pnat gak la sy pk camna nk celebrate
at least this surprise u a bit

awak da tua (leh a kawen)..hua3
grow stronger, wiser.. comey
smua psl awak sy suka
u r best thing that ever happened to me

today is all about celebrating you
wish u sweet 20
luv u n always luv u

ALL I CARE ABOUT

besnya wak dok tgk af
smp x ingt pon kt sy
really miss u
sy sms pon x reply
isk2

pnat2 jg kdai pon layan af gak
fanatik tui
apa nk jd kmu

sy x marah pon
just really mishu
as long as u happy
everything fine for me

long conversation do heal
at least trubat sket rindu kt awak
x pa la
mgu dpn leh jump awak
hee..bes
mishumush bbear

BES KCAU

syok btui kaco wak pg2
hee

pastu wak g jg kdai plak
sy kco ag
hua3
pdn muka

boring2 je sms wak
wak x reply sy call
hee
rs cam slalu ngn wak
always by ur side
mishumush comey

cant fget tat nite

9, 10, 11 jan 09

heh..wak nk wat blog ek

heh.. lm da sy x post
asek bz ja dok klu ngn wak
heee

wak nk wat blog ari ni
ngarut tol nk boh radio la, tv la dlm blog
isk3

new year

hye wak
da lama sy x tulis entry br psl kt
tenet kt usm slow sgt
camne sy nk tulis

da 2 mgu sem br start
n epi new year
cian wak result x ok - saddest thing 4 u for last year
its ok
u got me - best thing for 2008
try my best to guide u

heh..skg sy kt umah
missu babybear
sdey sy nk nek bas ari tu.. x sgu nk tgal wak
luv u so much sweethart

lot things hppened
i wan to make tis 2009 better year wif great achievement for us
luv u
n always luv u

awak.......

hye wak
da lm sy x tulis psl kt
sjak wak blk korea.. tiap ms dok ym ngn wak ja
smpai x taw nk ckp pa

tp sjak 2,3 ari nih
wak pon cam mls ja nk ym sy
ntah la np
myb less is better
sy dok on9 slalu..myb tu yg wak rs boring ngn sy

kdg2 ble ym ja ngn wak
ade je kja len yg wak wat
heh..bc paper lg best la dr lyn sy kot
nvm
but...
am i loosing u?

shes back from korea

last nite.. wak ym sy
last word 'tungguuuu'
i wait
n wait
n still waitin

hope u left me message that u r leavin for msia
as i wait, i keep prayin that u r safe
really worry abt u

at last
i got sms from u
thx god
wak da blk
dpt gak sy denga sore wak

tp bila sy usik wak..
besa la usik2 ni..
tp wak ckp through sms..' xska wak'

sy x taw tat word do u really mean it
or just for my 'usik'
it took all nite to think that how wrong i am
do u really hate me?
mayb u just tired nk lyn sms sy yg ske ngarut
anyway tat words hurt
time sy call pon wak x ckp miss, love, care
neway..
x pe la
i try to think positive.. my wak tired + kt umah cousin
maybe...
i hope....

1st time g mcD

1st time g mcD ngn wak..
tangkap gamba kaki
erm..
miss u angel

im sorry..

wak......
sy x taw pe yg ptut sy taip..
its my fault..
sy x ptut kuar time wak nk ym sy..
im very very very sorry

ive try to come home early for u
but...

im sorry...hard to juggling between promises n be wif u

as a result of my idiotness
i miss u.. n really miss u

as i promise.. sy nk tunjuk gamba alya kt wak ari ni(spatutnya)
miss u babybear

first date...

heh.. 1st date ngn wak time blk raya.
ade org tu punye la x saba2 nk raya ngn saya
haha
last2.. date time dinner kt pizza pb

hue3..ade org mkn pizza lua pinggan (^_^)
best gle rs date ngn wak
cam bdk2
wlaupon sblm ni ckp jrg2.. tp bila klua rs cam dah lm knal
nape ek?

pas mkn pizza g bli slurpee..
pastu dok minum atas kete smbil sembg2 lame gile
kntoi plk ngn membe sy.. adeh

pape pon... a night to remember
that night i found an angel....

how i knoe u

boring3..
wak dok korea x ingt da kt sy..
isk
x pa ar..

ingt x dlu2 camne kt leh knal... dah ar invi kt sy
dush3
sy ym wak time cuti mid sem kn
tq kt lan.. sbb dia sy dpt ym wak
wakaka

da g korea

aii
awak dah nek flight g korea
last wak call gne nset mama

mest dok nari2 kat airport td
haha... bile ar wak nk blk
mish u mush

late nite miss

smalam sy majuk ngn wak
x majuk pon sbenanye
rasenye la... hakhak
mayb just sick of missin u much
penyakit br ni

x kisah la.. bley gak klua lunch pastu g secret recipe
hue best..
tu ar sape soh wat rules.. x leh jumpa smpai weekend.. hue
u looks great in red

heh lupa
ade ke ptut sorok resit tuh.. seb baek sy x cr btol2
muahaha

nasi ayam ke bubur ayam?

ari ni lunch ngn dia. g kt ns ayam periuk besar kt pb..
best gak la ns ayam dia tp air teo ais kt sane x boh gula. gula abeh kot
tp x pe.. bley pow air epal dia.. haha

tp kn bile dia mkn ns ayam.. ns tu da jd cam bubur ayam dah..
isk
x snonoh tol.. haha
mkn ngn tgn plak tu 'bubur ayam' tu.. dia ckp sdap mkn camtu
hahaha
x kisah la.. im happy seeing her doin wat things that she likes..
tats my girl, lina..