Anyhow, from the incident, I had realized the big mistake I had made and should learn to be careful from the people around me. Apart from that, I have learn to nurture the love of family. Without them, I could hardly rise up from the fall instead of keep mourning for the sadness. To my sister, Si En, I felt sorry as we always quarrel over something small..arigatou for the encouragement you had given me when i was so down..
>> To My Beloved Family

PS: thanks to cynthia chai and joel who have accompanied me to walk through these few days.. thanks..