Once upon a time, I was falling in love
 But now, I'm only falling apart
 And I cry cos you're not here
 There's nothing I can do
 A total eclipse of the heart

Once upon a time, there was light in my life
 But now, there's only love in the dark
 There's nothing I can say
 Inside my face and see that it's just you
 A total eclipse of the heart

I am always in the dark.. Because I can't be with you



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Thursday, March 25, 2010
10:00 PM

sry for nt updateing for soo long have been working night shift for the last week and tis week... i don knw y for the whole day my heart feel soooo heavy, and
tis morning i tok to a female fren of mine i just say "hi" to her and her reply was
"stop sms me sry" and i reply "y" she reply"sry bb" i was like what i do hais den i reply her "tc" and she reply "u2". haiz i don knw wat has happen and y must i get tis type of treatment from gals!!!! WHY WHY CAN ANY 1 ANY 1 TELL ME!!!!!!
I JUST FEEL TAT MY FATE AND THE LINKS WIT GAL JUST SUX TO THE CORE.
IF 1 DAY I TURN GAY DON BE SHOCK OR SURPRISE HAIZ MAY BE IS JUST MY LUCK WIT GALS
IS UP BA FEEL SO FK UP NW >< haiz

expressing the emptiness inside me..

Sunday, March 14, 2010
11:46 AM

haiz y i don feel love frm my family like other ppl family
why some tym i just feel like moveing out and don contact
them anymore i knw wat uu all will say it ur family aft all
they are the onil thing tat uu have in tis world but some tym i just feel
like running away and nvn look or turn back wan to make them suffer for wat they
done been thinking aft ns move out of the hus and rent a room and change my num
or sign on navy and go on sailing don need to see their sux up faces haiz ppl and me look on the bright side of life it hard for me nw but life still go on feel like screaming nw and drink till i am dead and forget wat has happen can someone just kill me i am veri veri tired of tis life and putting up a strong front she has strip me bare off everything nw i am weak and eazyily hurt
HAD ENOUGH OF TIS BULL SHIT AND SICK OF EVERYTHING !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

expressing the emptiness inside me..

Saturday, March 13, 2010
11:32 PM

HAD ENOUGH OF EVERTHING LE
LOVE!!!
LIFE!!!
FAMILY!!!
EVERYTHING IS COMEING ONE AFT ANOTHER LIKE A WAVE NVN ENDING WTF
CANT STAND IT ANY MORE WHY IS MY FAMILY SO FK UP
ARRRRRRRRRR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
JUST HAD A FIGHT WIT MY BRO NB HW I KNW THE FOOD
MY MUM COOK GOT LEFT FOR HIM AR ALL IN 1 BIG POT HW
THE FK I KNW DEN I ASK GIVE HIM HALF DEN HE SAY DONT WAN
DEN SAY HAVE TO COOK MEE HIMSELF DEN SAY WASH THE POT AND
I DON WAN SEE A FKING STAIN OF THE POT DEN I GIVE HIM LL FACE
DEN HE PUSH ME I WAS LIKE WTF LOR LISTEN TO UU LE STILL HAVE TO PUSH ME
WTF IS THIS NB I TELL MYSELF DON GET ANGRY IF HE PUSH ME TO THE MAX
I DON KNW WAT I WILL DO
MAY BE I WILL TAKE A KNIFE AND JUST KILL HIM
OR I JUST JUMP DOWN FRM FLAT AND JUST END MY LIFE
I WISH EVERYTHING IS ALRITE LIKE LAST TYM NT LIKE NT HAIZ
JUST WISH TO SLP AND NVN WAKE UP COS I JUST GO LIKE TAT NO 1 WILL
MISS OR REMEMBER WHO I AM FOR WAT I DONE I JUST A NOBODY!!!!!!!!

expressing the emptiness inside me..

Monday, March 1, 2010
9:32 PM

my mei sms me today and ask me kor so long nvn chat le
hw are uu i say still de same and den she reply so kor got bf le ma
i say no and told her the road on love for kor is fill with alot of nails
been hitting alot of nails and nw waiting for love to come tired of looking le haiz
and my bro say "sean it tym to move on le" and don be so emo le and i told him it eazyer say den done hiaz why is it soooo hard to move on the more uu love the more hurt uu will be haix why love have to be so hurtful

expressing the emptiness inside me..

Sunday, February 28, 2010
9:12 PM

guyz sry for nt updateing for soooo long due to some issues at home
hais for the pass few weeks been crying myself to slp haiz wat is happening to me
exams in 2 weeks tym and i don have the mood to study at all haiz wat is happening to me when out wit my bro ytd he ask me y ur fb statues gone back to emo de i told him tis i still miss my ex and i have nt forget her at all cos the damage tat she did to me it was too great for me and at tyms i been thinking wat i have done to get tis treatment frm her haiz at tyms ppl find me and chat abt there problem abt their r/s
i was able to help them. when ppl ask me "sean uu can help ppl in their r/s wat abt ur own r/s" i reply them "doc cant heal itself it needs another doc to heal" when i see couples along the street i was so envious and jealous but in my heart i wish them last long and stay loveing and sweet always and a few days back i posted o my facebook tat i was looking for gf and the respond i got was haix got ppl say why i so despo and got ppl say i hopeless hais aft see it i was so moodless and feel like crying out load haix
gtg will update soon

expressing the emptiness inside me..

Sunday, January 31, 2010
7:05 PM

YO guy and gals sry for nt update my blog for sooo long
lot tings happen since my last post just turn single
on last year xmas haix wad i do to get tis treatment >.<
and when more micro mouse competition on the 28 of jan @sp
before i cage in the mouse i try to test out my micro mouse
guess wad happen the program tat was flash in cant work at all
haix my tym and effort is wasted haiz during the holidays come back
almost everyday to do the programing when sch starts pon a few lesson
just to do the program end up tis is wad i get haiz >.<
and it beem 1 mths and 6 days since i broke up been trying to knw
some lady's and their reply is some how cold haix
and try to woo some of my crush and they tell me "sry i got stead le"
i was like WTF haix looks like i will be staying single for some tym ba

expressing the emptiness inside me..

Tuesday, May 12, 2009
11:24 PM

Tis song is for the gurls tat i love before and nw

Baby baby I miss you I need you here with me my life is incomplete how I
long to see your face I miss your pretty smile without you theirs no me.

Can any 1 Tell me how can I move on show me how to carry on when your no longer
there and tell me how can I be strong when my happiness is gone if your
no longer there.


And when I close my eyes and let the rain fall from the sky and wish that I had
never ever made you cry regardless of what circumstances be you kept
your word and your promise to always honor me so what I gotta do to make
this up to you hope can I make you feel the love that I still have from
you did I lose your trust did I lose my mind did I lose the gift the
lord sent me from the sky I guess that you can say I kinda went to far
played my selfious little games and broke your heart into a million
pieces when you laid there and cried and all that I can do say I'm sorry
I lied remember when I told you that the day that I die I want you to be
the only one there by my side you have been my happiness my best friend
my everything and even though my word means nothing I'll love you till the end
the end


How can I be strong knowing now that your gone I reminisce on the days
you use to hold me in your arms shed tears every night something I've
never done before the life of a player wasn't worth losing my girl
you're my world and I need you id do anything to see your face over
again I lost more than just a friend till the end I will love you will
never be replaced the emptiness inside me lived in this of happiness
tell me how can I move on its like living a sad song just to here you
breathe or the sound of your voice you were the light in life I was
afraid to let you go the days go by don't want to live no more if I
could touch you one last time show me a sign ill be there i hold my head
down cause your no longer there but I know you in the heavens looking
down at me how could the sweetest girl in the world be taken from me.


so baby baby I miss you I need you here with me my life is incomplete how I
long to see your face I miss your pretty smile without you theirs no me.

expressing the emptiness inside me..