Attention: This may be wierd.

“Can depression actually relapse in a person?” That was what I had asked during one of the training sessions during my work attachment. It was to help workers better identify illnesses or mental conditions that old people may be experiencing. Looking at the quick screening test, I wasn’t having depression. But immediately another period of my life popped up in my mind and I realised I would have answered yes to most of the questions. And it was shocking, since 3 was enough to have necessary further evaluation. Not to mention scary. The answer that the expert told us was that it is possible after some time. But what about without medication? Can one overcome it? I didn’t dare to ask that though. Somehow to me depression has always been a person’s character. Something you go through in life (I still think this is mostly the case). I don’t wanna be some self-obsessed idiot. Analyzing my feelings, maybe I did suffer a bout? But not to be too dramatic. I believe I have had no thoughts of suicide. Man, I feel like a doctor analyzing himself for disease symptoms. Incredibly weird. Looking back, there were many things. Like, not trusting people, being overly suspicious and imagining things. It’s embarrassing, I must admit. But I have no idea if it’s just a character trade. STUPID.

Anyway went to watch Enchanted today with the class. Fun :D

Here are some long-due photos from the chalet!! HAHA Only have second day in my cam though.













AHH Too many! Shall continue another time. Need to work tmr.

HAHA! I am updating today! I haven't loaded the pictures from the camera to my computer (I don't know how to), and the the camera's with my mom. Crap! What if she sees the wierd pictures inside.. NOOO! ... Anyway, i talked to some girl from morrocco yesterday. I thought she was from france initially cause i googled "oui" and found out it was french. I was playing online chess on yahoo! if you were wondering. Yes, I'm that bored. Anyway, excitment seem to come from wierd places. My mom took a half-day leave, to shop at togoya, or something at toa payoh. After we came back the maid was'nt at home. My mom wanted to try and look for her around the blocks nearby, but dad had to SLOWLY go to the toilet. And they missed her. They were looking if she met the golden-haired rubbish-dump guy, cause our block neighbour told us he was her boyfriend. Me and mom started climbing the bathtub to look out the bathroom window. Cause our dad said he spotted the guy, and we did'nt want to let the maid know. :D I have found out that I make a horrid detective. I got a balaku from hitting the tap.

Today me, janice, kevan, hector, kathleen & stephanie went to sakae sushi after the OGL meeting. MY FIRST TIME AT A SAKAE SUSHI RESTARANT! Such a momentous occasion. Anyway, we ate and what not. Then came the disgusting dare! Each of us ate a cucumber sushi, soaked and stuffed with wasabe. HORRIBLE. Actually, kat and hector did'nt have to do it, cause they did'nt lose in zhong zi mi ma. But they were gracious enough to help since janice and I lost twice. HAHA super funny.

I have recce tomorrow! It's the MMM check-out-the-place thing. (I did'nt understand the word at first.) Toa-Payooyo here I come!

Apparently, it will continue like this. I am so tired of having to pretend. I feel I am beginning to hate and fear the malicious beast, like those of the past. What can I expect, I should have realised they were of the same species.

I haven't been posting lately, mostly because I did'nt have to mood to. Too disheartening (see above). Well, OP is over, that's one good thing. Now, for I&R. I CAN DO IT! The word limit is irritating. I wonder if we can put stuff in table form. MUHAHAHA. I love our OP video, especially the evil laughter part. :D I slept super long on friday night when I came home!! HAHA I slept immediately when I reached home (est. 5?) until the next morning 11! I did'nt even know I was that tired. My mother even felt my forehead and checked my breathing.When I questioned the reason for her wierd behaviour, she said she was checking if I was still alive. "You sleep so long I thought you die already" Talk about wierd mothers.