Saturday, June 19, 2010
Talk about revenge. I thought I could have secured some bonus points in wrenching him. It's fairly obvious that I didn't want to meet anymore. I was just playing along. But suggesting it was part of the rules, little did I know I got so offended when access was denied. Logic seems to go wayward whenever I'm dealing with this case. Now what the hell are you up to? Ignoring? Avoiding? Running away? I'm gonna enjoy my weekend more than you do, you bastard.
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12:06 PM
Saturday, June 12, 2010
With loving family and friends, I don't think I'll need anyone else to fit in. Especially one who don't deserve to stay and ruin my life. Now the thing is, how to walk out of this mirage..
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9:08 AM
Tuesday, April 20, 2010
What it seems may not be the truth. The deception to the eye. Really cool. Or you may be hearing things that are deliberately said for you to be entranced. I'm enjoying the rest, thanks to blue eyes. I don't feel guilty because he assumed, I just followed through (x but oh well, I'm already late for work, gosh! I was early yesterday, could this become a habitual behaviour? This better not be, for this may cause dire consequences to my future prospect. However, till then, the bore of the chore is making me really sluggish. As the magnitude of the work scope is diminishing, the responsibility vanishes with it.
Oh please let get in the university and course of my choice, I don't have much time for another long awaited chance! As I continue rattling here, I'm just one stop away from work. Finally, now for the finishing touch before I rush off to work, hah!
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8:43 AM
Thursday, April 15, 2010
Whee! Watch out for the next new big thing coming up! So weary of dance rehearsals and thinking of ideas to make my item better ): To side track a little, it's a little tiring holding on to three strings or more at the same time. Wonder how some can handle it and even enjoy it. To me, it seems as though it's a soothing effect, a layering one, that masks the pain from the prior one. It's unfair but sometimes, losing the directions might be so bad that one just can't think of other alternatives. Inference skills at work (x
I don't classify this as deception, it's just plain human nature and I'm just one of the classic example. I don't think anyone can understand my posts anymore because it's gonna become something to track my emotions and thoughts..
I have very good friends at my new locations, always doing very fun and silly things. Pulling pranks is one (x my oh my am I gonna enjoy my last two months there!
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7:30 PM
Sunday, April 11, 2010
Do you even know what you're doing? Or do you know what others are doing? The rules of the games are not stated. I play it the way I want it to be, am I a proud puppeteer? I'll never know maybe eventually, i'm the one true silly puppet.
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6:25 PM
Tuesday, September 29, 2009
I think Im getting used to it. The smell of charred ashes. The easy going people around me. Crazy crowd. Busy people. Comfortable seat. Ongoing Promotions.
Labels: The cause of the change
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3:37 PM
Thursday, September 24, 2009
Rain splattered on my face,
the morning freshness with a smell so faint.
I started out trying to keep pace,
finding a route that will cause less pain.
Small gestures that warmed up my cold morning.
Labels: Thoughts on loud speakers
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10:01 AM
Wednesday, September 23, 2009
If you ever feel that you need to be better than everyone else, please do the following.
Instead of putting down others and naming them as self-centered creatures, why not say that you are the selfless one always ready to sacrifice for others? In that way, others are still plain ordinary while you become extraordinary. Set us ordinary folks as the yardstick and be better by shining through your qualities. Never make us worse off or degrade our values just to bring across the point that you are in fact, much much better than the ordinary.
Got that? Now start applying this. Circumstances have been harsh on you. However, while your contributions stay laudable, Im still just the ordinary girl in the world, behaving in an ordinary way. Note that.
Labels: Self-love can be destructive too
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10:26 AM
Thursday, September 17, 2009
Ive chanced upon some quotes that males have written with love and relationship as the issue.
It is fairly interesting. If you have the sentiments, you will laugh after you read them. Some quotes radiate prejudices against women. Don't worry ladies, I will address that later (:
1. When a man steals your wife, there is no better revenge than to let him keep her.
---David Bissonette
2. After marriage, husband and wife become two sides of a coin; they just can't face each other, but still they stay together.
---Sacha Guitry
3. By all means marry. If you get a good wife, you'll be happy..if you get a bad one, you'll become a philosopher.
---Socrates
4. Woman inspires us to great things, and prevent us from achieving them.
---Anonymous
5. I had some words with my wife, and she had paragraphs with me.
---Sigmund Freud
6. I've had bad luck with both my wives--The first one left me, and the second one didn't.
---James Holt Maltana
7. Two secrets to keep your marriage brimming.
1) Whenever you are wrong, admit it.
2) Whenever you are right, shut up.
---Patrick Murra
8. The most effective way to remember your wife's birthday is to forget it once...
---Nash
9.You know what I did before I married? Anything I wanted to.
---Anonymous
10. A good wife always forgive her husband when she is wrong.
---Rodney Dangerfield
11. There's a way of transferring funds that is even faster then electronic banking. It's called marriage.
---Sam Kinison
OKAY! Most of you will know that Im more of a feminist..so I had my own response to the above quotes to justify the behaviour and mindset of women. You have to hear both sides to be unbiased, correct? Here goes...
1. When a man cheats, forgive him. It wouldn't be the last anyway.
If not, 1) Leave him (option viable when childless)
2) Don't kick up a fuss, shut your eyes forever (With child)
2.I agree to this quote as it is unbiased and my favourite thus far. I cant help but smile even though I read it umpteen times.
3. By all means marry. If you get a good husband, you'll be happy..If you get a bad one, remember to voice out. you have NOTHING to lose anyway.
4. Man gets inspired easily by lofty ideas. Unlike us, they don't have a logical plan to achieve it.
5. We listened, men never do.
6. For a man as such, I will say that the first wife's great escape is laudable.
7. Comments 1) Thanks for admitting, but we know you don't mean it all the time.
2) Shut up and silently mock at women's "idiocracy" ?
8. We don't have problems remembering our husband's birthday. We only had problems trying to look more surprised than shocked at the presents you gave us.
9. Man wanted EVERYTHING except commitment.
10. A good husband always apologise mindlessly for things that he has never done.
11. To secure a man from taking flight, cripple not his legs but his finances.
*Phew* Okay (: That's my comments in response to the funny quotes.
Labels: The ultimate marriage bible
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8:50 PM
Tuesday, September 15, 2009
Happy Belated Birthday to Emily dear! Hey so sooory my work ended late and i was beat tired. Lost my voice and was aching from standing for the whole sunday. In the end, did not make it to your 21st birthday party. Forgive me! haha (: Nevertheless, hope that you had fun on that special day. Stay CHEERFUL and optimistic as always!
Labels: A post for you (:
Liberated at
3:36 PM
A cloud of doubt shroudded my vision. Why was it so hard to acknowledge the fact that Im STILL not in school studying the time away? Yes, it is a fact. The unbearable truth, almost disgracing to a certain degree. All people live their lives differently. You cannot compare lives using a yardstick. Right, I got that one. However, we are humans arent we. Apart from erring, comparing is the next right to our name. Oh no, the inescapable period of life. I cant help but lapse momentarily into a square box thinking. Gosh, like walking barefooted on hot, burning coals. Memories did their flashback at my expense. Some vivid, some oft faint and confusing. Some being forced to the neatest corner of my mind. Belch. Purge. Try to fit in and make it work. Difficult. It seems like the last piece of jig-saw puzzle that Im holding on can never fit in to complete the picture.
Labels: Buzzing voices
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2:49 PM
Tuesday, September 1, 2009
Long awaited. Torn between decisions. More to reveal and more to be undisclosed. How far am I willing to share with some and how much am I going to conceal? Im contented with what I have now. Who should know? There are no such thing as secret in the world unless you bury yourself with it..
Yays!! Now i have street jazz classes from next Monday onwards. Ive been wanting to get that musicality back in me. Hope everyone and everything Ive left behind are well. Hopefully.
I want the Internet accessssssssss!!!!!!
Labels: Secret Password
Liberated at
3:33 PM
Wednesday, August 26, 2009
A
NEW start and beginning. Refreshed and ready to take up
more challenges!!
I like the new place and ppl.. oh well..not all because some made me feel uncomfortable. Still, this is a foreign plunge and I love the thrills.
Tonight, im starting ballet lesson of the next level. Hmm..dont know what to expect but im glad that most of my ballet friends are continuing too (:
I have to do meet-ups and updates with so many friends soon. Im excited to know what it has been like for them so far.
Im thriving well and im moving towards my korea trip at the end of the year! What's for lunch?
Labels: invigorated thoughts
Liberated at
12:18 PM
Monday, August 10, 2009
Tomorrow will be the final verdict. I hope she can just laugh it off. I dont think she will expect that I will pull off such a thing.
However, never underestimate what a kid can do!
*Laughs*
Labels: Great Wall of China
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10:10 PM
