Too pissed and upset to study for my test so here to blog before trying to study. So freaking angry! Some things are just not fun when you're around people that make your blood boil. I've really got to remember that first impressions may sometimes be the best, since the consequent ones are horrible. Fooled too many times already. sigh. Want to get rid of pent up anger but really don't want to be like the person I'm hating now. Don't want to be a complainer either. Sigh. I think I might implode soon.
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There you go You're always so right It's all a big show It's all about you You think you know What everyone needs You always take time To criticize me It seems like everyday I make mistakes I just can't get it right It's like I'm the one You love to hate But not today So shut up, shut up, shut up Don't wanna hear it Get out, get out, get out Get out of my way Step up, step up, step upYou'll never stop meNothing you say todayIs gonna bring me downThere you goYou never ask why It's all a big lie Whatever you do You think you're special But I know, and I know And I know, and we know That you're not You're always there to point Out my mistakes And shove them in my face It's like I'm the one You love to hate But not today -SimplePlan

Gosh i am so tired. Cheerleading Practices. Ballet practices. Homework. CCA. Lucky house stuff not in full blown yet. I think i'm gonna die next week, when my ballet teacher returns from her 1 week overseas trip and dance and HC starts fetting serious. So dead. Anyways, thankyouthankyouthankyouthankyou to those who voted for me. I really appreciate it :) Actually thats the reason i'm blogging. HAHA. Off to start GPP now. Due friday and it's not even started. Gone case. BYE

Had to go to school early today cause had house comm elections. Whoo scary stuff. I woke up really late and had to be rushed by dad to the bus stop. It was kinda wierd without mum yelling at me to get up in the morning. Felt empty. Anyways I made it to school on time and started getting butterflies thinking about the speech that I had to give. Sadly, i have to admit I didn't really listen to most of the other people's speech cause I was too tense and blanking out. Sigh, I have a feeling that I won't get into house comm. I was so nervous and kept looking at the paper la.

On to the sweet stuff. After econs lecture ( of which i was lost) we went for recess. I followed rachel to get photocopies of the GP notes, while the others went to get a table. Then rachel said we should buy our food first then go put our bags with them so we would'nt have to walk one big round. I was a bit stone walking so i said okay. Then I realise that it had no logic cause we were walking an even longer distance and looking wierd with our bags buying food. I told rachel and after some thought we went back to the tables. Then melissa came up to me and grabbed hold of my shoulders, and I was like "huh?". I looked behind thinking maybe there was some handsome hunk she was looking at, but didn't see anything hunky. So I went to the table and saw the cake. Sad to admit I didn't realise what the cake was for at first and it took a while to register. But so sweet la! Its was a chocolate cake ( my favourite) with candles and everything! HAHA I got a birthday song too! First time ever since my birthday's on a public holiday. Super cool! Whaha Thank you everyone! Love you guys so much! Really appreciate what you guys did.. Anyways, everyone digged in and it was super fun though messy cause we ate straight from there. Lol. I can't believe I didn't notice Jie Lin carrying around the cake at all. And I even sat next to her in the hall! Haha so sweet la. :D

I've got to go ballet tonight. Gosh muscles aching still from last practice. Whoots super cool day!