Yay! We got Gold! MJ dancers rock on! Haha. Sadly no 2 words of glory behind. I was slightly dissappointed cause I heard about the TP getting gold with honours first. Wah liao damn sad la. Sighs.. Anyways quite contented despite it all. But funstuff coming up what with the dance camp and all. We gonna learn different genres of dance and from what the senoirs said, the trainings will be killer. Still, I'm really looking forward to learning all the different types of dance. We're gonna have dinner with the seniors as sorta farewellon monday. I am really gonna miss all of them. Sighs.. Luckily we still get to see them during the dance camp! Whoots.

I wanna learn how to do handstand! Haha damn still not done with my PI.

Syf today! We came to school at about 7.30 in school uniform. (Useless really, because we changed right out of them when we reached school, and there was no one to check our attire anyway.) We ran through about twice in the hall and then went to the canteen to fill our stomaches. Was so stuffed i was afraid I could'nt fit into my costume. My proceeded to put our our scary makeup. Then a really sad thing was that faizal ( one of the dancers) had a high fever and ms Lai advised him to go home. I really pity him because all his months of hardwork together with us seems wasted. Hope he gets well soon. After that we rehearsed to fit in the new blocking without him.

On the way there...I actually slept most of the way there unintentionally. ( Wanted to listen to the SYF piece but handphones had been surrenderred to teachers.) When we were lining up for the performance i was super nervous. Could see the tough competition right in front of us. But mange to zone out later. We all kept in character ( of being a over-stressed worker who hasn't slept in ages) throughout the time we were waiting. And when we were in the wings we didn't look at any of their performances. Our performance itself seemed to pass so fast. Just a few minutes to show what we're made of. My mind was in a blank after the performances and could'nt remember how it was like. Joy said it's normal. The instructors smsed us that we were really good and that we did them proud. The teachers said energy was good but could be neater. Sigh.. I really hope we do well though I have a sinking feeling we won't after watching HCI's performance. :p Gosh their dance seemed flawless. And their guys, doing flips all over the place can! Crazy.

Crazier when we got back to school and the teachers made us run laps for being noisy on the bus. Actually we were supposed to runon the track 6 round but were saved when pe taher told us to get to shelter because it was gonna rain. Ran 9 rounds outside hall instead. Anyways, we got lectured by the teachers after our runs. Aiyo.

Anyhow we washed up and went for dinner at Long John Silver's. Ate combo one! Yeah! Lol. I was super hyper and we blabbed about random and carzy stuff. Started bumbing butss at one point. HAHA. Went to get ice cream at mac later with wan ting, and had a great time talking to joy on the way home. Funfun.

Gosh I haven't started on my PI which the deadline has passed. Gone.

Yesterday's full dress rehearsal at UCC was quite disheartening. The instructor said we were horrid and that we should pull out of the SYF!! My gosh.. So totally no confidence about the competition, what with the seemingly tougher judges in all the various fields. The stage somehow disorientated us, and we were a mess. Hopefully we will be able to pull ourselves together for the competition. So dead. Sick today so didn't go for prac.

Well, on the upside i actually am a house nominee. Was'nt an actual system in fact. Haha. I was super nervous and was skaking and having cold sweat during the speech like nobody's business. Scary stuff. But when I asked my friends they said I sounded super calm and my voice was really low. Hmm i think that's because i get that way when I'm nervous. When I'm not I'm usually more.. perky? Lol no offence to perk cafe :D Sigh, I really hope i get in. If i don't get in i hope they let me help in organising the cheerleading for colloseum. Super fun stuff. Callisto strikes back! Yeah!

Whoots! I completed my PI before 10!! (9.58 by my computer clock) Haha i better go print it before i forget. My butt hurts. Sit at com too long already.

So far it's been a pretty fun week although it's been tough. No dance practice today!! wow can go home early in such a long time! ( 5.05 end, but still better la) Yesterday dance practice was funfunfun! I feel we are getting into the mood of the music alot better and with the change of lighting by our instructor it was cool. Everyone gave their best and it really showed. We were so high after that we started singing stupid and childish songs, super funny la. Went to get bubble tea after that too. Sweet ending to a sweet day.

Tomorrow is house election day! I think i am trying for the house comm but i am really scared i malu myself if i don't get selected for the interview. What if i don't get seconded? Aiyo.. Can feel the butterflies already. There's full dress rehearsal for dance too! Yay get to try dancing with the costumes. Too bad we're gonna look like zombies because of the make-up. haha. I really must try to get the expression of the dance right!! Argh so difficult!

This stupid blog is exasperating as well. Everytime I try to change the template or add cbox the thing says cannot change cause template not correct or something. Dum Dum blog. Still, its a good place to vent my anger etc. I think that why i mostly blog if I'm really unhappy or really happy. Otherwise I'd probably be giving one-liners here, cause I've got nothing to say. Anyways before i forget- HAPPY BIRTHDAY WANTONMEE! haha sorry for the impractical gift! lol

I keep procrasinating, cause no mood to do hw. Die la. I want to watch tv. I have to do extra chinese composition cause i handed in later! Haven done redox tutorial! (and he's going through the next chapter.) Haven done econs tutorial! Haven studied for bio test! Haven done math summary! Die! Dead! Decomposed! Bye!

Sigh.. i been very depressed lately. Sad thing is i don't really have someone that will truly understand my situation. Can't really say it here either. Well at least i 've got a blog now, though the look of it has'nt really been personalised yet. I'm going to the movie marathon in school today! I aim to sleep during the horror movie "silk". No way am i gonna make myself go through another week of insomia due to the aftereffects of a scary movie.

I was talking to a few of my girl friends and quite a number of them have guys they like. It's time i look for i guy to like too. haha. I haven't liked anyone since primary school, and it was'nt even a heavy crush. Quite sad la. I guess its because i don't really connect with guys. Can't get how their mind works..

I need to improve my chinese! Its so super lousy its almost beyond hope. Actually it is. I was so lost in chinese lesson to even know where the teacher was at, and i had to keep bothering my friens to ask them questions. Feeling really dumb lately. I don't know if it's because i can't adapt to the new environment. Maybe it's because i've just been so busy lately. It's really scary cause i don't understand a thing in lectures and i get stuck at the simplest of tutorial questions. I have to borrow rachels work in order not to get stuck at each part of every question. Sigh.. Ireally need to start finishing some of my work before i get murdered by my tutors next week.