Random me

I found that I become more and more random lately.
Randomly decide to go to Singapore;
Randomly decide to go to capture photos;
Randomly decide to go to Langkawi;
Randomly decide to go to Kampar.

But this time, mum not allow me to go Kampar. How sad...
Wish to visit Singapore again during end of the year, but now Lek can't make it..
And at the same time, Dory ask me to visit Singapore with Jessica few days later...

Should I go? But I still wish to visit there during end of the year. >~<
If not going Singapore during dec, I don't know what to do after graduate...
If I go now, I also don't know what to do there.. >~<
Any suggestion for me???