Pause Button

Deep random thinking this evening. Seemed to have reached a certain equilibrium whereby there is no impending wish for things to accelerate (or even move). Must be the fact that everyone else is moving on ahead in life, concerned about their HDB allotment, wedding dinner tables and invitations. While I remained enamored by that slightly crazy goal of mine, of which, the probability of success is less than 10%. Like all insane men out there, I'm still forging ahead nonetheless. But before more life changing things happen, I'm contented (really? maybe..) with this life cycle of work, exercise, some social life, lots of me time, studying etc. At least for now. Thankful for a lot of things. A higher paying job mighy entail longer hours and less learning/responsibility. (If anything, I seemed to have hopped on to some fast tracked path at work.) While nothing much exciting has happened or is bound to happen, I'm planning for some shocks to the routine just to make life a lil' more robust.