Aku da mcm pompan sundal pakai make up tebal-tebal. Nk tangkap glamour pt hotel, amek-amek gambar nye psl. Last-last g KTM ngan nie mcm jugak. Siak nye hotel management. Extra person kena bayar $100. Tk konek tu mcm?

Was with cousin and Syira at a particular hotel. Superbly nice! Yet to upload the photos, quite cencored though. That's why, upload or not to? Haha. Naked with Syira in the tub. Was having a splendid time clicking the camera's shutter button when we were asked to leave if we are not paying that hundred bucks for the extra person. So Syira and I decided to leave the place.

Received a text from boyfriend, that was supposed to be sent to Amy. He asked Amy to check on me. But sorry bro, rahsia terbongkar. Worried jugak kau pt aku eh. He kept asking if there's mat motor over at KTM and such weird questions coming out from his mouth. Pelik tapi benar. He has never been this way before. Hmm... Curious kan.

As usual, kedai kopi with Syira just now. Reflecting back on those dasyat things we did together during the times she slept over at my place back in 2007-2008. Terok sungguh prangai aku dan dia. Thank God, I've stopped. :)

And I miss Md Hairul bin Majid. :( Bye!

I miss sleeping in my boyfriend's arms. Therefore, last night I slept peacfully. Except that I woke up at 4am cause he was sweating like a pig, and he was wet. Back, neck, arms. And I was hungry. Went back to sleep after removing his shirt and kitchen's empty. Hairul has this habit of not waking up on time for work, and he shall drive crazily to fetch those workers. Despite having the difficulty in waking up, he will surely pull me back in his arms whenever I try to wake him up. And I know what he meant, 5 minutes please.

Went to Jurong Point last night to meet Hairul, Abg Iwan and his mum. Taka Jewellery was having sale, so bought kakak a pendant (including chain) and mak a bracelet as she lost hers months back. Boyfriend keep nagging that I keep spending. Sigh. He wanted to buy a dvd player for his room at Abah's place but he changed his mind. Reason that he wanted to save and try not to spend on unnessary things. Fickle minded. I won't stop if he really wants to buy it as the player in his room doesn't function well. But that is want he decides, so I have no say.

Sony Ericsson service centre just called saying that the X1 hp can't be repaired. I is sad. Thought of giving my current hp to Hairul. I'll get a new phone as soon as I get a job. Ohh, boyfriend was thinking of changing bike. Up to him, his bike. And if no bike pon I don't mind. Can take public everyday. Yeszah! Hairul take public, finally. In my dreams, it won't happen if everyday. He is super lazy ass. Reach work, sleep. Wake up for lunch, then sleep again. He will only wake up when he needs to drive the workers. -.-"

Now, I need my beauty sleep since there's nothing for me to do. Nights.

HE LIED. THAT'S THE BEST GIFT IN THE MORNING. THANKS!

After much effort you tried to put trust in me, you broke it slowly and deeper. Get this in your head. You lied, you took it, you fell sick. Does that show you any good signs? You can't even drive, you can't work. Great. Continue this. How am I to convince myself that you'd be a good husband if we were to take a step higher to our relationship that you talked about when you're behaving in this manner?


My new watch. Heh heh.

Been going town on weekends with boyfriend, just the two of us. Bought for his mum a bag, and myself a Puma watch. Last night was karaoke with his mum, Along, Kak Fyza and the kids at Bukit Timah. Kecoh, dangdut sampai pagi.

Currently at Jurong, boyfriend's asleep. He's not feeling well. Tomorrow another rest day for him. That's the price for hurting me.

Hadzah, +65.
Whatever it takes, don't bother.
Cause you don't have what it takes to be me.

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