Monday, March 9, 2009

Stuck

Every now and then life becomes so regimented that I get to the place where it feels like I am not moving forward. Just seems like I am doing the same thing over and over. I don't feel productive at all. When I don't seem productive to myself...I don't have as much fun. That is where I am this morning. I am 2 1/2 months into getting up every morning early and going on week five of Body for Life. I am doing everything I am "supposed" to. I just want there to be more magic in it sometimes...but it mostly feels the same as when I am not as disciplined. The only difference is I don't feel like crap about once a day because I am not doing what I should be. I think I either need a day away...or I just need to get some things done...not sure which one. Funny how those two things are complete opposites and I literally can't tell which one is the answer. So, I guess I'll do both sometime in the next couple weeks. Complaining done for the day. I just realized my post looked like this last Monday...maybe I should just skip Mondays?

1 comment:

  1. Once you start being disciplined, the down-side is the guilt that you feel when you are not disciplined. Sometimes I have to intentionally be undisciplined just so I won't be legalistic or angry at myself for being overly disciplined. Make sense?

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