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Last nite went to the NTUC to buy stuffs with mum and it was supposed to be a nice weather de, but then don noe why, on our way back home, my mum fall and trip onto the floor after abit of chatting with two neighbours... at that moment when i saw my mum fall suddenly, i felt so lost... i feel so bad abt myself not being able to help and save my mum from the fall... i felt so useless and i terribly felt the stab in my heart when i saw how she fell... i felt so upset that i almost cried on the spot... i have never felt so pain in my heart before... but then i hold back my tears, i have to be strong. I sensed that they had sent their 'puppet' to the 2 neighbours...
So i help my mum up, oso there are helpful ppl who came to help my mum up on knees. I'm very worried abt my mum's knees... i wonder if she's hurt as one of the glass bottle broke into pieces. I felt so shit of me... if not my arms are not tied to two heavy bags of stuffs, i could have saved my mum from the fall. I knew that 'they' (that relative of mine who knows black magic) were the one behind all these... they were always up to no good to our family and i hate them to the core. So that nite when mum went to her garden alone, i followed behind as well... i just felt the 'bad' thing, i'm afraid that 'they' might do harm to mum again... so i have to be there to protect my mum, afterall i have better 6th sense and some kind of ESP there. I haven't had much time studying tml's maths paper, but i don care... i just wanna be there for her.
I felt so bad that i can't slp well for the nite... i just hope for a better day for my family. And i swear that i wont forgive them for what they have done...
Just managed to finish the entire drama 'Devil Beside You' yesterday... woah, spent 2 days fin it... heehee, a damn good show. Love all the handsome and pretty in it. Today is the Maths Sem Exam Paper lah... don noe leh, becos of last nite's incident, i have to wake up early today to study, so i wake up ard 7am plus to ne how study ba... just follow the revision paper Lam gave on cms... don noe if can trust her, really no confident for maths paper sia.... so went to sch ard 10:30pm, i took bus to interchange instead of the walk becos i suddenly felt very sick...
Saw that E? (9 or wat?? Think his gp keep changing) handsome at Sembawang... heehee, at least got something to light up my day b4 i go to hell (maths paper). At the end of the day, the paper was fine... i think i wont fail le so can rest well... but tml got to go Entre's last lesson... so sian loh... nvm, will bring C++ book there to study, anyway the lecturer noes that i pay ard 70% of attention in his class. Gotto go le... sian...
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Hi ppl here... i'm back... well... recently i'm just too busy with school work that i don really have the energy to update my blog... so here's what i did lately and or what happened ard me lately:
Weeks of 'lack-of slp' day to rush through all the projects... XML, SP4, C++ and watever shit...
Finally done with my MDP Project (super lack of slp to get rid of this)... waste 2 CD-Rs... (1 wasted due to the filename, so cannot be displayed after burned into the CD-R... the other one is the final one, but wasted oso since the total file size of the project including the ppt slide only 18.8MB, rest of the empty 681.2 MB wasted... )
Got new fren request from friendster acc, so surprising to see that it's my primary sch classmate Zhen Hui.. it's amazingly for pri sch mate to be able to find me on the friendster as i didn't state my chinese name there.
[Wk 14] Kept visiting the sch's SEG(E) student registration site to check the year 3 specialisation posting resutl but nothing was there... in the end, had nightmares on it over the weekends... today then it's out.. anyway got to noe how to check it via the eServices section thru Mr Bai's phone call to Swee Lin last nite on the way home in MRT after last nite class.
Ghostly Valentine's Day spent in sch.... DARN were there sitting at Mac from 4pm plus to 5:45pm then go buy dinner, so meanwhile during the 'waiting time', we chat and shared abt Ghost Stories. Very fun sia.
Feb 14th morning on the way to BL MRT Stn (via walk) got phone call ffrom Xiao Xiong (So RARE) and to my surprise, the 1st thing he speak thru the phone is 'U didn't see me ah? Why didn't u wait 4 me?' LOL... i didn't even noe he's behind me... so got ppl accompany walking to the destination. We nan de got this chance to chat so much...
Managed to pass Zheng Guo my autograph book, heehee. So glad that he can spent time for my book during such bz period of time.
Check the cms for MDP's exam format but then don noe why the 'something' had 'started' my eQuiz 3rd attempt... and didn't complete it somemore... so now i had to go complete it or else so weird... >_< aim a higer score ba...
Actually there's lots of happenings lah... just that i don have very good brain power to remember so much of them... anyway... last nite my mum finally noes abt my past underground relationship with AH le... sis loh, wanna say... nvm lah... but then also got to hear abt Mum's stories as well... now i noe how came i'm also so 'on the surface' flirt le... i got it from my mum... mum used to be like this when she's young as well... mum also talked abt the guys she met when she was young... of cos one of them is my dad and woah, nv knew that dad so 'N 2' sia. Hahaha....
Had our SP4 Presentation this morning ard 8:47am cos neko came at 8:30am then we moved from Blk N lvl 3 to lvl 5 the lab 505. I think i did badly for the presentation cos i only sees the ppt slide this morning ard 6am and only glance thru it for a few seconds... in the end we use the edited ppt version, and that is the version i didn't read... cos when i was checking mail for the ppt, only got the old version... nvm, managed to wack it over lah...
Next is the MCA... woah, the lab assessment question sort of chim... i just don really noe how to do it and sort of confused with what the questions are asking for... maybe my brain isn't working due to the lack of slp... nvm lah... after MCA, on the way out of the lab surprisingly saw ELP Guy!! Cos he got nite class yesterday and today he shdn't be in sch since it's his 'off day'. (Later got to noe that he's back to sch for project) Then he return me my autograph book and he asked what time my lessons end today. Heehee... Saw his gf at P202 during lunch and then during the 2 hour break neko and jenny was there looking thru the entries in my autograph book. While I was there continuing 'SMSing' ELP Guy... this is call flirting sia... ok... i would say 'we are playing cheeky with each other' instead. I told him that i saw his gf and he asked if i smiled to her... of cos not, she don noe me leh... wait i smile to her and she thinks i'm sort of weird how? Then ELP Guy suggested i can go be frenz with his gf but don let her noe that i noe him. LOL....
Then later after editing the SP4 report i went to Blk R print shop to print out the thingy, on the way met Swee Lin and HL so help Swee Lin to photocopy something as well... a lot of ppl there at the Print shp leh... eh, btw this is the VERY 1ST time i am using the pc at print shp to print something... lol... after getting the report print out, saw Wei Lun, so we waved. Later then went to Blk N lvl 5 again to hand in to NaiSB... saw Godwin, Peggy and Sherry there oso so greeted them but 4got to ask how came they are in sch on their 'off' day.
Soon return to the usual rotting place and after some time, Ah Xian's Special Guest arrives!! Got most of us so excited... even Jenny commented that she feels hyper today for no reason... actually i shared the same thoughts as well sia... lol... Then Ah Xian intro us to his gf and we all smiled back to her of cos. Ah Xian's Gf looks so mature sia... and both Ah Xian and his Gf look well together as a couple... very 'matching' sia. Also his gf is the 'Nai Kan' type, rather good looking oso.
Too bad Ah Xian was busying doing his part on the sterling thingy and somehow left his GF un-entertained... bo bian... in the end Ah Xian and Jason skipped the 2 hours C++ lecture in order to do the sterling thingy. After C++ lecture i msg Yu Lian to come over to Blk N lvl 3 and pass her my autograph book, soo happy to see her one... just like when i see ELP Guy, the mood is the same... very happy. Heeehee... oh, btw I have guest to my hse tml... my sis's close fren (oso my fren) so i might not be able to slp cos might need to tidy the super messy room... i just fin editing the word documents for sterling thing but some sentences are too hard to bve re-phrased... then after this actually wanna do the C++ report and the IT2824 project one, but very tired... my eyes cannot make it to the end le...Nitez ba Ppl... *^^*
Hi yah ppl here... nowadays rather lazy to update blog... due to the number of projects and reports to do... oso don have the time... so let's summarise it...
Wed (1st Feb 2006)
Went to sch ard 12nn, meet Jason @ Mac 1st... saw HL and Swee Lin as well... they all coming to sch for projects... thne pass the Choco Mint biscuit i brought from Batam to Jason... later then got to know from HL that Jason don like choco mint... what to do? XP
Then meet neko ard 12:30 @ LTN there with Ming Tiong... and started Sterling discussion
Saw ELP Guy and later on when he approaches the LT, he tapped on my shoulder and we had a 'new year greeting handshake' *^^*
Next Godwin came by and join us (skip lesson)
Go for the dialogue session, see Derrick, Godwin and other students (don noe who) give the presentations
Huang came back to sch for the Biscuits (he don wanna come back one, tempted by the food, lol)
Go for dinner with Ming Tiong, Neko and Godwin @ Mac
Go for C++ Make Up Nite Class
Thursday (2/2/2006)
Today is Jenny's Birthday, so wish her happy birthday at atrium.
Go for lesson as usual
Had lunch with the usual gang and Ming Tiong
Neko and Ming Tiong gone for something else while we D.A.N went to the usual rotting place
Ah Xian went slpg... too tired and still sick while Jenny and I had a little Art & Craft Session
Msg ELP Guy and he came for me to pass my autograph book for him to write (He'll return it on next mon)
Desmond and Peggy came along and i asked Desmond 4 Ang Bao after the new year handshake with him... his reply is he's not yet married, then i tell him to faster go marry then give me ang bao, and he commented nobody wanna marry him. LOL
Go for next 3 hours of dry lecture...
Msg SH ask if he's free next week for my autograph book and he repiled 'No'.
Had a miss call and a sms during Maths, later after it check to see it's from my Son (Huang)
Then reply Huang's sms and walk off, get ready to go home
Heard my name being called and turn to see E1 ppl
Had another new year greeting handshake with Meng Li and this time M-Mu asked ang bao from me... lol... Then say byebye to them and continue my 'journey' out of nyp.
As usual slp on MRT... then don wanna walk home upon reaching the final destination due to the damn hot sun... so take bus instead...
Use pc start to 'pia' IT2824 project....
Ard 9pm got SH's sms telling me the earlier reply 'No' was sent by his gf, don take it to heart.
Okay, i'm very lazy to type le... stil; haven't fin the IT2824 project lah.. but at least done something... i don noe why when i noe that SH's gf help him reply the 'No', i'm sort of annoyed and offended by the girl's action. I dislike (100%) couple helping their partner to view and reply sms very much... maybe to me handphone and everything in it is very personal... i wont even allow my hubby to reply any sms for me loh... but can view lah... maybe it's becos i'm too petty over the 'wrong person' replying to my sms instead of the 'right person'. So i got so fed up and mood sort of spoilt that i didn't even bother to reply him or watever... i just don care... not my problem... Gtg slp le, my Hubby is waiting for me loh. Somemore tml gotto get up early.... presentation @ 8am sharp... oh my... well.... Nitez ppl...
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