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Back to the 1st Job... I miss those days...
29 September 2005

1st Day of work today!! Haha, dad drove me to the factory via his motorbike again, yeah, got to enjoy the cool 'windy' journey again!! Damn happy. I told my mum abt the guy who interviewed me the day b4 and his name is 'Andrick' (I'm not sure of the sp), and my mum says if she's not wrong, that's the younger brother of the boss of the factory. Woah, 2nd boss interview me sia. Heehee.
I exchange the entry with my IC then was told to wait at the door. After a while, a tall guy, REALLY TALL (ard 180cm, i think i'm too short... ) guy open the door for me. Both of us 'diao stun' lah... haha... i diao stun cos i expect Ah Loy's wife to open the door... then i don noe why he diao stun...

So i was given the card, punch my card to 'clock in' then wait at the canteen. Saw three anuties there chatting, one smiling to me (facing me, nobody infront her), very nice while the other two were talking to each other. Then later a guy came in and he look at me oso abit 'surprised' like that. The he settle himself down and the aunties chat a few sentences with him. I noticed that he was all along looking at me... well, used to it... ppl tend to pay attention to 'new comer' de. Soon they all went for work and i was left alone.
After a while, a guy called me and i went into the office... then saw the very same guy i saw in the canteen earlier, he was abt to leave the office. Then don noe what happen, the guy who called me, he commented 'Ai yah, saw 美女 then forget abt what i am suppose to do...' I was... ah? 美女= Me? Cos usually ppl commented me cute (common) more than pretty (sometimes) or beautiful (rare) loh... haha...

Then he gave me the gloves and i was told to follow him. Once again i was back to the very 1st department i worked b4. Heehee... the 'special room'. And i was so shock that i was assigned to the very same job post again like before, 3 years ago. LOL!! Maybe they see me so small size so ask me to do simpler job... the job is to print out the code number on the printed circuit board (pcb). The guy very nice, he taught me abt how to see the code and etc.
Well, i thought i will see Xiao Xiong or whoever i knew. But no... i knew that Ah Hua has changed to nite shift. But i didn't noe that Xiao Xiong still in the nite shift... thought he changed back le... the day was bored... i was slpy... then not much movement for this post de, leg very pain after long hours of standing.

As i stand there doing my work, i recalled those days i spent in the factory, the memories with KK, he was so sweet, now i misses him so much. It was lucky that we managed to get each other's contact after two years of lost contact... but the feel is no longer there le... besides, he has got a gf and i'm truly happy for him. Just that today i was assigned the same job as 3 years ago so somehow it just make me reminiscence a lot abt those sweet memories, those were our good old days... i really miss those days.
Then of cos there's some funny jokes lah... my section mostly guys mah, they all very funny sia... got some who belongs to the 'outside' section always come into the 'room' and sometimes some guys will complaint 'Ah, u go into the room to see the pretty gal sia'... LOL... i tell u ppl, it's a good feeling to be 'famous' among ppl. Haha... maybe becos i have some kind of attraction factor in me ba... i don noe...

Towards the end, i still don noe the guy's name... tml ask him again... heehee, saw Xiao Xiong ard 6:50pm or so, he has came for nite shift le, then he was surprised to see me and asked how can i am here. Haha... then he asked abt my mum, whether she has came to work in the factory as well... i told him no loh... later Ah Hua came and he approach me from the back, as i've mentioned, i have very good senses, i turned ard suddenly (w/o realising why) then came face to face with Ah Hua and he asked the same question too, he oso ask abt my mum!! Well, everybody misses my mum sia... haha... me jealous leh... j/k

So the day went by and i took the company's bus home... then the guy i saw in canteen morning came sitting behind me, shock me sia. Throughout the entire day he was looking at me whenever i pass by him. Well, hope that he will just speaks his mind tml lah... then, today i realised the full time stuff got one pretty gal oso! I can't stop myself looking at her then she a bit weird and feel uneasy when i does that... I'm sorry abt it. Heehee... I remember before i alight the bus, the guys behind was calling out to me, but not my name... hai... that guy (the one whom i was all day long following him, let's call him leader), my leader, he has forgotten my name again... well...
So i pretend i didn't hear... lol... tml at work see how loh, saw them standing up in the bus after i alight and turn back while the bus driver continue driving. I saw nite shift ppl got handsome! *Sighed... if i noe i oso work nite shift, then can get to chat with Ah Hua, 'play' with Xiao Xiong and enjoy the scenery of handsome. Haha... I'm bad... already got the world's greatest and BEST Hubby and lover still like that... heehee... Hyukie used to it but Hika's not... i guess i'm driving Hika crazy sooner or later... LOL.

Talking abt attraction factor, last saturday while i was out with my siblings and then settled down for dinner at BK, we noticed a young family sitting at the table next to us. I was actually 'distracted' from my conversation with my siblings by the couple's baby gaL. This indian baby gal is Super Cute and lovable I swear!! She's so cute, esp. her pretty eyes... she was smiling and talking in baby language to me when her mum seated on the chair with her in her mum's arms.

The baby gaL, keep on looking and smiling to me, make me so happy sia, it's like see her smile, u would melt... and can't stop saying that she's so cute... this baby so funny, she would pay her attention on me more than on her mum and dad who's trying to feed her. Hahaha, really a cute and lovely baby, i tell u ppl, her cuteness wins Huang (my son) le!! Then at that point of time i really had the thought to make fren with the baby, wanna have her contact BUT baby no hp de...

Anyway we left w/o the baby's knowing, she turned to see us no longer there very disappointed... well, anyway, he parents bie good bye to me by smiling back. Actually that saturday we were shopping de... then at a point of time got one pregnant lady sibei 'dao' cum 'bhb'. She simply dash along the path way loh, she almost came knocking into me, if not for my sis's quick hands, she would already came knocking into me loh... pregnant so wat? So '跩' for what? Think so big of urself... i really wish my sis's quick hand didn't save that pregnant lady from the crashing into me... then i can turn back and GLARE at her.

Make her regret for her 跩-ness (Zhuai-ness). Big stomach still don noe how to behave, never spare a thought for her own safety nvm, didn't even thought for the innocent inside her... anyhow crash ppl the innocent sure cannot make it to see the world if it's unlucky... bo bian... the innocent already very unlucky to have this kind of mother.

Btw, don noe why hor, today print the code number on pcb, my leader complaints that i'm too fast!! LOL... 3 years ago i was told to do fast... now i'm suppose to be slow... he complaint that i'm so fast that the behind section can't make it... they can't follow up... lol... cos after i print the code, the pcb will be sent to anther section (department) to do further processing.
2 days ago saw 蜈蚣 in the house but didn't managed to kill it... till now still nv see it... 家有蜈蚣，见者必杀。不许留活口，杀杀杀，非杀不可!!! Must kill it de, it's poisionous loh... i'm the only one who saw it while preparing the apple fruits plate for supper... *Sighed...

Last of all, might not be online for long le... cos factory work is 12 hours and everyday de, 7 days a week. So have to rest more than entertain myself more... tml go work those funny guys sure entertain me de... haha...
Hika, Hyukie, Sorry that not much time to spent on u guys le... bo bian... wait till after Nov 6 when the vacation ends ba. *^^* Gtg Now, tml must wake up ard 5:50am... for ppl who wanna call my hp for anything, pls call between AFTER 7PM to 10PM. Latest time to call is 10:30PM, cannot be later than that le... Thks.

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Push (SI) or Push (IS) --> Whats' This?
28 September 2005

Mum asked me whether I wanna go back to the very first job i got, the factory work - Multi Chem. So i just say anything lah... then my mum go phone ah roy loh... then ask me go for an interview.
It was raining towards the afternoon, then have to wait for the rain to stop loh. So dad drove me there via his motorbike. Cool, long time never sit motor loh, the wind damn nice sia!!

Upon reaching M.C, the guard gave me the application form and i asked him for a pen he say we shd bring our own pen so i was there apologising to him for 'didn't bring my own pen'. -_-" Anyway, after that i went waiting outside the gate and press the button to talk to the office ppl.

I was then told to wait in the factory there, the main door. Waited for along while Ah Roy didn't come down loh... that headache guy... nvm, so i wait... then later saw his wife and she told me to wait in a room and left me there with the air-con on. Waited for ard 30 mins still not a single soul.

This is so maddening >_
So he interview me loh... haha, i didn't wrote in the application form that i have once worked in the factory before. So he asked me some questions and in the end he told me to come work tml at 8am. Heehee!! Yes! Back to the old place again, if Xiao Xiong in the day shift then can get to 'tease' him again!! But if not i will be so bored sia...

Hopefully everything turns out well tml... YEAH!! *^^* Btw, had a weird dream on monday nite... so weird, i was in the poly, the poly's structure damn nice sia, and it's not the same as the poly i'm studying in now. I rememver i had once dreamt abt this same poly b4... then i was bringing my sis to the poly's doctor... then i pull her to the big semi circle stairway and i turn ard, i came face to face with SH... OMGosh!! So sudden, so close, shock me to death sia... then i was like rather vex to see him (in the dream), maybe it's becos he suddenly appear from behind and block my way or shocked me...

Then i simply ignore him and pull my sis to the doctor there. Upon reaching, met another fren, so we all go in together... after the doctor attend to my sis, he/she (can't remember the gender) attend to the fren... don noe since when the doctor became surgeon... say what the gal(fren) her 'mountains' grows onto the wrong part... i was O_O??? Then need to adjust her 'mountains' back to the normal position... can imagine the pain... i was there don dare to watch the operation... then suddenly wake up le.

I guess i have been watching too much shows on plastic surgery... those ang moh girls all doing breast implant all these... now they corrupt my dreams... LOL.

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Cooking Cooking
27 September 2005

Haha... was rather bored and empty recently after the Sem Exam... so what have i done this morning till now so far? Hehe, nothing much lah...

Wake up ard 12 noon today (slept very 'early' last nite, no, shd be this morning) then have my 'breakfast cum lunch'. After that I started getting myself dirty and dusty all over by tidying my 'super-duper' messy room.
I have look throught the saturday Straits Times Newspaper and had copied down the available part time job contacts. Then called them all b4 i get myself into the mess and dust work. One of them said they will call back and until now not even a news... bluf ppl de... bad sia... then the rest with email i sent le, but only two replied my email... sian 1/2 (read in hokkien) sia...
So don care le, just get myself into the goal for the day. Tidy and tidy, managed to 'hide' all my manga(s) in the old cabinet in my brother's room. Haha, it's hard to reach the bottom section sia, my sis put a lot of her stuffs infront the cabinet and block the last door there... so can only reach the middle shelf le...

Nvm, but then... the cabinet in my room is still in the mess... why leh? Hai... this afternoon spent a lot of time on the hiding manga action. Cos ard 4pm my mum called and asked me to cook the dinner for today... sian 1/2 again... cooking one meal really takes up a lot of time u noe? U need to clean the vegetables... cut it into the desired size, then the rest... hai... it took up so much time of mine just to cook that dinner. Nvm, after cooking i ate it up. LOL

Talking abt cooking, my entire family only my younger doesn't noe how to cook a meal... but simple frying he noes lah. As for my two important guy, heehee, amazingly Hyukie always does the cooking when i go over to his place. I'm lazy lah... sometimes cook for him oso lah, so it's fair. *^^*

Later gotta go tidy my 'super-duper' messy room... btw, oso managed to keep all my used lecture notes into the shelf. But need to tidy the rest oso, all so messy, novels and CDs together... looks like rubbish corner sia... in the end my nose kenna 'spoil' during the 'process'... sian... too many dust... then had a hard time cooking becos of my nose lah!! Stupid, i really need a new nose.
I was with hope of finding that important letter in the mess but hor, cleared the mountains of books and lecture notes on floor liao still didn't see any shadow of the letter... so i asked them to resent... don noe can or not leh... hopefully can lah... i'm really afraid that maybe i misplace it in the livng room then my mum go tie it together with the newspaper for selling... OMGosh!!

Gtg now... shd have called Hika & Hyukie to tidy with me together... but they busy sia... T-T. Nvm, they wil find time for me de. HeeHee ^-^
I wanna find a part time job to kill my holiday (time)!! 0>_<0

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::Tears Of Happiness.淚之累 ::
23 September 2005

Fade In
" Mr.Noh, are you willing to marry Miss Shen, love and take care of her for the rest of your life? " The clergyman asked.
" I do. " The bridegroom replied.
The clergyman then turns to the bride and asked, " Miss Shen, are you willing to marry Mr.Noh, love and take care of him for the rest of your life? "
The bride didn't say anything but just kept quiet as she looked down at her bridal bouquet. All witnesses to the marriage remain in silence for the next five minutes. Just at the moment when the bridegroom and his family starts to get fidgety upon the bride's response, the bride opened her mouth, " I... I do. " The bridal couple then put the wedding rings on for each other.
" Before i proceed, may i asked all witnesses here if there is any objection to this marriage ceremony? " The clergyman asked. Silence reigns and the clergyman continues, " I hereby declare... "
" STOP! I object to their marriage! " A young man came shouting and panting into the church at the moment when the clergyman was about to pronounce the bridal couple as man and wife. Everyone, including the bridal couple turned to the voice of objection in surprise.
" Hyukie... ?! " The bride gasped.
How is it? This is the intro for my new story titled <<淚之累>>. Please dont correct my tenses and grammer... i didn't pass my english de... only need to correct my spelling mistakes... heehee... hope u enjoy the intro. But i won't be working on this story for now... got to attend to other stories 1st. *^^*

Did nothing much today... watch TV, play gameboy FF2 and practise my guitar for ard 2 hours. Tml gonna go out!! Heehee. Had a chat with ELP Guy earlier... he's so cheeky again... haha... it's very enjoyable to chat with him. Heehee.

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魅力反射#3
22 September 2005

Finally today has come, IP paper was the last paper of all!! Heehee... but hor, alot of things i forgot oso, in the end i think i screw it up again... Then the Meng Huan Nu keep on standing beside me and look at how i was doing... wau lau, so stress loh... i was trying hard to recall loh... my memory very bad de when it comes to last minute study...

After the paper went to JE Popular to search for the old chinese novels... don noe why ah, once u miss the novel when they are just out, u will miss them for sure... and it's hard to find... bo bian. Then saw the familiar comic from Chuang Yi publisher so went to JP Comics Connection to see if the Taiwan's version was here oso. But no leh... then look ard saw <<魅力反射#3>>!! So happy!! This is a GREAT Comic I swear!!

I thought I'm not gonna see Franics at the comics shop, but then i saw him when i enter the shop, he was squating down stocking up loh. Wear a bright red tee, how can i not notice him? I almost fall when i walk pass him as he was in the middle of the path there. Then after some time when he stood up, he realised me. He was smiling and talking to me, but i was listening to my CD and abit like ignore him... then i utter rubbish... i'm so sorry abt it... hope he won't mind. Stupid me... >_< now i feel so guilty abt it... online msg him he didn't reply... hai...

Wanna get a part time job, but Yumi still schooling... haven't holiday... wanna go find one with her, then i can spent more time with her oso. Now i'm wondering if i shd called up my mum's fren tell her me holiday le, if the printing factory need ppl can call me to go work. I don noe leh, don want to see the 'bad' guy i got to noe there oso... cos, even if the wound did get healed, there would still be scar left behind. Get what i mean?

See how ba... just wrote the intro part for my don noe which story le, the Tears Of Happiness, the story of me and my favourite two guys in my life. Heehee... suddenly i realised i 'owe' so many stories of mine the chapters... oh my gosh... i really find that time is so damn the limited. Now it's holiday and if i can't get a job, i will turn into the 'house-wife' position. Haha...

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OODP Today
21 September 2005

Met Francis (JP Guy) this morning at JE when we took the middle train, so surprised to see him sia, haha, i guess he's going to work.
Had the OODP Sem Exam today... the paper mah... not that difficult... but i think i screw up some of it again... i never fail to screw up my work during exam de... the files and streams, i don even noe if will get at least half of the total score... then the setVisible() i added a dot in between (set.visible) wat a waste... and then, a lot of other careless and stupid mistakes such as set.BackgroundColor(green), shd be set.Background(Color.green).

Then the UML abit weird oso, never ask to add the Salary part in the HourlyRateWorker class sia... so i just follow it loh... don noe how will i score for java this time cos the lab practical test i think i screw it up as well... *Sighed...
Suppose to meet neko at ard 11:45am de, but then somehow the train so fast today so reach sch ard 11:30am. Saw Ribena Guy today, he was going home sia. Last nite someone in ICQ (not in my contact list) asked me how am i, i only realised the msg when i was abt to shut down, then he had already gone offline. The way he greeted was like we knew each other le, but how came i don have any memory of it? And he's not even in my contact list.

Then just now we chat oso, add him in msn le, he said we did knew each other thru icq last time... but i really forgot le... i haven't been into icq for ard 2 or 3 years le ba, i think even more than that. Rite now almost nobodys go into icq le and i miss those icq buddies, i tried finding a way to stay contact with them but the list didn't show their email address. Rite now i really don noe when will i ever see those fun icq guys(my contact lah) online le. I remember i had one of them his hp number, but where did i wrote his number ah? Hai... really getting old sia...

Just one more IP paper tml and i will be free!! Heehee... can't wait to get it over just this very moment... but hor very scare don noe how to do sia... on the way home, notice a guy standing at a corner, he has nice styled hair and he looked good in the way he lean against the wall of the train there, the connection part. Well, as i look at him, i suddenly had the urge to sketch him down... i like the 'suaveness' of his.

Then suddenly he turn to me and look into my eyes. (And he always suddenly turn to me) I was shocked!! We are a few distance away though... then he suddenly look at me... i realised that he has strong eye contact as well, esp. his eyes expression, if he gonna look more longer at me, i'm really gonna blush... in fact i almost blush le... haha... luckily i turn away. I think i'm getting lousy at this... when i met guys who are more 'ON' and not shy than me, i turn shy easily de... haha... still remember how i manage to buy the SD card for my Devil Cam last time.

I was with my sis that time looking thru different shops comparing the prices of the SD cards, finally came to this shop where this guy was so ON to me... then i don noe why i suddenly lost out... became pai seh... haha, he was all along talking to me, then i a bit rude lah, i turn away... my sis was at a blur... this guy, not very handsome nor good looking but is suave. So after i settle myself down, i turn back and he ask me to tell him my budget after telling me the price of the SD card i selected, i just anyhow name a lower price and he agreed!! So ON!! Haha, in the end, thanks to him i saved some $$ sia.
Actually i had long ago notice him trying to catch my eye when i was walking ard with my sis, but i never expect that i will go to his store at that point of time. Sometimes things are simply unpredictable.

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Final Decision
20 September 2005

Well, had the Maths 2 sem exam today, woah, i don noe why, no mood to study during the 1 week study break and go chiong finish the My Date With A Vampire 3 Series with my siblings, damn good show but i like kenna stuck at the don noe if it's the last episode de episode there.

Wore my new skirt to sch today, so refreshing and neko and jenny commented that i looked young, heehee, happy to hear that. But i realised that i'm not very used to short skirts... very long time nv wear short skirst le... well, i still remember last time i always wear my mini skirts (i have 2 and it's really mini skirts) to the game of badminton with my family members and my cousin. But now, i feel weird abt wearing short skirt... and it's even longer than my mini skirts... perhaps it's becos long time nv wear so not used to it.
So, only when i wear skirts that's above my kneel cap then i will be 'gentle gal like'. On the way to sch there on a turn saw SH's fren and a guy covering his head with his jacket, for that second i feel that that's SH, covering his head with his jacket, but I'm not sure and i don have to mood to 'verify'. My mood for today is maths and maths... i always had the feel that i can survive the paper but always screw it up during the examination itself... well, too excited last nite abt the exams that i didn't had proper slp... went to bed at 12am plus and only enter the dream land at ard 2am plus...

It's not stress, it's the 'exam period excitement' of mine, i had this problem loh, wonder if anyone had it. Even the day b4 the 1st day of sch i had this kind of excitment (for no reason) then in the end didn't had enough slp... i wonder what's wrong with me. Maths paper i think i don really noe how to do, in fact i'm using my memory all along... lecturer did go thru similar qn that will be out in the exam and i have been reading thru that paper... well, so i guess i run out of RAM so can't retrieve much data... i thought i love maths... maybe i do, just that i don love the exams.

Tml got Java... haven't study it... both neko and jenny thinks that the paper comfirm very hard but somehow my senses tells me that it shouldn't be that hard as we had imagined. I don noe, i find Java in year 1 rather okay, so i think... well, by looking at the pass year paper, i think it's not really difficult, just that it's the facts that we need to noe, then just fill in the facts loh. So i think if possible, i will go memorise again and go use my memory skills for the paper. Haha, of cos must understannd lah. After the paper on thursday i'm gonna change my hair color again. Cos i have this hair coating acid thingy been stored for ard a year ba... wanna use it. Must after sem exam then i play with my hair.

This time round i'm gonna turn into a real wild looking gal loh... i think the 'rank' 'higher' than 'ah lian'. LOL. So have anyone guessed the color i'm gonna play? Heehee... this sem, hopefully can get a pass lah, a D oso i'm happy. Donnoe why i'm always slacking for the 1st sem of the year... after sem exam can finally spent more time on Hyukie le, he oso complaint that i go to Hika's place too often liao... bo bian, Hika's such a fun and interesting guy. *^^* Don worry Ah Hyuk, Hika can never replace ur place in my heart de.

Oh yah, as for the SIT AGM thingy, after a conversation with Xiao Hui, both of us decided to not to attend it... cos really a blur at it loh. Then i have oso asked Huang to help Jenny and I pass the msg to him that thanks for the offer but still we don wanna join in his trade. Jenny's very rite abt it, cos i don think i can cope with everything loh, my life's a mess. Okay, even if i can cope, still, i'm the kind of 'lazy and slack' ppl... oso wont put in any effort for the trade that i'm not interested in. So might as well don disappoint myself.
I have already plan in mind abt what to do after exam, i shall go find part time job (i'm a workaholic) if cannot find then nvm, shall pay attention to my webby, guitar, stories and the two important guys of cos! Oh yah, shd tidy my room oso, it's always in a mess...
I think i had this very weird dream abt cards and sch and life few days ago... my sch appears and there's new year 1 ppl, i don noe why the sch that appears in my dream always turns out to be my primary sch. Then, there was some sort of celebration... ppl walking ard... one primary 1 cute guy suddenly called out to me (he calls me senior) when his class pass by. Then he pass me something say he want me to have it, i look at it and it's his bdae card frm his frenz... and there's some coins in the envelope, then his cute gf pops out and smile at me. I just return the card to him and tell him to keep it for himself.

Then don noe how the scene skipped to another scene... there was white and black cards... each with numbers and symbols on it and they were the kind of fortune telling for my life... then suddenly when filp to the last pair, (white and black), i actually took a knife and stab myself in the throat. OH my god!! Could feel the blood flowing out but not in a rush (that's the weird part) and i can't exactly feel the pain or wat... still continue talking... i don noe what this dream is trying to tell me loh... anyway, i wake up after that and forgot most of the dream. It was a very long and weird dream... if only i remember the numbers of the white and black cards, I would go buy 4D sia... lol.

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Reject Or Accept? Happy Or Sad? Mixed Feelings Again...
15 September 2005

I stayed up the entire nite with my siblings last nite to watch the My Date With A Vampire 3 Series, watch until episode 20 this morning then go sleep. While My sis went for work straight away as me and my bro can't stop watching it and she got so attracted to it as well, so she spent the nite with us, as for my bro, just nice that he doesn't need to attend sch today that's why he can afford to stay awake till this morning.

so i went sleeping at ard 8am plus... after a while ard 9am plus or so, my hp rang and it was so amazing that i actually can by waken up by something without much having much sleep. Usually you can't wake me up if i have just slept for only 1 or 2 hours, not to even mention that i don even have the full hour of sleep... and can be waken up... so i pick up the phone... and was still in my dreamland...
I suddenly really wake up when i heard the caller saying his name - Ricky Ho from NYP. I was damn shock and thinking what the heck is he calling at such time for... then he told me that he wants Jenny and I to join in the WSS PC & Software Application Trade and had put our names into his list as well... i was 'AH? Never ask for my permission...' I thought his call was to offer the invitation out but then when i told him that i will consider and think abt it he told me 'Don need to think abt it le'. I was so O_O??? Okay, I don noe how i felt... i was so the damn happy to be out of the WSS thingy and now they're pulling us back. I don wanna disappoint any lecturer but... shd i be happy or sad when i receive this piece of news? I'm like sort of kenna struck by lightening...

What's more that surprised me was that it was Chan who recommended Jenny and I to Ricky Ho, they all thinking we not bad, it's such a pity to be out of WSS, cos Web Design Trade have a limit to the number of ppl taking part in it whereas PC & Software Application trade needs a lot of ppl... then he keep on talking abt it, saying I might excel in other trade... and we don even need to take part in their selection test and he thinks that we are up to it as we noe the stress level and had experienced the stress b4... well... he even told me abt the next training date and says that he hope to see us there...

He haven't called Jenny as he can't reach her at that time... so I pass the message to Jenny as well... Jenny told me that she can't cope with it for sure and she no longer want to be involved in it. I told my sis abt it she says it's good to take up challenges in life... then when she came back home (take half day leave), i told her abt it again... then she tell me to ask myself if i have the interest in the trade or not. Well, it's rather honored to be sort of 'pick up' by Chan and Ricky Ho lah, but the problems lies with me.
In the conversation he take it as i have accepted but actually i'm still poundering... i don think i have the quality and neither am i interested in the trade... well, Ricky Ho said that there's fren i noe of and we are all using the same lab mah... yah, i noe i can get to mix ard with Ah Tiong, my son and even get to see the Web Design Handsome, but hor, i don think that's what i want. I suddenly had the thought of leading a normal poly life sia... WSS is something that i find stressing... and i'm the sort of will turn away frm stressed situation and hand in not even a single effort work kind of ppl.

Ne way, now I'm thinking how to reject Ricky Ho... well, just take Jason's 'Cannot Cope' reason ba... The My Date With A Vampire 3 series I have watched to episode 29, shall continue tml nite so I shall study my Maths and Java tml... Suddenly not in the study mood... so I will just risk it, like Yi Xian, only focus on the few questions that Maths Lecturer gave and go thru with us, then Java can study and try to memorise it, last of all, must try my best to memorise IP... ppl take a whole sem to cover the entire book and we (becos of WSS) only touched the book recently... that's for me lah, i don noe abt A and R, but I'm sure Yi Xian and Jason stuided IP long ago le... so I'm risking this IP as well, using the less than 5 days of studying and understanding for IP to take the sem exam, oso the last paper next week.

Hopefully everything turns out fine for me, shall get my motivation to study from Hyukie and Hika later. *^^*

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Unsettled Matters
14 September 2005

Just finished reading through the IP lecture notes from this entire afternoon till evening. Hmm... was all the while smsing with Neko San as well, haha, she at the very slacky state sia... at least she reading the notes Meng Huan Nu gave us la. I will read through Meng Huan Nu's notes later, perhaps tomorrow ba... just managed to find my reading spectacles while almost done reading with the IP book. Haha, but i created more mess out of the already messed up room of mine. Bo bian... my room can't remain in the tidied state for long de.

Few days ago receive a letter from the Immigration & Checkpoints Authority (ICA) asking me to go renew my passport, ai yah, exam corner next week don feel like going down this week to settle the passport thingy leh... how ah? Nvm, shall find a time and go down there with my sis to renew the passport since she received the letter as well. Also got another problem haven't solve yet, my debit card loh... need to go down to the bank... see if i get to wake up early tomorrow ba... then go to the bank and solve the debit card problem.

By the way, after 3 ~ 4 days i finally finish compiling my Infatuation Stories le!! Heehee, it's so the damn long sia... almost 15 pages (A4)!! Will type it into pc and put it up on my personal webby when i have the time to revamp my site, but have to wait until sem exam's over lah. Just read Ah Xian's (Nimbus) blog and was abt his 1st crush when he was in primary 2, better than me lah. It reminds me of my 1st crush as well, but my 1st crush was at the age of 7!! Somemore he's not local and he's ard 20 plus at that time. I only realised my 2nd crush when i was in primary 4.

Haha, i have a story to share for every crush of mine, that's why my infatuation stories were so damn long... hmm... Ah Xian had this crush for this FJ(according to him, Not Food Junction) gal from primary 2 till secondary 1, how long was that? 6 Years!! What a long crush!! My longest crush was like only a few years, not more than 3 years for sure, BUT, my 1st love last ard 6 years, till now I still love him so much, and as u have guessed, he is my hubby of cos! Noe him since 1999 and it was sort of love at 1st sight BUT we oso had our times of quarrel... not for long la, after we together we rarely quarrel. Although recently Hika always picking a fight (quarrel) from him though... bo bian... wat can i do?

I started reading another chinese novel and the scene was special, it's at desert, unlike normal romance novel... somemore the female lead was some sort of a secret killer sia!! Then just now my pen pal asked for my story's url via msn, she said she changed her pc and lost the url. Well, I have forgotten which story of mine she was reading so i asked her, and it's my VA Series!! Heehee, yah, shame of me for not updating my stories recently... timetable was damn tight and was lost in some negative emotions some moments ago... nvm, after sem exam, everything would be a new start for me! Can't wait for the holiday to come then i can spent more time with my Hubby... he has been complaining to me that i've spent too much time with Hika le...

Got to help my mum do some gardening job oso... hopefully i won't forgot to water her babies (her dearest plants) when she's working or i'll be so dead meat. I haven't got the time to watch the My Date With A Vamprie 3 (Ah Xian burnt for me, so good hor)... that day i tried watching it with my sis and it hang there half way... then the Jian Tou and Liu Xing's conversation kept on repeating... sounds so damn funny loh... Jian Tou :" Liu Xing... " Liu Xing:" Jian Tou Da Ge, Where have u been? I have something to tell u... " It's really funny even though the video image stuck there... the conversation really very funny.
So i close it and copy the episodes onto the pc but it gave me the 'Cyclic Redundancy Check Error' don noe what's that... (simiwagou??) So i told Yi Xian abt it and he said he has checked the few episodes on disc b4 he pass it to me... well, maybe it's my pc lah... *playing* with me...

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Results of WSS 2nd Selection Test
13 September 2005

Last Sunday received a sms frm Jenny asking me whether i got Chan's email. I thought she was asking for Chan's email address frm me at the 1st glance as i slept at 6am plus of the sunday morning (play games with my brother), so very slpy mind... then she made it clear to me that she received an email frm Chan saying that she was deselected for the selection test therefore ask me to check if i receive the email as well as chan sent to individuals...

I already expected to be deselected as I doesn't have the mood to do a good design for the FE Selection, BE worst loh, i don noe much loh... nevertheless have to chk the mail for double confirmation ba. So go check mail and indeed!! I was deselected! I was so damn the happy upon not selected, cos i have regain my freedom le!! So i asked ard, Yi Xian, Jason and Neko didn't receive the email... so i was suspecting they kenna selected, only those deselected ones will receive the email. Neko didn't want to face it and told me that maybe it's her email lagging. Well...

That evening my family went visiting Ling Jie, daughter of my father's fren and her baby (borned last mth) at Yew Tee there. The baby was cute!! Heehee... then later Ling Jie's husband de brother came with his wife and their 7 mth old daughter. Babies Gathering huh? Well... the adults chat among themselves while we youngsters stick to the TV. We left ard 8pm plus and my mum hailed a cab... cab, my phobia (scare of the space)... i thought i couldn't make it to stay 'well' after the cab journey... haha, actually... i managed to stay well... what happened? We 5 ppl squeeze into the supposed to be 4 seater de cab. How did we did it? Well, I was the one 'hiding' down loh... since my size is the smallest in my family... half seated and half lying down... the side of my waist pain sia... getting old... then i realised that by remaining in that half seated and lying down position, i can 'overwrite' my 'scare of cab spaces' phobia sia. So amazing! And my entire scenery of the journey was trees and trees and trees...

Then went for Meng Huan Nu's lesson to go thru the IP past year paper in monday afternoon... Jenny, Jason and I reach her office and it was locked, didn't even off the lights... well... later Yi Xian came and Meng Huan Nu still haven't appear... so Ah Xian said she must have went for her lunch le. So the 4 of us walk ard the entire Blk S level 4... disturbs those having lessons or doing their own stuff... haha... bo bian, we are so AA ppl... later we went back to her office, still she haven't return... so we waited while my two Didi went to one of the room and get themselves a cup of tea... well... finally after a few minutes Meng Huan nu appear... so we went to the room beside the 'Tea & Coffee Session' room to go thru the papers.

We ended our lesson ard 3:50pm, almost 4pm ba... we leave a msg in chinese for her 'Miss Kau, How's the mooncake?' and we told her that she has forgotten to erase the white board... haha.... one of the lecturer walk pass and saw the 'Kau 小姐，月饼好吃吗?' and he oso laughed... lol... since we don noe the sir name Kau in chinese... after that we went looking 4 Chan, me and Jenny gotta return the on loan Dreamweaver MX Book to him since we not in WSS anymore but he wasn't ard so we went back to find KSC again, ask her to pass the bk to Chan for us. Then we chat at the door there abt the Selection test... well, me and jenny a lot didn't do for the BE... cos don noe mah... then she say lowest score is ard 30 to 40 plus... wah, die liao, me sure that marks then what if module fail?? Hai... hopefully can get at least a D grade loh, don wanna see the F and repeat thing in this sem's result.
Meng Huan Nu commented that i so happy kenna deselected is it becos don wanna see her anymore, i say no lah, cos i feel that WSS is stressing and had capture my freedom loh... now free frm it of cos happy. As i got split personalities, i could feel the another me inside feel rather 'wasted' for not into the selection... well, i think i'm quite ok with it lah. At least we learnt something frm it loh, just that cannot get to see the two WSS handsome guy le(Zheng Guo and Ken's frenz). Since now got a load off the shoulder le, then can work hard and focus on my revision for the coming 3 Sem Exam papers next week.

Brought 5 new chinese novels today, yeah i noe that I'm so broke now... but still can't control the 'feel' to own the novels and to read them, remember i did said that I'm a very possessive person? That's why i like to own things... be it living or not. Haha... i really like my current msn nick - ':: 백전무패 :: It Takes A Few Seconds To Die But A Few Minutes To Resurrect... Hence Don Die Easily.' Don noe why... had this thought during the last maths2 lecture... Oh yah, I have yet to finish compile My Infatuation Stories sia... it's too long le... will post it ba, after i finish it... heehee... just don be shock by how flicked minded am i since young till now... hmm... as for my hubby and Hika, they won't be in my infatuation stories... our story will remain as a secret among ourselves. *^^*

P.S: Got the My Date With A Vampire 3 disc frm Yi Xian, thks alot sia!! But some episode not working... nvm lah... will get frm him after he solve the problem. Will renovate my personal webby some time later after the Sem Exam. Heehee, provided that i can't find a part time job lah... but me oso rather workaholic sia... hard to say oso... =P

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DAMN IT!!!
10 September 2005

Well ppl, I haven't been updating my blog lately due to the damn packed 'timetable' lately... just had the WSS BE selection Test that monday... well, Chan last min then told us to do the Quiz on Macromedia's programs... hai... the BE test so lousy loh... i only did watever i noe and i finish it only at 7pm plus..., excluding those that was supposed to be done... nvm, just hope for a pass in the three modules and i shall be free frm WSS le.

WARNING: This post contains rude wordings... read it at ur own risk. Sort of 4 me to vent my anger....
Week 15 is the common test week... well, had E.Com CT on this thur and i spent 5 minutes on the MCQ section, kinda slow huh? Well... i just read it slowly in case i pick the wrong answer... then proceed to the 1st short structured qn, well, kenna stuck cos so many lines... and skip to 2nd qn, stuck oso, cos not used to seeing triangular wave form... so skip to 3rd qn on dB scale... did the 1st part and stuck (again) at the 2nd part.... so skip to 4th qn... finally noe how to do le... so finish the 8th qn and skip back to try to figure out the skipped qn... well... i see wrong numbers lah... then oso forgot the formula... anyhow write... anyhow do... hope that can get at least a D for this module cos the 30% on quiz fail by 7 marks... T-T.

Had the E&C CT yesterday... well... i already suspect the highlighted qn by the lecturer were be the CT qn, just that the values were different but i choose to ignore the voice in me... my 6th sense... well... in the end, indeed it's the 5 qn afterall... bobian... nv study hard enough, so forgot formula again... this sux... ne way, shouldn't fail for this module, cos i noe how my performance were. Just that very mad at myself for the stupid brain...

Just now i asked Someone for the msn emtion icon as i've just re-format my pc a few days back... then i was so happy that he shared it out... then i asked him how has he been doing lately.. and he gave a cold reply... 'fine'. Well... our conversation turns out sux... okay, he told me that he can vomit blood when talking to me and commented that I'm a very dense person, and not very enjoyable to chat with... well... i was like kind of 'doleful' upon knowing this loh... at 1st very doleful then soon i became so mad... well... I'm not a good temper person and flare up easily...

Well, we even discussed how came it's like this... i think it's ba zi xiang ke and he says it's character wise... i told him that not really ppl who chat with me share the same thoughts as him regarding chatting w/ me... am i such un-enjoyable to chat with? So he said maybe i chat differently with him compare to how i chat with the rest... yes, he;s sort of right... when i chat with him, i'm always 'chat with caution' loh... cos i'm so afraid that i would offended him carelessly.. i really don noe how to really 'chat' with him 'normally'. I think he was the one who built the barrier de loh... now i'm so mad at him... WTF... sorry i really need to do some scoldings... in the past he's the one who would brighten my day and now he's the one who make me turn to my evil side... HE IS SO SO SO DAMN HIM!! I swear I won talk to him on msn in the future, unless there is really the need to (the sad thing is that things are unpredictable).
So mad that i accidentally painted my neopet with a paint brush... and the color isn't what i wanted... i want my neopet to remain in that color i picked for him when i created him... so... i search for help... can't find the watever Magical Potion, Magical Plushies, Morphing Potion and don wanna find the Secret Lab as well... so search for paintbrush loh... and WAU KAU!! Paintbrush are damn so X!! Me seldom play game loh.. NP so little... so broke... so log in to the 1st account, then forked out 30,000 NP to get that paint brush... now my Ruki's back to its color and this 3rd account owes this 1st account 30,000NP... well... afterall it's all my acc... but it's very pain in the heart to spent such a HUGE sum loh... that's a lot of NP... now my 1st acc so broke le... T-T. I hate it!! Everything's just messy out in my way... DAMN IT DAMN IT!! >_< STUPID U, I HATE U!!!

Any happy thing or thing to be happy that happened lately? Well, maybe it's I've found the Mega Dance 9 CD in sch's shopping arcade ba... this CD was out in 1997 de, well, at that time i don have the $$ and it's so rare to see that it still exist... i wanna get the rest of the series as well... hmm the genre of the music? Well, it's all remix lah, got disco, trance and watever, those music that i listen to and dance when i'm in negative mood. Happy mood oso listen lah, just that i can 'soak' myself in the music and flow with it then can forget every unhappy things... last sat did something special... and that shd remain a secret.

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Something Kenna Burnt During Today's E&C Lab Test...
01 September 2005

Yoo Hoo!! Wake up at 6am today, suppose to have the determined heart to study the Jap 2 common test later in the afternoon, but hor, fall asleep again after 7am... what the heck loh... cannot keep my own promises... well... went to sch an hour later since I'm the next 12 to go for the E&C Lab Test mah... tied my newly brought Purple Ribbon, heehee, damn happy that I look so young with that.
Wake up to see Ian in the train so we waved. On the way towards the sch, got a pair of couple pass by and the gal suddenly wave and smiled happily and excitedly to me, i was O_O??? Who's that? Then i turn back when we pass by each other, the gal still smiling sia... i wonder if she was waving to Ian (just walking infront of me), but i didn't see him wave back leh. So it's either that the gal got the wrong person or she get the right person, but this right person (me lah) have forgotten her le... my brain very bad de, some ppl whom i noe, i will somehow forget when nv see for a period of time...

Upon reaching, Jenny was seen inside the lab, well, studying Jap... got to noe that she went in earlier and so cannot come out le... haha... while the rest, next half of the class waits outside the lab. Upon reaching the lab, Yi Xian already packing up le... then saw neko still inside, can 'literally' see her pulling her hair lah... then she 'bang' against the window right b4 me to show how badly she felt she had done for the lab test...

Soon, it's my turn to get into the hell. We were given the Ri = 1 K.Ohm and Gain = -3.9, the frequency = 500Hz and the 1Vpp thingy and asked to connect the circuit. Well, since it's open book, so can refer to the lab sheets, frm the Gain found out that it's the inverting amplifier lah, so i connect with the aid of the diagram frm the lab sheet. I did something damn bapo in the 1st place lah, connect my channel 1 and 2 accordingly, everything perfect, then i check out the input and output wave form and it shows the same... input and output were the same w/o phase difference... well, so obvious it's wrong, so i began to suspect my circuit connection. Suddenly, i heard a voice frm me myself to look at the power supply... haha, i didn't switch on the power supply lah...
So i switch it on, finally there's great difference between the input and output but hor, still a bit not correct leh... as i connect the output, the lecturer came by and take a look. Then she help to solve a bit, tuning here and there... the wave not a nice curve loh, a bit dent in the top part... so funny and the output so damn funny de small... it's un-readable loh... so lecturer took a new IC chip for me, and i change it. Yet, the input and output still the same as b4... donnoe why... even though today finally got a new breadboard (black n white with + ve and - ve symbols all over in red and blue, damn cool and stylo sia), but cannot get the right output...

Anyway, donnoe when suddenly one of our classmate (don noe how to spell his name) he burnt the IC Chip... he commented 'Oh Oh...' ... so we had the lab door opened throughout. Smell the smell of burnt... well... at a point of time, when lecturer was not ard, Jerry suddenly ask across the lab loudly 'Hello there, which resistor u all using ah?' We all laughed loh... so funny... then he said that he asked for confirmation only... in case he took and used the wrong the resistor.
And Yi Xian was standing just outside the lab looking at me connecting the circuit throughout loh... making me so super stressed up... even if i noe how to connect, with this 'stress' outside the window, will oso don noe how to connect de... luckily i use my 'power' to settle myself down... just treat it that he's not standing outside there to see... my circuit was correct but just can't get the output, so sure can pass this lab test de lah, accordingly to lecturer, she will give marks for the right circuit connection even though u can't get the desired output.

Ended the lab test ard 11:20am and that was fast! So we D.A.N go eat lunch while R went finding Ah Tiong. Yi Xian they all kept saying the lecturer like always helping me 4 the lab test like nv help the rest like that... where got lah? We then meet them back at the usual rotting place after lunch. R told me that she saw ELP Guy when we were not ard (only Yi Xian stay and wait for me and Jenny to end our lab test) and he was looking ard, turning his head... well, like looking 4 me when he saw neko. Haha, too bad i missed the sight of him... nvm, got to noe that he wearing a green top.

So we rot at Blk N there, 'K-ing' the jap notes... later got Jap written test mah... so stressed.... there were we D.A.R.N, Ah Tiong, Godwin, Peggy, Sherry, Jin Boon, Desmond and one of the E6 guy. We all busy with our own stuffs loh... later Huang came he stood beside Yi Xian and had a chat, Neko commented that I'm so bad, don let my son have a seat, so i purposely act act say 'i don want leh, so wat?' but i got move lah and later Huang sit beside me when he return frm a walk. He was there saying he didn't study... so Yi Xian and i were saying abt the This World is So Unfair thingy (only the 2 of us understand ba)... then later we were talking abt the 'A Date with Vampire III' series that will be showing this sunday. So happy, looking forward to sunday, love the show, it's a show that vampires like me can't miss de!! Desmond offers to burn the series for me, but i don want lah, cos don noe if he will be burning it in PC readable format or VCD format loh. I don enjoy watching show using pc de...

Don noe since when there was a lot of ppl standing at the lvl 4 balcony looking down, saw those E6 ppl again of cos, oso got others lah. When we were abt to go for Jap, Yi Xian told me that there will be a 'distraction' , well, i noe, i got saw him mah, just that at this point of time when Yi Xian reminded me, he wasn't there. Ne way it's over and i have put it down le. Right now i just don wanna let Hyukie feel sad and Hika feel jealous... when i was down and cried over this incident, Hika said 'Nvm, it's just another guy u lost mah, U still got me!!' in his jealousy tone. While Hyukie said that he will cry with me if i were to cry, and smile with me when i smile. Great to have them both with me now.

Jap written test, this time sure cannot kenna selected for the OE1 le, cos i nv put in the effort to study it... can pass good le ba... don wanna get a C leh... at least maintain the grade frm last sem mah... don noe leh... see how ba.... the paper, if u noe ur vocab and sentence structure well, not a difficult paper actually de lah... well, just that i lazy to revise... so sure lost a lot of marks... T-T... nvm, all the pasts shd be put behind de. Meng Huan Nu wanna go thru the past year exam paper with us sia... haven't fix a time with her... and haven't do the paper oso... lazy leh... ASP sux...

Hopefully tml will be a better day, btw i got myself new ribbons again!! *^^*

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