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Sad... Just got to know I've been posted to a new tutorial group different frm Min Lee... me in MI0407... E7... well... and i don have that complementary study 3 in modules registered page... I guess I kenna one module remodule le ba, cos no c.study for me... So sad...
Let me make a guess now... maybe i remodule EF, or DMD?!!! Okay lah, most prob is kenna remodule EF... then sure die liao, cos they changing new module to replace EF next sem... shit lah... eh, must be positive, maybe I like that new module better than EF hor? HeeHee...
See how it goes lah, results be out on wednesday le, see loh, me looking forward to see that 'EF remodule' message... message 2 frm the student email... or i wait for my results via sms... IT1820 - F grade...
Sian ah... kenna remodule... bapo imnida... >_<
T_T
Okay... i was so sad with my digi cam status.. and yesterday afternoon, I called up the company and leave down a voice message for them, telling them dat there's something so wrong with my cute digi cam. Then after i ended the message, I tried to open the cam with my screw drivers... but then... failed, cos the screws were too small... any my screw drivers are of different sizes...
So, I got so mad and put my cam into the bag... and i threw it onto the floor... then i realised i just did something very WRONG... i pick up my digi cam and took it out frm its bag... then i switch it on... and then....
WOOH!!! It TURNED ON!!! OH MY OH MY!!! IT CAME BACK TO LIFE!!! MY DIGI CAM RESURRECTED!!!
Well, I was damn HAPPY... but hor, must take care of it le, cos digital devices cannot tahan shock one... haha.... it's all over now... hope that my digi cam can have safe and peaceful life after the incident...
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Last nite, I accidentally DROPPED my DIGI CAM onto the floor... and when i switch it on, OH MY GOSH!!!It can't be switched on... the starting up light keep on shinning and shinning, and I can't even turn it off, have to take out the battery loh...
Why like that?!! Why does it have to drop and be damaged at this time? I 1 2 take many photo of the OGL one leh... no time to send to repair oso... our house only me have a digi cam sia... damn it lah... must be that black magic and bad hearted uncle's doing... purposely make me drop my digi cam suddenly, therefore i need to send for repair, which means i must spend money le.. but recently BROKE le lah... i choose OGL and gave up my part time job le mah (Job: 12 hours on weekdays... factory hard labour work... therefore confirm cannot go OGL then go work... cos cannot go work then half way go off and oso cannot go work at a later hour loh...) wau lau eh... me broke le lah.... cannot use my pockey $$ ne how de... savings too low liao... must pia... if weekend can, sure must go work le... even if tired oso bobian liao... no choice...
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Well ppl out there reading this entry of mine... actually I don't really noe what to say loh... cos I think I'm very emotional today... I felt so bad for always making Min Lee so sad lah, as in I always bully her loh... I don't noe why lah, maybe I'm just bored. I'm sooo SORRY, ML-san... T_T must 4give me lah...
Next, another thing is that I feel so bad for not of any help towards the MIT planning... proposal and whatever that everyone's busy with... sometimes I feel so useless... I don noe oso... like I've said, I'm really very 'emotional' today...
Last thing I wanna say is that my feelings towards Woo Hyuk and Rose loh... I don noe lah... I noe it's not right to be so 'flowery-hearted' but I just can't help it... there was once when I was so obsessed with Yun Suk, Sang Hyuk and Ho Suk frm CB... yah, I noe Woo Hyuk sure gonna feel the pain... but deep inside me, Woo Hyuk's still my always number 1. Okay, after some time, my obsession with those CB guys were over lah, and I remain 'stable' for ard 2 years I think. Just last year or so, when The TRAX came out, oh my gosh, I started a new obsession with one of them again... and this time it's Rose (Noh Min Woo/Hika).
At first, I thought that Nah~ it's just another normal and usual obsession again lah... but soon, I realised that that's not the case ne more... my feel for him, are almost equally the same as my * for Woo Hyuk... so now I'm very confused with my own feelings le lah... what am I suppose to do? Continue with this kind of feeling? U tell me to choose one lah, yah, this is the default phrase i noe, but i can't... i can't let go of neither one of them both... I noe Woo HYuk's * for me is very stable but... he's also a guy loh... rite frm the start I'm the one very unbalanced and unstable... for now, I just want to say I'm sorry Hyukie... because I've had a new worst obsession (not including those other 'distractions' frm sch, my sch oso have good looking ppl, and i loved to admire at them)... but, I hope as times goes by, things will come naturally ba... Maybe becos I'm tired today and that's why all these weird kind of feelings comes by ba... (come to think of it, I don even have this kind of guilt b4 when my obession w/ CB guys started few years back...)
For now, gotto leave this aside first. Cos got to be spirited for OGL thingy... oh yah, btw, today we (MIT) have assigned OGLS for all the 18 classes. For sure we lack of man power and we need more helpers... hopefully we can get enough helpers to help out in the freshmen orientation. Well, I managed to get Nurina as helper lah, i've tried all my 'resources' le, but all kenna rejected, those 'resources' rejected me to be helpers lah... O>_
Okay, have to put a stop now... can't keep on typing just becos I'm an author... LOL... have to go slp le... Nitez (Who am I saying this to? My Hubby and whoever read this entry ba)...
T_T mixed feelings...
Tell u what, most of the SIT Excos are very *&%#$... why do I say so? Becos to me, I think they're of not much help at all loh... they will only give us negative and destructive feedbacks and rush for everything... we have limited time, YEs, i noe this very well... yet they're like enjoying scolding us like that loh... it's our effort... proposal, finale dance steps... well... most of the excos sux lah, okay, i don 1 2 mention names loh... ne way i don really noe their names (except those I really hate one).
They, as our senior, should give us some encouragement mah, give us support, ideas and alternate ways to help us solve our problems and improve it, not there giving us very destructive comments... most of us are very STRESS loh... And if they (idiot excos only) 1 respect frm us, they shd give us their respect for us 1st, okay, XX 1 2 see our dance steps for the finale b4 we show it to other excos, and we show, but how can XX(that particular idiot, 4got his name lah) just stop us in the middle of our dance? That's VERY RUDE... ill mannered...
If I have the energy and spirit(100% full), I'll sure CURSE them.... (those selected excos only..., for sure not ne excos frm MIT)
Okay, gottogo now. Felt so guilty for not able to help the finale ppl in the editing of the script for the 'show'...
U noe what? Becos of the World Skills Training (WSS), me, Min Lee and Jenny got to be switched to Path A (P3) in year 2 instead of the original path b that we took. Then that means we'll be changed to another module group... meet new ppl loh... but I very lazy to meet new ppl... somemore I very AP.... plus I think Path A got vain ppl... i don like vain ppl....
I'll miss my class, my E5 ppl... and noisy lecture group (haha... donnoe why sometimes they, ppl frm other group really pissed me off, cos they really too noisy le, but i'll think they're funny at times oso). T_T
Saddness....
Hi yah ppl out there... I just came back frm the OGL Camp Eagle 2005 yesterday nite. What I want to say? I want to say I don really like the idea of 'STANDARDALISATION' loh... and hor... I didn't know that it's a Training Camp. I thought, yah, it's to teach us to became OGL something like this loh... then it turns out like military training like that... hmm.. u noe... those uniform cca training... those very lame thingy and rules.... well well well.... it seems like everyone's don mind that standardlisation thingy... but for sure i can't accept it. the Sir's rules, i think it's a bit out of the mind and ridiculous... okay, that's my point of view lah. Cos 1stly, I haven't been involved in those really fun and no-ridiculous rules camp training b4 (my sis got involved in it and she says if she were me, she'll quite the camp on the first day)... 2ndly, i really think they use the wrong mtd of training le lah... i noe there's other right way to do it... and lastly i hated those kind of discipline training thingy... cos I'm the super rebellious ppl loh... u noe what?
I swear and cursed that i'll curse them ppl for the stupid standardalization... well, i'm very mad and really flared up liao... just let me complaint till i'm enough of it. It's really driving me CRAZY + PISSED OFF = BERSERK... O>_
I HATE IT!!!
I HATE IT!!!
I HATE IT!!!
I HATE IT!!!
I HATE IT!!!
Okay... Enough of it... End. Now 'm happy... LOL =P
Hmm... today is quite a nice day lah. First of all, this morning on the way to sch, met my primary schoolmate on MRT. And we had some chats. Haha, it's so funny loh, I was never in the same class as her yet I know her name and know that there's someone like her. Anyway, she was my frend's classmates lah, that's why I noe her ba.
Secondly, on the way to the exam venue, Blk G, Sports Hall (Don noe why, it's just a VERY LONG JOURNEY to It...) I saw a guy's back view from far and my attention was caught by him. Well, his back view really looks like that ELP guy I got to know (on surface only lah). Then I thought maybe not, cos the hairstyle looks different... Then we walk and walk, and this guy was all along right in front of me, his steps are quite big and fast oso lah. Then towards somewhere around Blk H he suddenly turns around and look at me and then give me the 'Oh, it's you.' look on his face. Haha... I was right, SOO RIGHT!!! It's that ELP Guy afterall lah!!! Then he starts to slow down his steps, I don noe why lah... I was thinking whether to 'overtake' him then as our distance were closer, I decided on the very spot to 'Overtake' him. Hahaa... well, this ELP Guy really resemble one of my secondary schoolmates lah, as in the feeling he gave ppl.
Thirdly, another happy thing was that the JAVA paper was not that difficult to do lah, about half of the paper can be done loh... just that for sure I will have my stupid careless mistakes done... nvm lah, can pass can liao (like what all others will say).
Ah~Huh! The Last happy thing is that out of the Examination Hall, I saw that Sports Hall Guy (Once saw him 'sliding' down frm the stairscase side and jumps down onto the floor, SO COOL sia!!)!! Well, got to notice this person thru last year sem. exam, same venue. He's in the same lecture group as ELP Guy oso!!! (Once saw them walking out frm the same lecture room) Both of them are frm SEG(saw that pruple lanyard frm that ELP Guy), I think if not wrong. ELP Guy and Sports Hall Guy both nice leh(we never talk to each other b4 lah...), but ELP Guy I think got GF, so cannot touch lah, as for Sports Hall Guy, don noe if he got GF or not. Hahaa... nvm abt GF lah, so long as I can get to see and admire their features I happy liao(So easy will be happy ah? U think leh? not really that case lah... me a very difficult one... cum siao one oso).
Okay... End of Feelings Report... Must slp le... slp till nite then wake up study Maths... last nite got so nervous for today's JAVA that I only slept around 3 hours(Went to bed at 10:30pm... but only actually manage to fall asleep at ard 3am I think)... Must have 'workable mind' (very fresh lah, not tired) for tomorrow's Maths paper, yes, finally, the very last paper of all.
P.S: On the way home (on MRT) saw this guy whom quite resemble Oh Suan (Korean Gasoo - D.Bace)!! Quite surprise huh?
FiOh *^^*
Oh... Just received the result from WSS ppl in charge. Yeah, why am I got selected for further WSS sessions? Hai... so 'nice' that the next few training session clashes with my OGL Camp Eagle... well ,these two events just fall on the very same date.... OMG... what am I going to choose now?
Which one should I go? If miss one WSS session will like miss a lot... but OGL camp is a very different experience to be and not everyone will have the chance to experience it leh... How ah? Shit lah... o>_
FiOh T_T
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