Read my friend's sis de boyfriend de blog. Really touched by that entry and of course somehow the song makes it more magical. Really a sweet post and amazing song i would say. Sweet Sweet Sweet!!!

Love makes you go over the border to do that something for your love one. Even the smallest action brings smile up to your face. ( Renny, I am happy for u!)

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Offically allergic to angmoh's. Dun ask me why. Sorta like a nightmare. Haiz.. third time! This is the third time that i am encountering these kinda things! BOO!! Yuan Fen? I dun think so! haha.. I should say.. offically allergic to both black and white angmohs. That sounds more correct. haha. I think they must be blinded or half blinded or vision problem la. haha.. Blah Blah Blah.. i am going crazy after this incident.

Labels: Life' 07

Finally finish watching Attack No 1. It was a volleyball show and i simply love it!! Not only the cast knew how to play, the skills that they have and the formation is really WOW! I guess such formations we do not really see it in Singapore ba. Well, the show shows this shadow spike, which i only heard of it before and this trinity spike ( i dunno wat it is).

After watching this show, i am really inspired to join back a volleyball team. Its great to have team mates that really care for you and strive you on when you feel like giving up. They will always stand by ur side and together, they work towards the untimate goal of winning the championships. Come to think of that, I now than realised how easy last time my trainings were. It consists of only steps, situps, pushups, training stamina and some basic skills. Yet, i am not able to realise how easy these things were. Wat it takes to be a real volleyball player is much much more than this. One needs to hit the gym room and carry some weight, consistant jogging and training and self discipline. It is really inspiring to see the show and i regretted at how little effort i hav put in last time.

When watching the show, i've cried a few times. Cox its really touching!! It never fails to remind me of my team mates. Looking at the libero, i tot of our libero last time. Perhaps, because its a japanese show and that volleyball is something that matters so much to japan, it shows how hard the players really strive. Morning practice, evening practice and training camps in school. Being part of National Team takes soooo much out of them. Anyway, there is something that touched me. They said that they would be playing volleyball till they die. This goes to show how much they cared for volleyball and how important it is to them. I really regretted!!

Labels: Life' 07

Just came back from chalet the day before. haha.. had a great time there and managed to chill a bit. I need a break from my freaking projects. haha.. chalet was at NSRCC, Safra @ Tanah Merah. I find the chalet really clean and nice and big though it was located at a rather deserted place.

The chalet this time round was with my collegues. Though we were only collegues, i was suprised at how well we could get together with. Without the companion of the 3 of them, things would feel different. Of course, during the chalet.. it was a eye opening opportunity for me. I saw things that i never knew and had some new experiences. haha.. though the main activites that we were doing were only cycling, swimming and rotting in the chalet, i still kinda enjoy myself.

I am glad that i managed to meet this bunch of good friends in my life. I hope that the 3 of them enjoyed themselves too. Haha.. and sorry that if i have said or done something that ever irritated them. Haiz.. its a pity that we did not take much pictures at the chalet. Though we managed to take a few, haha.. it was some pretty funny shots i would say. Oh! The chalet has SCV installed! It was something rather new to a noob like me. TV was the main thing that helped us to kill most of the time. I am glad that the TV has SCV, if nt surviving on that few pathetic channles that Mediacorp hav, i would not survive the 4 days.. haha.

Though the 4 of us is becoming 3 soon, i still hope that one woudl be able to find a good job, one would hav a happy marriage and time would fly pass for the other one.



That was the living room. The sofas are damn
uncomfortable!


erm.. kitchen table!


Dinner for the first night! Yum Yum!


Yeah.. quite formal rite?haha

Anyway, that was roughly like the pictures that we hav took and some in other ppls camera. Will upload it when i got that.

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Maybe I worry too much or maybe I am thinking too much. They told me that i am thinking too much and has not forget wat has happened b4 that. Others told me that it is not true and that i should not worry about it at all. I am rather confused. To believe or not? To worry or not? I have been worrying the whole day and close to a week. Although it is not going to happen to me, i just feel that it is close to me.I am sick of worrying. I do not like the feeling as it is kinda like sucking the soul out of me. Leaving me with a souless body.

I am thinking of the million possibilities in which that thing is going to happen.How will i react if it is finalised and dust settled down? Of course i am in no position to judge this thing, but i cant help it. Haha.. cant eat properly, cant concentrate, cant sleep.. the first thing that pops into my mind is OH DEAR! IS IT GOING TO HAPPEN? Nearly soul-less.. yet still clinging on.I am trying my best to not think of it. But if i have free time, my mind would just wonder off. Haiz.. Is it really i cant let go of the past or am i just too busybody? Haiz.. dunno dunno dunno!!!!

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Flipping through each page of the magazines i had in my hand, remebering all the things that i have seen in the magazines. A sense of aweness overwhelmed me. The buildings that Zaha Hadid, Tadao Andao, Toyo Ito, Shigeru Ban, IM Pei etc built were amazing. Just at the thought of that, i felt inferior. When will one such day arrive that i will design something like them?

Calling myself a Interior Designer? I seriously dun think so. I am such a failure. Even the basics of a interior designer- the scale, the proportions, good model making, good drafting scales... i do not meet the requirements. The scales are done wrongly, proportions all wrong, model not nice, drafting skills sucks to the max. What else did i accomplish? It is a NO NO that an interior designer got his/her scales and the proportions all wrong. It is highly possible that next time when i go out and work, i built something that is out of proportion! I blame myself for being such a failure.

I seriously doubt my future as a interior design. So what there is passion. It just kills me when i have to listen to all these terrible comments made to me. It aint easy being a designer, what more a profossional one. I KNOW! Yet y aint i showing any improvements since last year? What happened today bought me back to last year, where i had a terrible crit and cried for a few hours. After that crit, i question myself- what makes a good designer. I swear i will be hardworking. But blind hardworking will not solve the problem. IT SUCKS! I hate myself for being who i am! I am not a interior designer! I am a failure! They told me to take it as a lesson. I can! Yet i could not get over it like that. Does this failure thing happen to me every year? DO i need this failure thing to knock some sense into me so that i could really buck up and do my things?

Perhaps i need to be constantly reminded of the fear of being a failure. I needed someone to scold me. To make some sense to me. Last year i had Boss.. but this year, i guess i am left with no one. I may hav let those who helped me a lot down as i had not performed well. I need a trashing badly! I know being a designer is never easy. There are so many ups and downs that one has gotta go through. I do not want history to repeat itself. This is going to be the last time. I swear!

But.. just let me emo for the next few days. Its not easy to get over this.. and when i get over this, i will work hard. I promise.

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Yesterday went to Seoul Garden to celebrate SC and Liya de bdae. I am offically broke. Thanks SC for treating us the $8. Haha.. I had a great time though i am broke. There were SC, drew, kenny, irwin, zhaoyi, youlun, KC,Phil,sam,sophie, qinghui, wanjun, minyi, liya and a guy whome i forget his name. Ya.. quite a lot of people. Had my fill at Seoul garden. Haha.. me and qh were shocked that the price was 28 bucks. EX EX EX. So we ate till we think that our 28 bucks were nicely spent. haha.. i guess i did ate quite a lot. Meat and meat, ice cream, nata de coco and a whole lot of other stuff. haha.. SC was nicely dressed! Surprised! Not in tee shirt and pants and slippers, but in proper shirt and pants and shoes. Wahaha.. of course he gotta dress up for HIS occassion! Well, Liya was nicely dressed too.

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Went to print my panel today. Looks kinda ugly to me. haha.. but i know i did the best i can. Whether it attracts the judges attention, it up to fate. My furniture design sucks to. It look ugly. FUGLY. Take a look at my uglified things ba.



Its a coffeetable!


4 colours availabe. Red, black, orange and purple.








Plates could be swang in all directions.


My FUGLY panels.


Yes.. its call sliderboard. Lame name. I cant think of a gd wan.

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