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Honour The Dead. 
About Me
Xiang Yi Or Xy. I'm Borned On 8th Feb 1987 Email me @ tunl3zah@hotmail.com My Ex-Girlfriend, My Father And Mother. Unable To Meet My Own High Expectations. To run, To Ride, To Sleep, To Listen To Music And Playing Soccer. Links/Friends Tag-Board
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| Monday, September 04, 2006 "how we shld treasure ppl around us before it's too late for regrets...how Normally, whatever meaningful things people say in life doesn't really reflect the way we usually act, they only say it after all has happened. Ironic isn't it? Saturday, May 13, 2006
I'm sorry for making you cry, so many times. I can't help but to feel guilty, not because i made you cry but it is because you would forgive me time and again for inflicting pain on you. I'll say the things you hate to hear, i do and behave in ways that you don't like. Like someone who once mentioned to me, i treated you so hostile at times, even worse than how i treat a total stranger. That startled me for a moment, and made me remorse over it. But just what i learn from that? REVERT back to the same again. Fuck it.
Sometimes, i just don't know why i'd act the way i did.. It is just unexplainable. I'm just ridiculous and maybe i'm asking too much from you. You are perfect in everyway and just what more can i ask for? You waited for me even when i cheated on you. To think that i still have the cheek to be with you after doing such things. I stooped so fucking low. What can i do? What can i possibly do? I regretted hurting you and I want to be with you to make you happy, see you happy, but it is bullshit, I'm in fact inflicting more pain on you. Someone teach me how to give people happiness? Please? Tuesday, April 25, 2006
Haiz.. I'm guilty and disappointed with myself... I'm starting to doubt myself..
Monday, March 20, 2006
I'm back, on my own accord rather than by popular demand.
Have nothing to do, thus, decided to drop by and post a Song of the day. Perhaps it is to describe my feelings but it is not, the dream girl/guy in your mind doesn't cut it in reality. It is just a far fetch thought that will be fulfilled maybe let's say, 1 in a millionth. But, one shouldn't daydream that you'll be the ONE. Baby (x11) I'm So Glad... I Will Never Find Another Lover Sweeter Than You Sweeter Than You And I Will Never Find Another Lover More Precious Than You More Precious Than You Girl You Are.. Close To Me You're Like My Mother, Close To Me You're Like My Father, Close To Me You're Like My Sister, Close To Me You're Like My Brother And You Are The Only One My Everything And For You This Song I Sing.... All My Life I Prayed For Someone Like You And I Thank God That I..That I Finally Found You All My Life I Prayed For Someone Like You And I Hope That You Feel The Same Way Too Yes, I Pray That You Do Love Me Too I'd Send You All That I'm Thinking Of........Baby Said I Promise To Never Fall In Love With A Stranger You're All I'm Thinking Of I Praise The Lord Above For Sending Me Your Love I Cherish Every Hug All My Life (Ohhhh..Baby, Baby) I Prayed For Someone Like You And I Thank God That I...That I Finally Found You All My LifeI Prayed For Someone Like You And I Hope That You Feel The Same Way Too Yes, I Pray That You Do Love Me I Really Love You You're All That I Ever Know, And All My Life I Prayed For Someone Like You And I Thank God That I ..That I Finally Found You All My Life I Prayed For Someone Like You Yes, I Pray That You Do Love Me Too And All My Life I Prayed For Someone Like You And I Thank God That I...That I Finally Found You..... Sweet and smooth song here.. Kinda like it when i first listened to it over the radio. Anyway, back to my thoughts, been through quite a bit recently. You know, no r/s is perfect or close to perfect, miscommunication happens here and there. Patient is needed, plenty. Its going to get mental from day one of a r/s. Many factors come into play, emotions, beliefs, trust, respect, lust & many many. Reflecting on myself, i really hope i can be more respectful, more tactful, more attentive, more trusting, more caring and more loving to the one i love. Though nothing last forever, i just wanna make sure i have tried my very best when we're together. Then, I can say i have no regrets. There's this olden saying from don't-know-which old skool movie, Bu zai hu tian chang di jiu, Zi zai hu cheng jing yong you. Maybe this is what it truly means.. Tuesday, November 15, 2005
To my Dearest Granny, you will not be forgotten.
Though we were not close since young due to the enmity between my father and your daughter, you would always treat me with hospitality whenever i went to your place. You would make iced milo for me, though i usually decline it and get myself a cup of plain water, i still appreciate it deep down in my heart. You would cook for me to eat though walking about ain't easy for you. You would give me additional allowance and force me to take it. You cared for me. I think this would be the better ending than for you to endure the pain and misery caused by the injuries you suffered. It will ease your pain, however, the pain of losing you will be passed on to us. We grief for your departure and its because we do care for you too. May you rest in peace Granny. Love you lots. Monday, October 10, 2005
Hello.. I'm back with some hot stuff!
I'm so stressed up over the past few days man over some family matters... finally, abt 75% of the burden is lifted off my shoulders... but still there is a long way to go... I need to shoulder more responsibility from today onwards... I will not go into detail =/ And my god, a gay added me on Msn. Sad man... Wanted female to add me yet a fucking gay came and add me =D Well, being Xiang yi, i played along with him from the moment he messaged me.  Ohh ohh... i thought he was the cute guy in the picture. if he was, maybe ill consider to gay with him =X he's such a pretty boy!  Then he went on to ask me about my friend's brother and wanted me to introduce him to jy(my friend's bro). he is interesting man, he admitted he is gay! yay!  Then then... He was trying hard to bootlick me! He made me feel so old man! .... .... .... .... .... .... .... .... .... .... .... .... .... .... .... .... .... .... .... .... .... .... THEN OUT OF A SUDDEN! HE SENT ME THIS FUCKING PIC(he claimed it is a movie clip) OUT OF NOWHERE! Luckily MSN protected me from the gay boy! thanks MSN lol =X  THEN FUCK KNNCBLJPCB!!!! He suddenly change his display picture to THE PICTURE OF ME & KHAI! NNBCB a fucking gay saved my pic on his flithy computer! Nvm, I can tahan!  Grand Finale! He went on to his SOLE OBJECTIVE of hooking up with me! He revealed his true identity(SO FUCKING GAY FACE & SMILE SEE ALREADY DULAN!). The animated gif. he showed does not mean "Would you mind punching someone younger than you" He ACTUALLY meant "Would you mind fingering someone younger than you". This is so fucking SICK.(Although i'm sick too). Can you imagine me dirtying my bloody fingers on his fucking asshole?(maybe some of you ppl do think that way =P) DREAM ON BROTHER! NEVER EVER! Then i blocked him la~ I felt sad, someone needed me yet i rejected him.. I'm so bad !  NA BEI. I hope this is the last.. I want pretty girls to add me! Cheers! Friday, September 16, 2005
The long awaited post???
I have decided to post pictures of my girlfriend here. Haiz.. sooner or later u all have to find out one.. I cannot hide it longer... ... ... ...... ... ... ...... ... ... ...... ... ... ...... ... ... ...... ... ... ...... ... ... ...... ... ... ...... ... ... ...... ... ... ...... ... ... ...... ... ... ..... ... ... ...... ... ... ..... ... ... ..... ... ... ..... ... ..... ... ... ..... ... ... ...... ... ... ...... ... ... ..... ... ... ..... ... .... ...... ... ... ...... ... ... ...... ... ... ...... ... ... ..... ... ... ..... ... ... ...... ... ... ..... ... ... ...... ... ...... ... ...... ... ...... ... ... ... ... ...... ... ...... ... ... Lemme introduce you guys to my girlfriend, we have been together for only a month... Yet, we love each other like as if we have been steady for years.  My beloved Zicarius or Zickie. I don't know why i gave her this name =/ ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ...  Caught him slacking downstairs so i decided to snap his picture =X Haha.. Pai seh ah.. Not that artistic. The shades look like bikini hanging over his head like that =X Can see that i am darn bo liao right? =X |
