:'(

gosh sweetheart I miss you so much. I'm really going crazy here. feel so stupid all alone in the office crying because I just miss you so badly. never cried because I miss someone before. guess you're the first. I really love you so much and not being able to be beside you is really killing me. I need you.

something exciting. well not really. :/

ok so today the DO asked me to send some bravo coy guy to ttsh. i complied and was heading to the medical center. I was thinking to myself what happened to the guy. did he have fever? or maybe food poisoning? well when I got there, apprently he slipped and fell into a whole roll of concertina wire which is so so super sharp and cut his right ankle. didn't look very bad till he showed me his wound. I tell you his wound opened to nearly 1cm wide and about 3cm long and it was deep. super deep. he had a second cut which looked like a smaller version of the big one. now I know how sharp that stupid thing is. anyway sat in the saf ambulance and it stupidly can only got up to 50km/h and if there is an emergent can only go up to 70km/h. I tell you if I were to get seriously injured during training, I'd rather the medics call the paramedics from scdf to send me to he nearest hospital if noti just might die getting there. maybe that is why that officer who got crushed by the rover didn't survive cause by he time the saf ambulance reached anyway hospital would have been one hour later. 

ok this is a pretty random post but I'm just to bored here. there is really nothig to do and not alot of ppl to keep me company. I'm stuck in this stupid place till Friday. sigh. 

I think this is the most exciting thing that will happen to me this week. god I miss Nad so much. so so much. 

stuck in camp

so I'm currently serving the second day of my four days cos duty. it is super super boring cause there's really nothing to do. all I can do is do some daily paperwork, watch tv, and sleep. worse part is I don't have money to order food from outside and I can't get out of camp to even spend time with my wife. sigh this sucks. I can't wait for Friday to come so I can freaking book out of this place. 

stupid leg still not recovering fully. gotta go see the specialist soon. hope it will recover as I do not want this to affect my airforce career. 

anyway don't really have much to blog now cause there really is just nothing to blog about! well off to watch the tv or sleep now. sigh. I miss Nad so so much. :(