Saturday, July 21, 2012

To : My girlfriend,

Hey, my dear. Just want to type this down. If there is one day when you feel like I'm not spending as much time with you as before. Like chatting lesser on phone, going out with you less often, meeting up less often. It's not because my feeling for you has faded. Not that I don't love you anymore. It's just that you had become someone so important in my life. Someone that I want to spend my life with. That is why I'm working harder. Studying harder. So that we have a good future. I do not wish for you to spend the rest of your life with me unhappily. That is why I'm accompany you lesser. For our future.

From: Boyfriend.

Wednesday, July 18, 2012

Trust. A word of simple explanation.
But a word associated with lies.
Who can we really trust in this world?
People can be so close to you but still betray you.
How do I know when and who to trust?
Am I becoming a scheming person I used to be?
Trust issue is killing me.
Everything just become so complicated as we grow up.
Why can't things be simple just like when we are kids?
No scheming, no lying, no cheating.
Never having to be afraid that people around you is out to destroy you.
I have become a very complicated and complex man.


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