Friday, March 25, 2011

Many things in my mind.
What is your wish and who you want to see?
When you know the end is coming.

Hound. That's my name.

Wednesday, March 23, 2011

Nothing in this world last, don't they?
Feeling can fade. Memory can be forgotten.
Money can be lost. Life can just end like this.
And in some point of life.
You used to matter in someone's life.
But now you don't matter anymore.
It's doesn't matter.
I hate a quiet and cold night!

Saturday, March 19, 2011

Well. Today I realize that what my parent always say is right.
If you do not care about that person.
You won't even bother to get angry with them.
It's because I care, that why I said all those harsh things to you.
How I wish we could be like in the past.
You would complain to me every little thing.
And I will listen and try to solve it for you.
Unlike now, we don't even talk.
And when we do talk. We end up quarreling.
I don't regret what I said today.
But I regretted saying it in sure a harsh way.
But like you said. It's your life, you can live it however you want.
And who am I to criticize? I'm not your family.
I'm not even consider a friend.
I'm just a nobody to you.
I'm sorry.
I'm sorry that I said those things.
But I said it out of concern.
Maybe in a wrong way. But it's true that I care.
But it's useless now. Cause you won't even bother to see this.
After all, it was me that said.
What you do doesn't matter to me anymore.
And I won't even bother or care.
And what I do.
It doesn't matter( your favorite line ) to you anymore.
Well. I guess it's over between us.
Everything is over.

Ps. Sometimes it's better to keep some feelings hidden inside. Cause revealing those feelings may end up in a hurtful ending for both parties.

Friday, March 18, 2011

Banished from heaven, Sent to hell.
This is my favorite line in the past.
I know it's emo. Haha.
Anyway. Im in a confused mood lately.
Argh! Hard to describe it now.
And I'm getting answer from my question that i asked few weeks ago.
Or maybe a month ago. I can't remember.
It's no. Who would say yes after what i did, right?
Well. Let's hope that it will end up well.
There is something i always wanna do.
It's to ride my bike with my love one.
To a quiet beach. And just sit there letting the sea breeze blow on our face.
Let us forget everything fuck up thing. And enjoy the night.
Well. Don't think i can do it soon thou.
First I do not have a bike.
Second I do not have a love one.
LOL!
That's it. Enough of ranting.
See you guys!
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