Saturday, July 21, 2012

To : My girlfriend,

Hey, my dear. Just want to type this down. If there is one day when you feel like I'm not spending as much time with you as before. Like chatting lesser on phone, going out with you less often, meeting up less often. It's not because my feeling for you has faded. Not that I don't love you anymore. It's just that you had become someone so important in my life. Someone that I want to spend my life with. That is why I'm working harder. Studying harder. So that we have a good future. I do not wish for you to spend the rest of your life with me unhappily. That is why I'm accompany you lesser. For our future.

From: Boyfriend.

Wednesday, July 18, 2012

Trust. A word of simple explanation.
But a word associated with lies.
Who can we really trust in this world?
People can be so close to you but still betray you.
How do I know when and who to trust?
Am I becoming a scheming person I used to be?
Trust issue is killing me.
Everything just become so complicated as we grow up.
Why can't things be simple just like when we are kids?
No scheming, no lying, no cheating.
Never having to be afraid that people around you is out to destroy you.
I have become a very complicated and complex man.

Monday, March 19, 2012

This place serve as a platform for me to update to you.
But after what happened.
I finally knew.
That I have a place in your heart.
Not because of love but hate.
You hated me for doing what I did.
Even until now.
And seriously I do not blame you.
And this place like my heart,
is officially closed.

Wednesday, March 14, 2012

After hearing your voice after so long.
It makes me miss you alot.
why?

Tuesday, February 21, 2012

Since i woke up early in the morning and i cant sleep.
Here is a post. First of all.
Now I'm having exams.
Kinda of tiring cause my midterm test i didn't do well.
So now need to study reallll hard.

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Sometimes I wish I could just ask you.
Whether I could court you again.
But thinking back, I'm scare again.
After the horrible 6 months that I gave you.
I really wish that I didn't appear in your life before.
But then again, you might not have any feelings for me anymore.
Can someone tell me what to do?

P.s Never did I know that missing someone is such a torture.

Thursday, November 17, 2011

All along I have been trying to find a new girl.
But still I can't forget my old one.
I miss you more than you know it.
=(

Thursday, October 6, 2011

Somehow, the distance between us keep getting wider.
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