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Friday, March 31, 2006

fuck lar... worst day... but not realli the whole day lor... became de worst day when it came to cca time... first time thou tat i felt so mad in tat stupid cca... stupid girl guides... no brainers... bunch of no brainers! yah lor i know wankee confirm reading this... cos she oways read de!!! ahhh! i don care whether ur reading anot... yah lor... nevermind say not impt things first... hmm first period ish chemistry lessons... den hor 1 period only =] happy happy... hais she talk talk talk den we listen listen listen... hmm at least i got smile in her class... den de rest of de lessons... it's like blah blah blah... u get it? hahaha lame ar... den last lesson of de day ish art!! haha hmm donno whether i should feel happy when im going for art anot... but 2dae i feel quite happy... quite high oso donno why... =x yah lor... den cher call out ppl to see their art which ish common de... hmm den she call me out liao... i go dere... donno y i keep on amg quo... or sth... hehe yah lor den talk... den same ah reply back... hmm donno how 2 explain de feelings out lor... haiz den got cca lor... actualli i very happy go dere de... but ending so damn pissed... PISSED! ok lar wankee if ur looking at dis... lemme tell u lor... say wad u wan... i don care alright? i just wan u 2 know tat wad im gonna say doesnt mean tat i realli wanna be an ex-co... if i were i... ill rather do it for my O lvls... i wanna tell u have u ever thot tat if there wasnt tat problem... who would be de ex-cos?! damn it... i know i cant change wad had happened... i just wanna tell u... don make de wrong decision just becos of tat fucking incident tat happened... to end this off wif an conclusion... i just wanna say this... im not happy or satisfied with this fucking current batch of ex-cos... not all but just some lar...
F1 was like... last time she said she hate dem... den wadeva like i fucking care lyddat... when tat incident happened she said neutral... i donno whether ur trying to avoid the problem? or ur just trying to stay out of de problem and want chers to like u... i don care
F2 was like... ooh i hate guides lar! i wanna quit guides... pls lor u had been saying this from sec 1 till now le... have some sense of originality lar... oooh wad are u gonna say next?! i luve guides becos im a fucking exco! right?! it's like are de gg chers and o5 excos blind or wad? it's like she doesnt go for camps, campfires... and some other lame bunch of stuffs... pls lar... take for example lor... tat syf thing where no brainers choose some ppl to go for syf... den it's like F2 kept saying tat it's a waste of time and doesnt help in our studies... den we oso don care lor... she donwan to go den we oso donwan to force her liao... we just try out... den most of de asg members got in le... she started to regret le and kept complaining to me tat she wans to go for syf... GET A LIFE LAH... fucker lar i hate ppl wif dis kinda attitude... den u march oso bo chap de lor... blind people...
i don care abt de 3 other Fs... just to let u know tat F... doesnt mean i scold them fucker... it just came out of my head to call them tat... wadeva... all we done for it... gone down the drain like wad my sis said... we joined so mani things... or event or wadsoever... and dis ish wad happens... quit guides lor... but come to think of it... if we quit doesnt brings us any good at all lor... aiyah i know u see dis will angry de lor... i don care... seems like going to guides... coem to think of it... half mood gone..... all i wanna say... make sure u don fucking regret wad u done

it just isnt fair, fu~ker

11:42 PM


Thursday, March 30, 2006

just came back home be4 it rained... haha heng ar... haiz 2dae lor... so stressed... its like first period got chem test... haiz and i suck in chem de!!! esp de KPT lor... haiz den hor after tat have hist test... arghh sooo stressed leh... but at least de nurul better lor... cos she ish like... aiyah she said... u wanna pass ur hist right? u wanna pull up ur grades right? ok i help u... den she like writing out clues and hint on de board... waaa bit too wad le lar right? but nevermind lar... jus hope i can pass lor... imagine.... my hist passing... abit impossible for me de... cos im only intertested in s'pore hist when i was in sec 2 only!!! sec 1 lor... boring lar... sec 3... u can say tat it's so-so bah... at least social studies better... u can say tat i say it's bit more intertesting... yah lor... siannn leh tmr gonna find out who ish gonna be de ex-cos le!!! hahaha and u know wad? im gonna earn money! $.$ cos i bet wif my friends tat im not gonna be an ex-co... im too lousy le lar... tats y... hahahaha $.$

running away from reality

5:48 PM


Wednesday, March 29, 2006

arghh

I CANT BELIEVE TAT I ALMOST LOST MY PHONE DE 2ND TIME AGAIN!!!

hmm yah anyways... went to esplanade ytd... which was tuesday... mani ppl and mani chers went to de esplanade so... it's like very few ppl in de class and it looks like we're having remedial lessons instead of having normal lessons lyddat... haha... yup den hor... donno why de chers in class all so gong on tuesday... i sms in class... no1 cares or caught me doing it... yah lor irene lessons... i oso donwan to attend le lor... fucker who cares wad ur teaching?! i don for sure lor... haiz nevermind... den hor went home at 2pm... go home watch some tv... den slept till 3:30pm... woke up den bathe... pf went to our hse... lol xia si wo cos tat time was bathing wor... den change, get out... blahz den hor! my maid say she wanna put make-up... -.-" siao... i heck lor... she wan put den i jus let her put make-up on me bah... hahahaa don wanna think of it right now... yup went to jec to meet shiping and anyu... wooo both of dem wear so nice... when we were walking dere... saw mani commonwealthians dere oso... lol eat long john silver for dinner... den go mrt station... waulao y mus he be late?!?! make us lose 2 trains le... nevermind... it took us like 25 mins before reaching city hall... or some where lar... LOL but it's near esplanade dere... we walk and walk and walk... den si yilian!! donno y she keep calling me one... hahaha i see her den she oso call me... -__-" went to talk outside... den talk wif some friends... den go in liao... haiz still need to check bags... as if i bring bomb lyddat... HAHAHA! yah lor bought 25dollar seats... so im prepared tat i would not be able to see anything frm up dere de... anyways we're at de back row dere... den show start liao... first time ar... everyone so quiet de... drama, choir, chinese/ indian/ malay dance and band performing... i still think tat drama is de main thing dere... den oso kelian band members... hahaha can hardly see dem lar... den got break... went down den take photos... =x den hor! pf say she wanna go toilet... den we all follow her... when i was abt to be done... dey all rush me saying tat de show start le... little did i know tat i had left my hp behind... EXCATLY THE SAME PLACE WHERE I HAD LOST MY FIRST HP!!! shit man... half way de show i realise tat i culdnt find my hp... i quickly rush back to de toilet... but no more liao... -.-" die lor... i was like kept crying outside... i cry and cry non- stop... cos i know i die liao le... at de end of de show... everyone came out den i was like crying dere... den everyone was like looking... i turned right den i saw an uncle and an auntie... which was outside de toilet i was using... they asked me whether it's my phone and returned it back to me... THANK U SO MUCH!!!!!!! =] had fun thou... hahaha

5:39 PM


Saturday, March 25, 2006

arghh never been so mad when im doing my art... arghh... y so hard to draw?!?! so mad... zzzz seriously lor i can feel de "tension" like wad im gonna draw... de face looks de same as mine... haiz y do ppl say i have AP?! haiz tmr gonna suffer doing his stuffs... suffer suffer.....

haunted by my past

11:47 AM


Friday, March 24, 2006

haiz very very very long no update liao... haiz realli lar... it's like rotting in dere le lor... it's practically rotting u get it? yah lor... lots had happened during de last day of holidays... and yah of cos dis week lor... realli ar... dis year realli past sooo fast! time pass so fast... blink 1 time... 1 week past.. yah anyways on sun right... my sis wanted me and her to show our parents de progress report... den i was like... wth? siao ar... i so damn scared lor... den wadeva lar... go tell my mum den she was like stare stare... den i kept nodding my head when my mum and dad keep scolding me... duh of cos u will nod nod nod de mah... yah can see he's disappointed lor... but it's onli term 1!! u cant expect us to do too well... mus get used to it mah... c'mon lar it's thru train... O level standard... im dumb... onli belong to na standard... gimme time to settle down! haiz i know it's oso my responsibility to work hard... cos i came to a very good class... den confirm got alot of clever ones inside tat class... haiz all so pro de lor... wad am i gonna do?! slack alot.. and i mean ALOT... when irene showed de class thinggy... which shows de lowest and highest marks for each subject... i saw chinese lor... I SCORED THE LOWEST FOR CHINESE... fuck lar... lowest leh... pls lor how can u fail ur 2nd language? i go be angmoh lar... my english oso not tat good... im better off dead lor... dis week sux... dad gave us a mock which im so damn pissed off at... it's fucking physics... and im not very good at it... aiyah rather than chemistry lor... wth is irene talking about?!?! shit man... he gave us dis paper... which both of us were so damn pissed... suggested we go copy down on a piece of paper den later copy down lor... cos be4 tat dad wanna go out for awhile... den after he come home mus do mock liao... wadeva lor... rights and wrongs... wrongs and rights... no use all u ever wan is rights! did u ever make a mistake be4?! everyone does! so y cant u just accept it?! and stop thinking tat ur oways right... u son of a bitch... he found out tat we copied... geez and wanted to post it out... go n die lar we realised our mistakes le lor... y mus u make it worst?! we threw it away and then u scolded us at throwing away de evidence... sometimes just feel like we're just too vunerable... u think it's fun to bully us?! dream on lar u... yah lor... he lor... wan me to get answer sheets from de science chers... physics ar... have to go find kerk den chemistry have 2 go find irene... -.- kerk wan me to tell dad go go call him instead of my dad calling him xD... happened realli fast... den i go tcher's room dere wan go find irene for de answer sheets for chem... i called her number den guess who picked up?! kerk... he said... hello den i say can i find irene? den he say who are u? i said grace... den he say u know who im? i know it's kerk... den he say he wanna pass me sth... but irene not in... left 5 mins ago... zzzz den come out... den saw him -___-"... fine den go home... same old thing... same old attitude... den 2dae go sch... irene gave me de ans sheets... haiz haf 2 go thru so much difficulty jus 2 have 2 damn piece of paper... art lessons was okay... purposely spent alot of time "looking" at those coursework or smth? actualli i was talking wif some frens... heh for 45mins den cher chase us back to our seats... did some lame things in my sketchbook... haiz actualli hor wanted to ask yilian... den i donno de ker walking past me... den i quickly turn back... den si yilian keep tapping on mee!! den cher say... wads de problem? den i jus go ask her de wad i was asking yilian... she talked and talked and talked... and i nod and nod and nod... did i understand wad she said? haiz why mus she oways put it in a complicated form?!... heh but she's quite okay lar... said bye and went off... got cca 2dae... wahhh 2dae lor... voting de... for sec 3s... each of de sec 3s have to think of a speech and say it out... zzzzz draw lots den suay ar... an yu go first... well, u can say tat im round de bottom few... I SUCK! I TOTALLY SUCK AT IT!!!! i went in... so unprepared... den was told to use de microphone to talk... uhhh u wanna know wad i said? i said... good afternoon ms kokila, mrs loh, mrs neo and fellow guides... den stuck liao lor... i said im grace frm 3/6... den i was -BLANK-... took me awhile to just say dis 1 sentence... a leader must have good leadership qualities and be responsible... den seriously seriously i have nothing to say and so paisehh standing infront... wankee asked me a question... SO DIFFICULT LOR!!! si wankee hehhehehe jkjk... she asked... wad can a leader do to be responsible... diaoz... den mrs loh and mrs neo asked me... wad good qualities u have? so tat u can be an ex-co... i donno wad to say den i just say im sometimes enthu... she replied enthusiatic lar not enthu... den she said... enthu wif who? i said friends... den she asked... who ish ur best fren? i said my sis, pf dey all lor... den insyirah said... me leh? hahah funni... so paisehh lar... don wanna think of it le... make me so damn paisehh... whether i be or not? which confirm i will not be de... doesnt matter... im still miserable... =( weekends dead le lor....

ilmpolh~ =DD

11:31 PM


Sunday, March 19, 2006

haiz tmr starting sch and i haven let my parents see my progress report... u tell me ar wad am i gonna do?! all those which i fail de subjects hor... all got 30+ marks... dad will confirm da si wo de lor... wad am i gonna do?! drag or show?

seems like it's been forever

5:55 PM


ahhh hunt purple tube hunt till i wanna vomit blood... fuck lar.. hunt 3 hrs plus... never hunt for so long de lor... guess luck ish gone?? hahah thanks didi!!! haha cos he gif me a purple tube plus 23k... ahaha =x... actualli wanna say alot of things de... i THINK i had forgotten.. yah den ytd went to jurong entertainment dere... got machine... so me and sis went to play de wad top dancer thinggy bah... yah be4 us hor.. got a bunch of ppl playing... den a girl donno y hor... fainted after playing it... xD yah den me and sis go play... i forgot to give my dad my hp!!! shit man... den while i was on de ride hor... i was so freakin scared tat my hp and comb would drop out... and seriously de force was very big... and i keep banging on de other side... i found out tat my comb dropped out liao... -___-" waa den de 1st thing i do ish to quickly push it back in my pocket... den after tat go play bumper car... xD very fun cos can bang all those ppl ni kan bu shuang de... hahaha... den 2dae went to de fort motor factory... not fort minor... LOL tats wad i said to my sis... cos tat time she ask where are we going... i said fort minor... LOL paisehh!! =x yah go dere see see nia... haiz sch starting le... lots of hmwk haven do yet... HOW?!?!

where'd you go

12:54 AM


Wednesday, March 15, 2006

diaoz... now have wad maple patch... haiz so long lor... until 2 leh... mayb don go sc le fan zheng i oso siann of tat place le... even thou have free admission... so wad leh... my science so damn fucking lousy le... go dere useless... it doesnt need a no brainer like me... im so dumb tat i don even know my full name... but seriously lar... when i was in primary 1 hor... de cher tell me to write my chinese... guess wad..? i donno how to write lehh... i was like... blank... guess wad she say? she said? HUH?! lian ni de hua wen ming ni ye bu hui xie? chi da bian lar... LOL! man im so damn dumb lor... haiz i realli don dare to gif my parents see my progress report lor... they wont understand me de lor... they wouldnt even bother whether i had tried my best... WHY CAN'T U JUST UNDERSTAND ME?! haiz my sms pok le... everyday sms... sms here; sms there... xD confirm pok de lar... haiz... tmr going wild wild wet? not sure... but i don wanna spend my time doing some freaking mock lar... wad shuld i do? my life ish in a mess right now... round half of de holidays gone le... zzzz should i set it to the end? die le... am i realli maple siao ar? heng lvl 47 liao... everytime i start using de com at midnight... den keep playing till either 4 or 5 in de morning... siao everytime nv get enuff rest de... wake up eyes red red... insufficient sleep... nevermind cos im gonna suffer sooner or later... why not enjoy it now..? but i know tat not having enuff slp isnt enjoying... but who cares? no1 cares...

breaking every bit

12:00 PM


Tuesday, March 14, 2006

each time they smile... breaks my heart... haiz going out now... tk care everyone...

unforgetable

11:16 AM


Sunday, March 12, 2006

erm.. some passer by told me to use perfect english or wadsoever ar... lolz nevermind... don use perfect english so wad..? my english so lousy... diaoo... haiz so miserable... my didi let his parents see de progress report le... me leh?! i donno leh... realli donno........

cant find a good reason

6:41 PM


Saturday, March 11, 2006

zzz cant tell dem my grades... just cant... i don dare to open my damn mouth to tell them my fucking grades... why did i score so badly?! why am i so stupid?! bloody hell lar... gonna be suffering throughout de whole holidays... miserable...

don't wanna be....

7:09 PM


Thursday, March 09, 2006

friday 1o/3/o6 = my doomsday...

i cant change the future...

8:30 PM


Sunday, March 05, 2006

i don get parents... and they will never get us... dey are just freaking adults u get it?! dey doesnt understand us at all... neither will we understand them... just like me... sometimes i really hate dem alot; wished they didnt exist... and today it's their turn to show us their freaking attitude... which is really really irritating lor... zzzz i hate life!!!!

evil.....

6:59 PM


Saturday, March 04, 2006

siann just came back frm cca only... don wanna say too much mayb ill write... depends on my mood... bcos as y'all kno blog rite? everyone reads it... as if i kno who de person ish lyddat... may b someone i don like ish reading dis craps... i don care?! i don care wad u think... i express wad i feel here... and if u haf any unhappiness wif wad i write? read this ----> I DON CARE <---- u not happie don read, if happy... do wadeva u wan i don care... haiz i think i will blog much more today bah... see first cos ill b going maple oso... LOL im equal de okay..?? LMAO yah 2dae cant believe was late for sch... but never late lar... just tat i came to sch later than before... waa so tired in sch wanna go zzzing... yah maths... IM REALLI STUPID!!! de cher gave us some questions cos we're having a class test mah... i realise tat i realli realli realli cudnt do all de questions!!! IM SO FUCKING DEAD!!! indices and surds i cant even do!! WTF!! den of cos i die liao lor... no choice lor... haf to copy lydiana's de... haiz not de way lar... exams how?? she cant oways be there for me de lar... i wanna do well!! but i didnt build up my foundation tat well when i was in sec 1, 2 and sec 3 which was de early part of my maths lessons... regret regret regret... LOST HOPE LAH!!! SERIOUSLY I HAD LOST HOPE!!! im dead lor... den dad says he's gonna give us some fucking mock test to test us... i donwan lar why mus you be lyddat?!?! i don wanna suffer the way i suffered before... it was nightmare back then... i wanna cry it out... i wanna shout it out... i wanna scream it out!! i cant take dis feeling anymore... my schedules are really filling up... dey're piling up... fill up my head; every corner... dad says he wans us to do well... but i just cant do it lar... i cant take dis pressure lor... haiz so damn miserable... yah anyways hor 2dae... we go recess lucky cher let us off on time xD... good good =DD we go canteen not much ppl dere wor... den we saw ms lim our cm dere... we just go over and say hi... den hor she just go liao and we said bye... den we all go de circle table dere... hahaha pf and mei go buy drinks den me and sam go table dere... i turned round and saw ms lim dere... den donno y i saw her walking over... me and sam was like... omg ish she coming here?!?! LOL yah she sat right across me sia... hahah did she saw me using my hp..? dieee i donwan kena caught lar... lolz.... nvm cos tat time i need to reply an sms mah.. heck lar... den she jus sat wif us till recess end... ehhh she's quite okay lar... LOL but i just culdnt eat!! cos she keep staring and im lyk so paisehh de lehh... she said i hav attitude prob!! omg... after tat art... i cant believe i spent 1 and a half hours to draw my paintings... i didnt paint it but i just shade it wif pencils... many ppl say very very nice... hahahaha still ok... quite like it bah... told de cher ill b painting it black and white... quite hard thou... but nvm fail fail lor... hahaha got cca den realise i forgot to bring my guides tee to sch!! shit im de only one never bring leh... but wankee nv accept my explanation!! ahhh kena punishment le... haiz nvm... lol 2dae i'll be very very busy le... morning right... i'll be going to de guide house at 9plus... den after tat still have campfire leh... ahhhh whole day out!! soo tired den hor y'all kno tat i oways start doing my art at 12pm or 3am in de morning de... ahhhhhh..!

attitude...

12:29 AM


Thursday, March 02, 2006

blahh... tou tou using com again... LOL lived in a world of fear... siann sia haf 2 read some lame newspapers as usual -.-" fine anything cos i jus anyhow flip thru... WHO CARES?! lol decorate my table liaoz... soo messy... even haf de word fuck dere... oops hope de cher doesnt see dis... or else i will really die die die... shit! donno y but i think i broke a vein... ma de my leg damn pain... den tmr oso haf art liao... bl0ody hell i hate going to tat place esp wif tat tcher... ill really go mad de leh lemme tell u... when de class is too quiet, she complains... if it's bit noisy, she complains too... WTF?! zzz wad does she wans..? lamer yah den 2dae went to mac wif pf, sam and sis... den saw jessie and ying zhen dere... LOL go dere nv call us go!! LOL jkjk buy nugget.. see lar im fat still wanna eat... lmaoo..!! be4 we go hor... i followed my sis go down cos she wanna go put de chemistry wksheets at irene's pigeon hole or wadsoever dey call tat... i don care de pronouce is right lar... but we pass by de chem lab den saw her... my sis go tell her who nv hand in den hor when we're abt to leave she said... my dear twins come help me... or donno wad she say... den we go carry those heavy things... lol saw her desk xD nv see all cos i oso heck... den u kno physics lessons... lol very funny de mr kerk lar go say leh... where's my grace? as if im his lyddat -___-" he jus wan me to go put de TYS in his pigeon hole... waulaoo make me paisehh diaooo nvm nvm nobody reads dis craps anwyays... so i don care if i write all dis down... nobody reads dis lame things!!! cos dey see so many words den oso lazy or heck to read it all liao... guess i can write wadeva i wan... no one wuld see... i think =x chinese test hor... haiz TEST LEH! i haven complete de compre passage... den i suddenly feel so tired and just when zzzing or pigging... i woke up den realise i left 3 mins sia... do wad sai..?? haven read den do wad?? do i jus think of any numbers tat come to my mind... so i just wrote dere... comfirm wrong de lar... fail fail lor ever since i went to 3/6 my rank started raising and i meant rising to rank 30 plus rather than last time i rank round 10~20plus de... no use i jus cant find my good points... or de things im good at......

escaping reality...

9:12 PM


Wednesday, March 01, 2006

zzzzz... my physics and chemistry suck like hell lor!! and u can say tat my sciences are not good!!! arghhh die die die if i add up both... guess how much my total would be?? it will be round 37 leh... WTF!! die le die le die le!! right now i kno tat my whole subjects de grades hor... will be U... means ungraded fuck!! all except english lor... think i donno of cos i kno ah... bl0ody shit... getting ready to be killed... yah den hor 2dae art lessons of cos i don wanna go lar cos of dulan face wad... sucker yah den she told us wad 2 do lor... and i got 53/100 for my piece of art... pls lor lemme tell u i confirm will never haf my grades touching 60 de lor... diaozz yah we jus draw den she suddenly turned round and showed me r's file... i wos like... wad de??? as if i wanna care lyddat lar... when she was turning i was like facing down and looking at de other direction... she asked me... wads de difference between an ugly piece or art and a very nice one... i was like... yaya wadeva... and said yah show improvement ah... den she was like... suddenly looked down and i was kena shocked... -.-" den she said... de tone of ur voice ah....... sth sth sth i forgot le... but it's sth bout me and my tone of my voice... cos it's very very attitude lor... den when i was drawing..... aiyah don wanna rmb dis... wan scold me den scold lah... HECK CARE!! den after sch... lydiana wanna change place and den sit beside me... we walked down 2 de cher's room dere... but she not in de... den i was guessing she's in 4/5 or wad ar... yah den she's inside tat classroom giving remedial... i told lydia to go tell her den i go wait outside... she came out hor... den she go talk to her ah... donno y i heard ms lim talk very loud... she said wad donno someone wans to change place den don bother to look at me ah... i oso nv hear clearly... so i just replied... huh? LOL guess tats wad i reply people de... so get used to it!! LMAO!!! zzzz tell u guys smth... i jus cheated someone's fame not too long ago... LOL shhhhhhh.... decorated my table wif a page of lyrics... my name... A BIG WORD on it, it wrote STRESSED and another big word wif 2 letters on it and de word ish LP!! linkin park rocks!!! stupid guohao lah!! say wad it's lan pa or L9... dots stupid lmao

i wanna kill this fat, ugly, stupid, tomboyish pig... which ish me...

5:28 PM





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