Wednesday, March 30, 2005
hrm ... nw hor ... in de computer lab ... cos i copy finish all de fotos liaox le wor ... can surf net !! weeee !!! lolz ... siao ar ... ok ... jus nw run ... veri tired ... 2dae jus run lyk 4/5 rounds ... havent run finished yet ... =X ... mornin lor ! my sister's alarm nv xiang ... tt means nv ring ... waulao den wake up late !! ... heng pf waitin fer us ... tyty ... ^^ ... nuttin happened 2dae ... later oso gt xpress maths ... wth ... oso havent finished de hmwk yet ... die liao le wor ... =.=" ... so ... tk care yah ??
^^ P E A C E ^^
10:47 PM
Tuesday, March 29, 2005
haizz ... soo longg nvv updatee liaoxx lee worr ... lolzz ... cos u c ah ... my whole week so filled up wif soo mani things liao le wor ... lolz
Mon- Express math + chinese remedial
Tues- Cca
Wed- Express math again !
Thurs- Nt sure ... budden hor everytime gt remedial 1 ... =.="
Fri- Cca ... at nite can use com !!!!!!!
Sat- Maybe so out wif parents nor ... at nite maybe can use u noee ?? lolz
Sun- Man i hate tis dae ... do some shitty math
Stupid math ... bout 3 daes do wad math ?!?! wanna make mi do until siao issit ??? blow my head up !!!!!!!! ... haiz ... update nxt time yeah ??? tk care every1 !!
^^ P e a c e ^^
7:03 PM
Friday, March 25, 2005
yOz ... veri sianzz ... 2dae frenster onli gt a testi nia ... frm cleff !! .. thank !! den chat wif him ... until he go out ... bleahx ... den hor ... yts went out wif my sis , pui fun , samantha , shakila n yilian !!!!!!! guess wad movie we watched ... the eye 10 !!!!!!!!!!! de movie i had always wanted 2 watch !!!!! omg ... de movie ish soooo freakin scary !!! ... tt time wen i was eating my popcorn ... den something jus showed up !!! ... choked on it ... =.=" ... i also cry siaz ... lucky no1 c ... hehe ... had a realli gd time thou ... update later !!
12:59 PM
Sunday, March 20, 2005
Haiz ... i'm so freakin pissed off ... fuck off lar u ... idiotic borned loser ... hu do u tink u r ... u tink u're so gd ... den show mi u're gd lah ... dun cum n tok cock 2 mi can ? ... i hate ppl lyk u ... u noee ?? fucking loser ... if u dare 2 show ur damn fucking stupid idiot freakin face again ... eat shit lah !!!!! ... ur nt being helpful ... u jus make ppl feel worse nia ... sheeh ... wad kind of parents u hav ... nv teach u issit ?! ... u tink ppl lyk u lyk tt ?? 2 tell u de truth ... nobodie lyks u !! esp yr damn stupid ugly face !! yr face onli make ppl PUKE !!
( if u wanna noe hu ish tis person ... dun bother askin ... i wun tell u =) )
7:27 PM
Saturday, March 19, 2005
yup yup yup ... here 2 updatee liaox ... here goes !! erm ... 2dae went 2 seoul garden wif my parents ... blahx ... go dere ... of cos go n eat lah ... den ... tryin nt 2 eat so much ah ... hehehe ... y'all shuld now y harr ... bleahx ... den evening tt time mus go fer wad campfire ar ... yah ... went dere lohh ... den ... tuck my uniform ... tuck until lyk soooo kuku lehx !!!!!! ... infront of sooo mani ppl tuck in ur shirt ... =.=" ... diaozz ... nvm lar ... later still can tuck out 1 ... =X ... den reach dere ... mus walk over wad gateway ar ... their gateway sooo damn nice lor !! lyk REAL bridge lehx ... so kool ... den adeline fell ... woot ... step until my leg siaz ... owww ... lolz ... nvm lar ... den .. de campfire ish at clementi town sec ... quite fun ... i enthu okay ?! ... hehehehehe ... our skool won de best dance !!!!! Congrats !!!!! y'all did a great job ... blahx wad m i tokin about ... anyways ... went home ... dead tired ... zzzzzzzzzzz ... nitez
12:42 AM
Thursday, March 17, 2005
yoz .... ytd i had escaped my worst nightmare ! ... but itz nt fer long ... maybe 2dae will be my second task 2 escape it again ... blahx ... wad m i tokin bout ... nvm ... i'v thought of anader poem again ... longer than de last 1 ... hehe ... well ... since i hav nuttin 2 post ... i decided to post it anyways ... dun luff hor ... i noe it sux ... =p ... no choice ... hehehehe
Don't push my around
Don't mock at me
All i need is encouragement
I knew where my flaws is
You do not have to tell me
Tell me what i should do or be
Cannot take this pressure anymore ...
I had never tasted something
Something in my entire life never to be tasted
Guess what it is
It is to taste the sweet smell of victory
All i had ever tasted was dust
Dust left by everyone
Dust which said, " What a loser "
I had high expectations but low confidence ...
I never knew what life is
Why do we live and suffer till we die
Some may not suffer , Some would
Why let people suffer ? People like me ?
Why ?
My life was filled with " Why's "
Can anyone ever answer all my "why's "
I never got all my answers ...
I had been hurt again and again
Not the outside but the inside
There is no remedy to cure it
I can slowly feel myself descending
Descend to a place where no one can ever come and save me
I can only pray that someone can come and take me away from this nightmare
I can feel myself fading away slowly and painfully ...
[[ copyrighted grace ]]
11:25 AM
Wednesday, March 16, 2005
here ish a "song" or a "poem" i wrote n tink wen i wos bored ...
I lived in a world of fear
I had no one to turn to
All i hear was laughter
I see fingers pointing at me
Failure is a word I was describled as
All i ever wanted was memories not to be forgotten
So i can only remember all the happy and cheerful things
Make my bad memories vanish !
I wished to be the first to know not the last
I was forced
I had no choices
I had nowhere else to turn to
I was filled with hatred
Left out again
[[ Copyrighted by gRaCe ]]
6:44 PM
Tuesday, March 15, 2005
haiz ... tooooo buzi 2 update ... sorrie !!!
Ama me fideliter! Fidem meam noto: De corde totaliter Et ex mente tota, Sum presentialiter Absens in remota."
dun understand ??? lolz
Lat: "Love me faithfully!/See how I am faithful:/With all my heart/And all my soul/I am with you/Though I am far away."
12:23 PM
Friday, March 11, 2005
heyheyhey !!! sooo long nv uuppddaattee liaoz ... coss veri buziii larrr ... lolz ... haiz ... 2dae gt back my progress report ... haizz ... i gt 2 subjects U = ungraded lehxxx !!! omg ... my chinese n my maths gt a U !!!! die liaox ... dun dare 2 giv my parents c lehx ... hw ?!?! omg ... nvm lar ... den 2dae hor ... i went go 2 jurong point wif samantha n yi lian n my sis ... n myself lah ... we watched ..... Boogeyman !!! yeah !!!! de movie i have always wanted 2 c !!! bleahx ... waulao !!! i watched de movie hor ... de movie sooooo scary !!! make my heart jump non-stop ... de sound effect soo scary ... n we still sit near de speaker lehx ... =.=" ... nvm larz ... den hor ... cum hm lor ... sis go rebond hair ... oso duno y wanna rebond ... WASTE MONEY NIA !!!! hehehe ... actualli i oso cannot do anitin ... oso nt my money wad !! =p ... lolx ... sianzz ... nuttin 2 do now ... haiz ... cyaz fer those hu is readin !!!
9:38 AM
Sunday, March 06, 2005
yoyoyo sup sup sup ... lolzZ ... haiz ... haiz ... sianzz ... 2dae go out wif my parents to west coast park ... go dere play play ... soooo fun !!!! hahahazz joyce ( my sis ) got her leg stuck in de mud !!! oi bi oi bi ... lolzZ ... erm ... wad else ... fly kite ... play play play dere ... lolzZ ... den change place go jurong east interchange dere lor ... eat dinner ... plae arcade ... blahblahblah ... borin !!!! =.=" ... cum hm ... sianz ... tml mus do maths ... fuck off lar maths ... i hate de damn maths ...
12:24 AM
Friday, March 04, 2005
HiYee ~! beri beri beri long neva cum n update liaoz i tink ... bleahx ... erm ... wad happened 2dae ... went 2 buy sweets be4 i go sch ... actualli ish my sista buy 1 lar ... erm ... then stupid pe ... so tired ... gt 26 over my whole klass ... my timin is 11:23 minutes for runnin 3 rounds ... =X ... oso quite lousy liaoz ... mus buck up !!!!!!! lolzZ siao ar ... after recess time ah ... our klass ah ... gt spotcheck !!!! omg ... my socks ah ... omg ... cos i wore ankle length socks 2 skool mehx ... omg ... gt 2 counsellor keep tellin mi 2 pull my damn socks up ... SCREW U !!! lolzZ ... den erm ... den wen pc period thot i can slack liaox ... den mr faizal cum 2 our klass ... scared mi siaz ... den every1 quiet liaox ... ( wen our klass is quiet ... it's a miracle man ... ) lolzZ ... den he said wad our klass is gettin frm bad 2 worse ! ... den blah blah blah ... heng 2dae no girl guides !!!!! yeahhh !!!!! hehehehex ... den my sista , pui fen n mi go mac ... kool ... de saw darren n frenz ... n other ppl which i dun wan their names 2 be shown na ! ... lolzZ ... cum back check frenster gt 2 fren requests n 1 message lor ... lolx ... nuttin 2 sae liaoz ... at least i gt update yah ? lolzZ ... t'care every1 fer readin tis ... thx fer wastin yr time on such a lame journal entry ... lolx ... tis is jus a joke ... =p
9:35 PM
This life's dim windows of the soul
Distorts the heavens from pole to pole
And leads you to believe a lie
When you see with, not through, the eye
my life jus sux ... everything i do is wrong ... all wrong !!! wad the hell ... with u in my life ... it's totalli ruined ... haiz
6:09 PM
Tuesday, March 01, 2005
HiYee ... nw i usin de com secretly lehz ... in de morn ... dun wake up ani1 !! lolzZ ... siao ... ok ... haiz ... tis few daes veri borin lehz ... nuttin much 2 sae alredi ... ytd ah ... sum1 in our klass stole hp ... heng nv steal mine =x ... de hor mr faizal cum our klass n tok tok tok ... throw d chair ... scared mi ... =.=" ... haiz ... later sch gt C.T. liaoz ... oso nv study ... omg ... die liaoz ... =p
6:24 AM